Student and Teacher

 

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that teachers are persons who have credentials to teach people so they are more learned in the field of Education

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that teachers are in this world to teach people how to pass a test

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i should obey what my teachers say regardless of the significance of what they are teaching me - in my life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear learning from an Education system that  is based on knowledge 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the student is the only one who can commit a mistake and the teacher can't 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i point out their mistakes, they will not want to teach me anymore and i will end up not having a teacher 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear pointing out the mistakes of my teacher - within fear of not being able to proceed to the course - that will delay my course progress and therefore delay earning money from that

Commitment to Correct Myself

When and as i see myself believing that the teachers are persons who have credentials to teach people, i stop - i breathe. i realize this is a limited belief where learning is about getting a credential to earn money 

Rather than learning being an application of a natural or commonsense skill and standing for what is best for all

I commit myself to see what learning really is

English Language

 

ENGLISH LANGUAGE

In this blog i am looking at the difficulty i have when talking with people in my country who only knows (to speak) our language

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that English is not my language so therefore i should not learn it 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think that it is difficult to talk to people who only know the Filipino language 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the ones who can only speak the Filipino language and does not know how to speak English as less

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of,

"This is so freaking difficult" 

"I have to walk the process, change myself, must have money to do my pilot projects, plus deal with other people's mind and on top of that, slow myself down and talk to them in Filipino to get them to understand me and be subject to humiliation by others?"

Commitment to Correction

When and as i see myself believing that English is not my Language so therefore i should not learn it, I stop - I breathe. I realize my native language is not the only Language i need to learn. My desire to just be comfortable speaking my native Language  based on a belief will not assist me expand my expression - Rather than see that i am a being that stands for what is best for all, so i need to do whatever it takes to embrace the English Language and see who i am as that language

I commit myself to see what the English Language really is

LEARNING CENTER IN THE VILLAGE

LEARNING CENTER IN THE VILLAGE

In this blog, i am looking at a learning center that i built in the Village and how and what to do to be able for that to be a place where all can be assisted in many ways to survive and express to their optimum potential

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i have a learning center built, that someone will give me a learning software that i can put there

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others are automatically going to be attracted to my pilot projects in the community

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i start a pilot project that will give  poor people a little bit of food and money i will be supported by the people

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the agencies in the government will automatically support my projects

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people are giving by heart

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear that some people are going to sabotage my pilot projects

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself that my family will automatically support my pilot projects because they are about helping the poor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to give up my pilot projects for lack of support

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of

"What's the use of doing this - when everyone is stopping me from getting what i need to proceed and get this done?"

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this is not going anywhere because my funds will run out soon and the pilot projects will die a natural death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think of a picture of me with no money in the bank

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine a movie of me talking and carrying on about my pilot projects but no one is listening

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the physical for creating a world where people are apathetic 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the excuse that i am not responsible if my pilot projects fail because i did my best and my best isn't good enough

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people do not care and because i am alone in this,  if i stop this, no one will care anyway -  so i can just stop everything and go back to what i normally do - not realizing that what i normally do is meaningless anyway because that is not what is commonsensical to do - and because i know that it is based on fuzzy logic and i am still doing it, i will suppress myself in the process and feel like a victim - with no solution in sight

Commitment to Correction

When and as i see myself believing that if i build a learning center, someone will give me a learning software to put there, i stop - i breathe.

I realize this is a belief that i have to release and see that i cannot just be hoping for something to happen based on a belief but rather use commonsense - realizing that i need to continue on and see opportunities along the way - taking responsibility and correcting as i go without any preconceived idea of what is right or wrong

I commit myself to test different ways of getting a natural learning tool in that learning center that i built in the village for the purpose of identifying some problems and seeing solutions that is best for everyone - that people can practically use to survive and express to their optimum potential 

Knowing Money & Unnatural Learning

 

Knowing, Money & Unnatural Learning

In this blog, i am looking at who i really am and the role of money & information in learning 

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that learning is about knowing 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that knowing equals spending money

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that without money i cannot learn

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not question the way things are being taught and how much they cost

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the high cost of learning 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry that the poor cannot go to school

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be born to another set of parents with a lot more money than my mom and dad so i can enroll in a better school or institution

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself by not standing up and challenging the way information is being transferred from one person to another based on separation 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think that the quality of education depends upon the amount of money i pay for the course - the higher the better, and feel sorry i cannot pay the high fees, where the real meaning of who i am, money & information is lost

