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Sunday, May 12, 2013

'It Is Not Working': Day 290 Sex and Relationships: DMC



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Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the design of 'fear of survival - as form - as sex - as energy''

fear that i will be with DMC 
having a boring sex life
believing that he does not have that emotional bond with me
believing that attraction is about that emotional bond
or good feeling that makes us look at each other's eyes and kiss
for long hours because we desire each other so much
desiring to be with someone 
who is not just handsome and attractive
but who can also give me good sex, love and financial stability
believing that if i do not have a good sex life 
I will be unhappy 

believing that him teaching me how to draw aboriginal paintings is great
but not so great 
believing that i need to have it all
believing that to be complete - to be whole
 i need to have it all
great looks, great sex, love and financial stability
believing that i can't be happy when i do not have it all


Through this,
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
doubt who i am uncertain of who i am
perceiving myself split into 2
the one who does not have a perfect man wanting to have a perfect man
or the one who is whole 
having an equal and one relationship with the body
seeing another who i am in a 'relationship' with as me
believing i am separate from the source
believing i am a female separate from a male
believing i am the better half - of the whole
believing that to be whole 
i have to have a relationship
with a male 
believing that having a good relationship
with a male 
is the way to be whole
believing that this is the way
to unite with the source

instead of seeing and realizing
i am here as the breath
in every moment 
as wholeness

Through this,
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to blame the physical 
for creating moles that at DMC's  back
for creating thin forms
for creating stingy men
for creating boring sex

instead of realizing i am the one who 
is self-responsible for connecting 
information given to me 
to positive energy experiences
imagining me as the personality evolving  
I am  the one that is self-responsible for 
connecting moles to a negative energy experience
I am the one connecting thin forms to a negative energy experience
I am the one responsible for defining stingy 
within men spending or not spending for me
and i am the one defining sex within 
boring and exciting

so i am the one
that is self responsible for 
the consequence outflow 
of what i accept and allow

Through this
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to have the excuse that i cannot survive 
in a  relationship without having good sex 
believing that i can only survive in a relationship when i have good sex

not seeing and  realizing that this is balance in polarity

Through this
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
justify the excuse that i cannot survive
in a relationship without having good sex 

believing that i can only be whole when i have good sex 
with my partner

instead of realizing that wholeness does not need separation from the source

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