Paranoia for Beauty:Seeing Through The Eyes of Equality: Part 2 Self Correction Day 310

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This is a continuation of This Blog:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/06/the-paranoia-of-remembering-information.html

In the previous blog i did self-forgiveness for 
my fear of seeing that which i perceived as 'ugly' 
as negativity, poverty, suffering, pain etc.
wanting to see only that which is beautiful, happy, blissful, positive
within my mind

In this blog, i will do a commitment 
a self-correction script
to rewrite the script within myself 
one that i can apply in my living
to guide me to live life based on the principle of
what is best for all

realizing what is best for all is also what is best for me

Commitment
Self-Correction Script:

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing to see  what is here
desiring a positive energy experience
from what i see
defining forms/texture/shape within my definition
of what is 'ugly' and what is 'beautiful'
within an alternate reality
somewhere 'out there'
other than here

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind interpreting what i see
instead of seeing what is here

I assist myself to stay with the pulse of my heart
wake me up to what is here
stabilize myself here - as breath
stop the ooohs and ahhhs
and just enjoy what is here
as equal to my expression

I commit myself to when and as i see myself doubting who i am
within what i see
uncertain of whether i am the one having a positive experience or a neutra or a negative one
or the one who is here in every moment  - stable as breath

I stop
I breathe

I assist myself to  release the charge i have given the word
'beauty' and the word 'eyes'
redefine the words and live it
as equal to my expression

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
blaming the physical for creating beauty and ugliness
the consequence outflow of that
blaming the body for malfunctiong, getting sick or dying
blaming the physical existence for creating poverty, pain, negativity, suffering 
and inequality

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind
blaming the physical 
instead of realizing it is me
as the mind 
within desiring a positive energy experience 
through what i see - as forms etc.
fearing a negative energy experience
closing my eyes to the suffering, poverty, pain around me
instead of providing practical solutions

I assist myself to stabilize me as breath
remain with the pulse of my heart
wake me up to what is real
as what is here
embrace the poverty, pain and suffering
and take self-responsibility 
for what i accepted and allowed
in 'my within' as the mind
and in 'my without' as this world system

I commit myself  to when and as i see myself 
having the excucse that 
'i have to survive as someone
who always see beauty
positivity, happiness and bliss' 
or
as someone who never wants to see 'ugliness' within my mind

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind desiring a positive energy experience
believing that seeing only what i perceived as 'beautiful' 
will make me survive  
as a personality  
believing that because i will always feel good this way
and also look good because i will always be smiling
this is a better state of mind for me to be in

instead of realizing that 
it is me as the personality that i created within my mind
fearing to look at what i perceived as ugliness
while
people are suffering 
for real

denying what is here

it is to realize that 
we have to look at the problem 
and identify the problem
to provide a solution that is best for all

the real balance within living as equals

initially within supporting BIG (Basic Income Grant) 

and eventually
living as equals in a world that truly honors life
the poor being given access 
to all the basic necessities they need to live a decent life

so instead of me fearing survival in a world of inequality
provide a solution so everyone will have guaranteed survival

and see reality as what it is

balanced - as equals living this one life

I commit myself to when and as i see myself justifying the excuse that i have to survive
as someone who always see beauty 
to be whole

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind
wanting to be whole 
within denying the existence of that which i perceived as 'ugly'
desiring only to see what i perceived as 'beautiful'

instead of realizing this is balance in polarity - within 'beauty and ugliness'

It is to realize that real wholeness does not need separation from the source

It is not separating from all - as an individual 
concerned only about my own interest - as self-interest

desiring only that which i perceived as having a positive value 
an idea i created within my mind

instead of realizing
real wholeness does not need separation from the source

It is about
living as equals - as who we really are
as Team Life
the group of cells that are living here
as all parts of me - as LIFE
all birthed in this one life

the point of equality
that we have to practically live

All living according to the primary principle of Life

as

What Is Best For All