Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race
In this blog i am looking at how i use clothes within my life
and seeing that i use money to buy clothes to:
win
desiring to attract other men
desiring to be superior to others
desiring to be praised by others etc.
as the mind in a paranoia state
being directed by my thoughts
within my fears
fear of being alone
fear of being inferior
fear of others making me less than them
I am directing myself in this blog
I am doing self-forgiveness
for desiring to use money to manifest my desires
instead of facing my fears
running away from them
to have a positive energy experience
within satisfying my desires
with my fears fueling my desires
i realized that i have to face them
and take self-responsibility for what i
accepted and allowed in my world
in 'my within' as the mind
and in 'my without' as this world system
What is self-forgiveness?
I am also writing a commitment to correction script
in the coming blogs and apply the corrections in my living
with regards to:
how i use money to buy clothes
how i use clothes to attract men
how i use clothes to win in competitions
imagined within my mind
within fear of survival
Self-forgiveness Statements:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to participate in the design of
fear of survival as form - as money - as energy
fear that i will not be part of the 'in' crowd
believing that the 'in' crowd are the people
who dress according to what is fashionable
based on what the media dictates
believing that if i am part of the 'in' crowd
I am in the flow of life
believing that my idea of the good life is what real life is about
believing that life is about a positive energy experience/happiness
fearing being inferior when i dress in a sloppy way
believing that when i dress in a sloppy way
i will be judged by others as ugly
fearing to be inferior
desiring to be superior
so desires to spend money to buy new clothes
even when i still have clothes to wear
believing that the more clothes i buy
the more choices i have
believing that the more choices i have
on what i will wear in a day
the happier i become
and the happier i become
the more positive energy experience i have
within an alternate reality
as the alternate version of me within my mind
the evil me
never here - in this physical reality
instead of realizing that i am not defined by
positive, neutral or negative energy experiences
realizing clothes and the body
both comes from the dust of the earth
and will go back to dust when we die
believing that days where my family or friends have events
are more than normal days
believing that events
like birthdays, anniversaries, graduations, marriage etc
are special days
believing that in special days
i have to wear special clothes
to stand out
and be praised for having nice clothes
by people attending the event
believing that if they look up to me
I am superior
I am successful
which i equate to happiness
dressing to win
instead of realizing days are equal to other days
expressing myself here
as the breath
in every moment
within a body
that i clothe to be comfortable
desiring to buy new clothes that are sexy to wear for parties
to dance in discos
the evil me
wanting to attract men
believing that if i will be ale to attract men
i will have more choices
to be married with the perfect man of my dreams
someone who's handsome, with lots of money and very spiritual
believing that if i do so,
i have more chance to survive as the personality
i have more chance to have a relationship that will last
that will never die
instead of realizing i am here living life
moving me moment by moment
as the breath
so rather than desire
DE-al with the 'alternate S-elf 'as me as the personality that IRE
face my fear of survival- as money - as form - as energy
self-forgive
write a correction script
and apply myself in my living
to birth me here as someone who will always stand for what is best for all
realizing that money and clothes come from the dust of the earth
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to doubt who i am
the one who is uncertain of whether i am
the one who fears survival and uses money to buy clothes
that will make me win/superior/have a positive energy experience
the same one who lose and have a negative experience
or the one who gives money a value equal to life
and gives clothes a value equal to life
using clothes
to make my body comfortable
instead of realizing i am here as breath
within a body
developing an equal and one relationship with it
and using clothes and money for what is best for all
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
blame the physical for creating different kinds of clothes that
make others superior and make others inferior
instead of realizing it is me as the mind
competing with others perceived separate from me
to survive
so it is me who is going to take self-responsibility
looking at where my clothes were made
how they are made
and which materials were used to make them
realizing that these materials come from the earth
where the dust come from
the dust where all come from
and will one day return
to correct myself in my living
in how i buy and use clothes
making sure i use them for
making the body comfortable
realizing that the body and the clothes
is equal to who i am, what i am and how i am
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
have the excuse that i have to survive as someone who is
well dressed for any occasion
where people will respect me for how i dress
notice me for what clothes i wear
and look up to me as someone superior
so i survive as the personality
within fear of not surviving
within fear of inferiority/losing
desiring to be superior/winning
in a world of competition
instead of realizing i am here
as breath in every moment
stopping what i accepted and allowed
in 'my within' -as the mind
and in 'my without' - as this world system
to birth me - as all life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive
as someone who is using clothes to have a positive energy experience
to win/survive/attract others etc.
within balance in polarity - as winning and losing
to be whole
instead of realizing real wholeness
does not need separation from the source
realizing that instead of
connecting/defining clothes to/within other words
charging them with a positive and negative value
redefine the words i use
redefine myself
redefine life
living the redefined meanings of
who i am, what i am and how i am
as equal to all that is here
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