Journey To Life Blogs
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This is a continuation of Part 2.
I will highlight the dimension i am working on in this blog with the color pink
Topic: Self-forgiving me and correcting me in my living application standing equal with the mind - realizing i can only change/stop that which i am equal to/as - stopping mind participation to birth me here as equal to/as all Life
Specific Point: 'My Mind Relationship with the Guru'
What is Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
What is Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
Why am i using Mathematics?
I am using mathematical symbols to illustrate how i gave mind values instead of giving real values as the value of every manifestation as equal to the value that is Life
I am using mathematical symbols to illustrate how i gave mind values instead of giving real values as the value of every manifestation as equal to the value that is Life
The Dimensions of the Mind:
Fear: Fear of not being able to go to India and see the guru
Conscious:
Thought : picture of me standing with wide eyes listening to the monk telling me i have to see Baba (the guru)
Imagination: 'me feeling something different/feeling blissful when i see him'
Reaction: wonder
Subconscious
Backchat: 'there must be some magical feeling being with the guru'
Unconscious
Body Movement: upper part of chest feeling warm. eyes opening wide
Consequence: learning from how i developed a relationship with the guru - within existing as an energy experience that i believed was real when it is in fact existent within a relationship that is coming from a MIND simulated version of reality as the physical body and this physical existence.
Facing the consequence and breathing through it as i stand and change and birth me here as who i am
Facing the consequence and breathing through it as i stand and change and birth me here as who i am
Introducing The Quantum Mind ( System) Systemization
IMAGINATION
'me feeling something different/feeling blissful when i see him'
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to poarticipate in the design of/as
'fear of surviving - as positive energy - as form'
imagine a picture within my mind
of me in front of the guru
waiting for that positive energy that i imagined as 'magical'
running away from my fear of negative energy experiences, suffering, pain and sadness
imagining within/as my mind a positive energy experience
imagining sitting in front of the guru's form/body and feeling something 'more'
as me desiring the 'moreness of me' - not seeing and realising that
who i am - as positive energy
is resourcing the body/physical/substance to transform
it to energy so i can exist as the mind
not realising that I
as who i really am, is not defined by energy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 'as positive energy'
to resource the body/physical for energy
for me as the mind/energy to exist
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Commitment to Correction
I commit myself to when and as i see myself imagining
a picture within my mind
i stop - i breathe
I realise that this is me as the mind
'as fear of not surviving - as positive energy - as form'
resourcing the body - the cell
to transform the physical to energy
which is a 'negative' in itself
realizing that the positive comes from the negative
So, i assist myself to bring myself back here
and stabilize me as breath
wake myself up
clap my hand - stomp my feet
and change my starting point from desiring positive energy experiences
to facing my fears
to through writing, self-forgiveness and commitment to correct myself
in my living
birth me here as who i am
I commit myself to stop participating in positive energy experiences
and stop resourcing the body/physical for energy
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Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Value Equal to Life
I realized that i gave the perceived positive energy experience
of being with the guru as the form of the guru
a value that is more than life
as for example
Me in India in front of the guru = +100
and has given a value less than Life
to me, being in the Philippines
not seeing the form/body of the guru
as for example
Me in the Philippines without the body/form of the guru = -100
NOT seeing and realizing that the value of the bodyphysical/form of the the guru
is equal to my body/physical/form
is equal to the body/physical/form of the plant
is equal to the body/physical/form of the animal
is equal to the body/physical/form of nature
as all consist of the same substance all consist of
as
Guru's body/physical/ substance = Life
All human's body/physical/substance = Life
Animal's body/physical/substance = Life
Plant's body/physical/substance = life
Nature's body/physical/substance = Life
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