This is a Continuation of This Blog
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/solution-to-unhappy-sex-life-day-294_21.html
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In this blog i will be working with the Backchat Dimension
(highlighted with the brown color)
In the next blogs, i will be working on the rest of the dimensions
Brief Outline:
Fear: the base platform of the mind
Fear of not having a good sex life
The Conscious Mind:
Design of the Conscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mMguKZT8VY
Thought: picture of having sex with DMC
Imagination: 'not enjoying having sex with someone i am not attracted to physically, and assuring myself that this suffering will end.'
The Subconscious Mind:
Design of the Subconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AoGjglQ94A
Backchat
1.'I do not like him because his body is thin'
Reaction:
faking it, feeling of loss
The Unconscious Mind:
Design of the Unconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pc4h8SQxsLI
Body Movement:
withdrawing touch, smiles halfway
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Introducing:
The QuantumMind
The Quantum Physical
The Real Physical
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What is self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/
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Self-forgiveness Statements
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the design of
'fear of survival - as form - as shape - as texture'
have internal conversation within my mind
about DMC's body being thin
as in, 'I do not like him because his body is thin'
separating from his physical form
giving a thin form without much muscular definition
a value less than life
giving a form with texture
with well defined muscles
a value more than life
giving a shape that i connected to a picture of a stick
a value less than life
believing that when a figure has no curvature
it is inferior
connecting it to a skeleton
connecting it to death
connecting this experience
to a negative energy experience
having a conversation within my mind
of how i feel
when i fear death/no movement
projecting that to DMC's physical form
believing that is real
instead of realizing this is me as the mind
manipulating my body
reacting to the fear
creating stress
blaming DMC for that stress that i experience
making that
as my excuse for
wanting to get out of the relationship
justifying the excuse
believing that is the way i can be whole
not realizing that
that is balance in polarity
instead of realizing that
real wholeness does not need
separation from the source
one taking self-responsibility for all that is here
forgiving oneself, correcting oneself in every moment
seeing all forms, all shapes and textures
as expressions of all parts of oneself - as all life
equal and one
realizing that
when i have internal conversations within my mind
the body is being resourced
for the mind to use
so the mind can exist
I assist myself
by waking myself up
to see
what is here
realizing i am here as the breath
in every moment
so it is to stop participating in the backchat
breathing through the energy experience
and changing ones starting point
from fear of death/no movement
to living life and expressing me as who i am here
walking with another as me
physically interacting with the physical of another as me
realizing our body comes from the same source - the dust of the earth
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Commitment to Self Correction
I commit myself to
when and as i see myself
having internal conversation within my mind
not liking the body of a human because it is thin
I stop
I breathe through the negative energy
I realize that when i have internal conversations within my mind
I take pictures from the past
the picture of our neighbor within my mind
when i was young
seeing our neighbor's physical body
sick of tuberculosis, very thin
comparing that to my present experience of
seeing DMC's body
having the same form/ shape/texture
connecting it to that experience in the past
fearing getting sick of tuberculosis and fearing death
believing when one is sick
one is inferior
believing when one is healthy
one is superior
justifying my excuse that i have to survive by leaving the relationship
believing that is the way i can be whole
not seeing and realizing
wholeness does not need separating from the source
i am here as part of the whole - as all life
realizing that i am reliving a negative experience
and then wanting to run away from that negative experience
I assist myself to look at why
when i see someone's form being thin
having tuberculosis
i connect that to a negative experience
It is rather
to see
that the body
is being assisted by bacteria and viruses
through having sickness
so the being can see what one has accepted and allowed
to then forgive oneself and correct oneself
and then assist the body to survive optimally
the same thing i did when i had breast cancer
I commit myself to assist myself
to accept and allow me to develop
an equal and one relationship with the body
realizing that the body comes from the dust of the earth
where all bodies came from
and is here to express oneself
and support the being
to express oneself here
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