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Sunday, September 8, 2013

Pork Barrel Part 5: Whistleblowers Fear for Their Life

http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/video/nation/09/07/13/whistleblowers-pork-scam-fear-life

"Mas pinag-iingat ngayon ang mga whistleblower sa bilyun-bilyong pisong pork barrel scam. Ito'y matapos madiskubre ng ilang intel sources ang planong patahimikin umano ang mga whistleblowers, kanilang abugado at maging si Justice Secretary Leila de Lima.'" Exclusive, nagpa-Patrol, Jay Ruiz. TV Patrol, Setyembre 7, 2013, Sabado

 The news clip was an interview with the lawyer of the whistleblowers. He said that they fear for their life.

 In part 3 of this blog, we found out that the 'alleged mastermind' surrendered because she also fears for her life.

 This will tell us one thing:

 We all will have to face our fear of death.

 In both camps there is Fear:

>Inequality/Poverty is a problem in society
>Government tries a temporary way to solve this problem and does not provide a permanent solution to the problem, so the problem persist.
> Politicians Fear not being re-elected so desires to help to be re-elected 
(fear of survival which fuels the desire for money and power to win)
> Politicians Desire to win the elections to get more money and power to survive in a competitive world
>the poor asks for help 
(fear of survival which fuels desire to survive through crime etc. to win)
>Politicians see there are funds in office for the poor
> Politicians sign documents to allocate funds to the Foundations who are not delivering what's promised
>The funds given to the foundations were not used to help the poor but was pocketed by the owners of the Foundation 
(fear of survival which fuels the desire to live life in luxury to win)
>The 'third whistleblower' was allegedly detained by the alleged mastermind
>The government agency responsible rescued the 'third whistleblower' from the condominium of the alleged mastermind
>The 'third whistleblower' gave some names of some politicians her former employer, the alleged mastermind talks to
>Another whistleblower who worked with the alleged mastermind detailed how they get funds to fund the fake Foundations
>The government issues a warrant of arrest to the alleged mastermind
>The alleged scammer hides/flees
>Money is offered as a reward for the surrender of the person 
>The alleged mastermind said she fears for her life, so, surrenders to President Aquino
(fear of death)
> the alleged mastermind went into custody
>the lawyer of the whistleblowers conveyed that they too fear for their life
(fear of death)
>Government tries to solve problem of corruption
>Government provides a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality continues
>corruption is still here
>Government provides a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality continues
>corruption is still here
>Government trying to provide a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality/Poverty continues

 We cannot deny that Inequality/Poverty in society impulse our Fears.

 In a world system of inequality, where all are competing with each other to survive or to win, no one feels safe. Everyone will be suspicious of each other within ones mind believing that one cannot trust another because they can destroy the other if they disagree with them. So, one goes for control over others, power over others. The thrust is to win, fearing to lose the game of competition. So, we have to provide a solution where we can create a balanced ecosystem of money where all can WIN.

'if one takes your Basic Resources like power, cellphones, telephones, water and one charges for them – because they’re required and consumed within a particular area or a country – according to a structure of profit to provide a Basic Income Guaranteed from everyone to everybody, you have a stable income because you have a stable user and the user is able to pay and it is part of their basic way of existence. Mining and other type of natural resources are all in a similar position and they should belong to the citizens and no one else. From there we can bring equal dignity to all from birth to death – but for that, we require to provide a lot of education because currently the human beings do not challenge the elites that benefit from winning in this competition of capitalism.
Competition is good if one competes with yourself to bring about a better product, to bring about advancement for all = that is competition within the principle of common sense. Competition that leads to destruction, poverty, starvation and that drives people out of their homes and that creates extreme wealth for just a few = that’s not competition, that is brutality and abuse of all Human Rights in every way.
Study the Universal Human Rights, study the Human Rights by The Equal Life Foundation. It is time that we take this on politically and bring about a change in this world because the situation is not going to get better without us doing something about it.'

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India's New Food Security Bill: Is This The Solution To Poverty?



Basic/Living Income Guaranteed


This is a video commentary on India's New Food Security Bill
Is this really the solution to poverty of is this just a band -aid or a temporary solution to hunger and poverty?


