Life Lesson #2 Face Your Fears.

I was put on the spot in a recent incident with a group.

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Lesson # 2

Do not be scared to be put on the spot. Everyone learns from it - not just you.
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Redefining The Word 'Life' Part 1

Life is usually spent working to earn money to survive and entertain ourselves, where instead of having money to get the basic necessities to survive, we abuse the use of it - in gambling, in buying addictive drugs, etc. that compromises our body's survival. 

We sometimes spend beyond our means that we end up accumulating so much debt and become unable to repay it. At the point of death, most of us have so much debt that we are unable to come up with money to pay for burial expenses.

When my father was 85 yrs. old, he was still applying for a job.

A dignified life for all from birth to death is what i envision -where everyone is given money to pay for basic necessities, plus a provision for more for those who want to work and do that which they enjoy doing.

Life as what life really is,  is not understood what more enjoyed.

In this blog, I am looking at the word 'Life' to shed light into the quality of life we live and our struggle for survival. My objective is to redefine this word and live its expanded meaning.

I am going to look at the dictionary meaning of this word to see if i can relate to its different meanings and then i will look at the phonetics of the word to identify the meaning I gave to the different sounds in it.

Having seen my relationship to the word, I will do self-forgiveness for using it in a limited way so that I can 'repair' my relationship with the word. I will then correct myself and redefine the word to expand its meaning so i can use the word in my life and expand my expression.

The Word 'Life' and its Dictionary meanings:

Word Web Online

Noun: life (lives)  lIf

1. A characteristic state or mode of living
   "social life"; "city life"; "real life"
    
2. The experience of being alive; the course of human events and activities
   "he could no longer cope with the complexities of life"; 
   - living
    
3. The course of existence of an individual; the actions and events that occur in living
   "he hoped for a new life in Australia"; "he wanted to live his own life without interference from others"
    
4. The condition of living or the state of being alive
   "while there's life there's hope"; "life depends on many chemical and physical processes"; 
   - animation, living, aliveness
    
5. The period during which something is functional (as between birth and death)
   "he lived a long and happy life"; "the battery had a short life"; 
   - lifetime, life-time, lifespan
    
6. The period between birth and the present time
   "I have known him all his life"
    
7. The period from the present until death
   "he appointed himself emperor for life"
    
8. A living person
   "his heroism saved a life"
    
9. Animation and energy in action or expression
   "it was a heavy play and the actors tried in vain to give life to it"; 
   - liveliness, spirit, sprightliness
    
10. Living things collectively
    "the oceans are teeming with life"
     
11. The organic phenomenon that distinguishes living organisms from nonliving ones
    "there is no life on the moon"
     
12. An account of the series of events making up a person's life
    - biography, life story, life history, bio
     
13. A motive for living
    "pottery was his life"
     
14. A prison term lasting as long as the prisoner lives                  "he got life for killing the guard"; - life sentence

Continued

Public Speaking: Giving an Impromptu Speech: Self Forgiveness for a Mind Pattern

I saw a mind pattern here  that I want to correct and share with others. I did not prepare for the talk yet said 'yes' when asked, so I was thinking of the possible subjects and structure  of the talk in my mind before the talk.

I Don't Know What To Talk About' Mind Pattern:
>I did not know I am going to talk
>I want to push myself to talk
>but I do not have the outline of the talk
>If I have the outline I can work from that
>but I don't
>this is scary
>why did I say yes
>Maybe I should not have said yes

What I saw In This Mind Pattern:
There's fear of not knowing what to talk about. I am pushing myself to talk - which is a form of manipulation  - acting out my fear. There's also fear that I do not have the outline of my talk and fear of speaking in the moment. There's a belief that I can only talk if I have an outline. There's a belief that I will be scared if I speak without an outline. There's self-blame for saying 'yes' to speak without an outline. There's doubt that I can pull it together.

