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Monday, June 10, 2013

The Word 'Inferiority' Day 302 Connected to The Word Sickness


Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race

The Word 'Inferiority'                                         

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'inferiority'
as who i am in relation to the symbols that are building blocks of words.
words that are building blocks of sentences
which i use to express me here
as i birth myself as Life

What is self-forgiveness?


Separating From the Word Through Giving it a Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate from the word inferiority through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word inferiority through giving it a negative value

Charging The Word With A Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word inferiority with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word inferiority with a negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferiority to the word pity
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferiority within the word pity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word help
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word help

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word sympathy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word sympathy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word love
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word love

Negative Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word poor
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word poor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word poverty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself t define the word inferior within the word poverty

I forgive  myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word ugly

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word dirty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word dirty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word lose
I forgive myself that i h ave  accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word lose

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word pain

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior  to the word suffering
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word suffering

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word death
I forgive myself that i h ave accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word sickness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word sickness

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
resonate the word 'inferiority'
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water and actually program
the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself

Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to instead of connecting/defining the word 'inferiority'
to/within other words
that i have assigned positive and negative values to
that are my mind interpretation of reality
redefine it as equal to my expression as who i really am

I commit myself to through writing
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
rewrite myself
stopping the sentences in the book i have written within myself 
my whole life story
including the sentences that includes the word 'inferiority'
equal to and one with how i created myself 
through spoken words in my mind
creating myself through writing, speaking words 
and expressing myself through words

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
using the word 'inferiority'
within fear of losing
fearing suffering, fearing sickness, fearing death
desiring to win, desiring to be healthy, desiring life

I stop
I breathe through 
the fears and desires

I realized that my fear of losing
is fueling my desire to win 

desiring to be the best
desiring to be healthy,  to be happy etc.

to instead face 
the fear
of a negative energy experience 
i imagined/thought within my mind

to instead of desiring a positive energy experience/happiness
i imagined/thought within my mind

to instead of creating this stress in my body
the physical reacting to 
my beingness' reaction to that
which i fear
within my mind

I 'd rather assist myself to 
take self-responsibility for all parts of me as life
mapping out how i created 'my within' as the mind 
and 'my without' as this world system

standing equal with my mind

release my beingness 
that is trapped 
within my mind 
and within the physical
so as i release myself
in 'my within'
release myself as all in 'my without'

I assist myself to release words 
that are charged with positive and negative values
redefining words as equal to who i am, what i am and how i am

so as i redefine words
i redefine myself to that
who always stand for what is best for all

Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6
https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6




Saturday, June 8, 2013

Solution To Not Having A Good Sex Life Day :301 Backchat Moles At The Back






This is a Continuation of This Blog
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/solution-to-unhappy-sex-life-day-294_21.html

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In this blog i will be working with the Backchat Dimension
(highlighted with the brown color)

In the next blogs, i will be working on the rest of the dimensions  of my mind

Brief Outline:

Fear: the base platform of the mind
Fear of not having a good sex life

The Conscious Mind:
Design of the Conscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mMguKZT8VY

Thought: picture of having sex with DMC
Imagination: 'not enjoying having sex with someone i am not attracted to physically, and assuring myself that this suffering will end.'

The Subconscious Mind: 
Design of the Subconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AoGjglQ94A


Backchat
2.'I do not like the moles in his back'

Reaction:
faking it, feeling of loss

The Unconscious Mind:
Design of the Unconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pc4h8SQxsLI

Body Movement: 
withdrawing touch, smiles halfway

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Introducing:

The QuantumMind
The Quantum Physical

The Real Physical

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What is self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/

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Self-forgiveness Statements


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to

participate in the design of 'fear of survival - as form - as energy'

have internal conversations within my mind

about DMC's moles in the back
as in 'I do not like the moles in his back'

separating from his physical form

giving moles a value less than life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 

give moles a value less than life

giving form without moles a value more than life

connecting this experience to a negative energy experience of
when i was young seeing my grandmother
having moles and freckles on her face

connecting her moles to ugliness

connecting moles to dirt
connecting moles and discoloration on the skin
to being less than - being inferior

connecting skin without moles or clear skin 

to beauty
giving it a value more than life

believing i am inferior because i have freckles on my face

believing it is just like dirt on the skin
believing that my mom's skin being white
is superior
and my skin on my face is inferior 
connecting it to ugliness
or being imperfect

having conversation in my mind of how i feel
when i saw my grandmother's mole 
and when i saw the freckles on my face  
experiencing a negative energy experience

taking pictures from the distant past
comparing that to my recent past energy experience
seeing the moles in DMC's back
and having a negative energy experience
out of looking at it

