Nature, Food and Philippine Picnics Part 9-A Day 163: Happiness Character and Its Fears

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After the self-forgivenesses for the different characters, i was about to do a self-commitment for correction when i cross- referenced with my partner, he said he cannot understand the names of the characters because it has too many hyphens (-) so i started to rename the characters in a way that it can be understood by readers.

As i was doing that, i saw the fears that made me desire to be happy.

 I decided to do the self- commitment here for the self-forgivenesses in the previous blog:

I commit myself to identify the fears of each character and open up the points within each character to stop and delete the mind characters -and see how i created the character and correct myself using self-forgiveness and self- corrective application to birth me here as the real character - for what is best for all - as life.

I found out within looking at the different characters that i play out that this 'desire for happiness' comes from 'fear' so i am laying down the 'fears' of each character here so we can all look at it  - and within looking at the characters i play out  -look at what characters you play out within/as your mind - and so we walk together as equals in this journey to life and living - birthing myself - as all - as life.

'fear of a difficult life - desires to go to picnics to be happy' character 
'fear of being poor- desires to earn money and go to picnics  to be  happy' character
'fear of having no money to buy food for picnics so desires to have money to buy food for picnics to be happy' character
'fear of not having fun with family and friends - desires to go to picnics to have fun with family and friends ' character
'happy-go-lucky, does not want to work in an office so desires to be self-employed and earn money to go to picnics to be happy ' character
'desires to be self-employed  to get money for picnics to be happy' character

 

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'fear of being controlled with eating food using spoons and fork so desires to eat with hands to be happy' character
'fear of being controlled with eating food on plates so desires to eat food on a banana leaf to be happy' character
'fear of being bored with eating rice cooked in an aluminum pot so desires freedom in eating rice cooked in banana leaf to be happy' character
'fear of eating ordinary, easy to prepare food like fried fish so desires to eat special, difficult to prepare food like rellenong bangus to be happy' character
'fear of eating ordinary fried bangus or milkfish - so desires to eat special daing na bangus, or milkfish marinated in vinegar and garlic in picnics to be happy' character
'fear of being bored by staying in the house always so desires to go with family and friends for picnics to be happy' character

  

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This is a Continuation of This Blog:

Me, The Elephant, Nature Rice, Banana Leaf, Jesus and Mahjong Part 1 

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In my previous blog, i was doing self-forgiveness for a point - when the mind character's narrative unfolded - specifically the 'happiness' character - within connecting nature with 'picnics and vacations' - where i interpreted nature within my mind according to how i 'experience' it - believing nature is giving me a 'positive energy experience' - believing that nature gives me 'happiness' - not realizing i connected nature with the word picnic and vacations - which i have given a positive value to - where i did not see the real value of nature which is LIFE as instead of seeing that, i gave it a positive value -not realizing this is coming from 'fear of having a difficult life' - so the 'positive experience came from the negative' - which comes from friction/conflict ( within a positive and a negative polarity ) - as fear of a 'difficult life and desire for picnics and vacations' - so my 'desire for happiness' within going and having a picnic in nature - came from FEAR.

The different dimensions and the different characters i am playing out within this narrative unfolded as i was writing. I realised I CREATED A 'HAPPINESS CHARACTER' SYSTEM within my mind - and so i would like to do self-forgiveness for defining myself within each character here and in the coming blogs write a commitment statement to correct myself- as a first step - as a way of taking self-responsibility to step out of this 'happiness' character which has a life of its own within my mind - which i myself has given life to - having a relationship and internal conversation with other mind characters i created - in an alternate reality within my mind - with me as the main character - an alternate version of me - in a movie i created within my mind which i believed is real - not realising it was only real in as much as i manifested the 'fear and the happiness' in my physical body - manipulating my physical body to act out these mind characters - manifesting a belief - as who i believed i am these mind characters - not realizing that this is my awareness in separation from who i really am - created within my mind.

The real character that is me - is here - as breath in every moment -as who i am - as flesh - as blood - made from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that exist.

