Redefining Belief 2: Dictionary Meaning Plus Note

         

BELIEF

noun

1.

something believed; an opinion or conviction:

a belief that the earth is flat.

2.

confidence in the truth or existence of something not immediately susceptible to rigorous proof:

a statement unworthy of belief.

3.

confidence; faith; trust:

a child's belief in his parents.

4.

a religious tenet or tenets; religious creed or faith:

the Christian belief.

British Dictionary definitions for belief

noun

1.

a principle, proposition, idea, etc, accepted as true

2.

opinion; conviction

3.

religious faith

4.

trust or confidence, as in a person or a person's abilities, probity, etc


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NOTE:

Usually beliefs are based on fuzzy logic. We adopt beliefs when we do not have any facts about something.  We adopt fuzzy logic instead. By fuzzy, i mean it does not make sense or it is not based on commonsense.

Example:
If A said something B said  that threatens self-interest > It is to be discarded
If C said something B said that supports self-interest within group interest - in separation to the whole> it is to be accepted.

This is fuzzy logic because it does not consider what B said as what it is - without interpretation/bias.

If i will accept this, as a member of the group, i will participate in fuzzy logic. I will be possessed by this logic - within a belief - so I am unable to use commonsense - sacrificing this in favor of self-interest/benefit within group affiliations/attachments/personal relationship with other members.

A healthy relationship within a group is based on sound logic/commonsense - it is not about bias/entertainment.

This will stop us from finishing our process and will misalign our standing.

This will entail courage, but what good is it to have a group - when i will not finish my process - within a belief/fuzzy logic?

Commonsense and courage are ingredients in the path. Do not be blinded by group entertainment - within fuzzy logic.

Remember: when we 'die', we are al-one.

Realizing and Living My Utmost Potential 5 Redesigning The Cake

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I have known the cake to be a source of pleasure since I was a child. We had birthday cakes, graduation cakes etc.We have native cakes like purple yam cake, rice cakes etc. Recently, after my sugar investigation, I realized that cake is food and food is here to nourish the body - it is NOT here to satisfy mt craving for pleasure when I am bored or sad. 

I realized that the body has to agree with what I eat. When the mind directs my behavior, it leads to consequence outflow - disease. An example of this would be - diabetes, cancer, hypertension, stress etc because the mind works with 'good and bad, right or wrong, and positive or negative' . Acting out thought patterns based on my psychological craving for pleasure which is fueled by my fear of boredom will be directing me to eat, rather than be in physical reality behaving sensibly when eating and physically enjoying the food - its taste, smell etc.

Rather than put so much sugar in the cake, what is sensible for me is to add food items and the amount of meat etc. that i know assist my body. I can cross-reference by looking at my weight, my blood sugar etc.

The Next Day Reading After I ate 1 slice of this meat cake
Fasting Blood Glucose Reading

http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/003482.htm

I can see that it is not spiking my blood sugar level where it disturbs homeostasis in the body - creating chaos within my body. I play with the taste that will get the cake to the stomach to be processed so the nutrition can be distibuted to the cells realizing meat has its own nutrition:
Pork: B6, B12, C, D, Phosphorous, Potassium, Zinc etc.
Pork
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pork

Beef: B1 Thiamin, B2 Riboflavin, B3 Niacin, B6, B9 Folate, B12, Choline, D, E, K, Calcium, Iron, Magnesium etc.
Beef
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beef

Here's how i redesigned the cake,
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/07/a-pancake-that-turned-into-meat-cake.html
 I put some meat on top of the cake for protein. 
This will still 'evolve', so stay tuned.

I saw that when I eat meat with other food stuff in the' right' portion (which I tested), it helps in stabilizing my blood glucose. What is also affecting the blood sugar is the mind - stress can spike the blood sugar.

The batter was made of almond flour and eggs. I topped it with uncooked ground pork seasoned with a pinch of salt and onions. I baked it in the oven, then piped some mayonnaise and tabasco sauce on top (optional). I had some cherries at that time so I put 4 cherries on top. 

Our body needs nutrition yet what is happening is that we are eating for the sake of satisfying our desire for 'sweets' - for 'pleasure' or to entertain our taste buds with different taste sensations which we connected to our past experience of the food item we are eating in the present.

