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Past
Present
The Word Future
In this blog, I am looking at how i charged the word 'future' with a positive and a negative mind value as i connect/define the word to/within other words.
I am giving this word a meaning that i can live as who i am
I am using elementary mathematics to show
the mind values i gave the words
instead of seeing its real meaning/value as equal to who i am
I am using self-forgiveness, writing a commitment script
and correcting myself in my living
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Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word future through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word future through giving it a negative value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word future with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word future with a negative value
Positive Connections
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word hope
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word hope
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word success
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word success
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word eternal
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word eternal
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word ascension
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word ascension
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word liberation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word liberation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word enlightenment
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word enlightenment
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word reincarnation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word reincarnation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word win
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word win
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word lottery
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word lottery
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word rich
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word rich
Negative Connections
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word end
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word end
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word death
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word death
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word old
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word old
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word loose
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word loose
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word die
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word die
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word accident
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word accident
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word future to the word poor
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word future within the word poor
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Commitment to Correction
I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating from the word future
through giving it a positive and a negative value
I stop
I breathe
Instead, i redefine the word future and use it as equal to my expression
I commit myself to when and as i see myself charging the word future with a positive value
I Stop
I breathe
I realize that this is me
fearing something
that i perceive
is either
difficult
will cause me to suffer
will cause me to have pain
will cause me to be sick
will cause me to die
will cause me to not survive
will cause me to be sad
will cause me to not exist as a character/personality defined by who i am as the mind
is going to/giving me a negative energy experience
running away from that
wanting and desiring the opposite
which i perceive is
an easy way out
a way to get someone to agree to me/like me
a way to be superior to others
a way to be happy
a way to explain something
a way to get someone to realize something
a way to get information and knowledge to evolve me as the one 'who knows'
a way for me to survive/not die
a way for me to sell an idea
a way for me to make someone like me
a way for me to get something that will make me evolve my personality/character
a way to get a positive energy experience
a way for me to not change as the character/personality
as the mind
defined by energetic push and pull
to have a feeling
that i am alive
within/as my mind
believing i have to survive/exist as the character/personality
defined by positive energy experiences
hoping
i will not be able to feel the sadness
i will not be able to see the poverty
i will not be able to see what is really happening here
so i will not be able to face the evil me
i will be enlightened/ascend ahead of everyone as the 'special me'
within/as my mind
as the personality/character
I therefore assist myself
to accept and allow myself to speak and write
as who i am
using words to express me
as the physical
awareness/presence/sensation
that is here
in my written and spoken words
equal to who i am as Life
as the Living words
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I commit myself to when and as i see myself
charging the word future
with a negative value
I stop
I breathe
I realize this is me
fearing something
that i perceive
is either
difficult
will cause me to suffer
will cause me to have pain
will cause me to have sickness
will cause me to die
will cause me to not survive
will cause me to not exist
will cause me to be sad
will cause me to not exist as a character defined by who i am as the mind
will cause me to have a negative energy experience
and embracing that
believing it is who i am
blaming what is here
and justifying that
perceiving i have to survive/exist as the character
defined by negative energy experiences
thinking, imagining etc.
as who i have become as the mind
Blaming
the physical existence/reality
for being sad
for having a world system of inequality
for having poverty in this world
for the mess we have created
so i will not be able to take self-responsibility
so i will have the reason to
do something that justifies that
pointing my finger to someone else
not assisting in establishing a world that truly honors life based on equality
as the personality/character
therefore I assist myself to accept and allow myself to
use words as equal to my written and spoken expression
as
who i am
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I commit myself to when and as i see myself connecting/defining the word future to/within other words- i stop - i breathe. I stop myself from going to the past connecting memories of events, people, words, sound,movies, behaviors, texture, places, form, shape etc. to what i see, hear, touch, taste, smell. I bring myself back here change my starting point as me as the mind to me as who i am as the breath here and use the word as per the meaning i gave it in my redefinition and live that - expressing who i am as that word in my written and spoken expression
I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self correction moment by moment as i move me here as breath as i write and speak, look within myself and release the fears, beliefs, desires etc. connected to this word - and use the word as i write and speak- as i live and express me here - equal to who i am
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The Mathematics of Giving Mind Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life
The Word 'Future'
'Positive Mind Values (+)
Word Connections/Definitions:
hope
success
eternal
ascension
liberation
enlightenment
reincarnation
win
lottery
rich
Negative Mind Values (-)
Word Connections/Definitions
end
death
old
loose
die
accident
poor
I
realized i charged the word 'future'
with 'positive and negative mind values'
as for example
Positive Mind Values:
where
(+)
hope = +10
success = +10
eternal = +10
ascension = +10
liberation = +10
enlightenment = +10
reincarnation = +10
win = +10
lottery = +10
rich =+10
Negative Mind Values
(-)
end =-10
death =-10
old = -10
loose = -10
die= -10
accident= -10
poor =-10'
These mind values
are NOT REAL
They are based on 'positive and negative experiences'
with other words
as in this example
'future = winning the lottery = becoming rich = positive experience
future = losing the lottery = not changing my present condition = negative experience
future
= positive experience
=winning the lottery
= becoming rich
= +10
future
= negative experience
= losing the lottery
= not changing the amount of money i have
= -10'
rather than giving it a definition i can live as who i am
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Redefining the word 'Future'
(sounds like FU-tile T-our, Few TOURS )
From
FU-tile T-o-UR as E-nergy
as i time travel
within the compartments of my mind
creating friction
defining me within birth and death
fearing death
believing i have a choice
in birthing me as the past as energy
trapped within time and space
as a time period after the present
To
Redefining it and giving it
a definition i can live as equal to who i am
FUTURE
as
F-reedom as U-se of physical struc-TURE
standing for what is best for all
leading to the sequence of events
that births life here forevermore
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