SF Beliefs, Believing The One Etc. Part 2

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself - as a member, to be entertained by the portal and the assistance it can give me - that i forget that I can assist myself without it and within that deify the Heirarchy, The One - that i become a blind follower - putting me in a position where i cannot question The One - without realizing i am - as we all 'sugar-coated' it - yet we believe otherwise - because it is now part of our  'belief system'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as The One, The Heirarchy - to define myself within my 'gifts of access' -talk about my access to what others have no access - as my focus, forgetting that life is here - and that i myself have not finished my process so i have no access myself - within self-dishonesty.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself - as the Heirarchy, as The One, to create beingness drawings that entertains me - as member - within fear of survival as money & fear of not knowing who i am as a being  - giving me as member, a belief of who I am in picture form - as a form of assistance - in separation - forgetting that I am doing things in opposition to the process of us finding out who we have become and birthing as who we really are - which is not based on belief but a real physical process. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself -as The One, as Heirarchy - to have a belief about finishing process and so lead everyone to adopt that belief - when i myself have not finished my process so everything i have about that is either an idea or a belief - until i finish my process - within this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself - as member - to within that belief/idea judge other members accordingly.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is a dimension i have to access to birth myself here as life - rather than who i am here as part of life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as a member, form a belief system about information others tell me in the 'elite group' of which i am a member of.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  - as a member, want to talk to other dimensional beings wanting to know how they can solve my problem and health issues - within a superiority/inferiority construct that is part of believing/being impulsed by videos coming from The One, as Heirarchy - a nice dress, animated smile and mind gestures etc. which forms my idea/belief of the gifts of having 'elite access to the dimensions' as part of the bonus on being part of the 'elite group'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself - as Heirarchy, as The One - decide on matters i have not walked myself in the physical relying on what I see in the dimensions - not seeing and realizing I am not in the dimensions but physically living here in the physical - then justify it by saying 'change of plans' - within self - dishonesty, while in fact i commited a mis-take because i really have not walked a physical process on what i am deciding on within the group which causes a consequence outflow that i am unaware of because i am focused on the dimensions.

SF Beliefs, Believing, The One Etc. Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself - as a member - to believe that i am part of an 'elite group' that is special, separate from life - because we know what is going on inter-dimensionally, and that I cannot amount to anything without the group - without the information- which constitute my belief system - within separation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself - as a member - to feel helpless when no one is helping me believing that life is about that, not seeing and realizing that it is the result or consequence outflow of always needing help and within this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as The One - the Heirarchy, always wanting to help and assist - within fear of survival - as money, creating a consequence outflow of members who are entertained by the assistance - which is in conflict with what process is about - self-support.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to forget what my process is about because i am entertained by information coming from the portal - that i need to get help from Anu, etc. - losing myself within that - within powerlessness.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as The Heirarchy, The One - always wanting to help others - acting as a Savior for all, which is in itself me diminishing myself & others in their ability to look at their own mind and correcting themselves.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to point out other's mind and withold from others who i am as the mind because I am acting as The One - within Heirarchy and create a false image of myself to myself and others - within manipulation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compromise my standing and other's standing - within desire to help because i can see what they cannot see inter-dimensionally - within fear of survival - as money.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that groups are about developing relationships - which i have done so well that no one wants to even question me anymore forgetting that i am 'the group' - as within me resides trillions of cells.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as a member, refuse to question the Heirarchy - The One - forgetting that in my blogs i committed myself to question all equally.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be mesmerized by entertainment - within new information coming from the portal that i lost myself within that and forget who i am as a part of the whole that is life in this physical existence - which is where the birthing happens - that even Lau Tzu and Bernard did not need a portal to help them finish their process - within belief.

Life Lesson #1 Question Everyone Equally: Have Courage

There was an incident that happened where i questioned the 'Heirarchy' - 'The One'.

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Lesson #1

Question everyone equally, not just the 'trolls' and the 'rebels' but also the 'Heirarchy' - 'The One', even if it meant being put on the spot, if they need to be questioned.

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