Self-forgiveness 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not knowing what to talk about before my speech creating conflict within myself and in so doing put the body in a state of stress instead of realizing that I can allow myself to be uncomfortable, forgive myself for creating conflict within myself by figuring out in my mind whether 'I can or I can't'.   I commit myself  to after writing self-forgiveness, correct my living by physically giving the speech as I  communicate who I am and my story of change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to transcend my fear by acting out my fear - which is a way of manipulation, through giving a speech in a trembling voice and body instead of realizing I can stabilize myself by bringing myself here in physical reality, breathing in a stability and then giving the speech. I commit myself to identify the fear, forgive, correct and do the speech.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that not having an outline of my speech believing that through the outline, I can have a mental reference of what I will talk about so I can draw on that when I am speaking instead of realizing that  I do not need to go inside my mind when I am speaking. I commit myself to speak about what I see is the problem in this world and provide some solutions that worked for me aligned to what is mutually beneficial to all - humans, plants, animals etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking in the moment, believing that the structure of the speech should be known before I speak instead of realizing that this is what I learned from others and therefore this is information that was not tested by me. So, I commit myself to speak about something that I walked and tested where I give a message - my story of how I changed - that is aligned to what is mutually beneficial to all concerned.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that having an outline is better than having no outline - within an idea that a structured speech will be better understood by others rather than realize that understanding is based from knowing the nature and meaning of something within my own living - where they can observe how I live the words I speak and how i align it to what is best for all - which others can truly understand as inherent in my nature as a human lies the nature of other humans. So I commit myself to speak about the problems and the solutions I have applied in my life that worked for me in my speech.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will be scared if I speak without an outline - having heard others say this instead of realizing that a speech is me communicating my own story of change to others. So I commit myself to talk about what I have walked, what I saw and how I changed - realizing that since I walked this, I can draw on my experience whenever I decide to - as this is an integral part of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself for saying 'yes' to speak - believing that because it is an impromptu speech, I can ran out of things to talk about, and when that happens, I will be shamed and will be disliked by the audience instead of realizing this is me projecting my own fear of being shamed and fear of being disliked to others. So, I commit myself to forgive and release these fears and when I see myself blaming myself within my mind for saying 'yes' to giving a speech - I stop, breathe and bring myself back here in physical reality, forgive and correct myself, then give a speech when I am stable and clear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt that I can pull an impromptu speech together believing that I am not good enough to deliver a speech in front of lawyers and educated people fearing that they will judge me as inferior instead of realizing that this is me projecting my own fears to others. So, I commit myself to forgive judging myself, correct and breathe through the perceived discomfort and push myself to give an impromptu speech.

Living My Utmost Potential 13: What is Health?

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I wanted to communicate here what I found out about the word 'Health'. I initially believed that 'Health' means 'absence of disease'. So, I tried to evolve myself in my mind as someone who is following a 'healthy diet', without realizing that my starting point was 'fear of disease' and in my 'eating healthy', I was not seeing 'health' as what it is. In my redefinition, 'Health' is the alignment of physical, mental and social well-being of man to what is mutually beneficial to all. I communicated this change in my redefinition and my story of how I changed to the audience. 

As this is a moment by moment walking, I saw a mind pattern here that I want to correct in the next coming blogs and share with others. I did not prepare for the talk yet said yes when asked, so I was thinking of the possible subjects to talk about in my mind before the talk.

I Don't Know What To Talk About' Mind Pattern:
>I did not know I am going to talk
>I want to push myself to talk
>but I do not have the outline of the talk
>If I have the outline I can work from that
>but I don't
>this is scary
>why did I say yes
>Maybe I should not have said yes

What I saw In This Mind Pattern:
There's fear of not knowing what to talk about. I am pushing myself to talk - which is a form of manipulation. Then, acting out my fear. There's also fear that I do not have the outline of my talk and fear of speaking in the moment. There's a belief that I can only talk if I have an outline. There's a belief that I will be scared if I speak without an outline. There's self-blame for saying yes to speak without an outline. There's doubt that I can pull it together.

