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Thursday, December 20, 2012

December 21, 2012: What Will I Do? Part 1: Day 223


  
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I believed in the Doomsday  Prediction of  Dec 21, 2012 being the end of the world about 6 yrs ago. I saw this video from the History Channel 


and saw myself as the the individuals in this video talking about the prophecies.
 I am bringing this back to myself and doing self-forgiveness for what had been said in this video
'as fear of not surviving'
and commit to correct myself in my living application

My Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
'as fear of not surviving' 
to have a relationship with fear 
fearing the end of the world 
believing 
oracles and prophecies 
made by people who seem to have a power to know what the future 
will be
not realizing that i am the  creator and the created
so i take self-responsibility for the consequence i have created

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
 to be trapped  within space and time
within/as my mind time travelling 
in compartments in my mind
thinking, imagining, reacting etc.
to events in the past, present and future
within self-interest
only after my own survival as an individual separate from all
hoping that the world will not end
so i can live eternally
not realizing 


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
'as fear of not surviving' 
to think 
'Will the world really end in Dec 21, 2012?'
where within this thought i activate a character/personality
doubting who i am 
as life
uncertain about the future as i trapped myself in time
not realizing that i am here as breath in every moment

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
'as fear of not surviving'
imagine being alone in a world 
that just ended
where there's 
no food
no people
no sound of laughter
no family
no movies
just me 
alone and uncertain whether i will survive or not
not realizing i am here as breath in every moment
moving me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
'as fear of survival'
to react with anxiety
when i think the world is going to end one day
and i am going to die
desiring for me to live eternally and not die
so i can evolve me as the mind
not realizing that when i react with anxiety
the physical is being compromised
as it is being resourced transforming physicality to energy
so i can think, imagine react
and evolve me as the mind

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
'as fear of not surviving'
use the mind to manipulate the body
as the heart beating fast
as the eyes widening
to justify hope
hoping for the future to be bright
hoping that someone will come and save us
not realizing that 
the physical/substance is being resourced 
transforming physicality to energy
for the mind to exist
so i can think, imagine, react
which is not what is best for all
as the physical is supporting and assisting me to express me here

I have seen.realized understood the consequence of me 
participating in the mind 
where
 within hoping to have a bright future
i created the religions in this world that promise eternal life

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Commitment to Correct Myself

where within that 
i do not need religion to promise me eternal life
i am giving it to myself as all life 




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