WORDS, MONEY, FOOD, RELATIONSHIPS, SPIRITUALITY, BUSINESS, MARKETING,PUBLIC RELATIONS, DANCING Etc. 'In this journey I am looking at who I have become as the PERSONA defined by words which are interpretations of reality, where I see words as more than or less than what they really are by the meaning i give them, so I am expanding and redefining words to see them as what they really are and look at what they really mean in reality to align their meaning to what is best for all.' June Roca
Friday, April 30, 2021
TT Vocabulary Software
Thursday, April 29, 2021
TT Vocabulary Software
TT Vocabulary Software
In this blog, i am looking at putting TT, a vocabulary software in the Barrio in the Philippines - forgiving my fear and the belief underlying it to open the door for correction
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear introducing TT to the Barrio in the Philippines - within a belief that they will not understand how it works and that i do not have money to donate it to them
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people who did not go to school will not understand how TT works
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since i do not have money required to buy TT to donate to the Barrio in the Philippines, i cannot expect to bring it there
Commitments
When and as i see myself having fear of introducing TT to the Barrio in the Philippines, i stop - I breathe. I realize this is based on a belief that is based on a mind construct related to how people understand how things work and me not having money to donate it to them - which is also a limitation
I commit myself to see understanding as what it is
I commit myself to see money as what it is
WORKERS & OWNERS
WORKERS & OWNERS
In this blog, i am looking at worker and owner relationship in the farm - since i employed Out-Of-School Youths to work on the farm - so i am forgiving myself for my fear and opening the door for correction
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear workers taking over the family's farm land - and me being blamed for it since i am doing pilot projects for out-of-school youths and paying them to work on the farm
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being blamed if the workers who are out-of-school youths take over the family land
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame others when i lost something valuable in the family - trying to zone in on who did it so i can point my finger on the person in my mind, and within that - fear being done the same thing - being blamed
Commitment
When and as i see myself fearing workers taking over the land, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is a fear based on past experiences and stories of workers taking over my father's farmland - losing the family land - which in essence really belongs to the earth
I commit myself to use commonsense in dealing with workers and see who i am as a worker
Tuesday, April 27, 2021
Farm Ownership
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since our family own the land in the farm, i can do whatever i want to that piece of land - without looking at other people working in that piece of land - who had been taking care of that land for a long time - like tenants etc- where within that is self-interest based on making money for profit
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a belief that since our family owns the land in the farm, i can do whatever i want to that piece of land, i stop - i breathe. I realize that farming is not just about me and what i can get from the land - but my relationship with organisms in that interconnected ecosystem
I commit myself to see that the land belongs to the earth
I commit myself to see what interconnected ecosystems really mean
Monday, April 26, 2021
Pilot Projects
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that pilot projects are easy to do
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is a matter of applying what i know rather than seeing myself in whoever i deal with on a daily basis and applying my self-forgiveness & corrections
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a belief that Pilot Projects are easy to do, i stop - i breathe.
I realize that i am working with people and as i have seen in my process i am facing my mind within this & it is about self-forgiveness & correction - and effectively applying myself
I commit myself to see what pilot projects really mean
Saturday, April 24, 2021
Bamboo House - Varnish
Thursday, April 22, 2021
BAMBOO HOUSE
Wednesday, April 21, 2021
KNEE & The BODY
In this blog i can see the consequence for not caring for my knee so i am forgiving myself and committing to correct myself
JUSTIFICATION
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the excuse that i am not responsible for my knee
Commitment
When and as i see myself justifying the excuse that i am not responsible for my knee, I stop - I breathe. I realize that i am in this body, so it is my responsibility to care for all parts of this body - including the knee
I commit myself to see that the knee is a part of my body structure and see that it is my responsibility to care for it
KNEE & RESPONSIBILITY
KNEE & RESPONSIBILITY
In this blog, i am looking at my responsibility to the knee - forgiving myself for not taking responsibility and opening the door for correction
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have the excuse that i am not responsible for the pain in my knee
Commitment
When and as i see myself having the excuse that i am not responsible for the pain in my knee, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is not taking responsibility
I commit myself to take full responsibility of my knee
Tuesday, April 20, 2021
KNEE
KNEE
In this blog, i am looking at the knee and my relationship to pain. I am forgiving myself here and write commitments leading to a path of correction
I started this blog about 3 days ago and that was when i can feel some pain in my left knee on the right side of it, but i decided to chop up some ginger and applied a poultice to the knee before going to bed. I did it on the first day. The next day i was relieved. After the second day, its gone.
