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Thursday, September 12, 2013

Attack In Zamboanga, Philippines and The Impending War In Syria: Money Behind War


The Mindanao problem where there's fighting between Christians and Muslims in one part of the Philippines had been happening since i was young and it's still here 30 yrs later. 

Nur Misuari is again mentioned in the news recently. 

Why is this a recurring problem? 

Who is Nur Misuari?

Misuari was a lecturer at the University of the Philippines in political science and in the 1960s, he established the Mindanao Independence Movement which aimed to organize an independent state in southern Philippines. The Mindanao Independence Movement formed the Moro National Liberation Front (MNLF) that sought political reforms from the Government of the Philippines. Unable to gain reforms, the MNLF engaged in military conflict against the Philippine government and its supporters between 1972 to 1976 under the leadership of Misuari. The military resistance to the government of former Philippine president Ferdinand Marcos did not produce autonomy for the Moro people. He departed to Saudi Arabia in exile. He returned to the Philippines after Marcos was removed from office during the People Power Revolution in 1986.


Misuari justified the MNLF armed struggle on the non-implementation of the Tripoli Agreement, originally signed by Ferdinand Marcos and later included and accepted in the peace agreement signed by former Philippine president Fidel Ramos in the 1990s. This agreement established an autonomous region for Moros with Misuari as governor. He was removed from his office whenGloria Macapagal-Arroyo became president in 2001 and was arrested in 2007 on charges of terrorism. On December 20, 2007 he was denied a petition for bail and remained under house arrest in Manila. The Philippine court however, granted the bail petition of Misuari's seven co-accused, at 100,000 pesos.[1] On April 25, 2008, he was allowed to post bail, upon the instructions of the Cabinet security cluster.[2]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nur_Misuari

According to the GMA news published n Sept. 11, 2013, Misuari's followers attacked Zamboanga City in the Philippines

'Last month, Misuari declared independence in his Sulu stronghold. His followers attacked Zamboanga City last Monday, resulting in a standoff with the military that is now on its third day.'

http://www.gmanetwork.com/news/story/326045/news/nation/gov-t-panel-denies-disregarding-misuari-mnlf-in-peace-process

In the same news article, it was said that it was Not the whole MNLF that attacked Zamboanga

'Last week, the Secretary said their facilitator from Indonesia came to the Philippines and met with the government panel and two MNLF groups to tell them that they will be holding a meeting in Indonesia.

A few days after that, however, Misuari's followers attacked Zamboanga City.

"It is a violation of what one has said on that table that, in fact, a tripartite meeting was the process that would address these problems," she said.

Deles said they have already informed the Indonesian Embassy about the attack.

But she immediately noted that it was important to "recognize" that it wasn't the whole MNLF that attacked Zamboanga.

"Other senior MNLF leaders have spoken and said that we have not, we are not supportive of this, this is Misuari acting on his own," she said.'

http://www.gmanetwork.com/news/story/326045/news/nation/gov-t-panel-denies-disregarding-misuari-mnlf-in-peace-process

Let's look at What's In the 'Peace Deal'

Peace Deal
http://www.unpo.org/article/14993

The Philippines has signed a framework peace plan with the Moro Islamic Liberation Front (MILF), the country’s largest Muslim group. Signed by the chief of negotiators of the government and of the MILF, and witnessed by President Benigno Aquino and MILF leader Murad Ebrahim, this peace deal provides for a new autonomous region in the south of the country, a Muslim-majority area which is to be called Bangsamoro.
The Moro people have been systematically marginalised and victimised in an overwhelmingly Roman Catholic country.  Not only have they been subjected to discriminatory employment and housing policies throughout the centuries, but they have also been frequently misportrayed in the media. The escalating tensions between the Philippine government and the Moro people have been fuelled in the last half a century by the illegal annexation of the Moro’s land by Christian-Filipino militias such as the Ilaga. This not only resulted in a gradual displacement of the Moro from their homeland, changing the demographics of the area but has also meant that the region has become impoverished and underdeveloped.
After nearly 40 years of conflict and the loss of around 120,00 lives, it was agreed on 15 October 2012 that the new region of Bangsamoro is to replace the existing region that was created in 1989 and has recently been depicted by President Aquino as a ‘failed experiment’.
The preliminary pact delineates the principles for addressing the so-called Bangsamoro question, determining the jurisdiction and structures of a new self-governance entity that will replace and have greater power, both political and economic, than the current Autonomous Region in Muslim Mindanao (ARMM). It also lays down the foundations upon which the new relations between the Central government and the one in Bangsamoro will be forged.
- See more at: http://www.unpo.org/article/14993#sthash.pRaSfPlp.dpuf

