Day 9: 21 Days My Highest Potential RELATIONSHIP

I am looking at the word RELATIONSHIP here.

RELATION   SHIP

RELATION   S-elf   H-ip

Where the ship is going will be determined by who we are

and the destination will be determined by that...

Day 9

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Lessons I Learned From My Daughter's Stay: Comfort Equals Money

We are travelling to see my daughter who is visiting North Carolina from the Philippines for a week for work training.

It is very interesting that after travelling for 4 hrs. we can sleep and rest at a motel for $62. We still have to travel 10 hrs. tomorrow from Malvern, Arkansas to Tennessee then to our final destination - Asheville, North Carolina, where we will pick-up my daughter from the airport.

That is how much we pay for comfort. We can sleep in the car and be uncomfortable for no money but we choose to be comfortable for the night and pay the fee.

Comfort = money

This is why we have to earn more money. The homeless and the poor in the streets of LA, Dallas, the Philippines etc. cannot afford this comfort. The ones with money can.

We avoid discomfort but with no money, we do not have a choice.

It would be cool to see every human able to afford a comfortable home where they can rest and enjoy a good nights sleep.

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This is a Continuation of This Blog
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/solution-to-unhappy-sex-life-day-294_21.html

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In this blog i will be working with the Backchat Dimension
(highlighted with the brown color)

In the next blogs, i will be working on the rest of the dimensions  of my mind

Brief Outline:

Fear: the base platform of the mind
Fear of not having a good sex life

The Conscious Mind:
Design of the Conscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mMguKZT8VY

Thought: picture of having sex with DMC
Imagination: 'not enjoying having sex with someone i am not attracted to physically, and assuring myself that this suffering will end.'

The Subconscious Mind: 
Design of the Subconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AoGjglQ94A

Backchat
2.'I do not like the moles in his back'

Reaction:
faking it, feeling of loss

The Unconscious Mind:
Design of the Unconscious Mind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pc4h8SQxsLI

Body Movement: 
withdrawing touch, smiles halfway
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Introducing:

The QuantumMind
The Quantum Physical

The Real Physical
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What is self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/

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Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in the design of 'fear of survival - as form - as energy'

have internal conversations within my mind
about DMC's moles in the back
as in 'I do not like the moles in his back'

separating from his physical form
giving moles a value less than life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
give moles a value less than life

giving form without moles a value more than life
connecting this experience to a negative energy experience of
when i was young seeing my grandmother
having moles and freckles on her face

connecting her moles to ugliness
connecting moles to dirt
connecting moles and discoloration on the skin
to being less than - being inferior

connecting skin without moles or clear skin 
to beauty
giving it a value more than life

believing i am inferior because i have freckles on my face
believing it is just like dirt on the skin
believing that my mom's skin being white
is superior
and my skin on my face is inferior 
connecting it to ugliness
or being imperfect

having conversation in my mind of how i feel
when i saw my grandmother's mole 
and when i saw the freckles on my face  
experiencing a negative energy experience

taking pictures from the distant past
comparing that to my recent past energy experience
seeing the moles in DMC's back
and having a negative energy experience
out of looking at it

fearing being inferior
fearing being criticized
fearing being laughed at
fearing being ridiculed

reliving athe experience i had with my mom
of when i was young
her telling me i am careless -  in the kitchen
when i dropped something on the floor
in front of everyone on the table

getting angry
but suppressing my anger
suppressing the irritation within me that i experiences
blaming her for me feeling inferior

projecting my fear of being inferior
to DMC

instead of realizing that i have to face my fear
take responsibility
forgive myself
commit to correct myself
and write a script
so i can live
the corrections

realizing that my desire to leave the relationship
is fulled by my fear of being inferior

within this, not realizing that
the body is being resourced for the mind to exist
and that, participating in internal conversations within my mind
is like a socket on the wall connected to a computer
the electricity running through the computer
and giving it power

compromising the body
taking from it
abusing it
through mind participation

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Commitment to Correction
Script

I commit myself to
when and as i see myself 
having internal conversation within my mind

about not liking moles or freckles in ones body
fearing being inferior
and projecting that to someone else
desiring to be superior by moving away 
from the perceived source of inferiority