Self-forgiveness and Self-Correction

The Persona As The Mind: Is It REAL? 21 Day Investigation On Words and Behavior: Hey Day 2

June's Blog About The Word 'Hey'

Day 1
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/08/day-1-word-hey-21-day-investigation-on.html
Day 2

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/08/day-2-mind-patterns-mind-interpretations.html

Words: 
'Hey'
'Real'

1.
Someone who's a stranger calling me 'hey'

Thought:
Don't Call me 'hey', call me by my name,  June
Picture: A Stranger calling me

Mind Pattern
>don't call me 'hey', call me by my name,  June
>why is he calling me hey?
>I got to tell him to call me by my name
>but that's a tic

Behavior:
Turn my head my eyes looking at the person where the sound came from
Saying 'Don't call me 'hey', my name is June.

What's the fear?
Fear of family members not calling me by my name

This fear is not being looked at. The persona that I believe is me, is running away from this fear because in its estimation, if this is repeated in a family environment, I will lose the validation

Within this mind pattern, there is the idea that if he calls me by my name, we are more intimately connected compared to those who call each other 'hey'. So, there is comparison here too. There is also a belief that people who call each other 'hey' are strangers to each other.

There is a need to influence his way of calling me 'hey' to him calling me by my name which is a way of'

manipulation really to suit what is best for me - so I can stay within my mind and think about this idea and manipulate my way out of it. So then, I realized it's a tic which the mind sees as a habitual 'voice tic'
that the mind defined as some form of speech disorder which the mind believed is not really from the person but which arose from an unconscious voicing of something - so because there was a belief that it was not L as who I knew him to be, that was saying 'hey' I stopped reacting, which is still a belief because it could have been a word

The body is being manipulated to animate what I believed in my mind, my idea of what a name is, my belief of what the word 'hey' mean, and because the persona within my mind that i believed is me is not going to win in all this, it wants to manipulate the situation so it can win - so the persona who I believed is me, uses the body to animate this desire to win by turning my head with eyes looking at the person where the sound came from and saying, 'don't call me 'hey', my name is June'

I animate the illusion within my mind to make it look as if it is REAL

Is this what we can really call REAL?

The Word Web Definition of the word 'REAL'
Being or occurring in fact or actuality; having verified existence; not illusory

Expanding the Definition of the Word 'REAL'
Being or occurring in fact or in actuality - as someone/something standing for what is best for all; having verified existence; not illusory in a way that one's standing for what is best for all can be proven and are aligned to what is best for all life - humans, animals, plants ..

Benefitting the Whole:
Being or occurring in fact - has to be aligned to what is best for all, realizing that what  is best for all is also what is best for me or the individual

Benefitting the Individual: 
Being or occurring in fact - within what is best for the individual only, is self-interest and will not benefit the whole

We are parts of the whole - that is Life

The next time someone said 'hey', and you looked at the direction of the person saying 'hey' with your eyes and said,  'my name is '___', or there's a reaction within you, investigate if it is the persona that you think you really are, that said it or that persona behaved it or that persona reacted to it. If it is so, forgive and correct oneself. Let's be REAL, self-realization is really about that!
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Leon's Blog About the Word 'Hey'

Day 1

http://leonperry.blogspot.com/2014/08/day-1-hey-21-day-mind-investigation-on.html

Day 2

http://leonperry.blogspot.com/2014/08/day-2-hey-sf-21-day-mind-investigation.html

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Mind Pattern:

>I like a tasty meal

>There's salad in the salad bar

>I know that a vegetable salad is simple to prepare and eat- I tested it and my body is ok with it

>but I do not like it without that kalamata dressing

>what if I eat a veggie salad without a dressing?

>no, that's 'boring'

Who am I blaming? Why?

The food/vegetables, for tasting the way they taste

Who am I Judging?

I am judging the vegetable salad - that the salad by itself without a dressing, tastes 'bad'

What's the Fear?