So, we can see here that we have to face the consequence of what we accept and allow in this world.

We have to walk as equals.

Otherwise, we will have to face the problems of a world that is divided, grouped according to religious affiliations, according to what we like and what we do not like etc.

While we negotiate with one group for an agreement another group will disagree and will want to attack us.

Self-interest is the name of the war game.

We avoid the real issues in our failing economy through war and that is true in the Philippine scene and in the US -Syria situation. 

Let's address the main problem: Poverty and Inequality.

When are we going to look at what will benefit everyone?

The news indicate that the US is said to be considering attacking Syria and so even if we have peace in the Philippines and all of these issues about secessionist movements in Mindanao gets resolved, if Obama pushes through with war with Syria we will all be affected.

The OFW's from the middle East has now returned to the Philippines because of the impending war in Syria. Where are they going to get money from?
http://www.philstar.com/headlines/2013/09/03/1165191/ofws-be-repatriated-syria-dfa

Where will the people who will be affected by war get money and food? If there are agencies helping how long will the assistance going to be? It will be for a limited time, so why not assisting all from birth to death so all will survive?

We have to realize that our fear of survival is driving our desire for war and interestingly enough our desire for peace also comes from the same fear.

We have to see that this is the polarity equation in our minds we are living in reality. 

One cannot survive without the other.

We have to look at our fear. Fear of survival drives us to compete to win.

Let us look at the value we give each other and the value we give Money.

Humans, plants, animals etc. are given a value less than Life. Money is given a value that is less than Life.

We cannot see that Money can be given a value equal to Life. We can use money to benefit all.

Why do we separate each other into self-interest groups when every decision we make affect us all? Why do we divide the earth's land and claim one part as ours and defend it using weapons that kill human, plant and animal life? Why do we destroy the ecosystem that support us to survive?

Why do we do this?

There's a lot of Money to be made in war.
'As they say, follow the money'

REAL World Peace is about us caring for what is benefit all not just one group or country but all groups and all countries.

What about us working together as one group called Team Life looking at the inequality that is here and providing a solution that will benefit all - where we can walk as equals so all equally survive and enjoy life?

We have to provide the basic necessities for everyone to Live a dignified Life.

We have to look at nationalizing resources and creating dividends sufficient to pay for a Basic/Living Income, Guaranteed from birth to death.

We have to realize that we all have an equal Land Right.  


An Equal Land Right that places every living being on the land they choose to call their home, where living bodies walk upon the soil from which their lives are nourished and sustained, that provides both security and sustenance, that engages with the animal and plant kingdoms in interactive concert that becomes harmonious with the life force of all beings and all of life equal as one. 

Ang Equal Land Right na nagbibigay ng pwesto sa bawa't isang nilalang sa lupa na kanilang pinili para maging kanilang tahanan kung saan ang mga buhay na katawan na naglalakad sa lupa ay binibigyang buhay nito at kung saan ito kumukuha ng sustansya at pagkabuhay na nagbibigay ng seguridad at kabuhayan, kung saan nakakaniig nila ang mga hayop at ang mga kaharian ng halaman  na nagtutulungan na nagkokonsyerto na nagiging kabagay ng pwersa ng buhay ng lahat ng nilalang at ng lahat ng pantay -pantay at nagkakaisang buhay ng lahat

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/07/equal-life-foundation-part-7-bill-of.html

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

War with Syria :We Are Creating War Within Our Mind Through Fearing Death and So Create This in Our 'Without'



This is a holographic universe.