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to when my knee is in pain and unable to move freely
Commitment
When and as i see myself reacting when my knee is in pain, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is my fear of being limited in movement
Rather than seeing that pain is the body's way of communicating what is happening somewhere in the body
I commit myself to see what the body is communicating when the knee is in pain
Sunday, April 18, 2021
PILOT PROJECTS
PILOT PROJECTS
In this blog, I am looking at my pilot projects and looking at the problems and the doubt that comes up - forgiving myself and correcting as i go
Forgiving Myself
Friday, April 16, 2021
DANCING 2
Backchat: "I just want to enjoy dancing"
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of
"I just want to enjoy dancing"
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a backchat of
"I just want to enjoy dancing", i stop - i breathe. i realize that is me having fear of walking the physical corrections that actually involves other people - preferring to dance effortlessly instead of walking the physical corrections
Rather than see that its about balance and that i need to push through my self-imposed limitations and walk the physical corrections - standing for what is best for all, and not giving up no matter what
Thursday, April 15, 2021
PROJECTS
PROJECTS
In this blog, i am looking at taking on projects in the real world - forgiving myself for the doubt that i saw buried deep within my mind, and directing myself to correct myself
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have doubt of whether i should just enjoy life dancing effortlessly or initiate projects that i have not walked before that will give me a lot of challenge
When and as i see myself having doubt of whether i should just enjoy life dancing effortlessly or initiate projects that will give me a lot of challenge, i stop - i breathe. I realize that i am used to having a model but without any model, I am doubting myself whether i can do this
Rather than see the commonsense in walking it anyway and facing the challenges head - on, forgiving and correcting as i go
I commit myself to see the commonsense in walking my process - facing all the challenges that come and realizing that i can support myself unconditionally moment by moment to provide a solution to any problem
I Am Alone In This
Backchat: "I am alone in this"
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of
"I am alone in this"
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a backchat of
"I am alone in this", I stop - i breathe, I realize I am with everyone and everything here, sharing this one life, so i am not really alone in this. I may seem alone because i separated from what is here, but in essence i am really not alone.
I commit myself to see that I am here & we are all here sharing this one life
Tuesday, April 13, 2021
The Land Laws The Earth & Ownership
The Land belongs To The Earth
In this blog, i am looking at the land and the belief i have of it - forgiving myself for that and commits to correct myself
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the land my family owns belong to us - and because we are so used to think this way, It seems that we have more than others
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see life as a competition between how much land my family owns versus how much land another family owns
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the separation that exists between families are real
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get jealous that other families have more and we have less
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of
"I cannot even have a project that involves planting anything on the land because another family owns the land we need to use"
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the rich families for taking what the poor families own
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe I own something - and within this, have the excuse that i am not responsible for others not owning anything - within self-interest
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the excuse that i am not responsible - within the belief that i have the right to this land because i own it
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to the limitations imposed by society
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a firm judgment on who owns what and reacts when its violated - within righteousness
I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that i own nothing when i came here
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the system for creating land ownership laws that are based on fuzzy logic
I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to react to land ownership laws and in the process, impose on the body
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a belief that the land my family owns belong to us, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is not completely true. The land comes from the earth and all of us lives on planet earth - so we all have equal rights to what is here
I commit myself to see the land as what it is - the solid part of the earth - that is a part of the whole, that is life
Monday, April 12, 2021
What To Plant In The Farm
Sunday, April 11, 2021
Farming & The Dirt
Saturday, April 10, 2021
Speaking Fast & Sales Quota
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that speaking is about getting my message across as fast as i need to - since i have a quota on the number of people i have to speak to in a day when i sell - believing that if i spend so much time speaking with 1 client then i will not have enough time to speak to many others - and since money is a numbers game, I will lose money if i speak slow
