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The Word 'EQUALITY' 

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Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'equality'' 

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'equality' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate from the word equality through giving it a positive value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate from the word equality through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word equality with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word equality with a negative value
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Positive Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word equality to the word life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word equality within the word life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word equality to the word freedom
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word equality within the word freedom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word equality to the word fair
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word equality within  the word fair
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Negative Connections/ Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word equality to the word normal
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word equality within the word normal

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word equality to the word boredom
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word equality within the word boredom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word equality to the word silence
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word equality within the word silence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word equality to the word impossible
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word equality within the word impossible

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Self Correction Script

When and as i see myself separate from the word 'equality'
I stop
I breathe

I realized that giving the word equality a positive value or a value more than Life
and seeing it as better than other words within my mind's eyes
is in fact desiring to win
in a world of competition
where one fears to lose
so desires to win to survive as the mind

I realized that giving the word 'equality' a negative value or a value less than Life
and seeing it as less than other words within my mind's eyes
is in fact fear of losing
and then desiring to win in a world of competition
where one fears to lose, so desires to win to survive as the mind 

as the evil me using words to compete to survive
rather than redefining words as equal to my expression and living their redefined meaning 
as who i am

Realizing that the body experiences these symbols as sounds
i speak
where the sound resonates
from the smaller bubble to the bigger bubble
Realizing that as i defined myself into creation
I defined this world system into creation

So it is to realize that in releasing myself 
from the positive and negative energy charge
redefining the words  and giving them a definition i can live
I am redefining myself  as who i am into existence

In living my redefined words
as living words
i live the symbols - as the sound of life


I commit myself to before speaking or writing this word stand clear within myself 

I use the word as equal to my expression


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Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal To Life

I realized i have given positive and negative values to the word eqaulity
through connectung/defining the word to/with other words

'as in the following:

life = +100
freedom = +100
fair = +100

normal = -100
boredom = -100
silence = -100
impossible = -10'

Not realizing that the values i gave this word in my mind
are mind values that are not real

I am releasing the charge i have given the word 'equality'
to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-correcting me in my living,
redefining the word and using it as equal to my expression
i am essentially purifying the symbols
as sounds i speak
that i will be able to use
pure sound and integrate these sounds into a
beingness physical level in equality and oneness
that self will become that word
as a living remembrance of it

as i see myself, others and this world
through the definition i give the word

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Quote:
'...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into 
a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that 
self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'

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This Blog Is A Continuation of These Blogs:

The Word 'Mathematics'
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/11/the-word-mathematics-day-202.html

He's Good At Mathematics
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/11/mathematics-hes-good-at-mathematics-my.html

In this blog, i am doing self-forgiveness for not being aware of what math is - as the mind,  believing it is not easy/difficult and my desire to study subjects  that will eventually give me a lot of money to survive in this world -running away from studying mathematics - fearing it is too difficult for me to understand, and fearing to not get a high earning job if i learn mathematics - thus not caring about who i am as equal to mathematics - as numbers - as symbols - as manifestations that is equal to all that is here.

'I Do Not Care' About Math: Money: Blame
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not care to study mathematics believing it will not give me money to survive later on in life  - as who i have become as the mind within self-interest and survival - thus, it is the evil me,  not deciding from a point of what is best for all, but what is best for me, i and myself - blaming the physical universe for not giving me opportunity to have enough money to learn what i need to learn (like learning mathematics) - making the excuse that i cannot study math because i have to survive in this world - justifying that by saying i need to focus more on spirituality so i can be liberated from the ego - so i can be whole - believing that focusing on math is mundane and will not give me liberation from the ego - not seeing and realizing that i am here as equal to the numbers and mathematical symbols, equations etc. as manifestations - that is part of life - as who i am as all life.

Not Being Aware of The Use of What  Mathematics is
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i do not know what math is - as i exist within/as mind awareness of what i can see within what my eyes allow me to see, limited by my definition of words based on polarity as i connect and defined the word mathematics to/within other words separating from it through charging it with a positive or a negative value - not seeing and realizing and understanding what real awareness is - as who i am as all that is here as equal to/as all life - as all manifestations - equal to who i am.

Judging Math as Difficult
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge mathematics as difficult - believing that those subjects that are difficult for me to understand will give me suffering - fearing suffering, believing that it takes too much time and effort to understand it - fearing losing time as it is also losing money - within me trying to survive - not seeing and realizing that that is me as the mind within fear of suffering and fear of death - believing that if i continue being stupid and not understanding math i will not exist and survive as the 'happy' character that i desire to become.

Science as 'Better Than' Math
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compare math to science - judging science as more interesting than math - believing that flowers grow and animals move - while numbers do not move - so defined it within a 'negative energy experience' - judging numbers as boring as they cannot give me a 'positive energetic experience' similar to when i see a flower grow - similar to the 'positive energy experience' i get when i smell the flowers like rose and jasmine- as numbers do not grow nor do they have a smell - as i have judged those manifestations that move as better than those that does not move - as who i have become as the mind defined by 'positive energetic experiences'.

'I Don't Care' as Laziness 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy  to learn to study mathematics and  not care about mathematics - as numbers - as symbols and not seeing and realizing how these symbols are equal to all the manifestations - as who i am - as all  life

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Commitments

Correcting Myself

I commit myself to when and as i see myself fearing studying mathematics - believing it is difficult - and fearing/avoiding  the 'negative energy experience' of when i study math - i stop - i breathe.

I realize that mathematics as numbers as symbols - is a tool for me to use in my living expression - so instead of fearing looking at mathematics, as numbers as symbols, to redefine it - so i can use it as equal to my expression - as a part of/as  the whole - as all life

I assist myself to accept and allow myself to instead of having an 'energetic relationship' with mathematics - as numbers - as symbols - separate from me - charging it with a positive and a negative value - perceived as more than or less than who i am - i assist myself to accept and allow myself to establish an equal and one relationship with mathematics - as numbers - as symbols - equal to/as all manifestations that is here - as all life - equal to who i am.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself comparing  those manifestations that move with those manifestations that does not move - i stop - i breathe - to instead of comparing those manifestations that move to those that does not move - i assist myself to see that i am designing competition within comparison, judgment and jealousy - within me wanting to make sense of what i see as the mind - with a limited awareness as mind awareness - separate from all that is here - i assist myself to forgive the limitations i imposed on myself and correct myself in my living application - to accept and allow myself to have a real awareness of who i am as equal to manifestations that move and does not move - as all manifestations - moving or not moving are parts of this one life - and to simply live as who i am as equal to all that is here.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself believing that mathematics is mundane and spirituality as something that can liberate me from my ego - and so being lazy to study mathematics - i stop - i breathe

I realized that as i run away from my fear of suffering/death/not existing  - i desire the easy way out - through spirituality and the 'promise of divine bliss' - which one day - i have to face and take self-responsibility for - rather, take self-responsibility at the moment it presents itself so as not to accumulate consequence to a point of 'too lateness' - where the body's role within my accepting and allowing this in my world is not being looked at - as me not caring,  to what happens to the body, as the evil me only interested in my own survival as the mind - 'unaware' that the body is being resourced for energy for the mind to exist- and nutrients being transformed to energy so i can have a 'positive energy experience'

So, i assist myself to look at how i created my mind -so i can forgive and release myself from my desires etc. and birth myself here using self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - and as i do that birth a world that truly honors life based on equality