Day 18 21 Days My Highest Potential PERSONALITY

Today, i am looking at the word PERSONALITY

Phonetics

PERSON   AL-l   IT

Expanding word meanings 

Expanding our expression

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Day 13 21 Days My Highest Potential TRUTH

Today, i am looking at the word TRUTH

The Lie that we are confronting here today when we are talking about the "TRUTH" is that,

"we are individuals separate from the whole"

Let's take on the challenge of taking on the whole - as who we really are - as Team Life.

 Let's bridge a haven on earth and stop living a lie

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REDEFINING 'WHAT AM I?' Day 108

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Redefining the word  'What'

to request information as to the origin or identity of something - separate from oneself - where one gets information and knowledge outside of oneself or within/as ones mind -  defining oneself within knowing and not knowing -as an experience of oneself within knowing something and not knowing something - within positive and negative experiences - as memories.


Realizing through the process of self-perfection that one is equal to all that exist - as all came from the same substance all are made of


Redefines the word 'what' as - to request information - equal to who one is - as to the origin or identity of something - equal to oneself - to assist oneself in one's life or assist another as self

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Redefining The 'I' 

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Redefining 'What Am I?'

A question requesting information about ones origin, ones identity - separate from oneself - as information and knowledge within and as the mind - the mind, being an alternate reality whereone has memories of positive and negative energy experiences - coming from a point of not knowing something to knowing something - where one gets positive energy experiences from knowing something about oneself - fearing not existing as the character with an origin and identity - a beginning and an end - defining oneself within life and death - fearing death within not having a here experience of oneself as the body - as the finite breath and desiring a positive experience of oneself within separation awareness as the zenith of ones positive experience within the evolution of separation  - as a self-realized person - desiring to know everything about oneself and the universe - as  heaven, enlightenment, nirvana, anandam etc. - believing that the character as the alternate version of oneself is real.

Realizes through the process of self-perfection that all are equal to all that exist - as all came from the same substance all are made of

Redefines the question 'what am i? as - a question requesting information about oneself - as one looks at how one existed separate from the body within/as ones mind -as how one created ones conscious mind as thoughts, ones subconscious mind as backchats or back talks and ones unconscious mind as ones body movements directed by the mind  - supporting personality systems that creates this world - uses self-forgiveness to deconstruct ones pattern and commits to correction to reconstruct oneself - using self-corrective application in every moment of breath - birthing oneself here as who one is - as the body - as the infinite breath - as the real character that stands for what is best for all.life.

Seeing/realizing and understanding that what is 'within' is mirrored 'without' and what is without is mirrored 'within' - assists in establishing a new system - based on equality.

Who Am i? I Am The 'I Don't Know Who I Am' Character That I Chose To Become Day 103

WHO AM I?

Stepping Out of the 'I Don't know Who I Am' character

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The 'I Don't Know Who I Am' Character

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i don't know who i am' character -as i desire the positive energetic experiences of the character - within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire the positive energetic experiences in searching - desiring the excitement of finding out who i am - as the 'I want to know' character - where i go inside my mind - an alternate reality where i have an alternate version of who i am - where many characters are given life by me which i can at any given moment become - as the main character in a movie i directed produced and scripted. This place is my movie house - and it is where i get entertained - by me - an alternate reality where i can enjoy the 'moreness' of me - fearing the demise of me as the 'i know therefore i am special' character fearing the negative experience of the 'i don't know who i am' character in a world of inequality where those that know succeed and those that do not know do not succeed - defining myself within success and failure - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear failure - believing  that when i fail i will be miserable because then no one wants to be with me - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i will be miserable when i fail - defining myself within being miserable and not being miserable - within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within being miserable and not being miserable - where i connected being miserable to not living - so within this perceived split, i doubt myself - i become uncertain of who i am - i spite the physical - blaming it for me being in a world where i don't know who i am - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to spite the physical -existing within blame - believing that i don't know who i am - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i don't know who i am- living in a world where people live to survive in an unequal monetary system - which became my excuse- that i have to survive as the character that i have become - justifying my existence as the character that desires positive energy experiences from searching  information about who i am - and as i become hungry for more information and knowledge about who i am - i become excited when i hear new information and knowledge - which fills me up and then another question will pop up again - as i encounter more questions about who i am - which needs an answer - which goes on and on as i search for information and knowledge about who i am.- which happens in my mind and requires influx of energy -coming from substance/body/physical - consuming it again and again - and so i searched from christianity, then transcendental meditation, then ananda marga meditation, scientology, soto zen, vipassana etc. until one day - aware that i am one of the atoms in the universe, inside the plants etc. - within/as my mind - about to proclaim me as the enlightened one- i realized it is a separation awareness . From unknowing to perceived knowing - believing separation awareness - is real awareness -not seeing/realizing and understanding that who i am is what is here as real awareness of me as who i have become as the character - seeing how i created myself - as the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind -  and seeing the beliefs, judgments etc and what  i defined myself within/as that character - forgives myself for living that alternate version of me as the character i have become -  and commits to correcting me breath by breath, moment by moment - to birth the real character in flesh acting, writing, talking in a way that is what is best for all life. 