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i i finish a course  and passed that course i have truly learnt the subject matter

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to lose my commonsense while being taught in a course by someone else who tells me what to do, where and when to do it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to learn in an unnatural setting and suppress myself in the process

Commitment to Correction

When and as i see myself believing that learning is about knowing, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is me trying to get something  that will increase my value based on how much knowledge i have and how much money i have 

Rather than see that learning is about practical application and commonsense

I commit myself to see what learning really is 

I commit myself to see what practical application really is and how commonsense plays a role in that in my life and in this world

Education Teacher & Student

 

In this blog, i am looking at my elementary and high school points - forgiving myself and writing commitment for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe my teacher has more power than me - since she is older and has more knowledge than me because she gives me assignments 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear my teacher believing that because she can give me a failing grade, she has more power than me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear i will not be able to do the assignment my teacher gave me because i do not know how to apply it in real life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think of a picture of my teacher standing in front of the class with a stick on her right hand

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of 

"When will recess be? I am bored".

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my creativity by following the teacher's commands even if i do not agree to all of them

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see the school as an institution that has more value than me and within that, see myself as inferior

I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to believe that knowledge given to me by others  who have more credentials than me are all valid - so i do not challenge them

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that education is about teachers or people transferring knowledge to me and me accepting them

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that high school is about having a relationship partner that will provide me with assistance in all aspects of my life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my high school classmates think highly of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be attracted to some of my male classmates in elementary and high school

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to attract my male classmates to me through the way i dress and the way i present myself - within self-interest

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as inferior to my teachers to the point that i lost myself and suppress myself.

Commitment to Correction

When and as i see myself believing that my teacher has more power than me, i stop - i breathe. I realize that the teacher and the student is being perceived and given a value  that is not real

Rather than see both are equal in value.

I commit myself to see the student and the teacher as equals

The Cat Abortion & Sex

 

The Cat Abortion & Sex

I saw this cat's picture (above) in  one of the social media platforms which was taken by a friend.  When i looked into its eyes, i experienced a sharp pain on my chest. I did some self-forgiveness and it subsided. So, in this blog i would like to look at some points that i saw that i connected to this picture in my mind. 

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as aa parent, aborted my child when i was married with a guy and i did that because i was struggling then and we were in a very small apartment, so it was my fear that i cannot raise my kid properly without enough money plus other factors around that that drove me to do that.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to marry a guy because he was good in bed - meaning he can give me pleasure and that is because i find the world so cruel but i dare not talk about it - within dishonesty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge a guy that gives me pleasure in bed as superior - charging that with a positive energy experience

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge guys that do not give me pleasure in bed as inferior - charging that with a negative energy experience

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to stop myself from touching myself having judged myself as weird if i do that

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself within sexual expression blaming my culture and then use men to experience pleasure 

Commitment To Correction

When and as i see myself abort a child - fearing not being able to raise it because i did not have money, i stop - i breathe. I realize i saw relationships as having someone to give me pleasure 

Rather than see  that the basis of relationships is self-relationship and that sex is having physical interaction with someone as an equal 

I commit myself to see relationships as what it really is. 

I commit myself to see sex as what it really is

Education, Out-Of-School Youths & Inequality

Education, Out-Of-School Youths & Inequality

In this blog, i am looking at an unconscious tendency, because of a belief - to see myself as superior depending on the amount of money in my possession etc. I am forgiving myself for the problems i saw and opening the door for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am the elite as i manage the farm - where i unconsciously behave like the elite, and believing i have the authority over the out-of -school youths who are working with me - designating them as my subordinates because i know more than them - and i speak English and they don't

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i know more than the Out-Of-School Youths because i know English and they don't

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i have authority over the Out-Of-School Youths because I have dollars  and they receive Philippine pesos - which has very little value compared to the dollar

I forgive myself that o have accepted and allowed myself to associate the dollar to people who have more and the philippine pesos to people who have less

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to associate the US to superiority and the Philippines to Inferiority

Commitment To Correct Myself

When and as i see myself having the belief that i am the elite and the out-of-school youths are my subordinates, i stop - I breathe. I realize this is what i learned in school - as i see my teacher being above me and the students - as us being her subordinates and i did not correct that in that moment

