Self-forgiveness: 'Irritating' Tone of Voice When Speaking

I am doing self-forgiveness in this blog for the Mind Pattern I saw in the Blog below:

Blog Link:

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/12/living-my-utmost-potential-15-what-is.html

What is Self-forgiveness? 

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 


Writing Self-forgiveness Statements 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the sound of my voice in this speech - having judged it as 'below normal', having a high tone, believing that it is different from what I call a 'normal' voice - which I judged as having a low tone, instead of seeing and realizing that what I consider normal is what I associated to a superior or 'above normal' sound of voice defined within a perceived 'polished speaker persona' or a 'spiritual master persona' that I associated with men and women who i labeled as 'educated' or 'spiritual' when  realistically, what voice really is, is sound - essentially a part of the whole - that is life - equal and one. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my own judgment of the tone of my voice when I react to someone - to my mom's voice, believing that it is irritating.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge sound as either superior or inferior which is my interpretation of sound rather than what sound really is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate the tone of my voice when I react to someone - with my mom's tone of voice when she talks lengthily believing that both tones are irritating instead of seeing and realizing that sound is sound and is not good or bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to external stimulus in the environment in anger/irritation believing that my life is in danger in this world - where life is not guaranteed for all because of an unequal monetary system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use tone/pitch to express emotions and feelings when

I commit myself to bring myself back here and breathe through the energy or reactions when I hear myself reacting to the tone of my voice.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself associate the tone of my voice to the tone of my mom's voice, stop and breathe. I realize that I defined a low tone/pitch of voice within superiority coming from fear of having a high tone/pitch of voice which I associated to an irritating sound so I stabilize myself as breath when I speak as who I am.

I commit myself to accept and allow myself to develop an equal and one relationship to my voice - as sound - as who I am here.

I commit myself to assist in birthing a life that guarantees survival for all - starting with a living income guarantee.