'For the idea of Basic Income that is currently being proposed by various groups around the world to work, one needs to look at the whole point of resources within countries and the most effective way to bring about a source that will be able to provide the monetary resources for a Basic Income for everyone – so that each one has got a basic level of dignity – would be to Nationalize all the Resources – whether it is mining or production within a country – to structure the products produced and the resources produced through a pricing structure that produces enough profit so that such money is specifically dedicated to pay a Basic Income to everyone in the country.

This is how the shareholder becomes the citizen and therefore the citizen benefits from the shareholding and the Basic Income becomes the way that the profit of the business is utilized to help everyone. Each one will be made aware of buying products from the very companies that are producing the income that will become the Basic Income Guaranteed. In this way, the Basic Income becomes possible, it is a form of socialism and it brings capitalism or the ownership principle of capitalism into a place where all citizens of the country become part of the basic capital, which is the basic resource that is then utilized for the benefit of all the citizens within the country.
This way the corporation = becomes government, the shareholder = the citizen, the profit = the Basic Income Guaranteed and you have financially sustainable basic solution to create integrity and to bring about the end of poverty within a country. From that perspective one can then develop business structures of competition, but there are certain things that are not part of competition: the human should not compete with each other to the extent where poverty is caused or where people are driven to starvation, or where people do not have homes or food – that is not competition, that is brutality and is completely unacceptable.'
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Friday, September 6, 2013

Part 4 Pork Barrel Scam: To Abolish The Fund Or Not?

In my last blog, i talked about the Surrender of the alleged 'mastermind'.

 In this blog, i am looking at the solution proposed regarding the outbreak of the 'Pork Barrel Scam'.

 There is a petition asking the Supreme court to strike down to controversial fund -  formerly called the Priority Development Assistance Fund:

The following quotes were taken from this link:
http://www.gmanetwork.com/news/story/324768/news/nation/sc-asked-anew-to-declare-pork-barrel-system-as-illegal

Quote:
"In an interview with GMA News Online, Belgica said the respondents committed "grave abuse of discretion" when they allowed the implementation of the pork barrel system.
He said the fund system "violates the constitutional limits given to the executive and the legislative because they are able to spend money beyond what is approved by Congress since these are lump sum funds."
The 24 senators in the country receive P200 million each in PDAF, while the more than 200 congressmen and congresswomen of the House of Representatives are entitled to P70 million each."

Quote:

"The controversial PDAF was once again thrown into the spotlight following allegations that businesswoman Janet Lim-Napoles, who is currently detained in Laguna, figured in a P10-billion government fund scam that allegedly involves diverting the PDAF funds of several lawmakers to ghost foundations which she is said to have operated in the last decade."

What do i say to this?

The Abolition of the Pork Barrel Fund will NOT stop corruption.

The REAL Problem is Inequality/Poverty and to stop corruption, we have to provide a solution to this.

Here we can see the problem recurring within the 'Corruption Loop' which i posted in my last blog:
>Inequality/Poverty is a problem in society
>Government tries a temporary way to solve this problem and does not provide a permanent solution to the problem, so the problem persist.
> Politicians Fear not being re-elected so desires to help to be re-elected 
(fear of survival which fuels the desire for money and power to win)
> Politicians Desire to win the elections to get more money and power to survive in a competitive world
>the poor asks for help 
(fear of survival which fuels desire to survive through crime etc. to win)
>Politicians see there are funds in office for the poor
> Politicians sign documents to allocate funds to the Foundations who are not delivering what's promised
>The funds given to the foundations were not used to help the poor but was pocketed by the owners of the Foundation 
(fear of survival which fuels the desire to live life in luxury to win)
>The 'third whistleblower' was allegedly detained by the alleged mastermind
>The government agency responsible rescued the 'third whistleblower' from the condominium of the alleged mastermind
>The 'third whistleblower' gave some names of some politicians her former employer, the alleged mastermind talks to
>Another whistleblower who worked with the alleged mastermind detailed how they get funds to fund the fake Foundations
>The government issues a warrant of arrest to the alleged mastermind
>The alleged scammer hides/flees
>Money is offered as a reward for the surrender of the person 
>The alleged mastermind said she fears for her life, so, surrenders to President Aquino
and is now in custody
>Government tries to solve problem of corruption
>Government provides a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality continues
>corruption is still here
>Government provides a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality continues
>corruption is still here
>Government trying to provide a temporary solution but not a permanent solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality/Poverty continues

The Corruption Loop:
>Inequality/Poverty in the society
>
>
>Inequality/Poverty continues
>Corruption is still here
>Government provides a solution but not a solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality/Poverty continues
>Corruption is still here
>Government provides a solution but not a solution to end the problem of poverty/inequality
>Inequality/Poverty continues

How do we stop this?