I commit myself to see that the teacher is equally valuable as the student - as they both come from the dust of the ear

 

TT Vocabulary Software

 

TT Vocabulary Software

In this blog, i am looking at the limits i put on myself through the way i think. So i am forgiving myself and opening the door for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i cannot put TT Vocabulary Software in the poor village in the Philippines because i do not have money to pay for it

Commitment

When and as i see myself believing that i cannot put TT Vocabulary Software in the Philippines because i do not have money to pay for it, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is me thinking in limitation 

Rather than see that this is part of my correction

I commit myself to see TT as what it really is

TT Vocabulary Software

 

TT Vocabulary Software

In this blog, i am looking at putting TT, a vocabulary software in the Barrio in the Philippines - forgiving my fear and the belief underlying it to open the door for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear introducing TT to the Barrio in the Philippines - within a belief that they will not understand how it works and that i do not have money to donate it to them

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people who did not go to school will not understand how TT works

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since i do not have money required to buy TT to donate to the Barrio in the Philippines, i cannot expect to bring it there

Commitments

When and as i see myself having fear of introducing TT to the Barrio in the Philippines, i stop - I breathe. I realize this is based on a belief that is based on a mind construct related to how people understand how things work and me not having money to donate it to them - which is also a limitation

I commit myself to see understanding as what it is

I commit myself to see money as what it is

WORKERS & OWNERS

 

WORKERS & OWNERS

In this blog, i am looking at worker and owner relationship in the farm - since i employed Out-Of-School Youths to work on the farm - so i am forgiving myself for my fear and opening the door for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear workers taking over the family's farm land - and me being blamed for it since i am doing pilot projects for out-of-school youths and paying them to work on the farm

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being blamed if the workers who are out-of-school youths take over the family land 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame others when i lost something valuable in the family - trying to zone in on who did it  so i can point my finger on the person in my mind, and within that - fear being done the same thing - being blamed

Commitment

When and as i see myself fearing workers taking over the land, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is a fear based on past experiences and stories of workers taking over my father's farmland - losing the family land - which in essence really belongs to the earth

I commit myself to use commonsense in dealing with workers and see who i am as a worker 

Farm Ownership

Farm Ownership

In this blog, i am looking at the farm land and my relationship to it - forgiving myself for the incorrect beliefs and open the door for correction to happen

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since our family own the land in the farm, i can do whatever i want to that  piece of land - without looking at other people working in that piece of land  - who had been taking care of that land for a long time  - like tenants etc- where within that is self-interest based on making money for profit 

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that since our family owns the land in the farm, i can do whatever i want to that piece of land, i stop - i breathe. I realize that farming is not just about me and what i can get from the land - but my relationship with organisms in that interconnected ecosystem

I commit myself to see that the land belongs to the earth

I commit myself to see what interconnected ecosystems really mean

 

Pilot Projects

 

PILOT PROJECTS

In this blog, i am looking at my beliefs in starting pilot projects - forgiving myself and opening the door to the path of  seeing things clearly and correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that pilot projects are easy to do

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is a matter of applying what i know rather than seeing myself in whoever i deal with on a daily basis and applying my self-forgiveness & corrections

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that Pilot Projects are easy to do, i stop - i breathe. 

I realize that i am working with people and as i have seen in my process i am facing my mind within this & it is about self-forgiveness & correction - and effectively applying myself

I commit myself to see what pilot projects  really mean 

Bamboo House - Varnish

 

Bamboo House - Varnish 

In this blog, i am looking at what to put on the exterior of the bamboo house so it can be pretty - which will serve as our Headquarters for our Pilot Projects - forgiving myself for the judgment & belief that surfaced and opening the door for correction.

Forgiving Myself

I forgive  myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a bamboo house with varnish is prettier than the house with no varnish - where within that is a judgment based on what is beautiful or ugly

Commitment

When and as i see myself believing that a bamboo house with varnish is prettier than a bamboo house with no varnish, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is a judgment i am passing onto the bamboo structure itself which speaks of the inequality within how i see the house and how i see myself and how i am trapped within my concept of beauty and ugliness

I commit myself to see what a bamboo house is best used for and how the earth is affected by what we decide or not decide to put on the interior and exterior of the bamboo house - and align my decision to what is best for all

  

BAMBOO HOUSE

Bamboo House

Philippines

In this blog, I am looking at a bamboo house I am making in the Philippines through the help of some workers there to serve as house for my pilot projects. They are cheap and easy to make, 

I am forgiving myself here for my desire for concrete houses over bamboo houses and commits to correct myself.

