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This is a continuation of Part 1.
I will highlight the dimension i am working on in this blog with the color pink- thought dimension
Topic: Self-forgiving
me and correcting me in my living application standing equal with the
mind and stopping participation to birth me here as equal to/as all Life
Specific Point: My Mind Relationship with the Guru
What is Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
What is Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
Why am i using Mathematics?
I am using mathematical symbols to illustrate how i gave mind values instead of giving real values as the value of every manifestation as equal to the value that is Life
I am using mathematical symbols to illustrate how i gave mind values instead of giving real values as the value of every manifestation as equal to the value that is Life
The Dimensions of the Mind:
Fear: Fear of not being able to go to India and see the guru
Conscious:
Thought : picture of me standing with wide eyes listening to the monk telling me i have to see Baba (the guru)
Imagination: me feeling something different when i see him
Reaction: wonder
Subconscious
Backchat: 'there must be some magical feeling being with the guru'
Unconscious
Body Movement: upper part of chest feeling warm. eyes opening wide
Consequence: learning from how i developed a relationship with the guru - within existing as an energy experience that i believed was real when it is in fact existent within a relationship that is coming from a MIND simulated version of reality
as the physical body and this physical existence - so facing the
consequence and breathing through it as i stand and change and birth me
here as who i am
Introducing The Quantum Mind System(Systemization)
THOUGHT
MIND DIMENSION
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to participate in the design of/as 'fear of surviving - as knowledge and information'
think the thought of
a picture of me standing with wonder
eyes wide
listening to the monk telling me i have to see
Baba (the guru)
where within this thought
i activate an entire personality/character
using words separate from me within my mind
where i become an animated illusion
an alternate version of me
in an alternate reality
within/as my mind
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to separate myself from the word 'Baba'
through giving it a positive value
where
believing the monk
is someone more than me
i took what she said as my truth
and did what she advised
connecting the word 'Baba' to the
word 'father'
defining this word as the mind
as who i have become
within 'surrender and love for the supreme'
believing what the monk said it means
connecting this word to a memory of me
'surrendering and loving my dad
who
was always there when i was growing up to tell me
what i have to do and not do
telling me i have to obey him
believing that if i do whatever he said
i will be free from danger, pain and suffering
instead of realizing that i was connecting 2 personalities/characters
who i have given a value more than life
impulsed by words
acting from a point of fear of danger, suffering and pain
as who i have become as the mind
and so devoid of common sense
i abdicated my responsibilities as a mother
to my kids
and decided to go to India to see him
justifying that
by saying
'just surrender to Baba, he will take care of everything,
he knows your deepest fears and desires'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to believe that the guru will take care of everything
believing he is 'more than me'
and so justify my not taking responsibility to/as my kids
seeing the kids as 'less than me'
and me more than them
giving me as their mother a value 'more than life'
believing that because i gave birth to them in this world
they owe their life to me
not realizing that i am a copy of my mom
my mom is a copy of her mom
and my kids are a copy of me
like a seed that was pre-programmed
within space and time
not seeing the common sense that we all shit the same way
not realizing that my body/physical
is equal to the body/physical/substance of my kids
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Commitment to Correction
I commit myself to when and as i see myself thinking thoughts
I stop
I breathe
I assist myself to bring myself back here
and change my starting point
from
me as the mind
being driven by information and knowledge
given to me by the monk
taking it as my truth without investigating it in all ways
within self-interest
to
self-directing me as who i am
deciding for
what is best for
everyone who are 'affected' by my decision
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Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life
I realized i categorized different personalities/characters
and as an example
lets look at these numerical values
Guru = +30
Monks = +30
My Father = +30
My kids = +10
myself = +20
where the mind value i have
given them is how i see them through my mind's eyes
creating a replica of them in my mind
and imprinting a memory of them in my mind
according to how they look
according to how i experience them within and as my mind
not realizing that
i made these values up within and as my mind
seeing them through my mind's eyes
categorizing them according to how i experience myself
and project these to them
as per how their physical body look
and my mind energy experience of them
as my mind's definition of them
never really here
seeing what is here
having internal conversations in my mind
vocalizing an already existent energy relationship
that i have created in my mind towards them which can be positive, neutral or negative
where within this thought
i activate an entire personality/character
using words separate from me within my mind
where i become an animated illusion
an alternate version of me
in an alternate reality
within/as my mind
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to separate myself from the word 'Baba'
through giving it a positive value
where
believing the monk
is someone more than me
i took what she said as my truth
and did what she advised
connecting the word 'Baba' to the
word 'father'
defining this word as the mind
as who i have become
within 'surrender and love for the supreme'
believing what the monk said it means
connecting this word to a memory of me
'surrendering and loving my dad
who
was always there when i was growing up to tell me
what i have to do and not do
telling me i have to obey him
believing that if i do whatever he said
i will be free from danger, pain and suffering
instead of realizing that i was connecting 2 personalities/characters
who i have given a value more than life
impulsed by words
acting from a point of fear of danger, suffering and pain
as who i have become as the mind
and so devoid of common sense
i abdicated my responsibilities as a mother
to my kids
and decided to go to India to see him
justifying that
by saying
'just surrender to Baba, he will take care of everything,
he knows your deepest fears and desires'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to believe that the guru will take care of everything
believing he is 'more than me'
and so justify my not taking responsibility to/as my kids
seeing the kids as 'less than me'
and me more than them
giving me as their mother a value 'more than life'
believing that because i gave birth to them in this world
they owe their life to me
not realizing that i am a copy of my mom
my mom is a copy of her mom
and my kids are a copy of me
like a seed that was pre-programmed
within space and time
not seeing the common sense that we all shit the same way
not realizing that my body/physical
is equal to the body/physical/substance of my kids
===
Commitment to Correction
I commit myself to when and as i see myself thinking thoughts
I stop
I breathe
I assist myself to bring myself back here
and change my starting point
from
me as the mind
being driven by information and knowledge
given to me by the monk
taking it as my truth without investigating it in all ways
within self-interest
to
self-directing me as who i am
deciding for
what is best for
everyone who are 'affected' by my decision
===
Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life
I realized i categorized different personalities/characters
and as an example
lets look at these numerical values
Guru = +30
Monks = +30
My Father = +30
My kids = +10
myself = +20
where the mind value i have
given them is how i see them through my mind's eyes
creating a replica of them in my mind
and imprinting a memory of them in my mind
according to how they look
according to how i experience them within and as my mind
not realizing that
i made these values up within and as my mind
seeing them through my mind's eyes
categorizing them according to how i experience myself
and project these to them
as per how their physical body look
and my mind energy experience of them
as my mind's definition of them
never really here
seeing what is here
having internal conversations in my mind
vocalizing an already existent energy relationship
that i have created in my mind towards them which can be positive, neutral or negative
instead of seeing them as who they really are equal to who i am
not realizing my body/physical/substance
is equal to the body/physical/substance of my kids
is equal to the body/physical/substance of my father
is equal to the body/physical/substance of nature
is equal to the body/physical/substance of plants
is equal to the body/physical of animals
is equal to the body/physical/substance of the guru
is equal to the body/physical/substance of my father
is equal to the body/physical/substance of nature
is equal to the body/physical/substance of plants
is equal to the body/physical of animals
is equal to the body/physical/substance of the guru
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