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i want to know' character believing that when i know who i am i have more chances of survival and when 'i don't know who i am', i have less chance of survival- also more power over others - not realizing that i exist in a world based on inequality - and that is why i have to assist in creating a new system based on equality - where i do not need to know to survive - because the basic necessities i need will be given to all - so we do not need to fight for survival -in a world that truly honors life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'i know, therefore i am special' character.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within power and no power
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that separation awareness is -real awareness - not realizing that separation awareness is my awareness as the alternate version of me within and as my mind -  in an alternate reality separate from physical reality.

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Self-commitment

I commit to when and as i see myself defining myself within the 'i don't know who i am' character - i stop - i breathe - and realise that  this is 'like a cat chasing its tail'. I say to myself, ' i am here' - as the breath in every moment. I stabilize myself as breath - and see this as a platform of learning about what characters i will write about related to this that i can stop and direct.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring positive energy experience as excitement from searching new information - i stop - i breathe. I bring myself back to here - and stomp my feet to the ground - reminding myself i am here - and assist myself to be here as breath.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself defining myself within the 'i want to know who i am' character - i stop - i breathe. I bring me back here - by stomping my feet and saying 'i am here'.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself defining myself within the 'I know, therefore i am special' character  - where i believe that people who can explain how this world was created - are special - i stop - i breathe - and use this a platform to assist myself to learn about myself - investigate what i am running away from and direct it - seeing/realizing and understanding that this world is in a mess and KNOWING is not the answer- to instead assist in establishing a world based on equality  -  where all life will be given value equal to life.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself defining myself within being miserable and not being miserable - i stop - i breathe. I realize that i have to assist myself in stopping this character by redefining the word 'miserable'.

I commit myself to assist myself to transform knowledge into a platform of learning who i am - taking knowledge as me and using it in/as my database of tools to support me in my process of self-perfection - investigating the patterns i created - as who i am as the mind - deconstructing and reconstructing who i am as life through self-forgiveness and commitment to correction to birth me here as life.

I commit myself to writing, self-forgiveness and commit myself to correction - as i assist myself to stop the  'i don't know who i am' character -  through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - and stop the definition -as pictures, desires, memories, experiences etc. within and as myself.- and let go of the separation within and as myself as desires etc. and stand with the physical in every breath that i take.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself believing separation awareness is real awareness - i stop and breathe. I bring myself back to here and change my starting point.

Backchat:
'I have to go find the information i need'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use backchat to desire positive energy experiences - within searching, finding and having the knowledge and information that i need

I commit myself to when and as i see myself using backchat to desire positive energy experiences - within searching, finding and having the knowledge that i need -i stop - i breathe. I realize i have to assist myself to - instead of searching, finding and having the knowledge and information that i need - look at the simplicity of who i am - as the body - as the breath - within self-trust - by being aware of me as breath here in every moment - stomp my feet on the ground and say 'I am here' and correct my starting point.

Body movement:
sitting, eyes closed, eyes looking at the left side, neck tilted to the left


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 'as the buttocks' siting on the couch manipulate myself to be blank within/as my mind

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 'as the buttocks' sitting on the couch manipulating myself to be blank within/as my mind - i stop - i breathe. I assist myself to bring me back to here by stomping my feet on the ground and saying ' i am here'.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 'as the eyes' closed manipulate myself to be blank -within/as my mind to not see what is here.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 'as the eyes' closed manipulating myself to be blank - within and as my mind to not see what is here - i stop - i breathe - and stomp my feet on the ground and say, 'i am here' and wash my face with water and dry it - then continue writing.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 'as the eyes' looking at the left side manipulate myself to be blank within/as my mind

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 'as the eyes' looking at the left side manipulate myself to be blank within/as my mind - i stop - i breathe. I bring myself back to here - by stomping my feet on the ground reminding myself 'i am here' and splashing my face with water - drying it up and continue writing.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 'as the neck' tilted to the left manipulate myself to be blank within/as my mind

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 'as the neck' tilted to the left side manipulating myself to be blank within/as my mind - i stop - i breath. I stomp my feet on the ground and stand up - stretch my feet and splash water on my face - dry it up and continue writing.