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire concrete houses over bamboo houses within the belief that people who are rich live in concrete houses and people who are poor live in bamboo houses.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear bamboo houses because if a typhoon comes, it may fall apart

When and as i see myself desiring concrete houses, i stop - i breathe. I realize that the belief underlying this desire is based on what i see & hear in the videos and movies i watch - which are usually made for profit

Rather than see that the materials being used to build houses are all coming from the earth - equal and one

I commit myself to see bamboo houses as what they are

I commit myself to see concrete houses as what they are

 

KNEE & The BODY

 

KNEE

In this blog i can see the consequence for not caring for my knee so i am forgiving myself and committing to correct myself

                                                                      JUSTIFICATION

                                                                       Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the excuse that i am not responsible for my knee

Commitment

When and as i see myself justifying the excuse that i am not responsible for my knee, I stop - I breathe. I realize that i am in this body, so it is my responsibility to care for all parts of this body - including the knee

I commit myself to see that the knee is a part of my body structure and see that it is my responsibility to care for it

KNEE & RESPONSIBILITY

KNEE & RESPONSIBILITY

In this blog, i am looking at my responsibility to the knee - forgiving myself for not taking responsibility and opening the door for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse that i am not responsible for the pain in my knee

Commitment

When and as i see myself having the excuse that i am not responsible for the pain in my knee, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is  not taking responsibility 

I commit myself to take full responsibility of my knee

 

KNEE

 

KNEE

In this blog, i am looking at the knee and my relationship to pain. I am forgiving myself here and write commitments leading to a path of correction

I started this blog about 3 days ago and that was when i can feel some pain in my left knee on the right side of it, but i decided to chop up some ginger and applied a poultice to the knee before going to bed. I did it on the first day. The next day i was relieved. After the second day, its gone. 

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to when my knee is in pain and unable to move freely

Commitment

When and as i see myself reacting when my knee is in pain, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is my fear of being limited in movement  

Rather than seeing that pain is the body's way of communicating what is happening somewhere in the body 

 I commit myself to see what the body is communicating when the knee is in pain 

PILOT PROJECTS

 

PILOT PROJECTS

In this blog, I am looking at my pilot projects and looking at the problems and the doubt that comes up - forgiving myself and correcting as i go

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself as the one who can pull my pilot projects through completion or the one that will give up 

Commitment

When and as i see myself doubting myself as the one who can pull my pilot projects through completion

or the one who will give up, i stop - i breathe. I realize that i have had a lot of challenges in the past that is associated with this one - recalling a memory of me giving up on my relationship in the past which i charge with a negative experience 

So I commit myself to see what is here in the present rather than be directed by a past negative experience and interact with the beings that are with me in these pilot projects - and stand for what is best for all - realizing that that is a stable point

DANCING 2

DANCING 2

In this blog, i am looking at my backchat about wanting to dance more and taking it easy which is really me having fear of walking the corrections - so i am forgiving myself for having that backchat, and walking the path of correction

Forgiving Myself

Backchat: "I just want to enjoy dancing"

I forgive myself that i have  accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of 

"I just want to enjoy dancing"

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a backchat of

"I just want to enjoy dancing", i stop - i breathe. i realize that is me having fear of walking the physical corrections that actually involves other people - preferring to dance effortlessly instead of walking the physical corrections

Rather than see that its about balance and that i need to push through my self-imposed limitations and walk the physical corrections  - standing for what is best for all, and not giving up no matter what

PROJECTS

 

PROJECTS 

In this blog, i am looking at taking on projects in the real world - forgiving myself for the doubt that i saw buried deep within my mind, and directing myself to correct myself

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have doubt of whether i should just enjoy life dancing effortlessly or initiate projects that i have not walked before that will give me  a lot of challenge 

When and as i see myself having doubt of whether i should just enjoy life dancing effortlessly or initiate projects that will give me a lot of challenge, i stop - i breathe. I realize that i am used to having a model but without any model, I am doubting myself whether i can do this

Rather than see the commonsense in walking it anyway and facing the challenges head - on, forgiving and correcting as i go

I commit myself to see the commonsense in walking my process - facing all the challenges that come and realizing that i can support myself unconditionally moment by moment to provide a solution to any problem

I Am Alone In This

 I AM ALONE IN THIS

In this blog, i am looking at my backchat - forgiving myself for that and writing commitment statements

Backchat: "I am alone in this"

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of

"I am alone in this"

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a backchat of 

"I am alone in this", I stop - i breathe, I realize I am with everyone and everything here, sharing this one life, so i am not really alone in this. I may seem alone because i separated from what is here, but in essence i am really not alone.