Fear of being bored

What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

Forgiving Myself In Writing:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a collective fear of eating food that the collective defined as 'bland' like vegetable salad without a dressing and becomes depressed when I have in front of me vegetable salad without dressing and so, desires food that i defined as tasty which will give me all the taste sensations i like - like a salad with kalamata dressing plus all the veggies i like to eat, as per how i programmed my mind to like or dislike certain foods based on a mind definition of what is good or bad in terms of taste instead of realizing that food is about supporting the body to get the nourishment that it needs - so it is not about the taste of food being here to entertain me - they are here to express themselves just like me. It is about me deciding what to eat based from an awareness of what size/portion of this food I will take that will support my body realizing that all food items are plants and animals that are part of the whole - that is life. I realized I can eat a salad without dressing and experience the vegetables as they are. I can forgive myself and correct myself for interpreting their taste inside my mind and attaching them with fear of boredom and a memory of eating tasty food while the poor people in the Philippines eat bland food - like rice and salt because they do not  have money to buy food, where I defined bland food within poverty and suffering.

Word Web

Food
Any solid substance (as opposed to liquid) that is used as a source of nourishment

I commit myself to change my starting point from interpreting the taste of vegetables within my mind to bringing myself to look at objective reality as what it is - seeing food items like veggie salads as what they are - as food - that will give nourishment for the body.

I commit myself to when i see myself judging food items and blaming them - like the salad, judged as bad without a dressing, and blamed for expressing itself by its taste - I stop and be aware of me as the breath here, bringing myself from the mind to back here in physical reality and see that all of us - humans, plants, animals etc. are birthed here, therefore we are equals - so I will release the judgment, forgive myself and correct myself - to rather than judge and blame them within my mind, walk as an equal by being aware of that truth and eating from the starting point of giving nourishment for the body that is not based on beliefs, but rather, me investigating how the body is supported by foods i eat - which can be cross - referenced by others.

I commit myself to redefine the word 'taste' and give it a meaning equal to the story of how i changed.

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The news clip was an interview with the lawyer of the whistleblowers. He said that they fear for their life.

In part 3 of this blog, we found out that the 'alleged mastermind' surrendered because she also fears for her life.

This will tell us one thing:

We all will have to face our fear of death.

In both camps there is Fear:

>Inequality/Poverty is a problem in society
>Government tries a temporary way to solve this problem and does not provide a permanent solution to the problem, so the problem persist.
> Politicians Fear not being re-elected so desires to help to be re-elected 
(fear of survival which fuels the desire for money and power to win)
> Politicians Desire to win the elections to get more money and power to survive in a competitive world
>the poor asks for help 
(fear of survival which fuels desire to survive through crime etc. to win)
>Politicians see there are funds in office for the poor
> Politicians sign documents to allocate funds to the Foundations who are not delivering what's promised
>The funds given to the foundations were not used to help the poor but was pocketed by the owners of the Foundation 
(fear of survival which fuels the desire to live life in luxury to win)
>The 'third whistleblower' was allegedly detained by the alleged mastermind
>The government agency responsible rescued the 'third whistleblower' from the condominium of the alleged mastermind
>The 'third whistleblower' gave some names of some politicians her former employer, the alleged mastermind talks to
>Another whistleblower who worked with the alleged mastermind detailed how they get funds to fund the fake Foundations
>The government issues a warrant of arrest to the alleged mastermind
>The alleged scammer hides/flees
>Money is offered as a reward for the surrender of the person 
>The alleged mastermind said she fears for her life, so, surrenders to President Aquino
(fear of death)
> the alleged mastermind went into custody
>the lawyer of the whistleblowers conveyed that they too fear for their life
(fear of death)
>Government tries to solve problem of corruption
>Government provides a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality continues
>corruption is still here
>Government provides a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality continues
>corruption is still here
>Government trying to provide a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality/Poverty continues

We cannot deny that Inequality/Poverty in society impulse our Fears.

In a world system of inequality, where all are competing with each other to survive or to win, no one feels safe. Everyone will be suspicious of each other within ones mind believing that one cannot trust another because they can destroy the other if they disagree with them. So, one goes for control over others, power over others. The thrust is to win, fearing to lose the game of competition. So, we have to provide a solution where we can create a balanced ecosystem of money where all can WIN.

