I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that speaking is about getting my message across as fast as i need to - since i have a quota on the number of people i have to speak to in a day when i sell - believing that if i spend so much time speaking with 1 client then i will not have enough time to speak to many others - and since money is a numbers game, I will lose money if i speak slow
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having enough time to speak to so many people in a day that i tend to speak fast to be able to speak to so many people so that i can reach the sales quota and be stressed in the process
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to earn money to survive -losing myself in the process where i am not here as breath - as i speak fast
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compete with the one i am speaking with or chatting with to win - where i am motivated by a sales quota and my words become compromised
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to speak directed by me - as the mind - as my limited concept of who i am in relation to who others are
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a belief that when i speak fast, i will have money but if i speak slow, i will lose money, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is coming from what i learned when growing up listening to people around me, watching movies and watching tv - where everyone is busy making money and the ones that make money are the ones who are always busy
I commit myself to see speaking with another as what it is - seeing who i am as i speak words - as sound
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