I commit myself to see that  I am here & we are all here sharing this one life 

The Land Laws The Earth & Ownership

 

The Land belongs To The Earth

In this blog, i am looking at  the land and the belief i have of it - forgiving myself for that and commits to correct myself

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the land my family owns belong to us - and because we are so used to think this way, It seems that we have more than others 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see life as a competition between how much land my family owns versus how much land another family owns

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the separation that exists between families are real

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get jealous that other families have more and we have less

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of 

"I cannot even have a project that involves planting anything on the land because another family owns the land we need to use"

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the rich families for taking what the poor families own

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe I own something - and within this, have the excuse that i am not responsible for others not owning anything - within self-interest

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the excuse that i am not responsible - within the belief that i have the right to this land because i own it

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to the limitations imposed by society 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a firm judgment on who owns what and reacts when its violated - within righteousness

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i own nothing when i came here 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the system for creating land ownership laws that are based on fuzzy logic

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to react to land ownership laws and in the process, impose on the body 

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that the land my family owns belong to us, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is not completely true. The land comes from the earth and all of us lives on planet earth  - so we all have equal rights to what is here

I commit myself to see the land as what it is - the solid part of the earth - that is a part of  the whole, that is life 

What To Plant In The Farm

What To Plant In The Farm

Forgiving Myself

In this blog, i am looking at what we plant in the farm, looking at my mistakes, forgiving myself and having realized what is not best for all, I am opening the door for correction

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the farm is about planting food items that i can cook that are pleasurable to my taste buds and getting money from selling those

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  have a backchat of 

"I should plant this plant because i will make a lot of money from it" 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not earning from the crops i plant

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that i am planting crops on the land and the land is part of planet earth and that who i am within what i plant and why i plant matter

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its okay to plant anything on the land - and not look at who i am within what i plant and who i am within why i plant

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see that how we eat and what we plant affects the earth ecosystem and the organisms in it  

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that the farm is about land cultivation  that is about planting food items that are pleasurable to the taste buds and getting money from selling those, i stop - i breathe.

I realize that planting food for this reason is directed by the mind - and not best for the body since it only pleases the tastebuds

So i commit myself to see the farm as land belonging to the earth that gives us substances that nourish the body

 

Farming & The Dirt

FARMING & DIRT

In this blog, i am looking at farming and how i turned my back into doing that in favor of studying in the city - and the suppression that comes with that. I am forgiving myself here and opening the door for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of

"me planting in the farm will make my hands dirty and that is for the poor to do - not for me"

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think of a picture of me working in an office and not in the farm after college 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that studying and going to the city from the province to study is the best thing that ever happened to me 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being a farmer and plough the fields which is what will happen if i do not go to the city to study - believing that that is me becoming less than my classmates

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am  privileged when i study in a Catholic school

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to copy what the elite is doing believing that if they study in the Catholic school, i should also do that 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think and behave according to how my ancestors think, speak and behave 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to turn my back on the earth -  which is the physical - equal to who i am

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a backchat of 

"me planting in the farm will make my hands dirty and that is for the poor to do - not for me", i stop - i breathe. I realize this is me judging the dirt and separating myself from the dirt, from the earth - associating touching the dirt with being poor and working in the office as having more money 

I commit myself to see the dirt as what it really is - the earth, equal and one

 

Speaking Fast & Sales Quota

 

SPEAKING FAST

In this blog, i am looking at speaking fast when talking to others and what i uncovered is that it is motivated by whether i will get more money or less money if i speak fast or slow. So i am forgiving myself for the belief behind it  and in the process, open the door for correction.