'if one takes your Basic Resources like power, cellphones, telephones, water and one charges for them – because they’re required and consumed within a particular area or a country – according to a structure of profit to provide a Basic Income Guaranteed from everyone to everybody, you have a stable income because you have a stable user and the user is able to pay and it is part of their basic way of existence. Mining and other type of natural resources are all in a similar position and they should belong to the citizens and no one else. From there we can bring equal dignity to all from birth to death – but for that, we require to provide a lot of education because currently the human beings do not challenge the elites that benefit from winning in this competition of capitalism.

Competition is good if one competes with yourself to bring about a better product, to bring about advancement for all = that is competition within the principle of common sense. Competition that leads to destruction, poverty, starvation and that drives people out of their homes and that creates extreme wealth for just a few = that’s not competition, that is brutality and abuse of all Human Rights in every way.

Study the Universal Human Rights, study the Human Rights by The Equal Life Foundation. It is time that we take this on politically and bring about a change in this world because the situation is not going to get better without us doing something about it.'

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Do we really create war?

Who else is creating all that is here but all of us who are here?

We are creating it again and again. Otherwise, it won't be here repeating itself again and agan.

I am taking self-responsibility to stop this creation in 'my within' - as the mind
recognizing the inter-connectedness of life in 'our within and our without' and
is correcting myself in my living moment by moment, breath by breath.

Here's my self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of fear of survival - as war  - as the body - as energy - as sound - as movement

Fear War - so Desiring Peace through using relaxation techniques like meditation, yoga exercises and other relaxation exercises like pilates, tai chi, qi gong manipulating the body to relax -believing life is about a peaceful body, mind and spirit where the body is separate from the mind and spirit and trying to unite the 3 - in separation from life, instead of realizing life is about developing an equal and one relationship with all parts of life - including all parts of the body - standing equal to the mind so one can see how one created oneself 'within and without' so one can take responsibility for all life - stopping mind participation and birthing oneself as equal to and one with life. 

Within this, i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Desire to have peace of mind -imagining a peaceful scene within my mind with the guru on top of my head in a certain pose blessing me and through having a savior that can save me from my sins when i was young believing that peace is about one being as superior over another being that is inferior, one giving one something that it does not have- like a relationship that exist between a victim and a savior,  in separation from each other, with me as the victim, as the one inferior that is asking for someone to save me,  asking for someone to liberate me from my own self-created limitation, bondage, ego etc. - which really is a 'cop-out' fearing failure, victimizing oneself, then Desiring to unite/'be one with' to be liberated from that self-definition within limitation, ego, inferiority, and the belief that i am in bondage within the cycle of birth and death - which in essence is fearing to take self-responsibility for the consequence that i have accepted and allowed in this world, separating oneself from pain, suffering etc. and so desiring to self-realize as an individual separate from all, leaving other parts of me limited and bound - which is fuzzy logic really - not realizing that this is self-realization within self-interest which does not align to oneness and equality as all life but just a belief that i can transcend my fear by having someone save me from sin or someone perceived to be superior (made of the same substance = dust of the earth) can liberate me from a life of self-interest/ego where i am perceived inferior

Within this, i forgive myself for fearing i am limited believing i am the ego perceived separate from all - desiring to unite to the 'supreme' self/god/guru within  expanding my mind through meditating on a 'hang so or so ham' (a secret word which is not so secret anymore, meaning 'i am all') and  singing the sanskrit word day in and day out, 'babanam kevalam' which means 'love is all there is' believing it will help give me liberation -  not even questioning this fuzzy logic, but blindly abusing words not seeing that words are equal to life as it is manifested sound as symbol as words and that defining certain words as greater than others is a way of  giving one life form/manifestation a value greater than life and another  a value less than life.

Within this, i forgive myself for surrendering myself to someone perceived 'greater than' self relinguishing being able to trust myself, to direct myself, to be self-honest, to have self-will etc. instead of realizing i am here as breath in every moment able to develop self-trust, able to be self-directive, able to be self-honest, able to have self-will.