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having enough time to speak to so many people in a day that i tend to speak fast to be able to speak to so many people so that i can reach the sales quota and be stressed in the process
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to earn money to survive -losing myself in the process where i am not here as breath - as i speak fast
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compete with the one i am speaking with or chatting with to win - where i am motivated by a sales quota and my words become compromised
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to speak directed by me - as the mind - as my limited concept of who i am in relation to who others are
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a belief that when i speak fast, i will have money but if i speak slow, i will lose money, i stop - i breathe. I realize this is coming from what i learned when growing up listening to people around me, watching movies and watching tv - where everyone is busy making money and the ones that make money are the ones who are always busy
I commit myself to see speaking with another as what it is - seeing who i am as i speak words - as sound
Thursday, April 8, 2021
Express Oneself
Express Oneself
In this blog, i am looking at how i suppress myself by copying others, forgiving myself for doing that and opening the path for correction
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my expression by doing what others say i should do- believing it is normal to do that
Commitment
When and as i see myself suppressing my expression by doing what others say i should do, i stop - i breathe. I realize doing what others say i should do is suppressing my expression
Rather than see that i am here - able to express myself optimally
So i commit myself to see who i really am in what i do and express myself fully
Wednesday, April 7, 2021
HOUSE DESIGN & SELF-INTEREST
Tuesday, April 6, 2021
OWNERSHIP KNOWLEDGE & CONTROL
OWNERSHIP KNOWLEDGE & CONTROL
In this blog, i am looking at ownership, knowledge and control - forgiving myself for my beliefs & backchat and clearing the path to correction so i can change the way i see myself and this world
Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because i own the business, i can control an organization by dictating on how it should run- controlling information in the process because of my ownership of the products and services i sell - without considering the products and services we provide all members - as equals, expressing ourselves here
Commitment
When and as i s e myself believing that because i own the business, i can control an organization by dictating on how it should run, I stop i breathe.
I realize this is me seeing myself as more than others because i own the business - not seeing and realizing that the earth is the real owner of the products i sell
I commit myself to see where the products i am selling really comes from
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Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat of
"Follow me, because i have the information that you do not have. You need to know this. This will make you money."
Where within this is me looking at myself - as having more power than the rest because of the knowledge that i have
Commitment
When and as i see myself having a backchat of
"Follow me, because i have the information that you do not have. You need to know this. This will make you money."
I stop - I breathe.
I realize that i am defining myself within how much information i have and equating information to money
I commit myself to see my colleagues and the products I am selling as parts of life that i am a part of - equal and one
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Forgiving Myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since i am the owner of the business i can tell my colleagues what to do and set their goals for them - because i know what to do and they don't - so they have to be trained to know what i know before they know anything about the business
Commitments
When and as i see myself having a belief that since i am the owner of the business, i can tell my colleagues what to do and set their goals for them, i stop - i breathe.
I realize this is seeing me as more than my colleagues because of the knowledge that i have and seeing them as having lesser knowledge than me - putting more value in information and knowledge that i have Rather than who i am within what i know and how much i know
I commit myself to see who i am within what i know and how much i know
I commit myself to see who i am within what i do not know and how little i know
I commit myself to see what training really is
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Monday, April 5, 2021
RECEIVING MONEY
Sunday, April 4, 2021
Business & Life Purpose
Friday, April 2, 2021
DESIRE TO SUCCEED
COMPETITION BUSINESS & PROFIT
COMPETITION BUSINESS & PROFIT
In this blog, i am looking at the hidden competition between business owners and the belief within that - forgiving myself and opening the door for correction
FORGIVING MYSELF
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since i am a business owner and my colleagues are business owners, it is okay to have friendly competition - within a justification that we are having a healthy competition
COMMITMENT
When and as i see myself believing that since i am a business owner and my colleagues are business owners, it is okay to have friendly competition, I stop - I breathe. I realize a business organization has a goal that is best for all - its employees, business partners & others in the community - and seeing that competition involves comparison, judgment and jealousy - it is not really best for all. In the end, it is about competition driven by profit - within self-interest
I commit myself to see a business organization a what it really is.
I commit myself to see my colleagues in business as equals
Thursday, April 1, 2021
PHYSICAL SENSATIONS