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In this blog, i will redefine the words 'who' and 'Am', the letter 'I' and the symbol ?
and then i will redefine the question, 'Who am i?'
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Redefining 'WHO'

According To The Dictionary, 'who' means

what person or persons?

Redefinition:

What person or persons? - referred to, as the character in/as the physical /body - perceiving oneself as separate from all life - breathing, thinking, believing, fearing, justifying, judging, loving etc. as the character - cycling through positive, neutral and negative energy experiences - desiring the positive energy experiences within/as ones mind - in a world based on inequality.


Realizing through the process of self-perfection,  that who one is - as the physical, as the body, as the breath -  equal to all life  - as one is made from the same substance all are made of


What person or persons? referred to as the real character - as the physical, as the body, as the breath - writing, talking and doing what is best for all life - as who one really is - in a world that truly honors life - where all live as equals.

Redefining The 'I' 

According To The Dictionary, the 'I' is

the nominative singular pronoun, used by a speaker in referring to himself or herself.

Redefinition:

The 'I' is a letter used by the speaker or writer to refer to oneself - separate from everything and everyone - separate from the plant, the humans, the animals and other manifestations in this world.

This is a limited definition where one as the 'I' - as the character - act within self-interest - driven to survive in a world based on inequality - always seeking for the 'moreness of oneself' within accumulated positive energy - as one defines oneself within the positive and negative energetic experiences as memories - separated within the past, present and future - fears losing oneself as the character -  which is an alternate version of oneself - an illusion.

One looks at the world one is existing in/as - based on inequality - and sees the consequence of separation and living from the starting point of self-interest. 

Realizing through ones process of self-perfection, that one is equal to all that is here as the substance/physical - forgives oneself and commits to correct oneself and birth oneself to stand for what is best for all.

*The I is a letter used by a speaker or writer in referring to oneself - standing equal to all that exist - humans, plants, animals etc. - where one forgives oneself for separating oneself from another - for separating oneself within time - and corrects oneself in every moment of breath - standing for what is best for all - as ALL LIFE. 

One realizes 'as within so without' - assists in creating a world based on equality -  where  plants, animals, humans and other manifestations/expressions lives as equals.

Redefining 'Am'

Am according to the dictionary, means 1st person singular present indicative of be. 

Be means - to exist or live

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Redefinition:

Am is showing, signifying, or pointing out that we exist or live - as the mind in/as the physical body which we manipulate to move in a way that expresses who we are as the mind - where one exist as an alternate version of oneself - separate from the physical - living to survive in a world based on inequality.


Realizing through the process of self-perfection, that the individual is existing and living as real beings - in and as the body - equal to all that exist - stops the mind  and births the the real character that exist as the physical - as the body - as who one is as the breath in every moment- standing for what is best for all in a world that truly honors life - based on equality.

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The Question Mark

 According to the Wkipedia, the question mark is 

is a punctuation mark that replaces the full stop (period) at the end of an interrogative sentence in English and many other languages. 


Redefining The Question Mark:

It is a symbol that replaces the full stop at the end of an interrogative sentence in English and many other languages - seeinng the one asking the question and the one being asked as separate from each other - within ones mind - and the question mark separate from all life - used in asking questions where one goes within ones mind - in an alternate reality - where one explores the answer to the question being asked - asking how one can survive in a world based on inequality.


Realizing through the process of self-perfection, that one is equal to all that exist, sees the question mark as a symbol that replaces the full stop at the end of an interrogative sentence in English and many other languages - where the one asking the question and the one answering the question and the symbol used as the question mark is equal to all that exist - used in asking questions where one use it using commonsense - asking about real manifestations/expressions and what their allocation is in this world, how one is expressing oneself as who one is - asking and answering questions about how one participates within/as ones mind - deconstructing ones patterns and reconstructing oneself as the real character that stands for what is best for all life - assisting in establishing a world that truly honors life - based on equality.


