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This Blog Is A Continuation of this Blog:
December 21, 2012: What Will I Do?
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/12/december-21-2012-what-i-will-do-day-123.html
In this blog, i am expanding the self-forgiveness from part 1
to see who i have become as the mind
within 'fear of not surviving'
to through writing self-forgiveness, commitment to correct myself
in my breath by breath living application
to birth me here as life
and birth a world that truly honors life
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My Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to participate in the design of/as
'fear of surviving - as space and time'
to have a relationship with fear
fearing the end of the world
believing
oracles and prophecies
made by people who i believed
have a power to know what the future
will be
not realizing that i am the creator and the created
so i take self-responsibility for the consequence i have created
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to be trapped within space and time
within/as my mind time travelling
in compartments in my mind
thinking, imagining, reacting etc.
to events in the past, present and future
within self-interest
only after my own survival as an individual separate from all
hoping that the world will not end
so i can live eternally
not realizing
that i am able to assist in establishing a world that truly honors life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
'as fear of not surviving - as information and knowledge'
fear not having information and knowledge
about what the future will bring
reading and listening to information and knowledge
being spread by/in/as the media
in
magazines, television shows, videos in the internet,
and taking them as my truth
without testing it in all ways
from the perspective of
this information and knowledge
being what is best for all
in all dimensions/layers of existence
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I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing not surviving
desiring information about what the future will bring
I stop
I breathe
I realize this is me fearing not having information about the future
so in my desire to know what's going to happen in the future
i connect
what i read and hear
in videos, magazines, television programs, books etc.
talking about different doomsday prophecies
to events in the past where i was present in a funeral
seeing a dead body
seeing people crying and sad
viewing the remains of someone who died
where
i compared what i saw before
when this person
was was moving, talking - alive
and what i saw in the viewing
as a person that does not move, does not speak - dead
uncertain about why this is happening
uncertain about what death is about
So i am assisting myself to see what is here
as who i am as breath
in every moment
not defined by movement
not defined by sound frequency of voices the ears hear
To assist myself to accept and allow me to see who i am
as self-movement
moving me here in every breath
as i stop the noise in my head
hearing what is here
as the hereness of sound
within and as myself
as i equalize with/as all that is here
as life
and assist in establishing a world that truly honors life
based on equality
where all survive in dignity
where i will not fear not surviving
I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and commitment
to correct myself in my
breath by breath living application
stop time travelling in different compartments in my mind
thinking, imagining the past etc.
and assist myself to reference the moment
and express me in every moment
in this physical existence
as who i am
to correct myself in my
breath by breath living application
stop time travelling in different compartments in my mind
thinking, imagining the past etc.
and assist myself to reference the moment
and express me in every moment
in this physical existence
as who i am
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