This is a continuation of This Blog:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/06/the-paranoia-of-remembering-information.html
In the previous blog i did self-forgiveness for
my fear of seeing that which i perceived as 'ugly'
as negativity, poverty, suffering, pain etc.
wanting to see only that which is beautiful, happy, blissful, positive
within my mind
In this blog, i will do a commitment
a self-correction script
to rewrite the script within myself
one that i can apply in my living
to guide me to live life based on the principle of
what is best for all
realizing what is best for all is also what is best for me
Commitment
Self-Correction Script:
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing to see what is here
desiring a positive energy experience
from what i see
defining forms/texture/shape within my definition
of what is 'ugly' and what is 'beautiful'
within an alternate reality
somewhere 'out there'
other than here
I stop
I breathe
I realized this is me as the mind interpreting what i see
instead of seeing what is here
I assist myself to stay with the pulse of my heart
wake me up to what is here
stabilize myself here - as breath
stop the ooohs and ahhhs
and just enjoy what is here
as equal to my expression
I commit myself to when and as i see myself doubting who i am
within what i see
uncertain of whether i am the one having a positive experience or a neutra or a negative one
or the one who is here in every moment - stable as breath
I stop
I breathe
I assist myself to release the charge i have given the word
'beauty' and the word 'eyes'
redefine the words and live it
as equal to my expression
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
blaming the physical for creating beauty and ugliness
the consequence outflow of that
blaming the body for malfunctiong, getting sick or dying
blaming the physical existence for creating poverty, pain, negativity, suffering
and inequality
I stop
I breathe
I realized this is me as the mind
blaming the physical
instead of realizing it is me
as the mind
within desiring a positive energy experience
through what i see - as forms etc.
fearing a negative energy experience
closing my eyes to the suffering, poverty, pain around me
instead of providing practical solutions
I assist myself to stabilize me as breath
remain with the pulse of my heart
wake me up to what is real
as what is here
embrace the poverty, pain and suffering
and take self-responsibility
for what i accepted and allowed
in 'my within' as the mind
and in 'my without' as this world system
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
having the excucse that
'i have to survive as someone
who always see beauty
positivity, happiness and bliss'
or
as someone who never wants to see 'ugliness' within my mind
I stop
I breathe
I realized this is me as the mind desiring a positive energy experience
believing that seeing only what i perceived as 'beautiful'
will make me survive
as a personality
believing that because i will always feel good this way
and also look good because i will always be smiling
this is a better state of mind for me to be in
instead of realizing that
it is me as the personality that i created within my mind
fearing to look at what i perceived as ugliness
while
people are suffering
for real
denying what is here
it is to realize that
we have to look at the problem
and identify the problem
to provide a solution that is best for all
the real balance within living as equals
initially within supporting BIG (Basic Income Grant)
and eventually
living as equals in a world that truly honors life
the poor being given access
to all the basic necessities they need to live a decent life
so instead of me fearing survival in a world of inequality
provide a solution so everyone will have guaranteed survival
and see reality as what it is
balanced - as equals living this one life
I commit myself to when and as i see myself justifying the excuse that i have to survive
as someone who always see beauty
to be whole
I stop
I breathe
I realized this is me as the mind
wanting to be whole
within denying the existence of that which i perceived as 'ugly'
desiring only to see what i perceived as 'beautiful'
instead of realizing this is balance in polarity - within 'beauty and ugliness'
It is to realize that real wholeness does not need separation from the source
It is not separating from all - as an individual
concerned only about my own interest - as self-interest
desiring only that which i perceived as having a positive value
an idea i created within my mind
instead of realizing
real wholeness does not need separation from the source
It is about
living as equals - as who we really are
as Team Life
the group of cells that are living here
as all parts of me - as LIFE
all birthed in this one life
the point of equality
that we have to practically live
All living according to the primary principle of Life
as
What Is Best For All
