Why am i using Self-forgiveness? http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
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Self-forgiveness Statements
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the design of 'fear of survival - as energy'
fear that I will have a negative energy experience
when I do not associate nature
as trees in the meadow
as flowers in the garden
as sun shining in the sky in the morning
to a positive energy experience
believing that if I am breathing
and there's no energy experience
I will be bored
so desiring to experience nature
in a positive way
doubting who I am
uncertain of whether I am the one
having a positive energy experience being out in nature
or the one that is here in every moment breathing
experiencing who I am as breath
Through this
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
doubt who I am
uncertain of whether I am the one
having a positive energy experience being out in nature
smelling the flowers
basking in the sun
seeing people smile
or the one that is here as breath in every moment
cascading through the depths of the physical/body
Through this
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
blame the physical for
not having flowers
wherever I go
not having people smile at me
wherever I go
not having flowers for me to smell wherever I go
not having the sun shine
in a winter morning in the garden
not seeing and realizing that I am the one
connecting and defining nature
as trees
as sun
as the flowers
as people smiling
to
the word live
the word life
the word living
to/the word happiness
connecting it to emotions and feelings
so I am 100 % self-responsible
Through this,
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
to have the excuse that I have to survive as positive energy
within experiencing happiness when i am in nature
as the flowers, the sun, etc.
experiencing Life
experiencing how it is to live
experiencing the happiness of living
not seeing and realizing
that i am the breath
in every moment here
Through this
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as positive energy
connecting the sun, the flowers etc. to a positive energy experience
and connecting me as the breath expressing me here
to boredom
within balance in polarity
not seeing and realizing that wholeness
does not need to attain a state of happiness/feeling of oneness with nature
from a state of sadness/boredom with nothingness/breath
instead
it is to realize that wholeness does not need to separate from the source/nature
and then unite with the source/nature by going somewhere
where there are flowers
where the sun is shining etc.
it is standing for that which will make life worthwhile for all
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Commitment: Self Correction Statements
I commit myself to through writing
self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application
birth myself as life
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing not having a positive energy experience
and desiring to go out in nature to have a positive energy experience
I stop
I breathe
I realize that this is me as the mind
fearing losing within boredom
desiring a positive energy experience
by going out in nature
having picnics and vacations
to win
I assist myself to accept and allow me
to see that who i am
is not defined by energy
realizing that
nature has a real physical existence
and the sun has a real physical existence
the flowers has a real physical existence
and that the body/physical has a real physical existence
equal to all that is here
realizing that i am the breath here in every moment
experiencing the physical/body
of nature
of the flowers
of the sun
realizing that all that exist is equal to all - as Life