 The Personality of The Politician, The Alleged Mastermind and The Poor:

The politicians Desire for Money and Power
Fear of survival > Desire for money for power
The 'Alleged mastermind's' Desire for Money to live a luxurious life 
Fear of survival > Desire for money to live a luxurious life
The Poor People's Desire for Money to survive
Fear of survival >Desire to survive so commits crime

Inequality/Poverty in society impulse our Fears

Inequality/Poverty > Fear of survival >Desire to survive > Desire to have money

The REAL Solution is to Eliminate Poverty by giving the poor, unemployed, uneducated, elderly etc. a Basic/Living Income, Guaranteed

The removal of the 'pork barrel fund' will Not stop Corruption, Poverty or Inequality. 

The politician personality or the 'power hungry' and the 'money hungry' personalities in our society will want to look for other sources of money that will give them power, where they can get funds from to give to others so they will be liked and get a vote- to win the election in this competitive world. 

The surrender of the 'alleged mastermind' will not stop corruption - it will Not stop poverty either. People who has a 'mastermind' personality who is really the same type of personality as the first one 'power hungry and the money hungry' personalities  in our society will want to get money available somewhere for its own use - so they will have more money - to live a luxurious life - to win in a competitive world.

The poor will still be poor after being given help from these funds. What is given them is Not enough for them to survive from birth to death. They will still want to have money to survive - to win in a competitive world.

 There will be more crime, more corruption, more masterminds.

We can see the 'inferior' personality of the poor and the 'superior' personality of the rich as the' alleged mastermind' and the politicians acting out the character of the 'superior personality' everywhere in our daily lives. 

Who creates the poor? Who creates corruption?

We do, in 'our within' - as  our minds,  and we create this also in our 'without' - as this world system because we are living in a holographic universe.

So, i suggest to stop creating this in 'our within' by forgiving ourselves for having accepted and allowed ourselves to not face our fears (such as fear of survival, then desiring to have a lot of money and power leading to many problems in society)  to instead, face it and see where this started. We can stop recreating these desires which are fueled by our fears within our mind ( which from my experience comes from seeing the poor suffering) and then sort out what's happening in society. 

We can then look at giving the poor their equal share by nationalizing resources given by the earth and the profit used to create dividends sufficient enough  to cover a Basic/Living Income creating a sustainable system where there's a balanced ecosystem of money on earth.

Let's create a world that gives a dignified life for all!



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Wednesday, September 4, 2013

War with Syria :We Are Creating War Within Our Mind Through Fearing Death and So Create This in Our 'Without'



This is a holographic universe.

 What we create in 'our within' - as the mind is what we create in 'our without' as this world system.

 In my previous blog, i talked about creating war within our mind through desiring peace, which is really running away from what we fear - which is war, death etc., thereby creating a polarity equation.

 The same friction and conflict that exist within our mind is the same friction and conflict that exist in 'our without'  - as this world system

 I am taking self-responsibility by doing self-forgiveness and correcting my expression in my living.

 Here's my self-forgiveness statements:

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of
fear of survival - as the physical/body - as energy - as money

 Fear death, guns and violence when watching war movies
believing that i should not see this violence and death going on around me
which i connected to the sound of gunshot i heard when i was young outside
my grandmother's house when a family member was shot by a policeman
which gave me a negative experience - so connected gunshots to that

 So, Desiring only to see movies about people who are alive and  happy
which i connected to the laughter we share as a family
while we exchange stories in our house
which gives me a positive feeling - a feeling of winning
which i associated with life and living
not realizing that love is life
and that life is about standing as what is best for all
and creating a world that truly honors life

 Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
fear seeing corpses that are stiff and not moving
believing that while i am looking at them they might move and talk
and strangle me to death having seen movies about zombies who do that
so desiring to only see people who are happy and alive and movies about them
believing that they will not be a threat to my safety because they will not want to kill me

 Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
fear getting sick and going to the hospital fears seeing open wounds
and people suffering in pain
projecting this into myself
so desires to be healthy so i will not suffer in pain
instead of realizing that i interpreted suffering within my mind
and have given it a negative value
so i have to release the energy i associated to it
and stabilize me as breath when going to the hospital
when and as i see people in pain