Within this, i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use words and sing words separate from me defined within other words that has a perceived positive value- where love as a word was given a definition that is more than life - as a feeling that one creates within ones mind, where i imagine giving this mind energy to others perceived separate from myself imagining to fill this earth and everyone in it with this feeling i created from my mind definition of love- not realizing that this is mind energy and therefore not real love but an idea of love within my mind based on my interpretation of reality which is biased - where love is defined within hate and hate is defined within love - not realizing that the definition i give words is how i see myself, others and this world, so if it is biased, that is how i will see this world - therefore missing reality as what is here in this physical existence.

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the poor needs to eat 3x a day and that no matter how many times i meditate, sing, feed the poor, the system of inequality will not change because it's all about money and profit and that cooperatives which was suggested by the guru will not work because it is coping, within a system of abuse based on inequality and not about REAL change  within what is best for all - creating a balanced ecosystem of money to sustain Life on earth.

So, supporting this current system  will create a cycle of abuse that i do not even see - just because of wanting to transcend the chaos in my mind which i created through the friction and conflict of polarized thinking. I believed then that being relaxed within a mind idea of peace will make a peaceful world - not realizing that i created the chaos in my mind and i am trying to create peace in my mind - where peace is imaginary peace and not real peace which is creating an idea of balance within balance in polarity, NOT REAL BALANCE in a balanced ecosystem which is life sustaining.

It is perpetually/repeatedly creating a system of abuse - creating friction and conflict 'within and without', instead of creating a world that truly honors life and walking as equals and giving the poor, the uneducated, the elderly etc. a means to have a dignified life by giving a Basic/Living Income Guaranteed from birth to death - i would settle for just giving them alms or cooking food for a select few but NOT ALL LIFE- where within wanting liberation for oneself from bondage, one becomes BOUND to ones own selfish desire to liberate oneself while all remain victims of abuse in a world of inequality. 

This is the friction and conflict that i participated in for 29 years in 'my within' as the mind' - running away from fear of death, my fear of survival,my fear of limitation, my fear of being the ego, my fear of being reincarnated as an animal or a plant, my fear of being thrown into hell, my fear of not being liberated from the bondage of life and death, my fear of not realizing who i am in this life etc. so satisfying my Desire for peace, my desire for bliss, my desire to unite with the supreme, my desire to be spiritually perfect, my desire for eternal life which is an interpretation of reality based from fear of survival in an unequal world- as it is impulsed by magazines and books i read about spirituality and by telivision shows, series, movies etc. which is being sold also in exchange for money within consumerism - which boils down to money and profit for someone or a group. So, this is about friction and conflict created in 'my within'  which  creates a consequence outflow in 'my without' as war/death/physical abuse/rape/poverty/porn which are all based on the same fears and desires.  

The same friction and conflict that arise from running away from my FEAR of survival, my fear of war, my fear of death etc. and satisfying my DESIRE to survive, my desire for peace, my desire to be relaxed, my desire for bliss,my desire for pleasure, my desire for eternal life etc. All are equally creating a cycle of abuse. 

The irony of it all is that what i was doing then was keeping myself from realizing self - as ALL LIFE within self-interest. It was about Self-sabotaging self within an idea of Liberating Self. This is the fuzzy logic of the mind,

Instead of realizing the commonsense that
i am here as the breath in every moment
moving me, directing me
as who i am, what i am, how i am, when i am, where i am
equal to all that is birthed in this world
as all consists of the same substance as the substance the dust of the earth
is made from, the same substance the body of masters and gurus are made from
and that within stopping conflict and friction in 'my within' as the mind
and stopping the creation of it in 'my without' as this world system 
moment by moment 
breath by breath
where real peace is about birthing oneself as someone 
that can be trusted to stand for what is best for all life
and creating a world that is best for all
developing an equal and one relationship with the physical/body
through movement,
 standing equal to the mind 
and standing equal to the spirit of LIFE 
which includes creating a balanced ecosystem of money
that sustains life