I stop 
I breathe through the desire

I realize that this is me as the mind
taking pictures from the distant past
comparing that to my recent past  experience
of seeing DMC's mole on his back
connecting that to a negative energy experience 

justifying my excuse that i have to leave the relationship
because that is the way i can be whole
within balance in polarity
disliking something/someone that gives me a negative energy experience
then going somewhere out there to find the  man
that will give me a positive energy experience

not seeing and realizing that
real wholeness
does not need separation from the source

realizing that
i am part of the whole  - as all life

realizing that moles are a part of  me  - life
realizing that my body and DMC's body
comes from the same substance

the dust of the earth 

I commit myself to stabilize me as breath
develop an equal and one relationship with the body
and be here in every moment
as who i am, what i am and how i am
realizing the body is here to express itself
supporting  the being to express self here

'It Is Not Working': Day 290 Sex and Relationships: DMC

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Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
 http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/
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This Blog Is A Continuation of This Blog
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/05/i-want-to-end-relationship-dmc-day-268.html
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Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to

participate in the design of 'fear of survival - as form - as sex - as energy''

fear that i will be with DMC 
having a boring sex life

believing that he does not have that emotional bond with me

believing that attraction is about that emotional bond

or good feeling that makes us look at each other's eyes and kiss

for long hours because we desire each other so much

desiring to be with someone 

who is not just handsome and attractive

but who can also give me good sex, love and financial stability

believing that if i do not have a good sex life 

I will be unhappy 

believing that him teaching me how to draw aboriginal paintings is great

but not so great 

believing that i need to have it all

believing that to be complete - to be whole
 i need to have it all

great looks, great sex, love and financial stability

believing that i can't be happy when i do not have it all

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 

doubt who i am uncertain of who i am
perceiving myself split into 2

the one who does not have a perfect man wanting to have a perfect man

or the one who is whole 
having an equal and one relationship with the body
seeing another who i am in a 'relationship' with as me
believing i am separate from the source
believing i am a female separate from a male
believing i am the better half - of the whole
believing that to be whole 
i have to have a relationship
with a male 
believing that having a good relationship
with a male 
is the way to be whole
believing that this is the way
to unite with the source

instead of seeing and realizing
i am here as the breath
in every moment 
as wholeness

Through this,
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to blame the physical 
for creating moles that at DMC's  back
for creating thin forms
for creating stingy men
for creating boring sex

instead of realizing i am the one who 
is self-responsible for connecting 
information given to me 
to positive energy experiences
imagining me as the personality evolving  
I am  the one that is self-responsible for 
connecting moles to a negative energy experience
I am the one connecting thin forms to a negative energy experience
I am the one responsible for defining stingy 
within men spending or not spending for me
and i am the one defining sex within 
boring and exciting

so i am the one
that is self responsible for 
the consequence outflow 
of what i accept and allow

Through this
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to have the excuse that i cannot survive 
in a  relationship without having good sex 
believing that i can only survive in a relationship when i have good sex

not seeing and  realizing that this is balance in polarity

Through this
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
justify the excuse that i cannot survive
in a relationship without having good sex 

believing that i can only be whole when i have good sex 
with my partner

instead of realizing that wholeness does not need separation from the source

Decoding The Mind of a Prostitute, The Female in a Relationship, The Guru and The Monk: Day 273

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Topic:

What Does A Prostitute, A Female Desiring A Relationship,
A Devotee Desiring A Guru and A Monk Desiring To Be Celibate
Have In Common?

They are all consequence outflows of our Desires
within the process of Attraction, Love (participating in the mind/energy for a positive energy experience) and Sex (satisfying the desire)?

Let's have a REAL look:

The Fear and Desires of a Female 
Desiring a Relationship with a Male:

>Fear of surviving as a female personality within  fear of loss or fear of being alone
>>desire to attract or be attracted to a male
>>>desire for a relationship
>>>>desire for love and sex
>>>>>investigates the potential partner - his stability/status, house, car, employment etc.
so she will be assured of their survive as a 'couple'.
>>>>>>finds out he has money, finds out he has a car and a house, finds out he desires her, they get into a relationship


The Fear and Desires of a Prostitute

>Fear of surviving as a prostitute
>> desires to present herself well, moves well and speaks well
 to attract the potential client
>>>desires to get clients so she can have money to pay for rent, transport, food etc.
>>>> sees the desire from the client to have sex
>>>>>names her price
>>>>>>The client pays the price and gets sex in exchange so the prostitute can survive
>>>>>>>becomes happy


This is the Fear and Desires of a devotee

Let's have a look:

>Fear of surviving as a human having eternal existence
>>desires assurance of eternal life
>>>The guru talks 'blissfully' about how he/she can give one liberation/relief from stress/karma and assures all if he does what he say and follow his footsteps they will get eternal life
>>>>the devotee get attracted to the 'blissful' looks, speech and movement of the guru
>>>>>the devotees donate money for the projects of the guru and so the guru and the monks  in the spiritual organization will survive - eat, travel, have roof over their head etc.

