Day 15 LOVE Bridging A Haven on Earth BHOE

LOVE

sounds...

La-nd VE-rnacular

speaking the mother tongue for all life

The letters within the word

L for Living

O for Optimum

V for Value

E for Equal

Living as equals with optimum value

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Day 11 EQUALITY 21 Days Bridging A Haven on Earth BHOE

EQUALITY

Sounds...

E    QUALITY

E-xpression 

QUALITY...

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Day 19 21 Days My Highest Potential ALL

ALL

Today, i am looking at the word ALL

Phonetics

O-pen  L-ife

Let's embrace parts of ourselves we separated ourselves from

Day 19

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Mind Pattern

>I am powerless without money 

>I do not have a voice 

>Please pity me 

>give me alms or charity in cash or in kind

The fact is, without money we cannot have the basic necessities to survive. 

Here, I am looking at a belief that I do not have a voice, therefore powerless.

Here, there is a desire to be pitied and to receive alms or charity.

Wanting to be pitied and accepting less than what we are worth, like alms or charity is not good enough. We are all parts of this one life so we have equal rights to the resources given to us equally by the earth - we have to speak up and rewrite this mind pattern.

Continued 

Part 2

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2015/03/the-i-am-poor-mind-pattern-voiceless.html

The 'Beast' : About Bernard

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Bernard's Quotes
Creations Journey To Life

He is to me the sound
I don't want to hear - my secret mind
The 'Beast'

The sound i 'rejected'

So, as i here ('hear') the sound/voice
that talks about
inequality
self-dishonesty
consumerism
relationships
new age spirituality - as 'love and light' - as deception
etc.
being spoken

It shattered my 'love and light' world

I investigated
inequality
the secret mind
consumerism
relationships
self-dishonesty
the deception within new age spirituality
etc.

I started seeing the facts
what the world system is about
and how i created it
within my own acceptances and allowances
in 'my within' - as the mind

I realized it is important
to talk and write about my secret mind
so all may see and hear
what we all refuse to see and hear
to come to a point of being self-honest about
who we have become - as the personality

I realized my secret mind is no secret anymore

I started  writing what 'i don't want' to write

I started writing about my fears, my thoughts, my backchats
etc.

I started to see my ego
as who i have become
as the personality
that stands for 'what is best for me'
as the me, I and myself personality
one who only cares about 'my family'
'my friends', 'my group'

I started to rewrite myself

I started to stop participating
in 'yoga and meditation' where i used
self-hypnosis and imagination to create a bubble
of  'love is all there is'
when the world is full of
human right abuses
animal right abuses
plant right abuses etc.

I started to challenge my beliefs

I started investigating who i have become

I saw
my fears
my thoughts
my backchats
my reactions
my behaviors
my judgments
my beliefs
my excuses
my justifications
me blaming others
my self-dishonesty
my starting point which is self-interest etc.

Investigating the things i don't want to see nor hear nor write

I started to see that i connected words to other words
and defined words within other words

I started to see that i judge others

I started to see my fears

I started to see that i manipulated my behavior to do what
my mind wants to do

I started to see how i react to others

I started to hear my backchats that i tried to cover-up with 'love and light' for 29 years

I started to look at my thoughts

I started to look at my food programming
which relates to my involvement in the following:

breatharianism
rawfoodism
vegetarianism
veganism
fruitarianism
liquidarianism
sungazing etc.

'desiring to become' the 'special' personality
that is believed to be 'more than' who i really am

not seeing and realizing
that that desire is fueled by my fear of losing
in a world of competition
in a world of inequality
in a world where survival is not guaranteed for all from birth to death

not seeing and realizing
i am a human
equal to all humans, equal to all animals, equal to all plants,  etc.

by virtue of the fact that
we are made of the same substance = the dust of the earth

I started to forgive myself
and started committing to
correcting myself

I started directing myself
to apply myself practically
and live
in  this physical world
based on commonsense