 Through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to doubt who i am perceiving that
i split myself into 2 the one who is Not fearing death, guns and torture in movies
and the one who is fearing death, guns and torture in movies
instead of realizing the body dies and goes back to the dust but i remain as who i am here

 Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the physical
for creating death instead of realizing that it is me who has given death a value less than life
then reacting to movies depicting people who gun down each other, torture each other etc.
and so it is me who is taking self-responsibility by releasing the mind value i have given to it
within this, also realizing that the movies are produced for the purpose of making money
through impulsing ones fears so stabilizing myself as breath and releasing the energy as i breathe out when and as i watch movies or any kind of media

 Through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse
that i need to survive as the personality who fears death, torture and violence
instead of realizing that life is not about surviving through a positive mind view of life
by interpreting reality
Life is about facing the problems in society
providing real solutions
and creating a world that truly honors life
where the poor, elderly, uneducated, unemployed etc.
are given a means to get the basic necessities to survive in dignity
a Basic/Living Income Guaranteed from birth to death
creating a balanced ecosystem of money
that truly sustains life

 Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as a personality
who fears death, torture and violence and so does not want to watch war movies or
stories about torture and violence
believing that that is how i can transcend my fear of death
which i interpreted as being whole
instead of realizing that that is balance in polarity
where i create an illusion of peace within my mind
instead of creating real peace by assisting in creating a world
where all can survive and see the commonsense in
giving a Basic/Living Income Guarantee

I commit myself to show that we need to stop mind participation and create a world that truly honors life to be able to live a life of real happiness otherwise we all lose

 I commit myself  to show that we live in every moment and that we have to take every moment to change ourselves and so, this world

 I commit myself to show that to make a better world all of us have to take self-responsibility for what we create 'within and without'. Blaming will not change anything.
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Monday, September 2, 2013

War with Syria: We All Create War Through Desiring Peace


Do we really create war?

Who else is creating all that is here but all of us who are here?

We are creating it again and again. Otherwise, it won't be here repeating itself again and agan.

I am taking self-responsibility to stop this creation in 'my within' - as the mind
recognizing the inter-connectedness of life in 'our within and our without' and
is correcting myself in my living moment by moment, breath by breath.

Here's my self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of fear of survival - as war  - as the body - as energy - as sound - as movement

Fear War - so Desiring Peace through using relaxation techniques like meditation, yoga exercises and other relaxation exercises like pilates, tai chi, qi gong manipulating the body to relax -believing life is about a peaceful body, mind and spirit where the body is separate from the mind and spirit and trying to unite the 3 - in separation from life, instead of realizing life is about developing an equal and one relationship with all parts of life - including all parts of the body - standing equal to the mind so one can see how one created oneself 'within and without' so one can take responsibility for all life - stopping mind participation and birthing oneself as equal to and one with life. 

Within this, i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Desire to have peace of mind -imagining a peaceful scene within my mind with the guru on top of my head in a certain pose blessing me and through having a savior that can save me from my sins when i was young believing that peace is about one being as superior over another being that is inferior, one giving one something that it does not have- like a relationship that exist between a victim and a savior,  in separation from each other, with me as the victim, as the one inferior that is asking for someone to save me,  asking for someone to liberate me from my own self-created limitation, bondage, ego etc. - which really is a 'cop-out' fearing failure, victimizing oneself, then Desiring to unite/'be one with' to be liberated from that self-definition within limitation, ego, inferiority, and the belief that i am in bondage within the cycle of birth and death - which in essence is fearing to take self-responsibility for the consequence that i have accepted and allowed in this world, separating oneself from pain, suffering etc. and so desiring to self-realize as an individual separate from all, leaving other parts of me limited and bound - which is fuzzy logic really - not realizing that this is self-realization within self-interest which does not align to oneness and equality as all life but just a belief that i can transcend my fear by having someone save me from sin or someone perceived to be superior (made of the same substance = dust of the earth) can liberate me from a life of self-interest/ego where i am perceived inferior

Within this, i forgive myself for fearing i am limited believing i am the ego perceived separate from all - desiring to unite to the 'supreme' self/god/guru within  expanding my mind through meditating on a 'hang so or so ham' (a secret word which is not so secret anymore, meaning 'i am all') and  singing the sanskrit word day in and day out, 'babanam kevalam' which means 'love is all there is' believing it will help give me liberation -  not even questioning this fuzzy logic, but blindly abusing words not seeing that words are equal to life as it is manifested sound as symbol as words and that defining certain words as greater than others is a way of  giving one life form/manifestation a value greater than life and another  a value less than life.