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Redefining WHO AM I?
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'Who am i?' - is a question one asks oneself - inquiring who self is -trying to find out who one is -  finding answers - using theories, religious doctrines, knowledge and information, beliefs etc. - separate from oneself - to explain who one is as that self - coming from a negative energetic experience of not knowing who one is - created in ones the mind - an alternate reality - where one exist as the alternate version of oneself - in separation from all life - where one is perceived separate from knowledge and information - where knowledge and information is judged as more than oneself -and not having knowledge and information as less than oneself - accepting and allowing the mind to decide for oneself 


Realizes through ones process of self-perfection that one is equal to all that exist - as all are made from the same substance all are made of


Seeing/realizing/understanding the commonsense that - who am i? - is a question one asks oneself  - about how one as the character created one within/as ones mind as ones conscious, subconscious, and unconscious mind as  thoughts,  backchats etc. - that one use  to manipulate oneself as the physical.


One also investigates the collective characters that one supports in existing as the character - as who one has become - as how we collectively, as all characters in this world - create the current unequal monetary system.


One looks at ones thoughts, backchats etc. breath by breath, moment by moment - deconstructing the patterns using self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing oneself to exist within an alternate reality - within/as the mind - and committing to correct oneself to reconstruct oneself for what is best for all life .


One redefines ones words - looks at ones expression as ones actions - as ones spoken and written words - not accepting and allowing anything less than who one is - as who self is - as the substance - as the physical - as the breath that is here in every moment - assisting and directing oneself to live as who one is - within writing self-forgiveness and self-corrective application breath by breath, moment by moment. 


One births oneself as the REAL character in/as the PHYSICAL as WHO one is -as the WHO I AM  -  standing for what is best for all life - as self as all life -  until all are free - and life is here forevermore -as one aligns oneself to who one is as LIFE within and without.


One realizes that what is without mirrors what is within and what is within mirrors what is without - assists in establishing a new system based on equality - where all will be given value equal to life - as self is all life - as we create heaven into/as earth

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Stepping Out of Character:
'Negative (-) Experience'

The 'Who Am I?' Character

Using self-forgiveness and commitment to correct myself for what is best for all

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'Who Am I?' Character - desiring to search and seek the 'moreness of me' - within an accumulation of 'positive energy experiences' - not realizing i am here as breath in every moment - as the physical body - eternally here as the substance/physical.

Realization:

I realize that when i am desiring to search the 'moreness of me' by asking the question 'who am i?' - i am doubting who i am as - who i am here as breath - as the physical/substance - equal to all that exist - uncertain of who i am  - fearing losing who i am as the accumulation of 'positive energetic experiences' - defining myself within sadness and happiness, bliss or no bliss, life or death etc. - existing within my mind - as the 'positive or negative experiences' - as the characters i live - that creates a memory - where within that, i spite who i am as the physical/substance as what is here in every breath - existing in blame - with the excuse that i have to survive as the 'who am i ?' character believing i have to know who i am - believing that - that is what is logical and reasonable -   justifying me defining myself within/as this character - believing that 'when i ask i shall receive' - not realizing that i am here as breath in every moment - living and expressing who i am here as the physical/body/substance.

Self-correction:

When and as i see myself speaking, writing and acting as the 'who am i?' character - i stop - i breathe and change my starting point from asking who i am- to being here as breath in every moment - as the who i am - as the body/physical/substance.

Self-commitment:

I commit myself  to deleting this memory as  pictures - as the  desire to search the 'moreness of me' as the 'who am i?' character - and let go of the separation - as the desire to search the' moreness of me' as the 'who am i?' character - within and as myself - and stand equal with/as the physical - in every breath that i take.

Writing as a Tool of Self-perfection
I commit  myself to - through blogging and vlogging i will assist myself to step out of the 'who am i?'character rto birth me here as the physical character that stands for what is best for all life

World Based on Equality
As within so without. I commit myself to assist in establishing a world that truly honors life - based on  equality  so 'i' as all the characters in this world will live as equals.

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Who Am I?

'Who Am I?'
Beginning and End

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is a beginning and an end - as i identify as the ego-personality - separate from all parts of me as life - so defined into creation a God - believing that there is a God - believing that God knows everything i want to know - believing i do not have to take self-responsibility - believing he has to take self-responsibility  - believing he set up the world the way it is - believing my belief is real - believing  i can just pray to him to give me all that i need - when and how he wants to - believing that he knows when and how i will have the information - believing that i can have an excuse - believing that my excuse is valid - believing an excuse is valid if it benefits me as i identify as the ego-personality  - defined by self-interest - perceiving me as separate from all life - and supporting all personality systems based on that same point that i am partcipating in as the ego-personality - which is how i create the evil in this world - not realizing the common sense point that good cannot exist without evil - so in believing in God- i am accepting and allowing myself to create evil in this world.

