2012: Redefining The Word 'Saint' Day 92

My Website:
 http://juneroca.com
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This Blog is the Continuation of :
Part 1 - Redefining The Word 'Name'
Part 2 - Name Connected to Saint
Part 3 Self-definition as 'I am the Saint' Character

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According to the dictionary a Saint is 

a person of great holiness, virtue, or benevolence.

Redefining The Word Saint

a person of great holiness, virtue or benevolence  - perceiving oneself separate from all - seeking for the accumualation of positive energy experiences from doing service to God - who one created in ones mind - with no real physical existence, and seeking goodness from accumulation of actions to others - separate from oneself - based on beliefs one have in ones mind of what is good and bad - based on what one heard or read - making one a  battery operated human of positive and negative experiences - and doing good to others separate from oneself - in the accumulation of positive experiences to make one feel good - in a world of inequality - believing that ones goodness will  be enough to free oneself of whatever one did to contribute to the way the world is currently - forgetting the real truth that we are in a world where what is real is governed by physical laws and consequence and where one is within a physical flesh containing a mind - and that to stop the character one created one will have to forgive oneself of ones creation of an alternate reality - point by point, breath by breath - as one currently exist as the character - who one has become and change oneself as the real character in ones real expression of oneself - what one speaks, write and do - in the real fllesh -where in ones process of self-perfection - corrects oneself in every moment of breath - standing for what is best for all - and assist to bringing heaven on earth as what is best for all based on equality until all are free - as All life as who one really is - the God who one is - in flesh for real-  until life is here forevermore.

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GUIDE to REDEFINING WORDS:
http://juneroca.com/words/redefining-words/
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Quotes:

'I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and embrace the clear certainty that the Beginning was the Word and that the Word was God, implying and stating that i as a creation and Creator of words are in fact The God of Words'

From: Creation's Journey To life Day 5

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-5-in-beginning-was-god.html

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'What is clear about words that are defined within and as self as polarized words, are that they are reactive in nature. Meaning when carrying a negatively or positively charged word within and as self, this polarity charged word will ‘react’ within its environment  seeking out designs of ‘homeostasis’ or ‘winning’.  The consequential outflows of negatively and positively charged words are predetermined in that they follow a specific pre-programmed path.'

'It is thus common sense to realize that, what we place as definitions within and as ourselves is what we manifest within the expression of ourselves. This is why we redefine words; to find the living expression evident in each word from the principle of oneness and equality. As we look at a word we are moving ourselves through the word to see what it represents and what it stands for as a living expression. By assigning a definition to the word we are developing our vocabulary by placing within the definitions, living definitions that stand free from polarity which are able to stand as living expressions of the words that we have redefined.' ~ 

'I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through the acceptance and allowance of the polarity game experience the positive polarity charge as a winning experience as well as the negative polarity charge as a losing experience within and as myself in the different contexts within which they presented themselves as.'

From Earth's Journey to Life Blog Day 6 

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/redefining-words-part-3-experience-of.html

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I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to purify my words from energy/experience of the negative, neutral and positive, and re-align my words into and as physical practical living; where the words no more exist within and as energy – furthering/evolving the Mind and influencing/affecting others within my world deliberately to evoke/initiate/instigate within them and/or me experiences of and as energy as the competition between the Minds within the weapons of words, used/abused in the interest and survival of and as the Mind of Energy only. But that the words I am exist as Living Substance/Living Flesh as the equal and one living of words visibly within and as me and my world, where the Words I speak stand absolute as who I am in and as my physical equality and oneness. To so also stop the separation existent within the very Words I use, where words I speak out loud – differ from the words I speak silently within; simply indicating the extent to which we exist in separation/two worlds of the Mind and the Physical, where we’re one personality of Mind within ourselves and another in the without of Ourselves.
From Heaven Journey To Life 65

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/femininity-and-masculinity-day-65.html

 

2012: Name: 'Who Am I?' 'I Am The Saint Character I Chose To Become' Day 91

My Story

Related Blogs:

The 'Who Am I?' Character

Redefining The 'I'  
The 'I' Is Connected To June Roca
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This Blog is the Continuation of :
Part 1 - Redefining The Word 'Name'
Part 2 - Name Connected to Saint

Self-forgiveness

 Self-definition

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'I am the saint' character based on a memory of when my father said he named me after Saint John the Baptist - defining myself within saint and not saint - within a memory .

Realization:
I realized that this character started when my dad gave me the name June Baptist Roca when i was born -  where i judged myself as 'more than' myself -  and judged others 'less than me' - so i can feel good about myself - separating myself  from what's real  - the real reality  - that i am within the physical flesh body  and others are also in a physical flesh body  - and that we are equal - as we are made from the same substance all are made of. I made an alternate version of me as 'the saint character'  - in my mind -  and in that alternate reality - i always win - which is an illusion i created in my mind.

Self-correction
When and as i see myself defining myself within the 'i am the saint' character - seeking the 'moreness of me' - i stop, i become aware of me as the breathe within the body - of which i am equal to - realizing that defining myself within the polarity manifestation of saint and not saint is limiting me within a polarity equation - and to exist within a memory is existing within the past.- that is not here.  I change my starting point from living in the past to living here as breath. Defining myself within an energetic experience of me within those words is living an energetic existence - so i redefine the words -and give it a meaning  equal to who i am . I change my starting point. I am here.

Self-commitment:

I commit to delete this character- as he memory - as pictures - as desires etc. within and as myself and let go of the separation within and as myself - and stand with the physical body in every breath that i take


I commit to expose the use of clothes to beautify the images of saints in churches - consuming the physical  as plants are used to make the fabrics which were sewn to make the glittery clothes of the saints


I commit to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, i will assist myself to stop existing within the dimensions this character exist in and as consciousness.  

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Quote:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the Truth of the Matter: that I will in Fact Find Myself only when I Realize the Truth of what I am In Fact, which is without a doubt within a Physical Flesh Body which Contains a Mind, which Contains Dimensions, which Contains Memories, which ContainsCharacters - of which I am one - as a Character Depending on the Relationship I believe Exists between these Characters of which some of the Dimensions as Characterized Memory, I have imposed on the Flesh Body to be able to Move around on Earth - which is a Body in the Solar System, which is a Body in a Galaxy, which is a Body in a Universe – and if I cannot be Self-Honest about these Facts, I will not be able to Find my Way and Realize the Truth of Actual Reality.

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-89-remember-truth.html