The Word 'Gay'
Topic:
Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'gay'
as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life
Why am I Using Mathematics?
I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word 'gay' - which are NOT REAL and showing the real value of words as living words.
Why am i using Self-forgiveness? http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
I am using self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application
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Self-forgiveness Statements:
Separation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word gay through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word gay through giving it a negative value
Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word gay with a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word gay with a negative value
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Positive Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word amusing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word amusing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word funny
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word funny
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word artistic
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word artistic
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word free
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word free
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Negative Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word hiv
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word hiv
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word virus
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word virus
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word anus
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word anus
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed and accepted myself to connect the word gay to the word male
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word male
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word homosexual
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word homosexual
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word gay to the word liar
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word liar
I forgive myself that i have accepted and alloweed myself to connect the word gay to the word lost
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word gay within the word lost
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Commitment to Correction Script
I commit myself to through writing,
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
rewrite the book within myself
equal to and one with
how I created myself
through words spoken in my mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words
I commit myself to when and as I see myself
fearing losing
using the word 'gay' to win
I stop
I breathe
I realize that as I participate in the design of fear of survival
fearing losing in a world of competition
using the word 'gay' to win
in writing, speaking etc.
experiencing the word 'gay' in a negative way
instead of using the word
as an expression of who I am, what I am and how I am
I commit myself to when and as I see myself separating from the word 'gay'
through giving it a positive or a negative value
I stop
I breathe
I realize that giving the word 'gay'
a positive value
is me fearing losing as a female
so wants to win
so I can have a positive energy experience
I realized that giving the word 'gay' a negative value
is me fearing losing
where instead of facing my fear of being seen with gays
fearing being judged as unclean
I use the word 'gay'
to run away from my fear
then seek out words to win
I assist myself to before using this word
be clear within myself
making sure that there are no movements within myself
I commit myself to here ('hear')
what is here as pure sound
assisting myself to integrate it into a beingness physical level
in equality and oneness
that self will become that word as a living remembrance of it
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life
I realized that I have given positive and negative values
through connecting/defining the word 'gay'
to/within other words
'as in
Positive Connections/Definitions
amusing= +10
funny =+10
artistic=+10
free=+100
Negative Connections/Definitions
HIV=-100
virus=-100
anus=-100
male=-10
homosexual=-100
liar = -50
lost = -10 '
I realized that the values I had given these words are mind values that are not real
realizing that the word 'gay' is a word
consisting of letters as symbols
that we sound as who we are, what we are and how we are
the definition I give words
is the way I see myself, others and this world
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Quote:
'...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'
Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2
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