2012:The Body: 'Who Am I? 1' I Am The 'The Nipple' Character I Chose To Become Day 97

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The 'Who Am I?' Character

Redefining The 'I'  

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Self-forgiveness

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Continuation of this Blog:

The 'Judging The Breast' Character

The 'Madonna Nipple' Character
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Jack: Origin of The Body
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Stepping Out of Character

In these series of blogs, i am doing self-forgiveness and self-corrective application for separating with the body. In the next ones to follow - i will be stepping out of the different 'the body' characters, and in this blog i will be stepping out of the 'nipple as pleasure' character. This character is me perceiving myself separate from all - a character which is an alternate version of who i am - which i created in my mind - an illusion i have lived for a long time. I am birthing me here as the real character  - as the flesh - as the body- as the breath - as the substance that i am made of - as the substance that all are made of - equal and one.

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 I am equal to the nipple as it is made from the same substance i am made of - as all are made of.

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Self-forgiveness: 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the ' nipple as pleasure' character - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge nipples as more than myself and other parts of the body that doesn't give me pleasure as less than myself - through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire the 'moreness' of me by accumulating positve energy experiences through my nipples being touched - through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire relationships so someone can touch my nipples - accumulating  positive energy experiences as happiness - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have aversion for not having a relationship as no one will touch me and my nipples - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having relationships - through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that no one will touch my nipples when i am not in a relationship - accumulating negative energy experiences as sadness - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that accumulating positive energy experiences is right and not accumulating positive energy experiences is wrong - defining myself within happiness and sadness - defining myself within right and wrong - as i exist as the alternate version of me within my mind - which is an alternate reality i created - where i always win - as in that alternate reality i have both positive and negative energy experiences stored so i can use it when i need it - to give life to me as the alternate version of who i am as the 'nipple is pleasure' character - an illusion i have lived in/as the physical - abusing the physical by transforming it to energy - so i can feel good within an alternate reality - in/as my mind- fearing the loss of who i am as the character - defined within positive and negative experiences - as feeling good and looking good - feeling bad and looking bad.

Self-correction:

I commit myself to when and as i see myself defining myself within the 'nipple is pleasure' character - i stop - i breathe. I change my starting point to instead of seeing me as the alternate version of me - bring me back to who i am as breath here as the physical/body - where instead of defining me within an illusionary character - which is an alternate version of who i am - i birth me here as the real character in the flesh as the physical as the breath - moment by moment.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself judging the nipples as more than myself because they give me pleasure and other parts of my body that does not give me pleasure is less than myself  - i stop - i breathe and change my starting point to instead see me as the alternate version of me - bring me back to/as the real me - as who i am as breath here as the flesh/physical/body - where instead of separating myself from the nipple and judging it - i see it as an expression/manifestation equal to all that exist.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring the 'moreness' of me through the accumulation of positive energy experience when my nipples are being touched - i stop - i breathe. I change my starting point to instead of seeing me as the alternate version of me - bring me back to/as the real me - as who i am, equal to the breath here, equal to the flesh/physical/body - and equalize me within touch - where i am not separate from touch but i am here as touch - expressing me as it.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to be in a relationship for someone to touch my nipple so i can have pleasure - i stop - i breathe and change my starting point to instead of seeing me as the alternate version of me - i bring me back to/as the physical/body - where i see the person i am in an agreement with as equal to me - as who i am - as he is made from the same substance i am made of -as all are made of  - and see that pleasure as a feeling  is not real - as i created it in my mind - which works with polarity - and thrives within movement, friction and balance. Who i am as self is not defined by energy, friction, movement and balance.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself having aversion for not having a relationship because no one will touch my nipple -i stop - i breathe and change my starting point to instead of seeing me as an alternate version of me - perceiving oneself as separate from touch, as separate from the nipple - bring me back to/as  who i am as the breath here as the flesh/physical/body - made from the same substance the nipple is made of - equalizing myself to/as touch - as an expression of who i am.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself fearing not having a relationship because i fear losing the positive energy experiences i have when i am in a relationship- i stop - i breath and change my starting point to instead of seeing me as the alternate version of me - believing one has split oneself into 2 - as the one that has positive energy experiences and the one having negative energy experiences - defined within positive and negative experiences - bring me back to/as who i am  as the breath here as the flesh/physical/body - equalizing my relationship with and as the cells in/as the body.

I commit myself to delete the 'nipple as pleasure' character as memories- as experiences - as  pictures - desires, beliefs, judgments, fear, etc. within and as myself as let go of the separation as energy and the physical - within and as myself - standing with the physical in every breath that i take.

I commit myself to - through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - assist me to stop this character.