Within this, i forgive myself for surrendering myself to someone perceived 'greater than' self relinguishing being able to trust myself, to direct myself, to be self-honest, to have self-will etc. instead of realizing i am here as breath in every moment able to develop self-trust, able to be self-directive, able to be self-honest, able to have self-will.

Within this, i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use words and sing words separate from me defined within other words that has a perceived positive value- where love as a word was given a definition that is more than life - as a feeling that one creates within ones mind, where i imagine giving this mind energy to others perceived separate from myself imagining to fill this earth and everyone in it with this feeling i created from my mind definition of love- not realizing that this is mind energy and therefore not real love but an idea of love within my mind based on my interpretation of reality which is biased - where love is defined within hate and hate is defined within love - not realizing that the definition i give words is how i see myself, others and this world, so if it is biased, that is how i will see this world - therefore missing reality as what is here in this physical existence.

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the poor needs to eat 3x a day and that no matter how many times i meditate, sing, feed the poor, the system of inequality will not change because it's all about money and profit and that cooperatives which was suggested by the guru will not work because it is coping, within a system of abuse based on inequality and not about REAL change  within what is best for all - creating a balanced ecosystem of money to sustain Life on earth.

So, supporting this current system  will create a cycle of abuse that i do not even see - just because of wanting to transcend the chaos in my mind which i created through the friction and conflict of polarized thinking. I believed then that being relaxed within a mind idea of peace will make a peaceful world - not realizing that i created the chaos in my mind and i am trying to create peace in my mind - where peace is imaginary peace and not real peace which is creating an idea of balance within balance in polarity, NOT REAL BALANCE in a balanced ecosystem which is life sustaining.

It is perpetually/repeatedly creating a system of abuse - creating friction and conflict 'within and without', instead of creating a world that truly honors life and walking as equals and giving the poor, the uneducated, the elderly etc. a means to have a dignified life by giving a Basic/Living Income Guaranteed from birth to death - i would settle for just giving them alms or cooking food for a select few but NOT ALL LIFE- where within wanting liberation for oneself from bondage, one becomes BOUND to ones own selfish desire to liberate oneself while all remain victims of abuse in a world of inequality. 

This is the friction and conflict that i participated in for 29 years in 'my within' as the mind' - running away from fear of death, my fear of survival,my fear of limitation, my fear of being the ego, my fear of being reincarnated as an animal or a plant, my fear of being thrown into hell, my fear of not being liberated from the bondage of life and death, my fear of not realizing who i am in this life etc. so satisfying my Desire for peace, my desire for bliss, my desire to unite with the supreme, my desire to be spiritually perfect, my desire for eternal life which is an interpretation of reality based from fear of survival in an unequal world- as it is impulsed by magazines and books i read about spirituality and by telivision shows, series, movies etc. which is being sold also in exchange for money within consumerism - which boils down to money and profit for someone or a group. So, this is about friction and conflict created in 'my within'  which  creates a consequence outflow in 'my without' as war/death/physical abuse/rape/poverty/porn which are all based on the same fears and desires.  

The same friction and conflict that arise from running away from my FEAR of survival, my fear of war, my fear of death etc. and satisfying my DESIRE to survive, my desire for peace, my desire to be relaxed, my desire for bliss,my desire for pleasure, my desire for eternal life etc. All are equally creating a cycle of abuse. 

The irony of it all is that what i was doing then was keeping myself from realizing self - as ALL LIFE within self-interest. It was about Self-sabotaging self within an idea of Liberating Self. This is the fuzzy logic of the mind,

Instead of realizing the commonsense that
i am here as the breath in every moment
moving me, directing me
as who i am, what i am, how i am, when i am, where i am
equal to all that is birthed in this world
as all consists of the same substance as the substance the dust of the earth
is made from, the same substance the body of masters and gurus are made from
and that within stopping conflict and friction in 'my within' as the mind
and stopping the creation of it in 'my without' as this world system 
moment by moment 
breath by breath
where real peace is about birthing oneself as someone 
that can be trusted to stand for what is best for all life
and creating a world that is best for all
developing an equal and one relationship with the physical/body
through movement,
 standing equal to the mind 
and standing equal to the spirit of LIFE 
which includes creating a balanced ecosystem of money
that sustains life

