Me, The Elephant, Nature, Rice, Banana Leaf, Jesus and Mahjong Part8
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Me, The Elephant, Nature Rice, Banana Leaf, Jesus and Mahjong Part 1
Me, The Elephant, Nature Rice, Banana Leaf, Jesus and Mahjong Part 1
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In my previous blog, i was doing self-forgiveness for a point - when the mind character's narrative unfolded - specifically the 'happiness' character - within connecting nature with 'picnics and vacations' - where i interpreted nature within my mind according to how i 'experience' it - believing nature is giving me a 'positive energy experience' - believing that nature gives me 'happiness' - not realizing i connected nature with the word picnic and vacations - which i have given a positive value to - where i did not see the real value of nature which is LIFE as instead of seeing that, i gave it a positive value -not realizing this is coming from 'fear of having a difficult life' - so the 'positive experience came from the negative' - which comes from friction/conflict ( within a positive and a negative polarity ) - as fear of a 'difficult life and desire for picnics and vacations' - so my 'desire for happiness' within going and having a picnic in nature - came from FEAR.
The different dimensions and the different characters i am playing out within this narrative unfolded as i was writing. I realised I CREATED A 'HAPPINESS CHARACTER' SYSTEM within my mind - and so i would like to do self-forgiveness for defining myself within each character here and in the coming blogs write a commitment statement to correct myself- as a first step - as a way of taking self-responsibility to step out of this 'happiness' character which has a life of its own within my mind - which i myself has given life to - having a relationship and internal conversation with other mind characters i created - in an alternate reality within my mind - with me as the main character - an alternate version of me - in a movie i created within my mind which i believed is real - not realising it was only real in as much as i manifested the 'fear and the happiness' in my physical body - manipulating my physical body to act out these mind characters - manifesting a belief - as who i believed i am - as these mind characters - not realizing that this is my awareness in separation from who i really am - created within my mind.
The real character that is me - is here - as breath in every moment -as who i am - as flesh - as blood - made from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that exist.
In later blogs i will investigate and open the point again and see how i created me as a mind character and all the characters i play in the 'happiness' program that i created which became a 'happiness character system' in my 'within' - which also shows how i created 'my without' as this world system - the' food industry', multi-level marketing, the 'gaming industry' etc. - and go deeper - looking at each character and stop.
In my previous blog, i was doing self-forgiveness for a point - when the mind character's narrative unfolded - specifically the 'happiness' character - within connecting nature with 'picnics and vacations' - where i interpreted nature within my mind according to how i 'experience' it - believing nature is giving me a 'positive energy experience' - believing that nature gives me 'happiness' - not realizing i connected nature with the word picnic and vacations - which i have given a positive value to - where i did not see the real value of nature which is LIFE as instead of seeing that, i gave it a positive value -not realizing this is coming from 'fear of having a difficult life' - so the 'positive experience came from the negative' - which comes from friction/conflict ( within a positive and a negative polarity ) - as fear of a 'difficult life and desire for picnics and vacations' - so my 'desire for happiness' within going and having a picnic in nature - came from FEAR.
The different dimensions and the different characters i am playing out within this narrative unfolded as i was writing. I realised I CREATED A 'HAPPINESS CHARACTER' SYSTEM within my mind - and so i would like to do self-forgiveness for defining myself within each character here and in the coming blogs write a commitment statement to correct myself- as a first step - as a way of taking self-responsibility to step out of this 'happiness' character which has a life of its own within my mind - which i myself has given life to - having a relationship and internal conversation with other mind characters i created - in an alternate reality within my mind - with me as the main character - an alternate version of me - in a movie i created within my mind which i believed is real - not realising it was only real in as much as i manifested the 'fear and the happiness' in my physical body - manipulating my physical body to act out these mind characters - manifesting a belief - as who i believed i am - as these mind characters - not realizing that this is my awareness in separation from who i really am - created within my mind.