What we create in 'our within' - as the mind is what we create in 'our without' as this world system.

In my previous blog, i talked about creating war within our mind through desiring peace, which is really running away from what we fear - which is war, death etc., thereby creating a polarity equation.

The same friction and conflict that exist within our mind is the same friction and conflict that exist in 'our without'  - as this world system

I am taking self-responsibility by doing self-forgiveness and correcting my expression in my living.

Here's my self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of
fear of survival - as the physical/body - as energy - as money

Fear death, guns and violence when watching war movies
believing that i should not see this violence and death going on around me
which i connected to the sound of gunshot i heard when i was young outside
my grandmother's house when a family member was shot by a policeman
which gave me a negative experience - so connected gunshots to that

So, Desiring only to see movies about people who are alive and  happy
which i connected to the laughter we share as a family
while we exchange stories in our house
which gives me a positive feeling - a feeling of winning
which i associated with life and living
not realizing that love is life
and that life is about standing as what is best for all
and creating a world that truly honors life

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
fear seeing corpses that are stiff and not moving
believing that while i am looking at them they might move and talk
and strangle me to death having seen movies about zombies who do that
so desiring to only see people who are happy and alive and movies about them
believing that they will not be a threat to my safety because they will not want to kill me

Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
fear getting sick and going to the hospital fears seeing open wounds
and people suffering in pain
projecting this into myself
so desires to be healthy so i will not suffer in pain
instead of realizing that i interpreted suffering within my mind
and have given it a negative value
so i have to release the energy i associated to it
and stabilize me as breath when going to the hospital
when and as i see people in pain

Through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to doubt who i am perceiving that
i split myself into 2 the one who is Not fearing death, guns and torture in movies
and the one who is fearing death, guns and torture in movies
instead of realizing the body dies and goes back to the dust but i remain as who i am here

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the physical
for creating death instead of realizing that it is me who has given death a value less than life
then reacting to movies depicting people who gun down each other, torture each other etc.
and so it is me who is taking self-responsibility by releasing the mind value i have given to it
within this, also realizing that the movies are produced for the purpose of making money
through impulsing ones fears so stabilizing myself as breath and releasing the energy as i breathe out when and as i watch movies or any kind of media

Through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse
that i need to survive as the personality who fears death, torture and violence
instead of realizing that life is not about surviving through a positive mind view of life
by interpreting reality
Life is about facing the problems in society
providing real solutions
and creating a world that truly honors life
where the poor, elderly, uneducated, unemployed etc.
are given a means to get the basic necessities to survive in dignity
a Basic/Living Income Guaranteed from birth to death
creating a balanced ecosystem of money
that truly sustains life

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as a personality
who fears death, torture and violence and so does not want to watch war movies or
stories about torture and violence
believing that that is how i can transcend my fear of death
which i interpreted as being whole
instead of realizing that that is balance in polarity
where i create an illusion of peace within my mind
instead of creating real peace by assisting in creating a world
where all can survive and see the commonsense in
giving a Basic/Living Income Guarantee

I commit myself to show that we need to stop mind participation and create a world that truly honors life to be able to live a life of real happiness otherwise we all lose

I commit myself  to show that we live in every moment and that we have to take every moment to change ourselves and so, this world

I commit myself to show that to make a better world all of us have to take self-responsibility for what we create 'within and without'. Blaming will not change anything.

Monday, September 2, 2013

War with Syria: We All Create War Through Desiring Peace


Do we really create war?

Who else is creating all that is here but all of us who are here?

We are creating it again and again. Otherwise, it won't be here repeating itself again and agan.