'I Believe In God'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge God as more than me and me less than him-

"I Need Someone To Take Self-Responsibility in my Behalf' 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe someone has to take self-responsibility in my behalf - and that is God - not realizing that i am here - i take self-responsibility for all parts of me as life

'I Need An Excuse For Not Taking Self-responsibility For/As Me' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i need an excuse for me not taking self-responsibility for me - and that believing that there is God is the excuse - to deny me as the substance equal to/as the body as life - and relinguishing/abdicating my self-responsibility as substance is justified by praying to that God or meditating to the guru - instead of being and acting as who i am here as the physical body as life

'I Need To Be Joyful and Blissful' 
I forgive myself that i accepted and allowed myself to believe that that feeling of joy/bliss- is me as who i really am enjoying me as self - within self-dishonesty -and self-sabotage - not realizing that that JOY/BLISS is a manifestation of my beliefs - where i abuse and mine substance by manifesting my mind created illusion here in the physical as Joy/Bliss -  as i participate in the mind within beliefs etc. - defying who i am here as life - equal to all that exist - as the physical body as the physical existence as all of me as life - not realizing that when i manifest this belief or whatever belief in the physical as a positive energy of/as Joy/Bliss- i support the slaughter of animals for money - the same way i mine substance by existing in/as the mind - the mind gets energy from the body/life/substance - the same way we get life/substance from the body of an animal - not realizing that my being a vegetarian / vegan will not solve the problem of animal slaughter in this world because animal slaughter is based on the greed for money as self-interest - existent in this current monetary system - and that to forever remove animal slaughter in this world - we need a new system based on equality - where all life will be taken cared of - equally -within this i forgive myself for participating in an unequal monetary system where i have money and others do not have it - where i can buy all the vegetables that i need because i have money - and within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to continue to support an unequal monetary system - by working for money and have a business where i have to slaughter vegetables to get money - where the plants are being disregarded because they do not move and scream like humans -within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to support personality systems based on the same point i am participating in/as - in the unending struggle for survival as the ego-personality existing within a system of personalities doing the same thing that i do - where all create a world of abuse by supporting each other in the name of love-  that mines life/substance in favor of JOY and BLISS of/as the mind- all because i want to feel good - in self-interest - not realizing i am here in every moment of breath as life - equal to all that exist - and that i can change and all can change and create a world that truly honors life - based on equality


'Joy and Bliss Is Self?' 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that joy/bliss is the manifestation of substance - as life - not realizing that joy/bliss is a mind created positive feeling/extreme positive feeling - where the mind is getting energy from the physical body to manifest that feeling of joy/bliss - and that is the reason we age - the same way we abuse substance/life by killing animals, abusing the earth - all are ways we defy who we really are as equal to all that is here.

I commit to through writing self-forgiveness and self-commitment to direct myself to when and as i see myself participate in beliefs , judgments etc. - i stop and breath and correct my starting point - saying 'I am here' and correct myself in my daily application in every moment here.

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'The Curiousity' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i have to satisfy the curiosity to know who i am, who created me,  what is my purpose in life and how i can go back or unite with God -believing that satisfying curiosity is good and not satisfying curiosity is bad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that  answering all questions is good and not answering all my questions about life is bad - not realizing that i have defined myself as knowledge and information separate from me - thus wanting to know and understand everything and everyone separate from me - asking questions and looking for answers - separate from me - not realizing that unless i am one and equal to knowledge and information - as substance - i am just an observer and thus the observer  in separation to/as the observed - as i identify as the ego-personality - not realizing that i am here in every moment of breath - and that i have to stand as self and give self to self by writing self-forgiveness and self-commitment to stop when and as i see myself being and doing from the starting point of me as the ego-personality - trying to understand life - in separation from/as life as an observer interpreting what i see based on knowledge and information i accumulated from my external world/environment within my interaction with/as people - and that unless i correct that starting point and apply me as who i am as self - i am not here. I am trapped as the ego-personality separate from all that exist

'My Excuse Is Justified' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my excuse is justified - believing that not knowing who i am is bad and knowing who i am is good - defining myself within knowledge and information separate from me as life.

