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The Word 'Self'                                         

Topic: 
Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'self'
as who i am in relation to the symbols that are the building blocks of words
words that are the building blocks of sentences
which i use to express myself here
as i birth myself as Life

What is self-forgiveness?

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Self-forgiveness:

Separating From the Word Through Giving it a Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word self through giving it a positive value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word  self through giving it a negative value

Charging The Word With A Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word self with a positive value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word self with a negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word supreme
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word supreme

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word eternal
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word eternal

I forgive myself that i have accepted  and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word indivisible
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word indivisible

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word omniscient
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word
omniscient

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word me
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the letter 'I'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the letter 'I'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word June
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word June

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word beautiful
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word beautiful

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word name
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word name

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word special
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word special

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word chef
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word chef 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word coach
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word coach

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word  health
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word health

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word  food
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word food

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word nutrition
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word nutrition

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word cook
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word cook

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word best
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word best

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word beiringer
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word beiringer

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word salvo
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word salvo

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word  nice
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word nice

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word favorite
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word favorite

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word innocence
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word innocence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word inquisitive
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word inquisitive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word know
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word know

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word realization
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word realization

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word liberation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word liberation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word enlightenment
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word enlightenment


Negative Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word ego
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word ego

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word lazy
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word lazy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word careless
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word careless

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word slow
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word slow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word 'hapak' 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word 'hapak'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word 'kaluluoy'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word 'kaluluoy'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word bap
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word bap

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word dependent
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word dependent

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word weak
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word weak

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word roca
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word roca

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word  cancer
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word roca

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self to the word inferiority
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word self within the word inferiority
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
resonate the word 'self' 
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water and actually program
the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself
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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to instead of connecting/defining the word 'self'
to/within other words
that i have assigned positive  and negative values to
that are my mind interpretation of reality
which is paranoia
redefine it as equal to my expression
as who i really am

I commit myself to through writing
self-forgiveness and self-correction in my living
rewrite myself 
stopping the sentences in the book i have written within myself 
my whole life story

including sentences that has a positive or a negative charge 
separating myself from the word 'self'

equal to and one with how i created myself
through spoken words in my mind
creating myself through writing, speaking words
and expressing myself through words 

I assist myself to be clear within myself before i write or speak this word

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
using the word 'self'
within fear of losing
fearing sickness and death
fearing survival in a world of inequality
desiring to be enlightened as an individual perceived separate from all
desiring to win and desiring to have eternal life - liberated and enlightened

I stop
I breathe

I realized that my fear of losing
is fueling my desire to win

desiring to have eternal life
when all is suffering in this world of inequality
within self-interest

fearing the ego is limited 
experiencing a negative energy experience

believing that i have to unite to the 'supreme consciousness'
believing what the guru said
believing that doing so 
will give me enlightenment, where i will become self-realized 
and become liberated from the bondage of birth and death

to experience a positive energy experience
seeking the 'moreness' of me
to win
to survive as the liberated, self-realized, enlightened individual
that i created in an alternate reality within my mind
fearing to see what is here
fearing to see the suffering of all parts of me as life

desiring enlightenment and self-realization
of myself only 

believing that that is REAL

forgetting that REAL-ity is here
in/as the physical
forgetting that all are birthed here
one and equal to all

I assist myself to take self-responsibility for all parts of me as life
mapping out how i created myself  in 'my within' as the mind
and in 'my without' as this world system

I assist myself to release this word
that I charged with a positive and a negative value
redefining this word
as equal to who i am, how i am and what i am
so as i redefine words
as equal to my expression - as all parts of me as life
I redefine myself as someone
who will always stand for what is best for all

Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6

Solution Blueprint Update: Assignments: Realizations: 12th Day: Day 173: SF Oct 1 2012

 

                 

 

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I started doing a solution blueprint for the 'late or procrastination' character - for me to have a look at what i am doing in separating myself from the task at hand and time itself - and instead go within my mind and do other tasks that i desire to do creating a positive out of an initial negative - when i am bored and sleepy.

In my solution blueprint - where i jot down daily what i was doing on a daily basis, i found out that the mind gets in the way of me applying myself practically in doing my DIP assignments daily - where i would automatically think about things i have to do and stand up and do it - leaving my assignment unfinished .What i found is working is really applying me in the physical writing and doing my assignment and not giving in to the mind, so i am doing my assignment daily.

I started initially by starting my day doing my assignment but then there's a time when there were other tasks that needs to be done early on the day - so then i started doing these tasks  instead of my assignment and pushed my doing my assignment later in the day - whenever i have time - but making sure i do it - but i forget if i have done it or not. So within this, there is the 'unknowing' character - as i play this one when i try to get out of taking self-responsibility.