I started to see that
what is best for all
is really what is best for me

I saw that
what i accepted and allowed in this world
does not benefit all - and that it is based on self-interest

As i started rewriting the words i started rewriting myself

As i started rewriting myself
and started directing myself to change in my physical world

I started to see some changes

I started to see what living means

I started to see that it is possible to birth a new me

I started to see that it is possible to birth a new world

A world that stands for what is best for all

BEAST as Standing for What is BEST for All

Bernard Quotes:

'I commit myself to show, that Life as ‘lifestyle’ as origin as source as resource, is Given: Equally – to every Body of Life; and that dominion is to those that are able to distribute this which is Given Freely, Equally to All – that no-one may need or desire anything that will cause this separation that now exist as ‘lifestyle’ on Earth.' 

'I commit myself to Call on those claiming to be experts in Economics, to remove their Fears and prejudices, and to walk in Forgiveness for what they have allowed on Earth, and to rectify the situation so that All Life may be Equal at the table, prepared for Each One to have enough to Eat and Drink, and to have a Home and a lifestyle worth Living to such measure that that is the Inheritance they give to All Children that may ever be born on Earth for All Time – as that is the Foundation of Eternal Peace and Love on Earth'

Bernard Poolman

Independent Investigation Report: Part 1 Process: Desteni Is Not A Scam Day 325

Group: Desteni
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Eye Witness Report:

Name: June Roca
Birthday: June 24, 1959
Age: 54
Nationality: Filipino
Profession: Health Coach 
Institute of Integrative Nutrition



Insider Report

Is Desteni's Process Real?
I had been doing self-forgiveness for 5 and a half years using the tool of self-forgiveness and self-correction in my living and i am making a report of what i found as an independent investigative reporter of this process which when i bring the memories back here is rather funny because in the beginning of my process i was experimenting on the process of self-forgiveness and feared their message because it challenged everything i believed.  I doubted whether their message is real, but as I faced who i have become as my mind, which i separated myself from believing it was less than me, i realized that standing equal to my mind is an essential part of embracing the whole of me as life.

Rather than resist the evil me/ego as the mind, i started to use it as a map to guide me in walking back to see where my fears started. I was not used to doing this myself because i had a guru for 29 years, but as i forgave myself for giving my power away to the guru, and as i investigated this self-perfection process, i gained confidence in myself seeing firsthand through looking at who i have become as the mind that no one can do this for me but me, because i created me as the personality/ego and that what i created in 'my within' as the mind is what i created in 'my without' as this world system and that i did this using words so i can rewrite myself through words and recreate myself as one who stands for what is best for all. I documented my investigation and this process in these blogs:

My Main Blog:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com
My Food Blog:
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com
My Animal Blogs:
http://animalsjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/
My Filipino Blogs
 http://tagalogjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/




Benefits Witnessed as an Insider: 

*I learned how to stand for What is Best for All Life
Rather than decide from the point of self-interest, i learned how to stand for what is best for all Life which i realized is essentially what is best for myself also as this to me is what life is about. This is what i had been 'looking for'. I attended many groups in this lifetime but no one has clearly pointed this out but Desteni.

They also showed me that this can be applied in my daily life as i stopped judging vegetarian meat as better than animal meat . This i resisted in the beginning because i had been vegetarian for 29 yrs., but as i investigate the real meaning of the phrase, 'what is best for all', i realized this is an application of who i really am - as part of the whole that is Life as all that is birthed here - is my equal, the plants, the animals etc.I started to document my findings in my Food blog:

http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/animal-meat-vs-veggie-meat-mathematics.html

*I learned how to Redefine Words
Desteni is the real leader in redefining this existence for what is best for all as words can be used functional mechanism to express what is best for all. Words are at present being used  to create bias or partiality which stops one from seeing the real world objectively through creating a polarity energy load within manipulating words, influencing people energetically to change people's model of behavior and people's decision making process. I am redefining words and redefining myself in the process  - as who I really am - as part of the Whole - as Life, assisting myself to change within spoken and written words, and redefining my practical living.