In later blogs i will investigate and open the point again and see how i created me as a mind character and all the characters i play in the 'happiness' program that i created which became a 'happiness character system' in my 'within' - which also shows how i created 'my without' as this world system - the' food industry', multi-level marketing, the 'gaming industry' etc. - and go deeper - looking at each character and stop.

The 'Happiness' Character

The Mind Character System

Forgiving Self for Defining self within a Mind Character Part 2

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Self-forgiveness for Belief:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that desiring to win to be happy is good and losing and being sad is bad - not realizing that winning and losing are polarity opposites where one cannot exist without the other

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Self-forgiveness for Self-definitions:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the'desire to have money - competition - gambling - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to win - gambling - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i am winning -  everyone loves me - gambling - happiness' character


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i won - i am popular - happiness' character

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to win again -  all time winner - gambling - happiness' character

i forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the  'giving money to family because i won and you lost - i need you to validate my existence - otherwise i will not exist - gambling - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'money was made from  a plant  - consuming earth's resources - consuming substance - reaping the earth - gambling - happiness' character


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of losing money in gambling - instead of gambling - decides to eat tasty food in the food court - gambling - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'gambling is bad - not gambling is good - i don't gamble - i eat good food - desiring happiness' character 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the  'eating for pleasure -to forget my fears - gambling - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i hate it but they do it - got to do it - if you can't beat them join them - i am still popular even if i don't gamble  - gambling - happiness' character

 

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within 'fear of not being liked - family and friends - what they do is okay even if i do not like it and what i do they okay - gambling - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'eating food in casinos - gambling - money and profit - happiness' character 

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire for eternally existing as the alternate version of me- happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the ''fear of not being liked - desiring to be liked - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear not being supported by family - desire to be supported by family - happiness' character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear not existing - desire for limitness existence as the mind  - positive energy experience - happiness' character

The Story of Nature, Rice, Banana Leaf, The Elephant, Jesus, Mahjong and Me Part 2 : SF1 Day 157 Happiness Charcter '

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This is a Continuation of This Blog:

Me, The Elephant, Nature Rice, Banana Leaf, Jesus and Mahjong Part 1 

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/the-story-of-nature-rice-banana-leaf.html

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In my previous blog, i was doing self-forgiveness for a point - when the mind character's narrative unfolded - specifically the 'happiness' character - within connecting nature with 'picnics and vacations' - where i interpreted nature within my mind according to how i 'experience' it - believing nature is giving me a 'positive energy experience' - believing that nature gives me 'happiness' - not realizing i connected nature with the word picnic and vacations - which i have given a positive value to - where i did not see the real value of nature which is LIFE as instead of seeing that, i gave it a positive value -not realizing this is coming from 'fear of having a difficult life' - so the 'positive experience came from the negative' - which comes from friction/conflict ( within a positive and a negative polarity ) - as fear of a 'difficult life and desire for picnics and vacations' - so my 'desire for happiness' within going and having a picnic in nature - came from FEAR.

The different dimensions and the different characters i am playing out within this narrative unfolded as i was writing. I realised I CREATED A 'HAPPINESS CHARACTER' SYSTEM within my mind - and so i would like to do self-forgiveness for defining myself within each character here and in the coming blogs write a commitment statement to correct myself- as a first step - as a way of taking self-responsibility to step out of this 'happiness' character which has a life of its own within my mind - which i myself has given life to - having a relationship and internal conversation with other mind characters i created - in an alternate reality within my mind - with me as the main character - an alternate version of me - in a movie i created within my mind which i believed is real - not realising it was only real in as much as i manifested the 'fear and the happiness' in my physical body - manipulating my physical body to act out these mind characters - manifesting a belief - as who i believed i am these mind characters - not realizing that this is my awareness in separation from who i really am - created within my mind.

The real character that is me - is here - as breath in every moment -as who i am - as flesh - as blood - made from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that exist.