. Let's not choose what to eat because of fear (fear of boredom, fear of getting fat, fear of dis-ease and death).

Let's prepare our food to align to what food really is - a substance that nourish the body.
Let's align eating to what will assist the body to function optimally and not based on our ideas of what tasty food is in our mind.

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In this blog, I am looking at how i charged the word 'present' with a positive and a negative mind value as i connect/define the word  to/within other words. I am giving this word a meaning that i can live as who i am 

 I am using elementary mathematics to show  as an example

the mind values i gave the words 

 instead of seeing its real meaning/value as equal to Life

I am using self-forgiveness,  writing a commitment script and moving myself breath by breath moment by moment  to correct myself  as i birth myself as equal to and one with Life.

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Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word present through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word present through giving it a negative value


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word present with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word present with a negative value

Positive Connections

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word vacation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word vacation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word rest
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word rest

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word massage
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word massage

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word here
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word here

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word enjoy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word enjoy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word happy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word happy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word money
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word money

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word gift
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word gift

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word pass
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word pass

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word birthday
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word birthday

Negative Connections

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word busy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word busy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word pain

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word sick
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word sick

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word death
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word late
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word late

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word sad
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word sad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word absent
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word absent

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word fail
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word fail

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word assignment
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word assignment

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word present to the word work
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word present within the word work

Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating myself from the word present

 i stop - i breathe

 to instead, redefine the word present and use it as equal to my expression

I commit myself to when and as i see myself charging the word present with a positive and negative value - i stop - i breathe. Instead of charging it with positive or negative mind values i redefine the word as equal to who i am - and give it a meaning that i can live 

I commit myself to when and as i see myself connecting/defining the word present to/within other words - i stop - i breathe. I change my starting point - from me reacting as the mind - to me as who i am equal to the words i write and speak - and use it as per the meaning i gave it in my redefinition and live that - expressing who i am as that word in my written and spoken expression

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self correction moment by moment as i move me here as breath as i write and speak, look within myself and release the fears  and desires connected to this word - and use the word as i write and speak - as i live and express me here - equal to who i am.

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The Mathematics of Giving Mind Values Vs Giving Values Equal to Life

The Word 'Movement'

Positive Mind Values (+)

Word Connections/Definitions:

vacation

sex

enjoy

happy

money

gift

birthday

Negative Mind Values (-)

Word Connections/Definitions

busy

pain

sick

death

late

sad

absent

fail

assignment
work

I realized i charged the word 'present' and connected/defined it to/within other words and give the word a  mind value depending on what i connected it to

as for example

Positive Mind Values:

vacation = +10

sex = +10

enjoy = +10

happy = +10

money = +10

Negative Mind Values

busy = -10

pain = -10

sick = -10

death = -10

late = -10

sad = -10

absent = -10

fail = -10

assignment = -10
work = -10

where 

i am giving the word 'present' mind values which are not real

based on 'positive or negative experiences'
i have with the words i connected it to

where 

the definition i am giving the word 'present'
is a mind definition 
based on 'positive and negative energy experiences'
rather than a definition i can live as who i am 
in my written and spoken expression

From 
a Mind Definition 
based on positive and negative mind values
as in this example:

Present = vacation = good = positive = happiness = +10

Present = sick = bad = negative = sadness = -10

To

A definition i can live as equal to who i am as Life
as in this example:



PRESEN-ce as s-T-ability as breath as who i am 

note: Please see the redefinition below of the word 'present'

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Redefinition

(sounds like PRES-s,  ENT-er - PRE , SENT)

FROM

 ex-PRES-ssing  me as the mind 

within memories as history of me within time

using natural  EN-ergy from the body and T-ransforming it to unnatural energy as i entertain me as the mind within positive and negative energy experiences and referencing me within the now of consciousness

TO

PRESEN-ce as who i am as s-T-ability as breath here 

referencing the moment and expressing me in every moment

as who i am 

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The Mathematics of Life  
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In this blog, i am releasing myself from separating myself from the word Life within and as my mind as I charged the word with positive (+) and negative (-) mind values and will redefine it in the coming blogs and use it as equal to my written and spoken expression.

I am using self-forgiveness and commitment to correct myself breath by breath moment by moment in my living application.