Here are some words i redefined:
Nutrition:
 http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html
Eating:
 http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/07/redefining-word-eating-day-118.html
 Healthy:
 http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/07/redefining-word-healthy-day-119.html

*I realized i created myself 
I realized that i created myself in my investigation of me as my mind in 'my within' as the mind and in 'my without' as this world system by looking at my fears, thoughts etc. enabling me to take self-responsibility for all parts of oneself - as all Life, using self-forgiveness and self-corrective application.

*I learned how to walk back and trace the origin of my FEARS
I learned how to look at my fears which i normally cover up through meditation, yoga etc. learning how i can be stable as breath to face my fears  and using Desteni tools like self-forgiveness - so i  do not keep running away from it- to instead of desiring the opposite to evolve my mind, i look at the problem and provide solutions to the problems i created within my mind and this existence as a whole from a starting point of what is best for all.

*I learned to take self-responsibility for me - as All Life
I learned how to use the tool of self-forgiveness and self-correction in ones living
realizing that self is the creator and the 'created' instead of deciding from the starting point of self-interest as fear of survival in a world of inequality - to change my starting  point to what is best for all.

Continued

 

Paranoia for Beauty:Seeing Through The Eyes of Equality: Part 2 Self Correction Day 310

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Seeing Through The Eyes of The Mind  

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This is a continuation of This Blog:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/06/the-paranoia-of-remembering-information.html

In the previous blog i did self-forgiveness for 
my fear of seeing that which i perceived as 'ugly' 
as negativity, poverty, suffering, pain etc.
wanting to see only that which is beautiful, happy, blissful, positive
within my mind

In this blog, i will do a commitment 
a self-correction script
to rewrite the script within myself 
one that i can apply in my living
to guide me to live life based on the principle of
what is best for all

realizing what is best for all is also what is best for me

Commitment
Self-Correction Script:

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing to see  what is here
desiring a positive energy experience
from what i see
defining forms/texture/shape within my definition
of what is 'ugly' and what is 'beautiful'
within an alternate reality
somewhere 'out there'
other than here

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind interpreting what i see
instead of seeing what is here

I assist myself to stay with the pulse of my heart
wake me up to what is here
stabilize myself here - as breath
stop the ooohs and ahhhs
and just enjoy what is here
as equal to my expression

I commit myself to when and as i see myself doubting who i am
within what i see
uncertain of whether i am the one having a positive experience or a neutra or a negative one
or the one who is here in every moment  - stable as breath

I stop
I breathe

I assist myself to  release the charge i have given the word
'beauty' and the word 'eyes'
redefine the words and live it
as equal to my expression

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
blaming the physical for creating beauty and ugliness
the consequence outflow of that
blaming the body for malfunctiong, getting sick or dying
blaming the physical existence for creating poverty, pain, negativity, suffering 
and inequality

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind
blaming the physical 
instead of realizing it is me
as the mind 
within desiring a positive energy experience 
through what i see - as forms etc.
fearing a negative energy experience
closing my eyes to the suffering, poverty, pain around me
instead of providing practical solutions

I assist myself to stabilize me as breath
remain with the pulse of my heart
wake me up to what is real
as what is here
embrace the poverty, pain and suffering
and take self-responsibility 
for what i accepted and allowed
in 'my within' as the mind
and in 'my without' as this world system

I commit myself  to when and as i see myself 
having the excucse that 
'i have to survive as someone
who always see beauty
positivity, happiness and bliss' 
or
as someone who never wants to see 'ugliness' within my mind

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind desiring a positive energy experience
believing that seeing only what i perceived as 'beautiful' 
will make me survive  
as a personality  
believing that because i will always feel good this way
and also look good because i will always be smiling
this is a better state of mind for me to be in

instead of realizing that 
it is me as the personality that i created within my mind
fearing to look at what i perceived as ugliness
while
people are suffering 
for real

denying what is here

it is to realize that 
we have to look at the problem 
and identify the problem
to provide a solution that is best for all

the real balance within living as equals

initially within supporting BIG (Basic Income Grant) 

and eventually
living as equals in a world that truly honors life
the poor being given access 
to all the basic necessities they need to live a decent life

so instead of me fearing survival in a world of inequality
provide a solution so everyone will have guaranteed survival

and see reality as what it is

balanced - as equals living this one life

I commit myself to when and as i see myself justifying the excuse that i have to survive
as someone who always see beauty 
to be whole

