Self-forgiveness for Mind Support
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define words i speak and write as how i see the world of males and females - as having separate genders, so it is best to give the word gender a meaning that is not charged based on my survival issues
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i am a copy of a copy - of my ancestors -
I realize that I can re-create my life and direct it to the path where all will benefit
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i am here as the breath in every moment capable of expressing myself here alone, with a partner or as a member of a group
I realize that I am the breath here in every moment capable of expressing myself in every moment as the body
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that gender is about me as a female directing my body design (with a vagina) to stand and express to my optimum potential
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that gender is about females and males living as separate individuals presenting themselves by wearing clothing different from each other defined by the limited meaning of the word 'gender' based on social conditioning, that in the end boils down to what it will give me - in terms of my survival as a female able to bear children
Rather, realize that it is possible to learn how to survive as an individual and how all of us will have guaranteed survival as team life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to like my gender, as a female, based on social conditioning, where the male is responsible for my survival - based on how i conditioned myself to survive in society, thereby limiting my expression.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to like the
males because they can provide for me to survive which spares me the suffering of having to earn money for my own survival - based on a belief when i have not really tried to establish a business that will provide for my survival and financially support my BHOE projects
I forgive myself to look down on males for giving in to my whims
- which is me defining myself as a winner in the gender game and see the male as losers
Rather than see that we are beings in a body with different organ designs - and live as equals
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to other females, other males, & other genders
then judging them and then getting jealous to them - as i see gender as a way to win or lose based on what the media tells me, what others say and how others behave which i interpret in my mind according to how i see myself winning - within competition
Rather than see that I am here as a female with a value equal to the male - as we are all parts of the whole, that is life
I commit myself to change the way i see words & their definitions - from words separate from me to what words are - as sound, in relation to who i am here - as both of us being parts of the whole, that is life.
I commit myself to change the way i see males and females, from having different values based on social conditioning - to both having equal values in a world where social conditions are beneficial for both - as all life
I commit myself to continue the activity of Bridging A Haven On Earth for all - no matter what, where I will not see the males as someone to support my survival but as equals where both have guaranteed survival.
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