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The Word 'Live'                                         

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'live'
as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics? 
I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i had given words i connected to the word  'live' - which are NOT REAL. I am showing the real value of words as living words.

 Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
 http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word live through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word live through giving it a negative value 


Charging The Word With A Positive and Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word live with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word live with a negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word happiness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word happiness

I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word love
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word love

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word smile
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word smile

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word sun
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word sun

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to he word grass
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word grass

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word beach
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word  beach

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word sand
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word sand

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word picnic
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word picnic

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word vacation
I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word vacation


I forgive myself that io have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word breath
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word breath
Negative Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word poverty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word poverty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word survival
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word survival

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word work
I forgive myself that i hat i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word work

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to the word die
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word die

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word live to he word sick
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word live within the word sick

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Self-forgiveness for Resonating and Experiencing The Word 'Live'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to resonate and experience the word 'live
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water 
and actually program the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself


Self- Correction Script

I commit myself to through writing
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
recreate myself by re-scripting the movie
that is my mind
rewriting the book within myself
releasing the positive and negative energy charge
i had given the word 'live'
redefining the word
speaking and writing the word
as equal to my expression as who i really am

to instead of connecting/defining it
to/within other words
that i have assigned positive and negative values to
 that are my mind interpretations of reality
redefine it as  equal to my expression 
as who i am - equal to all that exist

I assist myself to before using the word
be clear within myself
making sure there are no movements within myself
making sure i release the charge
i had given the word
forgiving myself
and correcting myself
in my living participation
and change my starting point 
from separation awareness
to real awareness of what is here
as all Life
and stand for what is best for all

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
fearing to lose and wanting to win
using the word 'live' to win
by giving it a value more than life
fearing death and desiring to live  
fearing negative experiences
desiring positive energy experiences

I stop
I breathe

I realized
this is me as the mind
perceiving me as separate from life
defining myself within negative 
and positive energy experiences
not realizing that who i am is here
as the breath in every moment
living life - as a part of the whole that is life
- as Life

I assist myself to accept and allow me
to see who i really am
developing an equal and one relationship with the body/physical
equal to/as all parts - as the whole - as Life

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Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6
https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that i had given the word 'live'
positive and negative values
through connecting/defining the word
to/within other words
'as in

Positive Connections/Definitions 


happiness = +100
love = +100
smile = =100
sun = +100
grass = +100
beach = +100
sand =+100
picnic = =100
vacation = =100
breath = +100

Negative Connections/Definitions

poverty = -100
survival= -100
work= -100
death =-100
sickness= -100'

I realized that these values
I had given these words
are mind values
that are not real

Realizing that the word 'live'
consist of letters
as symbols
that we sound
as who we are

Realizing that the definition i give words 
is how i see myself, others
and this world

Realizing that the value of all that is here
including symbols 
as letters 
as words
as sentences
that we sound 
as who we are
as the hereness of sound
is equal to Life

All = life
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  Quote:
 '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'
Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2
 https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-2

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In this blog, l am looking at who i am in relation to  'When am i?'

where i exist as a personality within dimensional shifts within compartments in my mind

I am using self-forgiveness, writing a self-correction script and committing myself to apply me in my practical living application

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 

to define myself within time 

thinking within the

 past, present and future 

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 Past

where my memory of me

 in the past

as the mind character 

as happy/successful

or sad/failure

influence the way i see myself, others and this world

seeing through the mind's eyes 

time travelling 

as i jump within the compartments of my mind

as i think, imagine, have internal conversations/backchat

within my mind

viewing myself, others and this world

at this moment

based on the past

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Present

where i see myself 

through my mind eyes

as who i have become

as the mind character/personality

within the 'present'

as i define myself within time

as to my state of mind

whether i am 'happy or sad'

whether i am 'peaceful or stressed'

whether i am 'good or not'

whether i have 'money or not'

whether i am 'successful or not'

etc.

