Decoding Female Programming: Day 262: Blame

From Relationship To Agreement

My Process
Re: Me In An Agreement 

 Relationship Mathematics

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Topic:

Female Personality
Relationships and Sexual Programming:
Blame

>Fear of Loss/not surviving as a female personality
>>no attraction to a male
>>>no  relationship with a male
>>>>no good sex with a male 
>>>>>blame the physical/substance for making me incomplete 
>>>>>>Belief: it is the physical who created life the way it is

For Part 1, Part 2 and Part 3, follow this link 
 Relationship Mathematics

Realization:
When feeling bad/feeling incomplete/alone
not having attraction with a male
not having a relationship with a male
not having good sex with a male
it is easier to blame someone - usually, the physical/substance, than to take self-responsibility 
instead of acknowledging that i am the 
creator of 'my within' as the mind 
and 'my without' as this world system 
thus, the creator and the created
thus, self-responsible for the consequence  - as all life

My participation in Blame will be self-forgiven in this blog.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment - writing a correction script that will guide me in my living participation

 Why am I Using Mathematics?
I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show that the MIND values i have given are NOT REAL, showing the real value of ALL is equal to  Life.

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to participate in the design of fear of survival - as sex

blame the physical
for making me an incomplete woman/female
when i am not attracted to a man
when i do not have a relationship with a man
when i do not have good sex with a man
when the male do not ask me for marriage
when i do not bear a child

believing that it is the physical/substance that created life the way it is

not seeing and realizing that
i am the creator and the created
and that
I created 'my within' as the mind
and 'my without' as this world system 
Thus, I am self-responsible for the consequential outflow 
of my participation in 'my within' 
as the mind 
and 'my without'
as this world system

instead of realizing
i can take self-responsibility
for the consequential outflow of this point
as all parts of me as life

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Commitment to Correction Script

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
blaming the physical
for being an 'incomplete woman'

I stop
I breathe

I realize that it is me that defined myself into creation as a female personality
so instead of  blaming the physical
I rather take self-responsibility 
I rewrite my book within myself
rescripting the movie within my mind
to instead of blaming
take self-responsibility
for the consequential outflow of this point


I forgive myself
I correct myself in my living application

to assist myself to see that it is me who defined
the complete woman/female
and gave it a meaning more than life
and the incomplete woman/female
and gave it a meaning less than life

So,it is me who is taking self-responsibility
to release the charge i gave these words
redefine these words
and live the redefined meaning of these words

forgive myself for not wanting to take self=responsibility
and move myself to change
and take self-responsibility

as who i am, how i am and what i am

I assist myself to accept and allow me to change
I assist myself to accept and allow me to stand as who i really am equal to all - as Life

realizing I am here as breath in every moment
moving me, expressing me
assisting me 
to take me by the hand
birth myself as life

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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Value Equal to Life

I realized that this is my mind equation regarding this point: 

'Blame Equation:

Blaming = easy =+ 10
Blaming = no need to look at problem and provide a solution = +10
Blaming = positive energy experience = +10

Self-responsibility Equation:
Self-responsibility =  difficult = -100
Self-responsibility = long =-100
Self-responsibility = looking at what needs to be done= -100
Self-responsibility = uncomfortability = -100
Self-responsibility = negative energy experience= -100'

where me as the mind 
sees blaming as easier to do 
 and taking self-responsibility as difficult to do
not seeing and realizing that it is a matter of moving myself to change
and living that change  

= 
'Complete Woman Equation:

Complete woman = attraction to  a male = +100
Complete woman = relationship with a male = +100
Complete woman = good sex with a male = +100

Incomplete Woman Equation: Incomplete woman =no  attraction to a male  =-100
Incomplete woman = no relationship with a male = -100
Incomplete woman = no good sex with a male = -100'

Realizing that 
the mind values i gave are not real
the  mind equation i formulated are not real

Realizing that
Fear fuels my desires 
the positive comes from a negative


Realizing that 
the value of the body/physical of a woman = life

Realizing that taking Self-responsibility for/as Life,  is what is best for all

and that the value of All = Life