The Word 'Mathematics' Day 202

 

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In this blog,  i am looking at my 'energy relationship' with the word 'mathematics',  and how i separate from the word through giving it a positive or a negative value. I am   looking at the words i connected it to and defined it within,  where i did not see it equal to my expression, and to through writing, self-forgiveness  and self-corrective application  assist myself to release the charge  and  use the word as equal to my expression  in my living application as living words .

I realized that the definition i give this word will determine my relationship to me, my view of myself, my view of others and my view of this world as a whole which will determine my experience of me, others and this world, and from here, determine my living, my behavior, and how i create my world and reality.

The Word 'Mathematics'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word mathematics through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word mathematics through giving it a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word mathematics with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word mathematics with a negative value

Positive 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word genius
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics to the word genius

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word intelligent
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics to the word intelligent

Negative

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word difficult
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics within the word difficult

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word
fear
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics within the word
fear

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word boring
I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics within the word boring

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word studies
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics within  the word studies

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word nerd
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics within the word nerd

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word uninteresting
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics within the word uninteresting

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mathematics to the word understand
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mathematics within the word understand

Commitment to Correct Myself

I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating myself from the word mathematics by giving it a positive value - i stop - i breathe.

 I realize that i created an 'energetic relationship' with the word 'mathematics'- charging it with a negative or positive value. The definition i am giving this word is how I view myself, others and this world . I experience myself, others and this world according to this definition. From here, i determine the way i live my life, my behavior and how i create this world in my 'within' and 'without'.


So, instead of charging it with a positive or a negative value, and connecting/defining it to/within other words, i redefine the word and use it as equal to my expression. I stand clear within myself before i write or speak this word.

'I Don't Care': 'Desire for Eternal Love' Day 201 The Physical/Body, Words 'Eternal', Love' and 'Care'

 

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to conceive of and look for eternal  love within Christianity - as eternal salvation in heaven - as i pray to Jesus - believing that establishing a relationship with him will bring me to heaven believing there is eternal love in heaven when i cannot as a human being, even  have an actual equal and one relationship with that which is closest to me - the physical body - as the evil me pushing the physical aside in favor of a 'positive energy experience'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to conceive of and look for eternal love -as liberation from the ego -  within the AM organization - believing that my guru Anandamurti is going to give me that  -  liberation from the ego - when i do everything that he said i have to do - yoga exercises, meditation, group meditation, a sentient diet etc.when i was doing yoga and meditation - not realizing that i created my 'within' and 'without' - so as the architect of the creation of my world, i am the one that can demolish/stop what i created - and look at my desire for eternal love - when i cannot as a human being even  have an equal and one relationship with that which is closest to me - my physical body - as the evil me pushing the physical aside in favor of a 'positive energy experience' within my desire for eternal love.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to conceive of and look for eternal peace within Zen Buddhism - believing that watching my breath will give me eternal peace when  i cannot as a human being have an equal and one relationship with that which is closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love with 'Paramapurusa/God' when i cannot as a human being even have and equal and one relationship with that which is closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to conceive of, and look for eternal love within my 'past' realtionship with DSS - when i cannot even as a human being have an actual equal and one relationship with that which is closest to me - that i cannot even have an equal and one relationship to my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DST when i cannot even as a human being have an equal and one relationship with that which is closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my 'past' relationship with DJW - when i cannot even as a human being have an actual equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with  DMC - when i cannot even as a human being have an actual equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DRD when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closes to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with
DZB when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DGL when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DLP when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that  i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DAR when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DBR when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DVS when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with time when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with Anandamurti when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - the physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DASJ when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closes to me - my physical body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to look for eternal love within my relationship with DEM when i cannot even have an equal and one relationship with that closest to me - my physical body

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself wanting to have 'eternal love', within establishing a relationship with others - I  stop - I breathe

 To instead of desiring eternal love within not wanting to face my fear of not existing, fear of suffering, fear of death, fear of pain etc., look at establishing a real relationship with the body, within/as the breath, and bring myself back here in the physical, - to instead of wanting 'Etenal Love',

Redefine 'ETERNAL' as E-nergy TER-minated birthing a N-ew c-A-rnal /body/physical awareness as all L-ifel

Realizing that the my body is equal to the body of plants,  equal to the body of nature, equal to the body of animals etc.