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
doubt myself within a perceive split within myself 
the personality who is fearing chaos within war 
and thepersonality desiring peace
instead of realizing this is me 
within polarized thinking
instead of realizing
i am here as part of the whole that is life
therefore equal to life - as all that is birthed here
able to direct myself, move myself, stabilize myself 
as an individualized expression of the whole

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to blame the physical/body for being stressed
instead of realizing i created stress through reacting to the fear
and the body reacting to that
so it is me who is taking self-responsibility
in stopping mind participation

Through this i forgive myself that i have
accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse that i have
to survive as a peaceful personality
trying to satisfy my desire to be peaceful

instead of realizing this is balance in polarity

where i try to run away from my fear
instead of facing it, walking back and seeing where it all started

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as a personality that desires peace
believing this way i become whole
where wholeness is an idea that i created within my mind
so creating mental peace as absence of war
instead of creating and supporting the establishment of real peace

Real peace being
PE-ople as A-ll C-aring about each other as E-quals
where all are walking
as equals in this one life
and paving the way for that
where the poor, the unemployed, the elderly
or the ones who are illiterate or have little or no education
has means of getting the basic necessities they need to live a dignified life
where the resources given by the earth are nationalized
and the profit used to
create dividends sufficient enough
to cover a Basic/Living Income
creating a sustainable system
where there's a balanced ecosystem of money
on earth

I commit myself to show that real peace is possible
I commit myself to walk back and look at the origin of my fears
I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to do something to relax
I stop
I breath and change my starting point from self-interest
within trying to get a positive energy experience in whatever exercises i do
to that which will benefit all life - which is doing exercicises
 as the breath here

The Word 'Inferiority' Day 302 Connected to The Word Sickness

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Redefining Words    

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The Word 'Inferiority'                                         

Topic: 
Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'inferiority'
as who i am in relation to the symbols that are building blocks of words.
words that are building blocks of sentences
which i use to express me here
as i birth myself as Life

What is self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/

Separating From the Word Through Giving it a Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate from the word inferiority through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word inferiority through giving it a negative value

Charging The Word With A Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word inferiority with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word inferiority with a negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferiority to the word pity
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferiority within the word pity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word help
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word help

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word sympathy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word sympathy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word love
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word love

Negative Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word poor
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word poor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word poverty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself t define the word inferior within the word poverty

I forgive  myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word ugly

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word dirty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word dirty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word lose
I forgive myself that i h ave  accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word lose

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word pain

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior  to the word suffering
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word suffering

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word death
I forgive myself that i h ave accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word sickness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word sickness

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
resonate the word 'inferiority'
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water and actually program
the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself

Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to instead of connecting/defining the word 'inferiority'
to/within other words
that i have assigned positive and negative values to
that are my mind interpretation of reality
redefine it as equal to my expression as who i really am

I commit myself to through writing
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
rewrite myself
stopping the sentences in the book i have written within myself 
my whole life story
including the sentences that includes the word 'inferiority'
equal to and one with how i created myself 
through spoken words in my mind
creating myself through writing, speaking words 
and expressing myself through words

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
using the word 'inferiority'
within fear of losing
fearing suffering, fearing sickness, fearing death
desiring to win, desiring to be healthy, desiring life

I stop
I breathe through 
the fears and desires

I realized that my fear of losing
is fueling my desire to win 

desiring to be the best
desiring to be healthy,  to be happy etc.

to instead face 
the fear
of a negative energy experience 
i imagined/thought within my mind

to instead of desiring a positive energy experience/happiness
i imagined/thought within my mind

to instead of creating this stress in my body
the physical reacting to 
my beingness' reaction to that
which i fear
within my mind

I 'd rather assist myself to 
take self-responsibility for all parts of me as life
mapping out how i created 'my within' as the mind 
and 'my without' as this world system

standing equal with my mind

release my beingness 
that is trapped 
within my mind 
and within the physical
so as i release myself
in 'my within'
release myself as all in 'my without'

I assist myself to release words 
that are charged with positive and negative values
redefining words as equal to who i am, what i am and how i am

so as i redefine words
i redefine myself to that
who always stand for what is best for all

Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6