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Future

where i see myself evolving 

as a self-realized mind character/personality

like the gurus 

who are mind characters 

projecting an evolution

 that is only possible through the mind

as 

the world is devolving

considering the abuse of nature, plants, animals and humans etc.

not seeing the common sense

that i create my 'within' and 'without'

and to self-realize as myself separate from all parts of me as Life

is self-interest 

self-interest being the opposite of 

real self-realization

as Self is all Life

and that 

to self-realize in a world of inequality

where some self-realize and some don't

is contrary to

the real meaning of Self as all Life

where the essential/basic requirement 

of self-realization is 

the equal and one living of all

 in this one LIFE

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself defining myself within time

 as the past, present and future

I stop

I breathe

Realization

I realize that i am 

defining myself within 

and as who i have become as the mind

imprisoned within different compartments of/as the mind

where when i see a person etc.

i time travel to different compartments 

as dimensional shifts 

as personality manifestation

within my mind

creating a mind character/personality within myself

in who i have become

as the different characters/personalities

i activate when with family, friends etc.

 as in

my character/personality with family

as my character/personality with friends

as my character/personality with school

as my character/personality with the environment

as my character/personality with the external environment

 my friend's mother/father 

 my teacher

extending to 

the first time i was introduced to money

etc.

every single thing that i have been introduced to 

as i am walking and moving through my life experience

creating a dimensional shift

where 

i accepted and allowed

for the DNA of my parents to be downloaded into my physical form 

as my parents mind

and so the generation before them

copying they way they speak

copying the way they move etc.

turning out exactly like my parents

where i accepted and allowed me

 to personalize the mind

giving the illusion of uniqueness 

when in the background

interacting in the different compartments of the mind

as i think, imagine, have back chats

as i react and behave

as the different characters/personality that i have become

influenced by a person, event etc. 

making sure i develop this personality

so that in my living of this personality throughout my life

i will be always locked into/connected and aligned 

to this person/type of person with this environment/type of environment

with this activity/type of activity 

 at a young age

already existing in a DNA mind pre- programmed design

pre-programmed into my life experiences

which is why i prefer/like certain places/type of places or not

which is why i prefer/like certain person/type of person or not

which is why i prefer/like certain things and other things not

limiting myself totally or entirely to certain people

certain environment

certain activities

certain direction

because they are all personalities

that is in fact existent within myself 

and through the 18 years of my life 

i develop these personalities

through these dimensional shift frames

that manifest within my mind

as  personality systems

and as i participate more and more with a particular human being

a particular environment

particular frames 

particular activities

the personality development can go both ways

developing a 'good relationship'

or 'bad relationship'

where when i develop good relationships 

it will facilitate my pre - programmed dna mind design

always aligning to human beings

with the same personality, behavior, communication

the same everything 

because my own internal personality is now aligned 

with this type of person

where i do not interact with certain kinds of people

preventing myself to 

 go out of alignment with my pre- programmed DNA mind design

developing a kind of personality that will resist 

these kind of people or activity 

 defining them as wrong/negative/scary/bad

and throughout my life make sure i do not participate in it

where i did not investigate my reactions 

not realizing my reactions towards others

is in fact me shifting

dimensions within my mind 

time travelling within compartments in my mind 

looking for the personality

 i developed when i was young during my formative years

and become that personality

because that's what people's always known

so my interaction with people, activities, manifestations, corporations etc.

has been defined from the context of time travelling

within myself in all of my interactions

where thoughts are like keys and dates i put in 

and my back chats/internal conversations

becoming the actual travelling

 i am doing

 through my subconscious mind 

travelling

and my personality emerge in my time dimension 

interacting with a human being in the past

recreating the past

over and over and over again

manifesting the past in this existence

where i haven't been going anywhere but backwards

seeing through the mind's eyes 

that humanity is evolving 

when there's poverty, murder, rape, abuse etc.

everything is getting worse but not seeing that reality

as i am looking through my mind's eyes

doing yoga, meditation, 

trying to become blissful everyday within my mind

so i will not see what is here

thinking it is too painful to see people suffering, being abused etc.