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
doubt myself within a perceive split within myself 
the personality who is fearing chaos within war 
and thepersonality desiring peace
instead of realizing this is me 
within polarized thinking
instead of realizing
i am here as part of the whole that is life
therefore equal to life - as all that is birthed here
able to direct myself, move myself, stabilize myself 
as an individualized expression of the whole

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to blame the physical/body for being stressed
instead of realizing i created stress through reacting to the fear
and the body reacting to that
so it is me who is taking self-responsibility
in stopping mind participation

Through this i forgive myself that i have
accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse that i have
to survive as a peaceful personality
trying to satisfy my desire to be peaceful
instead of realizing this is balance in polarity
where i try to run away from my fear
instead of facing it, walking back and seeing where it all started

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as a personality that desires peace
believing this way i become whole
where wholeness is an idea that i created within my mind
so creating mental peace as absence of war
instead of creating and supporting the establishment of real peace

Real peace being
PE-ople as A-ll C-aring about each other as E-quals
where all are walking
as equals in this one life
and paving the way for that
where the poor, the unemployed, the elderly
or the ones who are illiterate or have little or no education
has means of getting the basic necessities they need to live a dignified life
where the resources given by the earth are nationalized
and the profit used to
create dividends sufficient enough
to cover a Basic/Living Income
creating a sustainable system
where there's a balanced ecosystem of money
on earth

I commit myself to show that real peace is possible
I commit myself to walk back and look at the origin of my fears
I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to do something to relax
I stop
I breath and change my starting point from self-interest
within trying to get a positive energy experience in whatever exercises i do
to that which will benefit all life - which is doing exercicises
 as the breath here
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War With Syria: We Create War Within Our Mind Through Fearing War So Creating It In Our 'Without'


Do we really create war?

Who else is creating all that is here but all of us who are here?

We are creating it again and again. Otherwise, it won't be here repeating itself again and again.

I am taking self-responsibility to stop this creation in 'my within' - as the mind
recognizing the inter-connectedness of life in 'our within and our without' and
correct myself in my living.

Here's my self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of fear of survival - as war  - as the body - as energy - as sound

Fear War - so Desiring Peace through using relaxation techniques like meditation, yoga exercises and other relaxation exercises like pilates, tai chi, qi gong manipulating the body to relax -believing life is about a peaceful body, mind and spirit where the body is separate from the mind and spirit and trying to unite the 3 - in separation from life, instead of realizing life is about  developing an equal and one relationship with all parts of life - including all parts of the body - standing equal to the mind so one can see how one created oneself 'within and without' so one can take responsibility for and as all life - stopping mind participation and birthing oneself as life within self- body- living

Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have peace of mind, where i imagine a peaceful scene within my mind with the guru on top of my head in a certain pose blessing me and a savior that can save me from my sins believing that peace is about one being superior and one being inferior, like a relationship that exist between a victim and a savior in separation from each other and then Desiring to unite/'be one with' to be liberated from the bondage of birth and death - which in essence is Desiring to not take self-responsibility for the consequence that i have accepted and allowed in this world not realizing that this is self-realization within self-interest which does not align to oneness and equality but just a belief that transcending ones fear can happen by someone saving me from sin or someone perceived to be superior (made of the same substance = dust of the earth) can liberate me from a life of self-interest where i am perceived inferior, where i believed expanding ones mind , and singing the sanskrit word,  ' 'babanam kevalam' which means 'love is all there is' will help give me liberation -  not even questioning this fuzzy logic, but blindly surrendering myself to someone perceived 'greater than' self - where love is a feeling that i imagine to fill this earth and everyone in it - not realizing that the poor needs to eat 3x a day and that no matter how many times i meditate, sing, feed the poor, the system of inequality will not change because it's all about money and profit and that cooperatives which was suggested by my guru then will not work because it is coping within a system of abuse based on inequality and not about REAL change  within creating a balanced ecosystem of money to sustain Life on earth

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to support this current system that creates a cycle of abuse that i do not even see - just because of wanting to transcend the chaos in my mind which i created through the friction and conflict of polarized thinking. I believed then that being relaxed within a mind idea of peace will make a peaceful world - not realizing that i created the chaos in my mind and i am trying to create peace in my mind - where peace is imaginary peace and not real peace which is creating an idea of balance within balance in polarity, NOT REAL BALANCE in a balanced ecosystem which is life sustaining.

