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Thursday, May 9, 2013

'I Want To End The Relationship': DMC Day 268 Sex








I am looking at this Mind Pattern:

>I like his looks
>>but he is too thin
>>>I do not like the moles at his back
>>>> it turns me off
>>>>>I do not like that when we have sex he does nothing but lie down
>>>>>>he just sticks his jade stalk inside the jade gate and that is it
>>>>>>>I do not like that he treats me like a princess because it is boring
>>>>>>>>he asks me to decide all the time
>>>>>>>>>It magnifies him being inferior and me being superior
>>>>>>>>>>he is cold
>>>>>>>>>>>he is not emotional
>>>>>>>>>>>>he is not kissing me all the time
>>>>>>>>>>>>>he is not caressing me all the time
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he is not drawn to me like a fly is drawn to a pooh
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he does not look at my eyes for a long time and whisper sweet nothings in my ears
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I do not like that he does not have much money to spend on me
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he is stingy
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I only said yes to having a relationship with him because
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i have problems with DJW
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I do not like it when i cannot eat the food i like to eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because of him budgeting his money and planning the food we will eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I am not madly in love with him
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I am unhappy with him
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>It is not working
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I want to end the relationship
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Realizations:


I realize  that
It is me that is going to take self-responsibility
It is me that is going to correct myself
as the creator and the created
of 'my within' as the mind
and 'my without' as this world system

rewriting the programs 

and so,  the systems 
from what is best for me only
to what is best  for all
realizing that 
what is best for all 
Is what is best for me

I realized
I created the problem
I can provide the solution

I can rewrite the book within myself

I can correct myself

It is me who's going to forgive myself 

for accepting and allowing me 
to interpret reality
giving words a positive  or a negative value
experiencing the world accordingly
and behaving according to the mind definitions
i had given words

instead of seeing what is here

instead of seeing what is real
redefining words
giving them meaning equal to who i am
and living those definitions

I realized

It is me who is going to correct myself - my script 
It is me that is going to correct my living

It is me who's going to redefine words

It is me who is going to live
the redefined meaning of words

It is me who's going to rewrite myself in my blogs

It is me who's going to correct myself 
in my living
in every moment of breath

birthing who i really  am 


moving me

expressing me
as who i am, what i am and how i am
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Why do self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/
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Correcting Myself: Rewriting the Program

Taking Self-responsibility

Self-forgiveness Statements 

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