'There is a Beginning and an End'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that 'i have to define the beginning and create it' - using this belief as an excuse to justify my going to church and praying to God to experience relief - knowing that i mined substance/life in favor of joy/bliss/relief - which are energies that give life to me as the ego-personality - believing that because i see my grandmother worshiping a God, worshiping a God is good - and that not worshiping a God is bad - where i defined my grandmother as a life - giver  - as someone who is there when my mom is not there to give life to me as the ego-personality based on family relationship ties ---within that i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my mom is a life-giver - believing that someone who feeds me is a life-giver - connecting the word food and the word life - and within this i forgive myself hat i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that stories of God i hear from my father as bedtime stories - is true because i defined what my father say as true- within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my father is a life-giver - believing a life-giver is someone who makes sure we have money to buy food to eat to survive which is  - within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connecting the word true to the word father---within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word father to the word life-giver -within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word food to the word survive - within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not surviving/not existing/death as/of me as the ego.---Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe the stories my father tell me about God - defining me within knowledge and information- spiting who i am as substance as the physical body - abdicating my responsibility to be and act as me as life/ substance - that is here in/as the body in every moment of/as breath  - being, moving and expressing as who i am here as all life - in favor of that mind created energetic feeling of joy/bliss -- within this I forgive myself that i have manipulated substance by defining God into creation and manifesting that illusion into and as me - pushing self aside - as who i really am aside in favor of me as the ego-personality - who is just an illusion

The  'I Want Bliss 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within knowledge and information based on positive and negative energy experience of me - where i gave my power- as who i am here - in favor of a positive energy experience - which is bliss - an extreme positive experience of the mind - believing that i am less than who i am because i cannot understand who i am - where i came from and what my purpose is in life - and because of this believe that - i have to search for it - and when i find it - do the practice set out by my guru or pray because the bible says so or the priest says so  - within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define gurus, God, priests/monks as more than me and me less than them - believing that they have knowledge and information  that i do not have -within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that one who has more knowledge and information than me - is more than me and me less than them as i defined myself within knowledge and information - which is what one accumulate and integrate into oneself  from ones childhood from/of  ones external world and environment – and people within/from ones environment/external world - where one walks into /as child as an OBSERVER that imprints reality into the mind- rather than being here as my physical body equal to and one with/as it in fact where i can communicate with all parts of me as the physical body - and communicate with /as the blood, the cells, the tissues, the veins etc.all parts of life here.

The 'Searching' 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i have to search for and realize that self - not realizing that that self is here in every moment of breath - realizing that i have separated from who i am as that self- and in that separation see me as separate from all parts of me as life - within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define me into creation as that ego-personality that is searching for who i am - how i am -and what i am - separate from all that exist - not realizing that i am here as breath in every moment.

'I am The Limited Ego'  >  'I need To Know' 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am the limited ego personality - and within that search for who i am - who created me - and what is my purpose in life -believing i am an observer of life rather than equal to life itself - looked around me and interpreting what i see, hear and observe according to  my own interpretation of reality - not realizing that that is not reality - it was just an interpretation of/as reality - and that i am here in every moment of breath - as the body interacting with/as the physical as all parts of me as life

'I need Someone To Take Care of Me' 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my mom and dad are my care takers - and within that i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because i am nourished by the milk from my mom - that my life depends on my mom - within this i forgive myself to fear that if my mom leaves i will not survive- not realizing that i am here in every moment of breath not defined by life and death

I commit to take self-responsibility for what i have accepted and allowed and stop myself using self-forgiveness and commitment to correct myself in every moment when and as i see myself believing my mom and dad is my care- taker and assist in establishing a world of equality where everyone will be taken cared of - birthing a new system that stands for what is best for all life.

'I do Not Know Who i Am' 
I forgive myself to believe that i do not know who i am - not realizing that i am here as breath in every moment - i simply live as who i am as self one and equal to all that exist

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe i do not know what i am - not realizing that i am here as breath in every moment -  i simply live as who i am equal to/as all that exist

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i do not know the purpose of why i am here - not realizing that i am here as breath in every moment - i simply live as who i am - equal to/as all that exist.

I commit to - through writing self-forgiveness and self-commitment to assist me in directing myself when and as i see myself participate in questioning who i am, what i am and how i am - stopping and breathing and saying 'i am here' - and correcting my starting point

I commitment  myself to direct me in every moment of breath - where instead of searching - i simply live as who i am - as the breath in every moment here - equal to all that is exist- standing for what is best for all life