As all came from the same substance all are made of

 and redefine 'LOVE' as an emotion 

to real 'LOVE'

which is standing for what is best for All Life

and instead of me 'NOT CARING' for the body, looking at the word 'care' as i have used it as who i have become as CA-ging someone in ones R-elationship to E-nergy 

to establish an equal and one relationship with the body, with the person 

Redefining the word  'Care' as C-arrying someone A-s oneself R-eversing E-nergy, and putting ones shoes in another's shoes  - walking in the other's shoes as oneself, being patient, and bringing back to oneself what one has seen as one walks with/as another, realizing that - that someone is bringing to ones attention ones points and mirroring it back to oneself, so one can take self-responsibility to birth oneself as life - correct ones application within that and be ready to breath by breath show the other what one saw and how one corrected oneself, so the other can see and correct oneself also.

To through writing, self-forgiveness, and commitment to correct myself, breath by breath, moment by moment, assist myself to stop desiring to instead face my fears

 To birth me here as all LIFE, so within that, birth a World that truly honors life

The Body: Spiritual Sex :Day 200: 'Desire', 'I Don't Care' Character

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Self-forgiveness

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In this blog, i am looking at who i have become as the 'I don't care' character  in my mind, within wanting to have 'eternal happiness' in sex, not caring about the consequence of having that desire within my mind -  in the physical/body /substance - to through writing, self-forgiveness and commitment to correction, assist myself to apply myself in my breath by breath, moment by moment living to correct myself and birth me here as life  - equal to all that is here.

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 

separate from what is here 

so became 'unaware' of what is here in this physical existence

through having thoughts

imaginations

backchats

reactions

within my mind 

where i have 'no awareness' that i am living here

in this physical body 

in this actual physical reality

that is in fact aware of my physical relationship to the whole

'not aware 'of 

and 'does not care about'

the very 

 physical body 

that i use to move around

that i use to express me here

where i instead of seeing the physical body in equality and oneness

abused the physical body 

where the evil me

 use the mind to manipulate 

the physical body

to justify my desire for the 'positive energetic experience'

within spiritual sex

wanting to learn and experience

 'tantric sex'

and 'taoist sex'



desiring 'eternal happiness'

and in that desire for 'eternal happiness within 'sex'

use the physical body 

to satisfy that desire

not realizing that the consequence of that 

is that the body is being resourced by the mind

 for energy, where sustenance the body needs to survive 

 is being transformed  to energy

for the mind to exist

so i can experience my idea of what 'eternal happiness' is

not realizing that the 'positive always comes from the negative'

as within that 'positive experience' 

the mind will have to transform the nutrients in the body to energy

for it to exist/survive

and experience that 'positive energy experience'

not realizing that sex is a physical act of 

 interacting with someone 

in an agreement

with someone 

as oneself

birthing self here with someone 

as an equal

both physically expressing here

and birthing a world that truly honors life

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                                                    Commitment to Correction


                            I commit myself to when and as i see myself not being aware

                  that i am living here in the physical body in this actual physical reality

                                                      as i participate in thoughts,

                                                                  imaginations, 

                                              backchats/internal conversations 
                                                                        
                                                wanting 'eternal ecstasy' in 'spiritual sex'
                                                             
                                                           within my mind

                                                   as i desire 'eternal happiness'

                                                            within my mind 

  coming from fear of not existing, fear of pain,  fear of suffering, fear of sadness etc.

                                            where i use the mind to manipulate the body 

                                              to justify my 'desire for eternal happiness within sex'

                                                                            I stop 
                                                    
                                                                         I breathe

I change my starting point

from 'desiring within my mind separating from all that is here'

to equalizing with the physical/substance/body

and 

assist myself to see, realize and understand the 

 simplicity of 

 living as 

who i am here 

writing

where i can look at what i am participating in within my mind

realizing this is not 'who i am'