fearing being inferior
fearing being criticized
fearing being laughed at
fearing being ridiculed

reliving athe experience i had with my mom
of when i was young
her telling me i am careless -  in the kitchen
when i dropped something on the floor
in front of everyone on the table

getting angry
but suppressing my anger
suppressing the irritation within me that i experiences
blaming her for me feeling inferior

projecting my fear of being inferior
to DMC

instead of realizing that i have to face my fear
take responsibility
forgive myself
commit to correct myself
and write a script
so i can live
the corrections

realizing that my desire to leave the relationship
is fulled by my fear of being inferior

within this, not realizing that
the body is being resourced for the mind to exist
and that, participating in internal conversations within my mind
is like a socket on the wall connected to a computer
the electricity running through the computer
and giving it power

compromising the body
taking from it
abusing it
through mind participation

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Commitment to Correction

Script

I commit myself to

when and as i see myself 
having internal conversation within my mind

about not liking moles or freckles in ones body

fearing being inferior
and projecting that to someone else
desiring to be superior by moving away 
from the perceived source of inferiority

I stop 

I breathe through the desire

I realize that this is me as the mind

taking pictures from the distant past
comparing that to my recent past  experience
of seeing DMC's mole on his back
connecting that to a negative energy experience 

justifying my excuse that i have to leave the relationship

because that is the way i can be whole
within balance in polarity
disliking something/someone that gives me a negative energy experience
then going somewhere out there to find the  man
that will give me a positive energy experience

not seeing and realizing that

real wholeness
does not need separation from the source

realizing that

i am part of the whole  - as all life

realizing that moles are a part of  me  - life

realizing that my body and DMC's body
comes from the same substance

the dust of the earth 


I commit myself to stabilize me as breath

develop an equal and one relationship with the body
and be here in every moment
as who i am, what i am and how i am
realizing the body is here to express itself
supporting  the being to express self here

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Solution To Not Having A Good Sex Life Day 300 Thin Body DMC Backchat




This is a Continuation of This Blog
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/solution-to-unhappy-sex-life-day-294_21.html

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In this blog i will be working with the Backchat Dimension
(highlighted with the brown color)

In the next blogs, i will be working on the rest of the dimensions 

Brief Outline:

Fear: the base platform of the mind
Fear of not having a good sex life

The Conscious Mind:
Design of the Conscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mMguKZT8VY

Thought: picture of having sex with DMC
Imagination: 'not enjoying having sex with someone i am not attracted to physically, and assuring myself that this suffering will end.'

The Subconscious Mind: 
Design of the Subconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AoGjglQ94A


Backchat
1.'I do not like him because his body is thin'

Reaction: 
faking it, feeling of loss

The Unconscious Mind:
Design of the Unconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pc4h8SQxsLI

Body Movement: 
withdrawing touch, smiles halfway

===

Introducing:

The QuantumMind
The Quantum Physical

The Real Physical

===

What is self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/

===

Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the design of 
'fear of survival - as form - as shape - as texture'

have internal conversation within my mind 
about DMC's body being thin
as in, 'I do not like him because his body is thin'

separating from his physical form 

giving a thin form without much muscular definition
a value less than life

giving  a form with texture
with well defined muscles
a value more than life 

giving a shape that i connected to a picture of a stick
a value less than life 
believing that when a figure has no curvature
it is inferior
connecting it to a skeleton 
connecting it to death

connecting this experience 
to a negative energy experience

having a conversation within my mind
of how i feel 
when i fear death/no movement

projecting that to DMC's physical form
believing that is real 

instead of realizing this is me as the mind 
manipulating my body 
reacting to the fear 
creating stress

blaming DMC for that stress that i experience
making that 
as my excuse for 
wanting to get out of the relationship

justifying the excuse 

believing that is the way i can be whole

not realizing that 
that is balance in polarity
instead of realizing that 
real wholeness does not need
separation from the source

one taking self-responsibility for all that is here

forgiving oneself, correcting oneself in every moment

seeing all forms, all shapes and textures 
as expressions of all parts of oneself - as all life
equal and one

realizing that
when i have internal conversations within my mind
the body is being resourced 
for the mind to use
so the mind can exist

I assist myself 
by waking myself up
to see
what is here
realizing i am here as the breath
in every moment

so it is to stop participating in the backchat

breathing through the energy experience
and changing ones starting point

from fear of death/no movement

to living life and expressing me as who i am here

walking with another as me
physically interacting with the physical of another as me
realizing our body comes from the same source - the dust of the earth

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Commitment to Self Correction 

I commit myself to
when and as i see myself 
having internal conversation within my mind
not liking the  body of a human because it is thin

