The Accident Part 1: The Breath

The Accident Part 2

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The Accident Part 3

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 We had an accident last December 17 2014. It was raining and  Leon was driving. A car showed up from the intersection and there was not enough time to stop according to Leon, who was the one driving - so the accident. I am writing what went on in my mind during that incident as a mind pattern. I will focus on breathing in this blog. I had difficulty breathing after the accident so I am forgiving and correcting myself here.

                                                       'I can't Breathe' Mind Pattern
                                                      >That's Leon shouting
                                                      >what just happened?
                                                      >There was an accident!
                                                      >I can't breathe even if I try to
                                                      >let me try again
                                                      >I still can't breathe
                                                      >what is going on?
                                                      >calm down and be here
                                                      >do not try to force it
                                                      >Oh, I can breathe now

Here, I was forcing myself to breathe which is me separating myself from the breath.

What is Self-forgiveness?
It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath.

Writing Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enslave myself to the memory of how to breathe and so force myself to get into that experience i have in my mind, rather than move myself in that moment and work with what is here - as who I am as the breathe in this body.

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be unaware of me as breath

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself to breathe to survive rather than be here as breath in every moment.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself unaware of physical reality as I go inside my mind when an accident happen, I bring myself here as who i am as breath

I commit myself to accept and allow me to develop a equal and one relationship with/as the breath.

I commit myself to redefine the word 'breath':

From a mind definition
The process of taking in and expelling air during breathing

To
the process of inhaling and exhaling as an expression of myself in this body in every moment

The Word 'Moment' Day 254 Word Connection Mathematics

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Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'moment'

as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'moment' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

 
Why am i using Self-forgiveness? http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word moment through giving it a positive value 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word moment
 through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word moment with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word moment with a negative value
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Positive Connections/Definitions 

I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word positive
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word positive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word experience
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word experience

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word feeling
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word feeling 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word past
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allow3d myself to define the word moment within the word past

I forgive myself that i have accepted and alowed myself to connect the word moment to the word present
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word present

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word future
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word future

I forgive myself that i have accepted and alowed myself to connect the word moment to the word memory 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word memory

I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word savor
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word savor 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word good
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word good 
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Negative Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word emotion
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word 
emotion

I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word negative
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word negative

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word resistance
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word resistance

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to connect the word moment to the word bad
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word bad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word past
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word past

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word present
I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word present

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word future
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word future

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word moment to the word memory
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word moment within the word memory    


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Commitment to Correction Script


I commit myself to when and as  i see myself
fear losing
using the word moment
to refer to a future moment 
hoping that things will get better
to win
within writing, speaking etc.

I stop 
I breathe

I assist myself to  
stabilize me as breath here 
living this moment

Icommit myself to redefine the word 'moment' 
and live the word
as an expression of who i am 

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
separating from the word 'moment 
through giving it a positive
or a negative value

I stop
I breathe

 I realize that giving the word 'moment' a positive value
is me wanting to win
because i fear losing
so i can have a positive energy experience
 
 I realize that giving the word 'moment' a negative value
is me fearing to lose
remembering a bad experience i had in the past
so hates that moment
where instead of facing my fear
i use the word 'moment' to
hope for a better experience in the future
seeking out other words to win


i commit myself to before using this word
be clear within myself
making sure there are no movements 
within myself

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness 
and self-corrective application
rewrite the book within myself
equal to and one with how i created myself
through words spoken within my mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words


I commit myself to assist myself to accept and allow me 
to here ('hear') what is here as pure sound
assisting myself tointergrate it into a beingness physical level
inequality and oneness
that self will become that word
as a living remembrance of it


Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonate
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'

Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that i gave a positive and negative values
through connecting/defining itge word 'moment'
to/ within other words 
'as in

Positive Connections/Definitions

positive = +100
experience=+10
feeling =+10
past = +10
present= +50

future=+100
memory= +100

savor= +100

good= +100

 
Negative Connections/Definitions


emotion= -10
negative=-10
resistance=-10
past= -100
present= -10
future=-10
memory=-100


I realized that the values i had given these words
are mind values that are not real
realizing that the word 'moment
composed of letters as symbols 
that we sound 
as who we are
and it is to use words as equal to who i am
equal to my expression
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Quote:
 '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into  a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...' 
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In one of the Solution Blueprint blogs, i said that i will redefine the word time. In this blog i am looking at my relationship with the word 'time' - separating from the word by charging it with a positive and negative value - looking at the words i connected it to and defined it within - where i did not see it equal to my expression and to through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application assist myself to release the charge and use the word as equal to my expression .

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word time by giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word time by giving it a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word time with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word time with a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word grow
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word grow

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word develop
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word develop

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word evolve
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word evolve


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word present
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word present

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word  future
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time  within the word future


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word succeed
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word succeed

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word age
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word age

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word degenerate
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word degenerate

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word worsen
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word worsen

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time within the word past
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word past

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word time to the word money
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word time within the word money
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I commit myself to when and as i see myself separate from the word 'time' by charging it with a positive and negative value - i stop - i breathe. I change my starting point and correct myself to instead of connecting and defining time to and within other words - i use the word as equal to my expression and see time as my accumulated breaths here.

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application lassist myself to use the word - equal to my expression.