'separate from all that is here'

in an 'alternate reality' 

where i am 'an alternate version of me separate from all that is here'

always 'trying to win'


directing myself to write

  forgiving myself  

 in an intimate way

for separating myself (as the mind)

 from myself (as the physical body/substance)

from not realizing i can actually help myself 

and then release myself 

and set myself free

from the burden of my past in my mind that is hunting me

where i acted in separation from all that is here 

in my mind

directing myself to 'take my power back'

to change myself 
(as an individual in self-interest )

 for myself
 (as an individual standing for what is best for all life)


and correct my starting point in my living application


being aware of who i am as the body

equal to the substance

equal to the body of nature 

equal to the the body of animals 

equal to the body of plants 

realizing i am made from the same substance all are made of

walking on the face of the earth with all that is here

as 

All Life

to instead of desiring 'eternal happiness within spiritual sex'

enjoy the expression of the physical body within an agreement

as i physically interact with my partner

as myself 

enjoying the

 real sensation

aware of my movements and his movements

within that physical interaction

seeing my partner as an equal 

and expressing myself 

within that standing

within physical interaction

redefining 'desire' 

as dissing/releasing the 'I' in relation to energy 

separating from the whole - as life, 

 as DIS-s the 'I' in R-elation to E-nergy

the physical/body interacting with another body 

made of the same substance as itself 

as i interact with my partner 

realizing the body of my partner

is equal to my body

realizing my body

is equal to the body of nature

is equal to the body of plants

is equal to the body of animals etc.

as all are made from the same substance all are made of

and as i  birth myself  in this physical existence

birth life on earth

and birth a world that truly honors life

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In this blog, i will write self-forgiveness statements for,  somehow splitting my self-awareness from the physical body equal and one living into various characters/personalities in the mind,   and write commitment statements  to correct myself breath by breath, moment by moment in my physical living application.

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself 

to somehow split my self-awareness 

from the physical body equal and one living 

into various personalities in the mind - the 'good' and 'evil'

where i think 'positive/good and negative/evil thoughts'

imagine  'positive/good and negative/evil' pictures

react in a 'positive/good and a negative/evil way' 

have 'positive/good and negative/evil' backchats/internal conversations about ourselves and others

behave in a 'positive/good or negative/evil' way 

where every moment we  experience a negative thought 

desire a positive experience

 we create a friction

which we transform into energy (positive and negative polarity / energy / self-definitions/good and bad)

of  'good and bad/evil'

that imprints into our  substance

as the smaller bubble

which resonates throughout the substance 

as the larger bubble

where we did not see 

we are creating ourselves 'within and without'

because we are within our mind

separate from the physical/substance as who we are 

where it is all happening 

preoccupied within only our small bubble 

as ourselves

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Commitment to Correct Myself

I commit myself to when and as i see myself splitting my self awareness from the physical body equal and one living into various personalities in the mind - the 'good and evil' - 

thinking positive/good or negative/evil thoughts

imagine  'positive/good and negative/evil' pictures

react in a 'positive/good and a negative/evil way' 

have 'positive/good and negative/evil' backchats/internal conversations about ourselves and others

behave in a 'positive/good or negative/evil' way

fearing the  negative/evil

desiring the positive

creating friction/conflict in my 'within' - as the small bubble

and manifesting consequence in my 'without' as the bigger bubble

transforming physicality/substance into energy for the mind to exist

  I STOP 

I BREATHE

I realized that this is not what is best for all because this is me alone within my mind - in an alternate reality where i am an alternate version of me - separate from all here - where i think, fear, react, desire etc. - separate from who i really am as the physical/substance/body - and realising that i have to do some self-introspection and look at :

How i created myself into different characters/personalities

How the mind actually functions

What is the consequence of living as an individual separate from all life -within self-interest - always trying to win - in my 'within' and 'without'?

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'... Self Honesty is the Realisation, that: You cannot be More than what you Really are. And, if you do not Really Understand the Actual Creation of Basic Thought, of How the Mind Actually Functions – and you are just Trapped as the End-Result of the System of the Mind: NOTHING you in ANY WAY conceive can EVER be Trusted. You should Get this, because this is Important if you are EVER to be Born as Life from the Physical. ' Creations Journey To Life

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I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application, assist myself to see how i created who i have become - looking at my thoughts, imaginations, backchats or internal conversations, behaviours - as a way of taking self-responsibility - to stop and delete the memories of every character i activate/play out within my mind  -  and delete the memories as pictures, as desires etc. within/as myself and let go of the separation within/as myself and stand with the physical in every breath, moment by moment to birth me here in an equal and one living with all that is here as Life

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