Self-forgiveness

Separation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word Life through giving it a positive value

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word Life through giving it a negative value

Charging The Word with a Positive and a Negative Value

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word Life with a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word Life with a negative value

POSITIVE Values (+)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word movement
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word movement

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word speaking
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word speaking

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word breathing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word breathing

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word writing
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word writing

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word reading
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word life within the word reading

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word communication
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word communication

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word food
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word food

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word love
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word love

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word happiness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word happiness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word nature
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word nature

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word water
I forgive myself that  I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word water

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word life to the word birth
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word life within the word birth

NEGATIVE Values (-)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word survival
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word survival

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word suffering
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word suffering

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word work
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word work

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word money
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word Life to the word poverty
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Life within the word poverty

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as I see myself separating myself from the word Life through charging it with a positive or a negative value

as in

Positive Mind Values (+)

Word Connections/Definitions:

water
nature
love
movement
speaking
breathing
food
reading
writing
communication

Negative Mind Values (-)

Word Connections/Definitions

suffering
survival
money
work
poverty
survival


I stop

I breathe

I correct my starting point

Instead of charging the word Life with a positive  or negative mind value

I redefine the word

giving it a value equal to Life

equal to who I am

as Life

and use the word Life

as equal to my expression

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In this blog i am looking at my relationship with the word 'awareness' - separating from the word by charging it with a positive and negative value - looking at the words i connected it to and defined it within - where i did not see it equal to my expression and to through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application assist myself to release the charge and use the word as equal to my expression .

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Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word awareness through giving it a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word awareness through  giving it a positive value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word awareness with a positive value

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word awareness with a negative value

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Positive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word intelligence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word intelligence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word body
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word individual

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word individual

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word guru

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define  the word awareness within the word guru

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word logic
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word logic

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word self-realization

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word self-realization

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word breath

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word breath

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word nature

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word nature

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word happiness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word happiness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the words 'who am i'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the words 'who am i'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the words 'I am'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the words i am

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word past
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define that word awareness within the word past

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word present
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word present

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word future
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness future

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word emotions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word emotions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word feelings
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word feelings

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word experience
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word experience

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word memories
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word memories

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word happiness
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word happiness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word communicate
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word communicate

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word intelligence
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word intelligence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word time
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word time

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness ti the word light
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word light

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word sound
I forgive myself that  i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word sound 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word visual
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word visual

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word audible
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word audible

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word tongue
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word  awareness within the word delicious

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word smooth
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word smooth

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word slow
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word slow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word slow 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word slow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word colored
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word colored

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word clean
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word clean

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word shiny
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word shiny

Negative

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word unawareness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word unawareness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word crime

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word crime

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word cancer

I forgive myself that  i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word cancer

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word mute

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word blind
 forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word blind

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word paralized
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word paralized

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word deaf
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word  awareness within the word deaf

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word silence
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness  within the word silence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word sadness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word sadness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word hopelessness
i forgive myself that  have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word hopeless

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word useless
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word useless

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word powerless
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deifne the word awareness within the word powerless

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word failure
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word failure

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word darkness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word darkness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word alone
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word alone

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word inferior
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word inferior

I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word lazy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the word lazy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word careless
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word careless

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word ugly
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word ugly

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word wrinkle
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word wrinkle

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word dumb
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word dumb

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word stupid
I forgive myself that  have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word stupid

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word illiterate
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word illiterate

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word fast
 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word fast

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word dull
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word dull

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word awareness to the word dirty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word awareness within the word dirty


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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating from the word awareness through giving it a positive or a negative value- i stop - i breathe -  and instead of separating from the word through giving it a positive or a negative value - i look at what i have connected/defined  to/within this word and what fears are underlying these connections which i have not faced, and question why i am running away from myself - and desiring the positive - assisting  myself to redefine the word- to instead of running away from my fears, face my fears and write and speak what is here as the living word -  to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - correcting myself breath by breath moment by moment when and as i speak and write this word - and correct myself - and use it as equal to my expression.

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist myself to change my starting point form 'fear of the negative to desire of the positive' - essentially evolving the negative - to a real relationship with words - using the word as equal to my expression as who i am here - as equal to all life.