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Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Solution To Not Having A Good Sex Life Day 300 Thin Body DMC Backchat

This is a Continuation of This Blog


In this blog i will be working with the Backchat Dimension
(highlighted with the brown color)

In the next blogs, i will be working on the rest of the dimensions 

Brief Outline:

Fear: the base platform of the mind
Fear of not having a good sex life

The Conscious Mind:
Design of the Conscious Mind

Thought: picture of having sex with DMC
Imagination: 'not enjoying having sex with someone i am not attracted to physically, and assuring myself that this suffering will end.'

The Subconscious Mind: 
Design of the Subconscious Mind

1.'I do not like him because his body is thin'

faking it, feeling of loss

The Unconscious Mind:
Design of the Unconscious Mind

Body Movement: 
withdrawing touch, smiles halfway



The QuantumMind
The Quantum Physical

The Real Physical


What is self-forgiveness?


Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the design of 
'fear of survival - as form - as shape - as texture'

have internal conversation within my mind 
about DMC's body being thin
as in, 'I do not like him because his body is thin'

separating from his physical form 

giving a thin form without much muscular definition
a value less than life

giving  a form with texture
with well defined muscles
a value more than life 

giving a shape that i connected to a picture of a stick
a value less than life 
believing that when a figure has no curvature
it is inferior
connecting it to a skeleton 
connecting it to death

connecting this experience 
to a negative energy experience

having a conversation within my mind
of how i feel 
when i fear death/no movement

projecting that to DMC's physical form
believing that is real 

instead of realizing this is me as the mind 
manipulating my body 
reacting to the fear 
creating stress

blaming DMC for that stress that i experience
making that 
as my excuse for 
wanting to get out of the relationship

justifying the excuse 

believing that is the way i can be whole

not realizing that 
that is balance in polarity
instead of realizing that 
real wholeness does not need
separation from the source

one taking self-responsibility for all that is here

forgiving oneself, correcting oneself in every moment

seeing all forms, all shapes and textures 
as expressions of all parts of oneself - as all life
equal and one

realizing that
when i have internal conversations within my mind
the body is being resourced 
for the mind to use
so the mind can exist

I assist myself 
by waking myself up
to see
what is here
realizing i am here as the breath
in every moment

so it is to stop participating in the backchat

breathing through the energy experience
and changing ones starting point

from fear of death/no movement

to living life and expressing me as who i am here

walking with another as me
physically interacting with the physical of another as me
realizing our body comes from the same source - the dust of the earth

Commitment to Self Correction 

I commit myself to
when and as i see myself 
having internal conversation within my mind
not liking the  body of a human because it is thin

I stop

I breathe through the negative energy

I realize that when i have internal conversations within my mind
I take pictures from the past

the picture of our neighbor within my mind
when i was young

seeing our neighbor's physical body
sick of tuberculosis, very thin

comparing that to my present experience of 
seeing DMC's body 
having the same form/ shape/texture

connecting it to that experience in the past

fearing getting sick of tuberculosis and fearing death

believing when one is sick
 one is inferior

believing when one is healthy 
one is superior

justifying my excuse that i have to survive by leaving the relationship

believing that is the way i can be whole

not seeing and realizing 
wholeness does not need separating from the source 

i am here as part of the whole - as all life

realizing that i am reliving a negative experience
and then wanting to run away from that negative experience

I assist myself to look at why 
when i see someone's form being thin
having tuberculosis

i connect that to a negative experience 

It is rather

to see 
that the body 
is being assisted by bacteria and viruses
through having sickness

so the being can see what one has accepted and allowed
to then forgive oneself and correct oneself
and then assist the body to survive optimally

the same thing i did when i had breast cancer

I commit myself to assist myself
to accept and allow me to develop 
an equal and one relationship with the body
realizing that the body comes from the dust of the earth
where all bodies came from
and is here to express oneself 
and support the being
to express oneself here

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