so created a belief/idea within my mind 

and manifested it as if it is real

as i feel blissful when i meditate

 forgetting the suffering 

telling myself 

the opposite of what is real 

as the evil me - within self-dishonesty

that this world is a beautiful divine place

an illusion that i have lived 

to not see what is here

as the evil me suppressing me

to see all parts of me as life

so i will not birth me as life 

within self-sabotage

 fearing of suffering, pain and non existing

not wanting to feel helpless, hopeless, valueless and meanigless

not realizing that stopping me as the mind 

is embracing all parts of me as Life and living as equal to all that is here

which is really the meaning of real self-realization

redefining difficulty, death, suffering, pain, non existence

redefining hopelessness, uselessness and meanilnglessness

standing tall

pulling myself up

as who i am is here

as breath

slowing myself down

as i breath in, pause, breath out, pause

expressing me as breath here

redefining words and using words as equal to my written and spoken expression

as i assist in establishing a world that is best for all

where i do not need a 'guru or a greater person' to do this for me/us

aware that i create my 'within' as the mind

aware that i create my 'without' as this world system

so it is about me 

stopping my mind participation 

and correcting myself

in my practical living application

in my 'within and without'

birthing me 

 birthing Life 

Here

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I commit myself to assist myself to look at my own thoughts, backchats etc.

walking back 

and look at what relationships i have formed in the past 

and see which developed my relationships now

releasing myself from being stuck in different time dimensions 

and be here living

realizing that i tried to find myself 

 in yoga and meditation 

but got lost within my mind

'basking in my mind created bliss'

alone in the recesses of my mind

as the evil me 

move in different dimensions within my mind as time

where the evil me 

as i, me and myself

work for my own survival 

 within my desire to'self-realize'/liberate the ego

believing the guru will give me liberation from the ego

as i see within my mind's eyes

within separation/mind awareness

only for my own happiness - within self-ineterest

as me, i and myself

with the excuse that  i have to liberate myself 

blaming this world and seeing it as mundane

and having the idea that there is a place somewhere out there

other than here

where i will go in the future

not realizing 

as i am locked in/as my thoughts, imaginations, backchats etc.

imagining the guru on top of my head while meditating

desiring to be blessed by the guru

reciting and singing the mantra 

to evolve me as the mind

manipulating my body through sound

and manifesting that as 'feeling of happiness and bliss'

doing yoga exercises to evolve my body and mind

manipulating my body through body postures

and manifesting that as 'feeling of wellness, peace and being stress-free'

to justify my 'desire to self-realize and liberate' within a mind awareness

as i, me and myself

within self-interest

as the evil me thinking i am divine, good etc.

thinking when i help/give to the poor

i will stop poverty and make this world a 'better place'

not realizing that i am supporting this word system of abuse and inequality

as i do that as i still use the electricity,  transportation etc. that is the product

of this world system of inequality

having the illusion 

i am evolving within all that i do

as i do what the guru said i have to do

not realizing its me as the mind character

fearing suffering/sadness/pain/death/not existing

desiring happiness/bliss/liberation from the ego

which i perceived the guru as able to do

within a promise which i defined as a way out

'a promise of release from my pain, suffering and death'

running away from my fears

looking at the guru through my mind's eyes

animating an illusion

not realizing 

who i am

 is here 

in every moment

moving and expressing me 

as who i am as the breath in every moment

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Assisting myself

I commit myself to assist myself to accept and allow me 

to stabilize me as breath 

finding real physical enjoyment

in who i am as breath here

moving myself in that in breath

 practicing becoming aware 

of everything of my physical body

 and then in the out breath 

expressing into the depths of the physical 

as the hereness of sound

as silence

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I commit myself to redefine time and use it as equal to my written and spoken expression

From a mind definition of TIME as

TI-e me as the M-ind as positive, neutral and negative E-nergy
  perceiving  me, others and this world through dimensional shifts

creating a character/personality where i travel in time within my mind - an alternate reality that i use to evolve me as the character/personality as who i have become

To A Definition I Can Use as an Expression of who i am Here as

 T-ranscending the I as the mind as i M-ove me to s-E-lf remembrance
 forming an equal and one relationship with/as the physical
as who i am 
 referencing me as breath here
in this physical existence

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I commit myself to redefine the word 'WHEN' and give it a meaning i can live as who i am 

from a mind definition as

WH-o i have become as E-nergy expoerie-N-cing me within time

to 

W-ho i am as breath HE-re e-N-joying the physical breath 
as i reference the moment in this physical existence