I am taking self-responsibility to stop this creation in 'my within' - as the mind
recognizing the inter-connectedness of life in 'our within and our without' and
is correcting myself in my living moment by moment, breath by breath.

Here's my self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of fear of survival - as war  - as the body - as energy - as sound - as movement

Fear War - so Desiring Peace through using relaxation techniques like meditation, yoga exercises and other relaxation exercises like pilates, tai chi, qi gong manipulating the body to relax -believing life is about a peaceful body, mind and spirit where the body is separate from the mind and spirit and trying to unite the 3 - in separation from life, instead of realizing life is about developing an equal and one relationship with all parts of life - including all parts of the body - standing equal to the mind so one can see how one created oneself 'within and without' so one can take responsibility for all life - stopping mind participation and birthing oneself as equal to and one with life. 

Within this, i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Desire to have peace of mind -imagining a peaceful scene within my mind with the guru on top of my head in a certain pose blessing me and through having a savior that can save me from my sins when i was young believing that peace is about one being as superior over another being that is inferior, one giving one something that it does not have- like a relationship that exist between a victim and a savior,  in separation from each other, with me as the victim, as the one inferior that is asking for someone to save me,  asking for someone to liberate me from my own self-created limitation, bondage, ego etc. - which really is a 'cop-out' fearing failure, victimizing oneself, then Desiring to unite/'be one with' to be liberated from that self-definition within limitation, ego, inferiority, and the belief that i am in bondage within the cycle of birth and death - which in essence is fearing to take self-responsibility for the consequence that i have accepted and allowed in this world, separating oneself from pain, suffering etc. and so desiring to self-realize as an individual separate from all, leaving other parts of me limited and bound - which is fuzzy logic really - not realizing that this is self-realization within self-interest which does not align to oneness and equality as all life but just a belief that i can transcend my fear by having someone save me from sin or someone perceived to be superior (made of the same substance = dust of the earth) can liberate me from a life of self-interest/ego where i am perceived inferior

Within this, i forgive myself for fearing i am limited believing i am the ego perceived separate from all - desiring to unite to the 'supreme' self/god/guru within  expanding my mind through meditating on a 'hang so or so ham' (a secret word which is not so secret anymore, meaning 'i am all') and  singing the sanskrit word day in and day out, 'babanam kevalam' which means 'love is all there is' believing it will help give me liberation -  not even questioning this fuzzy logic, but blindly abusing words not seeing that words are equal to life as it is manifested sound as symbol as words and that defining certain words as greater than others is a way of  giving one life form/manifestation a value greater than life and another  a value less than life.

Within this, i forgive myself for surrendering myself to someone perceived 'greater than' self relinguishing being able to trust myself, to direct myself, to be self-honest, to have self-will etc. instead of realizing i am here as breath in every moment able to develop self-trust, able to be self-directive, able to be self-honest, able to have self-will.

Within this, i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use words and sing words separate from me defined within other words that has a perceived positive value- where love as a word was given a definition that is more than life - as a feeling that one creates within ones mind, where i imagine giving this mind energy to others perceived separate from myself imagining to fill this earth and everyone in it with this feeling i created from my mind definition of love- not realizing that this is mind energy and therefore not real love but an idea of love within my mind based on my interpretation of reality which is biased - where love is defined within hate and hate is defined within love - not realizing that the definition i give words is how i see myself, others and this world, so if it is biased, that is how i will see this world - therefore missing reality as what is here in this physical existence.

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the poor needs to eat 3x a day and that no matter how many times i meditate, sing, feed the poor, the system of inequality will not change because it's all about money and profit and that cooperatives which was suggested by the guru will not work because it is coping, within a system of abuse based on inequality and not about REAL change  within what is best for all - creating a balanced ecosystem of money to sustain Life on earth.

