LEARNING CENTER IN THE VILLAGE
In this blog, i am looking at a learning center that i built in the Village and how and what to do to be able for that to be a place where all can be assisted in many ways to survive and express to their optimum potential
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i have a learning center built, that someone will give me a learning software that i can put there
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others are automatically going to be attracted to my pilot projects in the community
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i start a pilot project that will give poor people a little bit of food and money i will be supported by the people
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the agencies in the government will automatically support my projects
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people are giving by heart
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear that some people are going to sabotage my pilot projects
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself that my family will automatically support my pilot projects because they are about helping the poor
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to give up my pilot projects for lack of support
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of
"What's the use of doing this - when everyone is stopping me from getting what i need to proceed and get this done?"
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this is not going anywhere because my funds will run out soon and the pilot projects will die a natural death
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think of a picture of me with no money in the bank
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine a movie of me talking and carrying on about my pilot projects but no one is listening
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the physical for creating a world where people are apathetic
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the excuse that i am not responsible if my pilot projects fail because i did my best and my best isn't good enough
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people do not care and because i am alone in this, if i stop this, no one will care anyway - so i can just stop everything and go back to what i normally do - not realizing that what i normally do is meaningless anyway because that is not what is commonsensical to do - and because i know that it is based on fuzzy logic and i am still doing it, i will suppress myself in the process and feel like a victim - with no solution in sight
Commitment to Correction
When and as i see myself believing that if i build a learning center, someone will give me a learning software to put there, i stop - i breathe.
I realize this is a belief that i have to release and see that i cannot just be hoping for something to happen based on a belief but rather use commonsense - realizing that i need to continue on and see opportunities along the way - taking responsibility and correcting as i go without any preconceived idea of what is right or wrong
I commit myself to test different ways of getting a natural learning tool in that learning center that i built in the village for the purpose of identifying some problems and seeing solutions that is best for everyone - that people can practically use to survive and express to their optimum potential
