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This Blog is the Continuation of :
Part 1 - Redefining The Word 'Name'
Part 2 - Name Connected to Saint
The 'I' Is Connected To June Roca
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This Blog is the Continuation of :
Part 1 - Redefining The Word 'Name'
Part 2 - Name Connected to Saint
Self-forgiveness
Self-definition
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the 'I am the saint' character based on a memory of when my father said he named me after Saint John the Baptist - defining myself within saint and not saint - within a memory .
I realized that this character started when my dad gave me the name June Baptist Roca when i was born - where i judged myself as 'more than' myself - and judged others 'less than me' - so i can feel good about myself - separating myself from what's real - the real reality - that i am within the physical flesh body and others are also in a physical flesh body - and that we are equal - as we are made from the same substance all are made of. I made an alternate version of me as 'the saint character' - in my mind - and in that alternate reality - i always win - which is an illusion i created in my mind.
When and as i see myself defining myself within the 'i am the saint' character - seeking the 'moreness of me' - i stop, i become aware of me as the breathe within the body - of which i am equal to - realizing that defining myself within the polarity manifestation of saint and not saint is limiting me within a polarity equation - and to exist within a memory is existing within the past.- that is not here. I change my starting point from living in the past to living here as breath. Defining myself within an energetic experience of me within those words is living an energetic existence - so i redefine the words -and give it a meaning equal to who i am . I change my starting point. I am here.
Self-commitment:
I commit to delete this character- as he memory - as pictures - as desires etc. within and as myself and let go of the separation within and as myself - and stand with the physical body in every breath that i take
I commit to expose the use of clothes to beautify the images of saints in churches - consuming the physical as plants are used to make the fabrics which were sewn to make the glittery clothes of the saints
I commit to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, i will assist myself to stop existing within the dimensions this character exist in and as consciousness.
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