I stop
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind
wanting to be whole 
within denying the existence of that which i perceived as 'ugly'
desiring only to see what i perceived as 'beautiful'

instead of realizing this is balance in polarity - within 'beauty and ugliness'

It is to realize that real wholeness does not need separation from the source

It is not separating from all - as an individual 
concerned only about my own interest - as self-interest

desiring only that which i perceived as having a positive value 
an idea i created within my mind

instead of realizing
real wholeness does not need separation from the source

It is about
living as equals - as who we really are
as Team Life
the group of cells that are living here
as all parts of me - as LIFE
all birthed in this one life

the point of equality
that we have to practically live

All living according to the primary principle of Life

as

What Is Best For All

The Word 'Whole' Day 278 Connected to The Word 'Complete'

Journey To Life

The Mathematics of Life 

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Redefining Words    

Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

The Word 'Whole'                                         

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'whole'
as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics? 
I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'whole' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

 Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
 http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word whole by giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word whole by giving it a negative value

Charging The Word With A Positive and Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word whole with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word whole with negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word whole to the word complete
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  define the word whole within the word complete

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word  whole to the word fulfilled
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word whole within the word fulfilled

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word whole to the word equal
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word whole within the word equality

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word whole to the word one
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word whole within the word oneness

Negative Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word whole to the word alone
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed  myself to define the word whole within the word alone

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word whole to the word boredom
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word who;e within the word boredom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word whole to the word longing
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word whole within the word longing
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Self-forgiveness for Resonating and Experiencing The Word 'Whole'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to resonate and experience the word 'whole'
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water 
and actually program the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself
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Self- Correction Script

I commit myself to redefine the word 'whole'
and live the redefined meaning of the word
writing and speaking the word 'whole'
equal to my expression
as who i am, what i am and how i am

I commit myself to through writing
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
recreate myself by re-scripting the movie in my mind
rewriting the book within myself
releasing the positive and negative energy charge
i had given the word 'whole'
redefining the word 
speaking and writing the word 
as equal to my expression as who i am 

to instead of defining it as a union 
between 2 or more separate parts
redefine it as that which  is equal to all parts of life
standing  for what is best for all - as Life

I assist myself to before using the word
be clear within myself 
making sure there are no movements within myself 
making sure i release the charge 
i had given the word
forgive myself and correct myself 
in my living participation
change my starting point
from self-interest to what is best for all life

I commit myself to when i fear losing
using the word 'whole' to win
by giving it a value more than life
desiring completion and fulfillment
rather than forgive my perceived separation as a part of the whole

I stop
I breathe

I realize this is me as the mind perceiving me 
as separate from the whole
and wanting to complete myself by uniting to the whole
not realizing that i am here as breathe
and that my body contains trillions of living cells that 

I assist myself to accept and allow me to see 
me as who i really am and 
develop an equal and one relationship with the physical
equal to/as all parts - as the Whole - as Life
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Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6
https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that i had given the word 'whole'
positive and negative values
through connecting/defining the word 
to/within other words
'as in

Positive Connections/Definitions 

complete = +100
fulfilled = +100
equality = +100
oneness = +10

Negative Connections/Definitions

boredom = -100
longing= -100
alone = -100

I realized that these values 
i had given these words are mind values
that are not real

realizing that the word 'whole'
consist of symbols
that we sound
as who we are
realizing that the definition i give words
is how i see myself, others and this world

realizing that the value of all that is here
including symbols as letters as words
is equal to life

All = Life
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  Quote:
 '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'
Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2
 https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-2