So, supporting this current system  will create a cycle of abuse that i do not even see - just because of wanting to transcend the chaos in my mind which i created through the friction and conflict of polarized thinking. I believed then that being relaxed within a mind idea of peace will make a peaceful world - not realizing that i created the chaos in my mind and i am trying to create peace in my mind - where peace is imaginary peace and not real peace which is creating an idea of balance within balance in polarity, NOT REAL BALANCE in a balanced ecosystem which is life sustaining.

It is perpetually/repeatedly creating a system of abuse - creating friction and conflict 'within and without', instead of creating a world that truly honors life and walking as equals and giving the poor, the uneducated, the elderly etc. a means to have a dignified life by giving a Basic/Living Income Guaranteed from birth to death - i would settle for just giving them alms or cooking food for a select few but NOT ALL LIFE- where within wanting liberation for oneself from bondage, one becomes BOUND to ones own selfish desire to liberate oneself while all remain victims of abuse in a world of inequality. 

This is the friction and conflict that i participated in for 29 years in 'my within' as the mind' - running away from fear of death, my fear of survival,my fear of limitation, my fear of being the ego, my fear of being reincarnated as an animal or a plant, my fear of being thrown into hell, my fear of not being liberated from the bondage of life and death, my fear of not realizing who i am in this life etc. so satisfying my Desire for peace, my desire for bliss, my desire to unite with the supreme, my desire to be spiritually perfect, my desire for eternal life which is an interpretation of reality based from fear of survival in an unequal world- as it is impulsed by magazines and books i read about spirituality and by telivision shows, series, movies etc. which is being sold also in exchange for money within consumerism - which boils down to money and profit for someone or a group. So, this is about friction and conflict created in 'my within'  which  creates a consequence outflow in 'my without' as war/death/physical abuse/rape/poverty/porn which are all based on the same fears and desires.  

The same friction and conflict that arise from running away from my FEAR of survival, my fear of war, my fear of death etc. and satisfying my DESIRE to survive, my desire for peace, my desire to be relaxed, my desire for bliss,my desire for pleasure, my desire for eternal life etc. All are equally creating a cycle of abuse. 

The irony of it all is that what i was doing then was keeping myself from realizing self - as ALL LIFE within self-interest. It was about Self-sabotaging self within an idea of Liberating Self. This is the fuzzy logic of the mind,

Instead of realizing the commonsense that
i am here as the breath in every moment
moving me, directing me
as who i am, what i am, how i am, when i am, where i am
equal to all that is birthed in this world
as all consists of the same substance as the substance the dust of the earth
is made from, the same substance the body of masters and gurus are made from
and that within stopping conflict and friction in 'my within' as the mind
and stopping the creation of it in 'my without' as this world system 
moment by moment 
breath by breath
where real peace is about birthing oneself as someone 
that can be trusted to stand for what is best for all life
and creating a world that is best for all
developing an equal and one relationship with the physical/body
through movement,
 standing equal to the mind 
and standing equal to the spirit of LIFE 
which includes creating a balanced ecosystem of money
that sustains life

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
doubt myself within a perceive split within myself 
the personality who is fearing chaos within war 
and thepersonality desiring peace
instead of realizing this is me 
within polarized thinking
instead of realizing
i am here as part of the whole that is life
therefore equal to life - as all that is birthed here
able to direct myself, move myself, stabilize myself 
as an individualized expression of the whole

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to blame the physical/body for being stressed
instead of realizing i created stress through reacting to the fear
and the body reacting to that
so it is me who is taking self-responsibility
in stopping mind participation

Through this i forgive myself that i have
accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse that i have
to survive as a peaceful personality
trying to satisfy my desire to be peaceful
instead of realizing this is balance in polarity
where i try to run away from my fear
instead of facing it, walking back and seeing where it all started

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as a personality that desires peace
believing this way i become whole
where wholeness is an idea that i created within my mind
so creating mental peace as absence of war
instead of creating and supporting the establishment of real peace

