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Monday, July 16, 2012

2012: 'Who Am I?' I Am The 'I will Do It Later' Character I Chose To Become Day 93




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The ' I Will Do It Later' Character
The 'i will do it later' character is the character that i have become and i am writing, doing self-forgiveness,  self-commitment and self-corrective application to delete/stop this character - and step out of this character -  that is an alternate version of who i am - which  i created in my mind - directing me as if it's real-  when it is not -  because it has no  real physical existence - to birth me as who i really am as the flesh within the body - as the breath - as the real character as me in flesh  - directing me here in every moment - as an expression of who i am as all life.

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within an experience - within a memory - as  the  'I will do it later character' - existing  within  do and not do - where i believe that the thought saying that 'i  have all night to do it '-  is who i am - not realizing that it is the mind within an alternate reality separate from who i am as the body - as the character desiring  the 'moreness of me' by accumulating positive energetic experiences - to accumulate positive experiences from feeling free when i procrastinate - coming from a negative experience of being overwhelmed and  believing that getting things done tonight will free me from 'having a lot of things to do at this moment' - where the seeking for freedom came from the negative experience of being overwhelmed - which i created in my mind  in an alternate reality that is an alternate version of who i am - enjoying the positive energy experience of freedom - an illusion i live as me - with no real physical existence - where the physical body and the substance that i am made of is being consumed or mined for energy - for the alternate reality to exist - for me to feel alive, free and in control . Through this, i forgive ,myself to desire freedom when i am overwhelmed - and going inside my mind - to accumulate positive energy experiences - so i can feel i have done something to free me - not realizing that it is me as the alternate version of me that is doing this in an alternate reality - which is not real freedom - but just a make believe. 

Self-commitment
I commit myself to when and as i see myself living through a definition of me as the 
'I will do it later' character - i stop - slow down - breathe - do the 4 counts breath - and look at the list of all that i have to do for the day - direct myself to  when the moment has arrived for me to do the assignment to flag point any thought that will direct me to deviate from what i directed myself to do - and forgive  myself for the thought or backchat- and direct myself to change my starting point from a character desiring an illusion of freedom to a real character that is equal to the body as the flesh - as the breath here in every moment directing me as who i am - to support me and assist me in doing and finishing what i intended to do in the moment - that supports me in my process of self-perfection - the real freedom - as  that freedom that i give to myself and to others as me - to birth me as life -as all - and in applying myself within what i write, speak and do - change me for real.

Backchat:
 'you can do that later tonight because you have more time, yes?  okay.'
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use backchat as a method to  procrastinate

When and as i use backchat to procrastinate- i stop - i breathe - and realize that this chat that is in the back of my head has no real physical existence - it is an illusion - that i live in the physical - through body movements. This is not what is best for me because i will be enslaved by the chat going on in an alternate reality at the back of my head - which requires energy - feeding off my body for energy - which is done over and over again - until the body dies . This is not best for all because this will support  procrastinating characters  in this world- abusing and mining their body for mind energy. I stop.
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  I commit to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist myself to stop/delete the pictures as desires within and as myself - within backchat.
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Body Movement:  
Holds breath, standing to multi task - and walk to the kitchen
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use body movements to procrastinate - where i hold my breath and stand up - to do something else when in the middle of doing something and then go and prepare some food - stopping what i was doing in the beginning.

I commit myself to when i see body movements being used to procrastinate, i stop - i breathe and change my starting point from procrastinating to assisting me to push through with whatever i am doing at the moment and finish whatever i set out to finish at that moment.
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Self-commitment

I commit myself to delete/stop living through this character - as memory - as desire etc.  - within and as myself - and let go of the separation within and as myself and stand with the physical in every breath that i take  - and assist in changing the world - as all life -  by establishing a world that truly honors life based on equality - where  life will be birthed forevermore. 

I commit myself to - through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - assist me in stopping living through this character because this is  not what is best for me -nor will it contribute for what is best for all life.  

I commit myself to exposing myself  when i am procrastinating and not supporting oneself to assist oneself in ones process of self-perfection - and change ones character - from an alternate version of oneself -  in separation from all life - as the real physical existence - to a real character that is here in every breath assisting oneself to see what is here and perfecting oneself to apply oneself in a way that one stands for what is best for all  - so all can be free - and life can be here forevermore. 

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