Student and Teacher

 

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that teachers are persons who have credentials to teach people so they are more learned in the field of Education

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that teachers are in this world to teach people how to pass a test

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i should obey what my teachers say regardless of the significance of what they are teaching me - in my life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear learning from an Education system that  is based on knowledge 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the student is the only one who can commit a mistake and the teacher can't 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i point out their mistakes, they will not want to teach me anymore and i will end up not having a teacher 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear pointing out the mistakes of my teacher - within fear of not being able to proceed to the course - that will delay my course progress and therefore delay earning money from that

Commitment to Correct Myself

When and as i see myself believing that the teachers are persons who have credentials to teach people, i stop - i breathe. i realize this is a limited belief where learning is about getting a credential to earn money 

Rather than learning being an application of a natural or commonsense skill and standing for what is best for all

I commit myself to see what learning really is

English Language

 

ENGLISH LANGUAGE

In this blog i am looking at the difficulty i have when talking with people in my country who only knows (to speak) our language

Forgiving Myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that English is not my language so therefore i should not learn it 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think that it is difficult to talk to people who only know the Filipino language 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the ones who can only speak the Filipino language and does not know how to speak English as less

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of,

"This is so freaking difficult" 

"I have to walk the process, change myself, must have money to do my pilot projects, plus deal with other people's mind and on top of that, slow myself down and talk to them in Filipino to get them to understand me and be subject to humiliation by others?"

Commitment to Correction

When and as i see myself believing that English is not my Language so therefore i should not learn it, I stop - I breathe. I realize my native language is not the only Language i need to learn. My desire to just be comfortable speaking my native Language  based on a belief will not assist me expand my expression - Rather than see that i am a being that stands for what is best for all, so i need to do whatever it takes to embrace the English Language and see who i am as that language

I commit myself to see what the English Language really is