In later blogs i will investigate and open the point again and see how i created me as a mind character and all the characters i play in the 'happiness' program that i created which became a 'happiness character system' in my 'within' - which also shows how i created 'my without' as this world system - the' food industry', multi-level marketing, the 'gaming industry' etc. - and go deeper - looking at each character and stop.

The 'Happiness' Character

The Character System

Forgiving Self for Defining self within a character 

Self-forgiveness for self-definitions:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of difficult life - sad - desiring happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of being poor- no picnics - sad - desiring happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of having no money to buy food - for picnics  - sad - desiring happiness' character
I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'fear of not having fun with family and friends- sad - desiring happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'happy-go-lucky - desiring happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'working for money for picnics - desiring happiness' character

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I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'food eating with hands - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'food on banana leaf - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'rice cooked in banana leaf - desire for food- happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire for grilled rellenong bangus- food - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire for daing na bangus- food - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire for picnics - food - happiness' character
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'laughter and jokes - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'playing mahjong with family - happiness' character
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'ivory - mahjong set - elephant cruelty - happiness' character

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'I own me - i have a right to be happy - individual- self-interest' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to make my family happy by giving money or taking money from them - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to be special and popular - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i am normal - inferior - sad - character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i fear not existing as the character within an alternate reality  defined by positive experiences' character

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desiring to win - won - help - by giving others free money - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desiring to win - lost - help - please give me money - i feel like i won - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'food for all wanting easy money - food as happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'food when playing mahjong - happiness with family' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to please family I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'cooking food - family happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desiring to slaughter animals for food and profit' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'mining the earth by killing plants for food and profit' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desiring to stay as the mind character - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to buy food - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'desire to cook food - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'me in relationship with other character supporting the world system - happiness' character
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i created the food industry - as i eat - desiring happiness' character
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 To be continued in the coming blogs

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Purifying Words To Be Living Expressions Of Who i Am

The Word Nature

I have separated from the word nature by charging it with a positive and a negative value, so i am purifying this word using writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application here.

Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word nature by giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word nature by giving it a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word nature with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word nature with a negative value




Positive Charge
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature with the word Life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define nature within the word Life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word breath
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define nature within the word breath

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word silence
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word silence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word relaxation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word relaxation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word vacation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word vacation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word picnic
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word picnic

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word fun
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word fun

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word family
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word family

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word beach
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word beach

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word mountain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word mountain

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word travel
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word travel

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word shells
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word shells

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word sand
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word sand





Negative Charge
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word death
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word danger
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word danger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word wild
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word wild

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word insect
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature to the word insect

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word cemetery
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word cemetery

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word lions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word lions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word dessert
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word dessert

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to the word alone
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word nature within the word alone
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Self-forgiveness for Charging the Word Nature With 
A Positive and Negative Value:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word nature to words - charging it with positive and negative value - creating a positive and negative experience within/as my mind - which i believed i am experiencing as 'happiness' not realising that it is an alternate version of me in an alternate reality -as the 'happiness' mind character - which i then manifest in my body - so i believed it was real as i defined reality according to positive or negative experiences - not realizing that i am animating an illusion - as if it was real - but in fact it was not - it's me in my relationship to my mind 'within' and the world system 'without' - that is creating an experience 'within and without' which creates this world the way it is - which i equated to my evolution from sadness to happiness - not realising i am not here. i am trapped as the 'happiness' character within/as my mind. I did it. I am responsible. I take responsibility for the consequence of what i did.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself charging the word nature with a positive and negative value - i stop - i breathe. I realise that i have connected it to words that reminds me of an easy happy life coming from fear of pain, suffering and fear of not existing -and that this desire for happiness separates me from what is here - realising that when and as i see myself fearing pain and suffering - i desire happiness - so i commit myself to rather than accept and allow me to desire happiness within and as my mind coming from the starting point of fear of pain - to instead assist myself to work with the physical here within self-intimacy as touch as the physical breath by breath moment by moment.