Real peace being
PE-ople as A-ll C-aring about each other as E-quals
where all are walking
as equals in this one life
and paving the way for that
where the poor, the unemployed, the elderly
or the ones who are illiterate or have little or no education
has means of getting the basic necessities they need to live a dignified life
where the resources given by the earth are nationalized
and the profit used to
create dividends sufficient enough
to cover a Basic/Living Income
creating a sustainable system
where there's a balanced ecosystem of money
on earth

I commit myself to show that real peace is possible
I commit myself to walk back and look at the origin of my fears
I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to do something to relax
I stop
I breath and change my starting point from self-interest
within trying to get a positive energy experience in whatever exercises i do
to that which will benefit all life - which is doing exercicises
 as the breath here

War With Syria: We Create War Within Our Mind Through Fearing War So Creating It In Our 'Without'


Do we really create war?

Who else is creating all that is here but all of us who are here?

We are creating it again and again. Otherwise, it won't be here repeating itself again and again.

I am taking self-responsibility to stop this creation in 'my within' - as the mind
recognizing the inter-connectedness of life in 'our within and our without' and
correct myself in my living.

Here's my self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of fear of survival - as war  - as the body - as energy - as sound

Fear War - so Desiring Peace through using relaxation techniques like meditation, yoga exercises and other relaxation exercises like pilates, tai chi, qi gong manipulating the body to relax -believing life is about a peaceful body, mind and spirit where the body is separate from the mind and spirit and trying to unite the 3 - in separation from life, instead of realizing life is about  developing an equal and one relationship with all parts of life - including all parts of the body - standing equal to the mind so one can see how one created oneself 'within and without' so one can take responsibility for and as all life - stopping mind participation and birthing oneself as life within self- body- living

Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have peace of mind, where i imagine a peaceful scene within my mind with the guru on top of my head in a certain pose blessing me and a savior that can save me from my sins believing that peace is about one being superior and one being inferior, like a relationship that exist between a victim and a savior in separation from each other and then Desiring to unite/'be one with' to be liberated from the bondage of birth and death - which in essence is Desiring to not take self-responsibility for the consequence that i have accepted and allowed in this world not realizing that this is self-realization within self-interest which does not align to oneness and equality but just a belief that transcending ones fear can happen by someone saving me from sin or someone perceived to be superior (made of the same substance = dust of the earth) can liberate me from a life of self-interest where i am perceived inferior, where i believed expanding ones mind , and singing the sanskrit word,  ' 'babanam kevalam' which means 'love is all there is' will help give me liberation -  not even questioning this fuzzy logic, but blindly surrendering myself to someone perceived 'greater than' self - where love is a feeling that i imagine to fill this earth and everyone in it - not realizing that the poor needs to eat 3x a day and that no matter how many times i meditate, sing, feed the poor, the system of inequality will not change because it's all about money and profit and that cooperatives which was suggested by my guru then will not work because it is coping within a system of abuse based on inequality and not about REAL change  within creating a balanced ecosystem of money to sustain Life on earth

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to support this current system that creates a cycle of abuse that i do not even see - just because of wanting to transcend the chaos in my mind which i created through the friction and conflict of polarized thinking. I believed then that being relaxed within a mind idea of peace will make a peaceful world - not realizing that i created the chaos in my mind and i am trying to create peace in my mind - where peace is imaginary peace and not real peace which is creating an idea of balance within balance in polarity, NOT REAL BALANCE in a balanced ecosystem which is life sustaining.

It is perpetually/repeatedly creating a system of abuse - creating friction and conflict 'within and without', instead of creating a world that truly honors life and walking as equals and giving the poor, the uneducated, the elderly etc. a means to have a dignified life by giving a Basic/Living Income Guaranteed from birth to death - i would settle for just giving them alms or cooking food for a select few but NOT ALL LIFE- where within wanting liberation for oneself from bondage, one becomes BOUND to ones own selfish desire to liberate oneself while all remain victims of abuse in a world of inequality.

