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Self-forgiveness
Topic: Self-forgiving me and correcting me in an equal and one standing as the mind and stopping participation in the mind system within to birth me here as equal to/as all Life
Specific Point: My Mind Relationship with the Guru
Using Mathematics:
I am using mathematical symbols to illustrate how i gave mind values instead of giving real values as the value of every form is/as equal to Life itself
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to participate in the design of/as
to participate in the design of/as
'fear of surviving - as knowledge and information'
fear not having enough information and knowledge like the guru
so surrendered to the 'guru'
believing he is superior
as he said he can see his devotees' thoughts, the devotees past, present and future
believing him
believing i am inferior
as i can only see my past and present
but cannot see my future
so, gave up on myself and surrendered to the guru's
perceived 'power'
believing that because i am 'powerless' to
see the future
i have to have a 'guru' that sees the future
instead of realizing i am making
the past as the future in the present
when i time travel in compartments within my mind
never here
so cannot directly see what is here
as all that is here in this moment
as all the events in the history of this physical existence
so instead of stopping and birthing me here as the physical
and directly see the condition of all that is here in this physical existence
in/as the 'holding moment' of every breath
i instead surrendered to the 'guru'
not realizing that the guru can only see the future
because he is part of the grid
that is pre- programmed
like a seed
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT ask myself these
commonsensical questions to see my starting point in wanting to surrender to a guru:
1. What fear is driving me to want/desire to surrender to a 'guru'?
2.Why am i asking the guru to take responsibility in my behalf - why am i giving up on myself?
3. Why am i postponing my own standing as who i am as life?
and self-honestly see the answers to these questions:
1. Fear of taking self-responsibility for all parts of me as all life
2. The mind as me, within self-sabotage - as who i have become, as a program, as a system
3. Fear of facing the consequence of what i have done - believing it is difficult to take responsibility for all as me
*not seeing the common sense that i have to face the consequence
of what i have accepted and allowed and correct myself in my living
*not seeing the common sense that there is no other easy way out
*not seeing that the 'guru' himself was downloaded the genes of his parents
therefore he is also part of the system
*not seeing that he himself trapped himself within the past, present and future as time
*not seeing that because my starting point is fear - fear was driving me
not directing me here as self as who i am - lost in an alternate reality within my mind
within a mind awareness - not here as the real awareness
self-directing me as who i am
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= positive energy experience
so surrendered to the 'guru'
believing he is superior
as he said he can see his devotees' thoughts, the devotees past, present and future
believing him
believing i am inferior
as i can only see my past and present
but cannot see my future
so, gave up on myself and surrendered to the guru's
perceived 'power'
believing that because i am 'powerless' to
see the future
i have to have a 'guru' that sees the future
instead of realizing i am making
the past as the future in the present
when i time travel in compartments within my mind
never here
so cannot directly see what is here
as all that is here in this moment
as all the events in the history of this physical existence
so instead of stopping and birthing me here as the physical
and directly see the condition of all that is here in this physical existence
in/as the 'holding moment' of every breath
i instead surrendered to the 'guru'
not realizing that the guru can only see the future
because he is part of the grid
that is pre- programmed
like a seed
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to NOT ask myself these
commonsensical questions to see my starting point in wanting to surrender to a guru:
1. What fear is driving me to want/desire to surrender to a 'guru'?
2.Why am i asking the guru to take responsibility in my behalf - why am i giving up on myself?
3. Why am i postponing my own standing as who i am as life?
and self-honestly see the answers to these questions:
1. Fear of taking self-responsibility for all parts of me as all life
2. The mind as me, within self-sabotage - as who i have become, as a program, as a system
3. Fear of facing the consequence of what i have done - believing it is difficult to take responsibility for all as me
*not seeing the common sense that i have to face the consequence
of what i have accepted and allowed and correct myself in my living
*not seeing the common sense that there is no other easy way out
*not seeing that the 'guru' himself was downloaded the genes of his parents
therefore he is also part of the system
*not seeing that he himself trapped himself within the past, present and future as time
*not seeing that because my starting point is fear - fear was driving me
not directing me here as self as who i am - lost in an alternate reality within my mind
within a mind awareness - not here as the real awareness
self-directing me as who i am
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Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life
I realized
i gave a positive value to the guru
as i believed he can see the future
where
the guru was given a value more than life
guru = knows what will happen in the future = superior = powerful
guru = knows what will happen in the future = superior = powerful
= positive energy experience
= +10
where
a devotee/as myself cannot see the future
a devotee/as myself cannot see the future
= powerless to see the future
= negative energy experience
= -10
not realizing that
these mind values are NOT REAL
i made them up within my mind
based on my fear of not knowing the future
uncertain of who i will become
not realizing that
i can direct myself to stop
stopping time travelling within different compartments in my mind
and birthing me here as who i am as life
realizing the body/physical/substance
is equal to the body/physical/substance of nature
is equal to the body/physical/substance of plants
is equal to the body/physical/substance of animals
as they all consist of atoms consisting of substance
of/as Life
and so,
Redefining the word FUTURE
to
F-reedom as U-se of physical struc-TURE
standing for what is best for all
leading to the sequence of events
that births life here forevermore
as I simply live as who i am
equal to all that is here
using words as equal to my expression
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Commitment to Correct Myself
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing not having enough information and knowledge
about the future
or fear not seeing the future
I stop
I breathe
I assist myself to bring myself back to what is here
as the breathe
referencing the moment
as i move me
as i direct me here in every moment
I commit myself to assist myself to accept and allow me to see directly the
condition/state of all in this physical existence
in every 'holding moment'
and moving and changing with/as all that is here
in every in-breath and out-breath
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I commit myself to be with my physical heartbeat
feeling the pulse of the physical
until i become the pulse of life
living as a living example
and as i birth myself - birth life here
to stay here forevermore
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not realizing that
these mind values are NOT REAL
i made them up within my mind
based on my fear of not knowing the future
uncertain of who i will become
not realizing that
i can direct myself to stop
stopping time travelling within different compartments in my mind
and birthing me here as who i am as life
realizing the body/physical/substance
is equal to the body/physical/substance of nature
is equal to the body/physical/substance of plants
is equal to the body/physical/substance of animals
as they all consist of atoms consisting of substance
of/as Life
and so,
Redefining the word FUTURE
to
F-reedom as U-se of physical struc-TURE
standing for what is best for all
leading to the sequence of events
that births life here forevermore
as I simply live as who i am
equal to all that is here
using words as equal to my expression
===
Commitment to Correct Myself
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing not having enough information and knowledge
about the future
or fear not seeing the future
I stop
I breathe
I assist myself to bring myself back to what is here
as the breathe
referencing the moment
as i move me
as i direct me here in every moment
I commit myself to assist myself to accept and allow me to see directly the
condition/state of all in this physical existence
in every 'holding moment'
and moving and changing with/as all that is here
in every in-breath and out-breath
===
I commit myself to be with my physical heartbeat
feeling the pulse of the physical
until i become the pulse of life
living as a living example
and as i birth myself - birth life here
to stay here forevermore
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