I stop

I breathe through the negative energy

I realize that when i have internal conversations within my mind
I take pictures from the past

the picture of our neighbor within my mind
when i was young

seeing our neighbor's physical body
sick of tuberculosis, very thin

comparing that to my present experience of 
seeing DMC's body 
having the same form/ shape/texture

connecting it to that experience in the past

fearing getting sick of tuberculosis and fearing death

believing when one is sick
 one is inferior

believing when one is healthy 
one is superior

justifying my excuse that i have to survive by leaving the relationship

believing that is the way i can be whole

not seeing and realizing 
wholeness does not need separating from the source 

i am here as part of the whole - as all life

realizing that i am reliving a negative experience
and then wanting to run away from that negative experience

I assist myself to look at why 
when i see someone's form being thin
having tuberculosis

i connect that to a negative experience 

It is rather

to see 
that the body 
is being assisted by bacteria and viruses
through having sickness

so the being can see what one has accepted and allowed
to then forgive oneself and correct oneself
and then assist the body to survive optimally

the same thing i did when i had breast cancer

I commit myself to assist myself
to accept and allow me to develop 
an equal and one relationship with the body
realizing that the body comes from the dust of the earth
where all bodies came from
and is here to express oneself 
and support the being
to express oneself here
  
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Monday, June 3, 2013

The Word 'Love': Day 299 SF and Self-Commitment: Redefining Inferior



Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race
Self-forgiveness for Resonating and Experiencing The Word 'Love'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 

resonate the word 'love' and the memory
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water
and actually program the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself 

Self- Correction Script


I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness
and self-correction in my living application
recreate myself  by rewriting the book within myself 
releasing the positive and the negative energy charge
i have given the word 'love'

I commit myself to instead of connecting/defining the word 'love'
to/within other words 
that i have assigned positive and negative values to 
that are my mind interpretation of reality

redefine it as equal to my expression as who i really am

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
fearing to lose and desiring to win
using the word 'love' as a way to win
within my mind
desiring to be the best

I stop
I breathe through the desire

I realize this is me as the mind
running away from my 
fear of being alone
fearing to lose that positive energy experience
that i get from
having a man to love me
someone who will tell me i am the best
someone who i can touch and hug
someone who i can have sex with
someone who will give me financial stability 
someone who can ensure i always win

the evil me
wanting it all
a family that will be the winning team
to eternally survive as the personality supported by other personalities

believing that if i am alone 

i am inferior

Instead of realizing i am not alone but here equal to all
as i am birthed here - as all - as one

believing that if i do not have money 
i am inferior

Instead of realizing money can be given value equal to life
in a world that truly honors life based on equality
where all have equal access
to the basic necessities all need - to survive

believing that if i do not have someone to have sex with/touch
i am inferior

Instead of realizing that within sex
i am here as breath 
physically interacting with another as me
as our bodies both came from the dust of the earth
and will return to the same substance it came from
so touching him is touching the earth

believing that if i do not have a family
i am inferior

Instead of realizing that having a family 
is having individuals in my life
to walk with as equals
assisting them as i assist myself to 
birth oneself here as life 

believing that if i do not have it all and be the best 

I have lost something

Instead of realizing 
I am part of Life - as all 

Life = all

I assist myself to redefine the word inferior
from IN FE-ar of not being supe-RIOR
to being humble -forgiving oneself for what one has created
realizing that i am the creator of 'my within' as the mind 
and 'my without' as this world system
taking self- responsibility for stopping  mind participation 
facing the fear and breathing through the desire to win
and establishing a world that truly honors life

I assist myself to see 
that my idea of love came from
my dad calling me as his favorite child
and having that positive energy  experience of 
hearing the word 'palanga'
believing i am the best child
i lived what i believed
i lived the lies 
in my mind
accepting mind reality as real
BE-ing the LIE as the personality that i  li-VE
in my relationships
believing that
'if i someone will behave or talk like my dad
that someone will be a potential man to have a relationship with
believing that he has the potential to see me as the best woman
and within that
is the potential to win

where my desire to be the best/superior
is fuelled by my fear of being inferior
fearing losing - fearing being inferior

Instead of realizing that i can redefine the word BELIEVE
to BE-ing that who is LI-ving as E-qual to/as e-VE-ryone 
and everything here, as the physical

I assist myself to redefine the word 'love'
not from the starting point of winning and losing 
but from the starting point of
who i really am 
as part of this one life 
living life here with all parts of me - as Life

I assist myself to stabilize me as breath 
expressing me here
moving me in the physical 
expressing me
assisting myself to accept and allow me
to align my expression 
to who i am, what i am and how i am

and live the redefined meaning of the words
so as i redefine words
i redefine myself as equal to all that is here

'dust to dust' 

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Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6
https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6
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