The real character that is me - is here - as breath in every moment -as who i am - as flesh - as blood - made from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that exist.
In later blogs i will investigate and open the point again and see how i created me as a mind character and all the characters i play in the 'happiness' program that i created which became a 'happiness character system' in my 'within' - which also shows how i created 'my without' as this world system - the' food industry', multi-level marketing, the 'gaming industry' etc. - and go deeper - looking at each character and stop.
The 'Happiness' Character
The Mind Character System
Forgiving Self for Defining self within a Mind Character
Forgiving Self for Defining self within a Mind Character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'famous - owns expensive mahjong set - elite -- abuse of elephant - happiness' character I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 'desire to play and learn mahjong because my ex-husband likes to - inferior - abuse of elephant - getting its tusk - happiness'character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to play mahjong -because my ex- husband like to - copycat - abuse of elephant - getting its tusk ' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to be in a relationship - doing same things together - to support the mind alternate version of me - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the ' I am supported by the characters in the family and others - i have a following base - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i create this world - we create this world ' - monetary system based on inequality as the economic world system we created together' characters
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of existing - fear of a difficult life - desiring happiness - sad wanting to win - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to have money - competition - win big - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to win -tournament - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i am winning - i am successful -popular - everyone loves me - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i won - i am popular - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to win again - winning - going for eternal success as all time winner - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'giving money to family because i win and you lost - i need you to validate my existence - thank me for helping you - be part of my following base - otherwise i will not exist - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'money from gambling - consuming earth's resources - consuming substance - reaping the earth - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of losing money in gambling - instead of gambling, decides to eat tasty food in the food court - food industry creation - happiness' character
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'gambling is bad - not gambling is good - i don't gamble - i eat good food - food industry creation - fear of going to hell - desiring happiness -morality ' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'eating for pleasure -to forget my fears - and not to face me - food industry creation - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i hate it but they do it - got to do it - if you can't beat them join them - supporting characters - not taking responsibility as self -self-dishonest - creating the world system - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of not being liked - liked by family and friends - what they do is okay even if i do not like it and what i do - they okay - family and friends support - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'eating food in casinos - gambling - money and profit - reaping the earth - food industry creation - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire for limitness existence as the mind- eternal self - happiness ' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of not being liked - desiring to be liked - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of not being supported by family - desire to be supported by family - eternally - eternal happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of not existing - desire for limitless existence as the mind - eternal happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'tired and overworked - earning money is hard - sadness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'picnics and vacations - money - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'multilevel business - vacation - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'easy money - multilevel business happiness' character-
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of sadness - desiring happiness' character -
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'split into two - i am good and bad - morality' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'devil is responsible - i am bad' character
I forgive mysef that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of suffering- devil is bad -i don't like hell -so save me Jesus' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'praying to Mary - i am good - morality - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'praying to Jesus - i am good- morality - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i don't know - grandmother knows - she's the authority- she's superior - i am inferior -happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'Sto Nino help me - enslaved - please save me - victim- sad - fear of hell - fear of suffering' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'Jesus of Nazareth - help me - enslaved- victim - sad - fear of hell - fear of suffering - fear of not existing - sad' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'just do good - - God will save me - i will go to heaven if i will do good - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'Jesus and me in heaven - perfect ideal place - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i fear the negative experience of suffering in hot fire forever - hell is bad - fear of eternal suffering - fear of eternal damnation - morality' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i don't want to work for a boss- spiteful' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the ' i blame the boss for my suffering' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'surviving in a happy- go -lucky, having lots of money, easy life unequal world - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i am my own boss - lots of money - easy life - money- happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i am rich and have no boss-self-interest - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i only care about me - i have money - i have car - i have a house - supporting an unequal system - self-interest - happiness ' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of having a boss -i am inferior and boss is superior - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to work as my own boss - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of boss -fear anger -fear being late- self-suppression'character
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Commitment to Correction Script To Follow