This is the friction and conflict that i participated in for 29 years in 'my within' as the mind' - running away from fear of death/survival/limitation so satisfying my Desire for peace/bliss/ perceived eternal life (in other words, I would say my desire for peace, bliss, and perceived eternal life instead of putting slashes) which is an illusion as it is an interpretation of reality as the alternate version of me in an alternate reality within my mind,

Where, if i was self-honest, i will see that i hated to look at the inequality in this world- the poverty and suffering around me and instead of facing it i retreated and created a beautiful place within my mind -not seeing that the mind works in polarity so creating a polarized world where the rich becomes richer and the poor becomes poorer- creating a consequence outflow in 'my without' as war, death, poverty, porn, abuse, crime and the opposite polarity of  which is perceived peace, perceived beauty, perceived happiness, perceived bliss, the elite etc., all of which are created from the same fears and desires. 

The same friction and conflict that arise from running away from my FEAR of SURVIVAL, my fear of war,  my fear of death, my fear of sickness, my fear of pain, my fear of suffering etc. and satisfying my DESIRE TO SURVIVE, my desire for peace, my desire to be relaxed, my desire for bliss, my desire for pleasure, my desire for eternal life, my desire for happiness, my desire for entertainment etc. All are equally creating a cycle of abuse.

The irony of it all is that what i was doing then was keeping myself from realizing self - as ALL LIFE within self-interest.

Self-sabotaging self within an idea of Liberating Self

Instead of realizing that
i am here as the breath in every moment
moving me, directing me
as who i am, what i am, how i am, when i am, where i am
equal to all that is birthed in this world
consisting of the same substance, the dust of the earth
stopping conflict and friction in 'my within' as the mind
and stopping the creation of it in 'my without' as this world system
moment by moment
breath by breath
where real peace is about birthing oneself as someone
that can be trusted to stand for what is best for all life
and creating a world that is best for all
developing an equal and one relationship with the physical/body
through movement,
 standing equal to the mind
and standing equal to the spirit of LIFE
which includes creating a balanced ecosystem of money
that sustains life

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to blame the physical/body for being stressed
instead of realizing i created stress through reacting to the fear
and the body reacting to that
so it is me who is taking self-responsibility
in stopping mind participation and correcting myself in my living

Through this i forgive myself that i have
accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse that i have
to survive as a peaceful personality
trying to satisfy my desire to be peaceful
instead of realizing this is balance in polarity
where i try to run away from my fear
instead of facing it, walking back and seeing where it all started
and that instead of creating a polarity equation in my mind
by trying to avoid fear and desiring peace
we have to look at the problems we have on this earth
and provide a solution where all survive
where the resources given by the earth are nationalized
and the profit used to
create dividends sufficient enough
for the poor, the unemployed, the elderly, the uneducated etc.
realizing that these resources are given to us all equally by the earth
so we have to create a sustainable system
where there's a balanced ecosystem of money
on earth

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as a personality that desires peace
believing this way i become whole
where wholeness is an idea that i created within my mind
creating mental peace to transcend my fear of war within my mind
instead of creating and supporting the establishment of real peace

Real peace being
PE-ople as A-ll C-aring about each other as E-quals
where all are walking
as equals in this one life
and paving the way for that
where the poor, the unemployed, the elderly
or the ones who are illiterate or have little or no education
has means of getting the basic necessities they need to live a dignified life
where the resources given by the earth are nationalized
and the profit used to
create dividends sufficient enough
creating a sustainable system
where there's a balanced ecosystem of money
on earth

I commit myself to show that real peace is possible if we all take self-responsibility in changing in 'our within' and 'our without using tools that work

I commit myself to walk back and look at the origin of my fears
I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to do something to relax
I stop
I breath and change my starting point from self-interest
within trying to get a positive energy experience in whatever exercises i do
to that which will benefit all life - which is doing exercises
 as the breath here 

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