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that speaking is about getting my message across as fast as i need to - since i have a quota on the number of people i have to speak to in a day when i sell - believing that if i spend so much time speaking with 1 client then i will not have enough time to speak to many others - and since money is a numbers game, I will lose money if i speak slow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having enough time to speak to so many people in a day that i tend to speak fast to be able to speak to so many people so that i can reach the sales quota and be stressed in the process

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to earn money to survive -losing myself in the process where i am not here as breath - as i speak fast

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compete with the one i am speaking with or chatting with to win - where i am motivated by a sales quota and my words become compromised

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to speak directed by me - as the mind - as my limited concept of who i am in relation to who others are

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that when i speak fast, i will have money but if i speak slow, i will lose money, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is coming from what i learned when growing up listening to people around me, watching movies and watching tv - where everyone is busy making money and the ones that make money are the ones who are always busy

I commit myself to see speaking with another as what it is - seeing who i am as i speak words - as sound

Express Oneself

 

Express Oneself

In this blog, i am looking at how i suppress myself  by copying others, forgiving myself for doing that and opening the path for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my expression by doing what others say i should do-  believing it is normal to do that 

Commitment

When and as i see myself suppressing my expression by doing what others say i should do,  i stop - i breathe. I realize doing what others say i should do is suppressing my expression 

Rather than see that i am here - able to express myself optimally 

So i commit myself to see who i really am in what i do and express myself fully

HOUSE DESIGN & SELF-INTEREST

 

HOUSES DESIGN & SELF-INTEREST

In this blog, I am looking at my belief about how houses are designed  - forgiving my belief and showing myself the path to correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that houses are dwellings designed according to how much money we have  and based on what we like in terms of aesthetics

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that houses are dwellings designed according to how much money we have, i stop - I breathe. I realize that houses are not dwellings made based on the amount of money one has and based on what one likes based on aesthetics - within self-interest

Rather than see that it is  a structure that caters to the needs of the body or bodies of people living in it  - designed for what is best for everyone on the planet taking into consideration each specific needs - considering the fact that all of us are given land and raw materials by the earth to divide among ourselves so all bodies will have a place to rest etc. when the body needs to

I commit myself to see a house as a structure  made from raw materials given by the earth divided equally among us - for our bodies' needs, considering each individual body's specific needs 

OWNERSHIP KNOWLEDGE & CONTROL

OWNERSHIP KNOWLEDGE & CONTROL

In this blog, i am looking at ownership, knowledge and control - forgiving myself for my beliefs & backchat and clearing the path to correction so i can change the way i see myself and this world

Forgiving Myself

 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because i own the business, i can control an organization by dictating on how it should run-  controlling information in the process  because of my ownership of the products and services i sell -  without considering the products and services we provide all members - as equals,  expressing ourselves here 

Commitment

When and as i s e myself believing that because i own the business, i can control an organization by dictating on how it should run, I stop i breathe. 

I realize this is me seeing myself as more than others because i own the business - not seeing and realizing that the earth is the real owner of the products i sell

I commit myself to see where the products i am selling really comes from

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Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of

"Follow me, because i have the information that you do not have. You need to know this. This will make you money."

Where within this is me looking at myself - as having more power than the rest because of the knowledge that i have 

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a backchat of

"Follow me, because i have the information that you do not have. You need to know this. This will make you money."

I stop - I breathe.

I realize that i am defining myself within how much information i have and equating information to money 

I commit myself to see my colleagues and the products I am selling as parts of life that i am a part of - equal and one

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Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that  since i am the owner of the business  i can tell my colleagues what to do and set their goals for them - because i know what to do and they don't - so they have to be trained to know what i know before they know anything about the business

Commitments

When and as i see myself having a belief that since i am the owner of the business, i can tell my colleagues what to do and set their goals for them, i stop - i breathe.

I realize this is seeing me as more than my colleagues because of the knowledge that i have and seeing them as having lesser knowledge than me - putting more value in information and knowledge  that i have Rather than who i am within what i know and how much i know

I commit myself to see who i am within what i know and how much i know

I commit myself to see who i am within what i do not know and how little i know

I commit myself to see what training really is

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RECEIVING MONEY

RECEIVING MONEY

In this blog, i am looking at the different ways we can receive money - forgiving myself from a belief that it is only when i am employed that i will receive money & correcting that

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i am not receiving money from an employer or from my business,  I will not be able to survive financially

Commitments

When and as i see myself having a belief that if i am not receiving money from an employer or from my business, I will not be able to survive financially, i stop - i breathe. I realize that receiving money from an employer is not the only way to receive money. There are other ways to receive money - donation from others etc.

