3 Redefining The Word 'TEAM' SF

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Redefining The Word 'Team' Part 1

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Redefining The Word 'Team' Part 2

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Redefining The Word 'Team' Part 3

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Redefining The Word 'Team' Part 4

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2016/03/team-redefinition.html

When looking at the word 'Team', I realized that I have given it a meaning that is  not optimum for me to live as equal to who I really am - within wholeness, so i am forgiving myself here for accepting and allowing that...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to present a different picture of me when I am with my team and a different picture of me when I am in another team where I embody 2 different personalities - trying to speak as if I am together but deep within me I am uncertain of who I really am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  want to be in a leadership position to be able to prove myself to myself and to everyone around me, that I am better than the rest so that I will feel satisfied that I as the personality is okay in terms of the way I talk and the way I convince others of who I have become as the personality. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stand for what is best for me rather than what is best for all life - within self-interest and decide from that starting point within a team.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - within jealousy, hold on to what I believe is best for me and some members - so stop other members of my team or other teams that we compete with to proceed with whatever course of action they are walking - within self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that what i learned as the most efficient way of handling groups/teams is the the best way to do it - believing that as i was taught that, that is the best way I can do things -  so implement changes in a team I am a part of,  guided by what I learned from information that was given to me by others either in school or given by my immediate circle of friends, colleagues, and relatives.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to decide as a leader in a team or group setting where i believe my decision is  the right decision and so other decisions contrary to that is unimportant - within superiority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to defend the existence of me as the mind - as the personality, by deciding from the basis of what i like and not like rather than consider what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I will be inferior to the group if my decisions are not upheld - so within that compete to win within the team or with other teams - within superiority

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the reason I am in a team is so everyone will be entertained by each other and if I do not get entertained anymore, I leave the group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to - as the perceived leader in the team, reason using information and logic that is separate from me and separate from all, as me - so I am not even aware of the consequence of the decisions I make nor do i care about the decisions I make as long as it benefits me -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be righteous believing that my opinions and views matter and others don't  matter - within superiority 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see how my decisions will impact the life or process of others - whether it will support their process or sabotage it - within apathy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that we are already birthed here - believing that I as the individual personality - that i defined separate from all, is who i really am as the being - so express myself as that - without questioning the separation I have defined myself within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with other teams within an organization to win for prestige, money, and power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to out-do other members of the team I belong, to win - within competition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a goal that is separate from me where i become unaware of who I am while walking towards that goal - looking at a future projected illusionary reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my value is becoming less when i lose a competition and more when i win.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus my eyes on the reward of winning rather than be here and be aware of who i am to within that, interact with members of the group and walk as equals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that as I am part of the system, I can ease myself gracefully within it and change some parts of the system  - within an idea of limited change - rather than see realize and understand that all that i have received as a 'gift' that life has given me within my process of self-perfection will be given back to all so all life can be benefit, therefore birthed, making it possible to birth life on the physical. 

When and as I see myself becoming the leader or the follower in a group and doing that which is best for me and not of/for the team, then justifying that, I stop - I breathe. I realize that I will compromise my process and other's process this way, so rather than have this starting point, stand for what is best for everyone for the best of my ability - for the benefit all.

I commit myself to stand for what will be best for all in a team - whether as a leader or as a member, knowing that we all come from the dust of the earth - using commonsense to come to a solution when presented with a situation/problem .