I asked myself a question - did i do my assignment today? and the answer is - I am sure i did but i cannot remember when, and then i go into a sense of being overwhelmed. So, here i can see that i am being overwhelmed when i am not here as breath doing my assignment. This is clearly me as the mind character - the 'overwhelmed' character.

I have looked at this character - but i have not blogged about it.

I realised it is not just doing the assignment but BEING HERE AS BREATH WHEN DOING IT.

These are points i will direct in blogs to come:

*Redefine the Word Time
*Blog about Unkowing and my experience as the mind character within that and correct myself  and birth me as the real character as the breath in every moment here
*Blog about being overwhelmed and my experience as the mind character within that and correct myself and birth me as the real character as the breath in every moment here.
*Redefine The Word Assignment
*Look at how i charged the word 'here'

So, i am also writing down the task that i will do for the day and instead of me writing a to do list or not writing one - which i tried before, i am writing down the amount of time i allocate for each task that i do daily - but i will not hold myself to the time i scheduled daily and will not restrict me to do other tasks when i am finished with the task..

Here is my self-forgiveness and self-commitment for this blog :

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate - and define myself within the 'procrastination' character  - where i stop what i am doing - like making my assignment - when i think of something that i have not finished to do that i need to do - where i am hoping that in doing that task it will give me a positive experience - with the thought that i actually finished something- leaving the task i have to do unfinished and sometimes forgotten -when i come back to the task that i was doing - not realising that this character i  have given life to for a long time - and so i am directing myself to stop and physically assist myself to do it. Clearly, this is me as the mind, directing me to do any task that i think about, react, imagine etc.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself procrastinating and defining myself within the 'procrastination' character - where i become bored and sleepy when i do not clearly understand what is being conveyed in the assignment - I ask myself what word i do not understand and assist myself to be patient with me to really assist me to look up the meaning of the word or symbols or numbers  and redefine it to something i can live as my expression - based on who i am as equal to all parts of life.

I commit myself to put the assignment  within and as myself and see who am i within this assignment - what am i in doing this assignment and why am i doing what i am doing in making my assignment

I commit myself to when and as i feel sleepy and bored and having a mental blank -when i am making my assignment  i stop - i breathe and say, 'I am here'. I clap 2x to wake myself up and stand up and splash water on my face  or take a shower - whichever is practical to wake me up - then assist myself to get back in front of the computer and finish what i am doing.

I realise that when i am not doing my assignment or when i procrastinate - i think about those unfinished tasks during the week and become overwhelmed when thoughts come up about doing and finishing the task - so i commit myself to assist myself to be intimate with me as who i am as breath here - as the physical sensation of what i do - as the movement of my physical body - as the presence of who i really am - and to instead of entertaining thoughts, backchats, reactions, pictures, sounds, or desiring to finish an unfinished task in the past - to tell myself to stop - and tell myself that i will put that in my list of tasks to finish - allocate time to do it  - and finish what i am doing in that moment - and if there is a 'call of nature' that i really need to do something to assist the body or the physical existence, i tell myself to stop and tell myself to start another task - and to slow myself down and not be caught up in that - where whatever i see i connect to something that i have not done - to not do that - to instead finish that part of the assignment i am working on according to the time i allocated for that task - breath by breath.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being controlled when doing an assignment - because i do not like sitting and doing the same thing for a long time and so desires freedom by doing something else - where i have thoughts of getting some nuts/fruits, sweeping the floor, folding the clothes, preparing food etc. - and entertain me as the mind - and imagine that i will feel good by getting up of the chair for a minute - creating an alternate reality within/as my mind where i imagine and think about things i can do to make me happy separating me from the task at hand  - and time - desiring to get up and do something else - justifying it by saying 'i can do my assignment later after i feel better' which is from fear of control - not realising this is me as the mind character that i am giving life to and not who i really am as the real character - equal to the task at hand and the accumulation of my breaths here as time.

I commit myself to stop the fear of being controlled when doing my assignment - and stop the memories as pictures, desires etc. - within and as myself and let go of the the separation within my mind where the task at hand becomes a negative experience and desiring  another activity or task for a positive energy experience and assist myself to bring the task within and as myself - and express me within the task and whatever i create within that practical movement breath by breath as freedom as who i am here in my expression.


I Had A look At The Things I Have To Do Daily and In The Next Blogs I Will Come Up With The List of Things I Have To Do Daily, as My Daily tasks!

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