I commit myself to see that i can receive money from other sources  if i am not receiving money from an employer  or from my business - like donations from others who support what i do, receiving money from the government etc.

I commit myself to see the commonsense in all of us receiving a basic income  that will lead to all living a life of dignity

 

Business & Life Purpose

 

BUSINESS & LIFE PURPOSE

In this blog, i am looking at myself and the world system - my beliefs about life, my fear, & my desires  - forgiving myself for my mistakes and opening the door for correction so that i can change the way i see myself & the world

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life is about having a lucrative source of income in the form of a business or employment that pays enough to survive on

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that life is about having a lucrative source of income in the form of a business or employment that pays enough to survive on, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is a misunderstanding of what life is due to how the whole system is set up

I commit myself to see that life includes all - and that all have to have a basic income guaranteed  for all to live in dignity 

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Forgiving Myself 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being unemployed - knowing that lasting support is nowhere to be found - within fear of survival

Commitment

When and as i see myself having fear of being unemployed, i stop - i breathe. I realize employment and having a business is not lasting. It depends on the health of the economy

So, I commit myself to see employment as having a monthly basic income that is given to all

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Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to fit in the system just to be able to understand how it works to position myself in it - in my niche to earn enough money to survive

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a desire to fit in the system to be able to understand how it works to to position myself in it, i stop - i breathe. I realize that i am creating an automatic response based out of fear in desiring this 

So, i commit myself to see life as what it is 

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Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to get employment that will earn  enough money to survive on - even if this means i will accept employment in sales where i have to copy other people's words or sales patter and repeat it over and over again to different people, that does not completely resonate what i stand for - using words as separate from me - just like a robot,  which is a form of self-suppression - just to earn an income to survive

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a desire to get employment that will earn enough money to survive on - even if this means i will accept employment in sales where i have to copy other people's words or sales patter and repeat it over and over again to different people, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is a form of self-suppression - suppressing my expression and limiting my expression as who i really am

Rather than expressing to my optimum potential

I commit myself to see what expressing to my optimum potential really mean

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Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is okay to try to understand the system so i will know how to position myself in it , so that i can be in the right niche - where people can relate to me, so they will buy the product or service i am selling - to earn money to survive - in the process, validating my belief

Commitment

When and as i see myself having a belief that it is okay to try to understand the system so i will know how to position myself in it, so that i can be in the right niche - where people can relate to me, so they will buy the product or service i am selling - for me to earn money, i stop - i breathe. 

I realize  that when i think this way i am in my head - as the mind - not really looking at what is going on in my business/employment and who i am in how I function in that part of my life - as a physical being, able to see the commonsense of  surviving, organizing business/work etc. and expressing to our utmost potential - as we unconditionally support ourselves to do so - as we stand for what is best for all in that organization

DESIRE TO SUCCEED

 

DESIRE TO SUCCEED

In this blog, i am looking at desire to succeed and how it is being validated rather than forgiven and corrected, so i am opening that door here for correction

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my desire to succeed is coming from me as a being- and that it is something that i should validate

Commitment

When and as i see myself believing that my desires to succeed is coming from me as a being - and that it is something that i should validate, i stop - i breathe.

 I realize that when i strongly want to succeed, that desire is coming from me - as the MIND , where i am desiring something that i become hungry to have in the future, when i am here in this present moment - and this is because i  perceived it separate from me 

Instead, i can use commonsense and see that i am here in physical reality able to have something  the is best for everyone by directing myself effectively physically

I commit myself to effectively direct myself physically to create whatever reality i am looking at - that is best for all 

COMPETITION BUSINESS & PROFIT

 

COMPETITION BUSINESS & PROFIT

In this blog, i am looking at the hidden competition between business owners and the belief within that - forgiving myself and opening the door for correction

FORGIVING MYSELF

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since i am a business owner and my colleagues are business owners, it is okay to have friendly competition - within a justification that we are having a healthy competition 

COMMITMENT

When and as i see myself believing that since i am a business owner and my colleagues are business owners, it is okay to have friendly competition, I stop - I breathe. I realize a business organization has a goal that is best for all - its employees, business partners & others in the community - and seeing that competition involves comparison, judgment and jealousy - it is not really best for all. In the end, it is about competition driven by profit - within self-interest

I commit myself to see a business organization a what it really is.

I commit myself to see my colleagues in business as equals