It is perpetually/repeatedly creating a system of abuse - creating friction and conflict 'within and without', instead of creating a world that truly honors life and walking as equals and giving the poor, the uneducated, the elderly etc. a means to have a dignified life by giving a Basic/Living Income Guaranteed from birth to death - i would settle for just giving them alms or cooking food for a select few but NOT ALL LIFE- where within wanting liberation for oneself from bondage, one becomes BOUND to ones own selfish desire to liberate oneself while all remain victims of abuse in a world of inequality.

This is the friction and conflict that i participated in for 29 years in 'my within' as the mind' - running away from fear of death/survival/limitation so satisfying my Desire for peace/bliss/ perceived eternal life (in other words, I would say my desire for peace, bliss, and perceived eternal life instead of putting slashes) which is an illusion as it is an interpretation of reality as the alternate version of me in an alternate reality within my mind,

Where, if i was self-honest, i will see that i hated to look at the inequality in this world- the poverty and suffering around me and instead of facing it i retreated and created a beautiful place within my mind -not seeing that the mind works in polarity so creating a polarized world where the rich becomes richer and the poor becomes poorer- creating a consequence outflow in 'my without' as war, death, poverty, porn, abuse, crime and the opposite polarity of  which is perceived peace, perceived beauty, perceived happiness, perceived bliss, the elite etc., all of which are created from the same fears and desires. 

The same friction and conflict that arise from running away from my FEAR of SURVIVAL, my fear of war,  my fear of death, my fear of sickness, my fear of pain, my fear of suffering etc. and satisfying my DESIRE TO SURVIVE, my desire for peace, my desire to be relaxed, my desire for bliss, my desire for pleasure, my desire for eternal life, my desire for happiness, my desire for entertainment etc. All are equally creating a cycle of abuse.

The irony of it all is that what i was doing then was keeping myself from realizing self - as ALL LIFE within self-interest.

Self-sabotaging self within an idea of Liberating Self

Instead of realizing that
i am here as the breath in every moment
moving me, directing me
as who i am, what i am, how i am, when i am, where i am
equal to all that is birthed in this world
consisting of the same substance, the dust of the earth
stopping conflict and friction in 'my within' as the mind
and stopping the creation of it in 'my without' as this world system
moment by moment
breath by breath
where real peace is about birthing oneself as someone
that can be trusted to stand for what is best for all life
and creating a world that is best for all
developing an equal and one relationship with the physical/body
through movement,
 standing equal to the mind
and standing equal to the spirit of LIFE
which includes creating a balanced ecosystem of money
that sustains life

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to blame the physical/body for being stressed
instead of realizing i created stress through reacting to the fear
and the body reacting to that
so it is me who is taking self-responsibility
in stopping mind participation and correcting myself in my living

Through this i forgive myself that i have
accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse that i have
to survive as a peaceful personality
trying to satisfy my desire to be peaceful
instead of realizing this is balance in polarity
where i try to run away from my fear
instead of facing it, walking back and seeing where it all started
and that instead of creating a polarity equation in my mind
by trying to avoid fear and desiring peace
we have to look at the problems we have on this earth
and provide a solution where all survive
where the resources given by the earth are nationalized
and the profit used to
create dividends sufficient enough
for the poor, the unemployed, the elderly, the uneducated etc.
realizing that these resources are given to us all equally by the earth
so we have to create a sustainable system
where there's a balanced ecosystem of money
on earth

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive as a personality that desires peace
believing this way i become whole
where wholeness is an idea that i created within my mind
creating mental peace to transcend my fear of war within my mind
instead of creating and supporting the establishment of real peace

Real peace being
PE-ople as A-ll C-aring about each other as E-quals
where all are walking
as equals in this one life
and paving the way for that
where the poor, the unemployed, the elderly
or the ones who are illiterate or have little or no education
has means of getting the basic necessities they need to live a dignified life
where the resources given by the earth are nationalized
and the profit used to
create dividends sufficient enough
creating a sustainable system
where there's a balanced ecosystem of money
on earth

I commit myself to show that real peace is possible if we all take self-responsibility in changing in 'our within' and 'our without using tools that work

I commit myself to walk back and look at the origin of my fears
I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to do something to relax
I stop
I breath and change my starting point from self-interest
within trying to get a positive energy experience in whatever exercises i do
to that which will benefit all life - which is doing exercises
 as the breath here 

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