So, if we look at these 3 fears, we can see that they are identical
from the perspective that they started from Desire within the process
of attraction, Love and Sex - and within this, the desire to survive - within having money

This is the Fear and Desires of a Monk' Who Is Celibate
>Fear of surviving as a human that exist eternally
>>Desires to have eternal life
>>>reads a book or heard the discourse/talk of the guru about spirituality
>>>>the monk  gets attracted to the guru's teachings
>>>>>the monk becomes celibate as per the suggestion of the guru
>>>>>>he/she joins the spiritual organization
>>>>>>>the monk asks for donation (money or goods/services) from the members of the organization, the public etc. to survive

The fear of the monk is the same as the 3 before him - fear of survival.
Although the monk does not participate in sex,
he/she still participates in Fear and Desire

Fear: Survival   
Desire: to survive within the organization and to have food, shelter etc.

What's the Fear fueling the Desire?
FEAR OF SURVIVAL - as MONEY

To be continued
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The Problem
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/fear-of-survival-flow-charts/problem-solution-reward/
The Solution and The Reward
http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/fear-of-survival-flow-charts/problem-solution-reward/the-solution-anf-the-reward/
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Sex: Dimensions of My Mind Day 267 : Imagination: DRD

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In this blog i am looking at the Imagination Dimension. 

I am including a brief outline of the mind dimensions i will be working on

at the beginning of this blog for reference purposes.

Topic: Sex

Brief Outline:

Dimensions of My Mind

The Conscious Mind:

Thought: me being touched by the man who i am in a relationship with,  in the nipple

Imagination: the nipple hardening and my 'jade gate' secreting fluid with the hard 'jade stalk' inside my 'jade gate' going in and out in a slow but firm motion alternating with deep thrusts and shallow thrusts that drives me to a point of 'orgasm'

The Subconscious Mind: 

Backchat: (I decided to keep this in my private blog)

Reaction: me satisfied and happy feeling ecstatic- like a complete woman

The Unconscious Mind:

Body Movement: my head turning right and left,

 screaming intermittently, gasping for my breath

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I am doing self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correction script in this blog

specifically on the IMAGINATION Dimension.

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Self-forgiveness Statement:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate
in the design of fear of survival - as positive energy

imagine the nipple hardening and my 'jade gate' secreting fluid
with the hard 'jade stalk' inside my 'jade gate' going in and out
in a slow but firm motion alternating with deep thrusts
and shallow thrusts that drives me to a point of orgasm
believing that this is an experience of life
believing that ecstasy and bliss is life
believing that it is me as who i am, as self
who is experiencing this ecstasy and bliss
not seeing and realizing it is the alternate version of me
as who i have become as the mind

extending the thoughts within my mind
into/as imagination to evolve who i have become
as the personality
the alternate version of me
experiencing positive energy

believing there's more of me
than here
imagining pictures
and making a movie out of those pictures
as i connect them to my past and relive the energy
that entertains me as the mind
that gives me a positive energy experience
believing that the nipple is a source of positive energy experience
believing that the 'jade gate' is a source of positive energy experience
believing that the lips is a source of positive energy experience
believing that the saliva's warmth and the tongue of another poking in
and DRD's tongue playing with my tongue is a sensation
that gives me the 'moreness' of me
that gives me a positive energy experience
that gives me LIFE

using pictures and words within my mind
to animate the picture
so i can believe it
so it will seem real
so i can be entertained
so i can transcend my fear

not seeing and realizing the consequential outflow
of this in the physical body
as it is being resourced
to transform natural energy
to unnatural energy
so the mind can exist

not asking myself the question,
'could it be possible that
like a socket on the wall
connecting ones laptop
into it
that moment when one connects the wires or the electricity
the mind resource the body
this way also
transforming physicality to energy
so the mind can exist?'

and commonsensically answering that question

instead of realizing that the physical body
is an organism that is expressing itself here
equal to all the bodies in this world
the body of animals, of plants, of nature
and that physical interaction
is an interaction of my body
with another body
that is equal to who i am
that is equal to all that exist

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Commitment:: Correction Script

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
extending my thoughts to imaginations
imagining my nipples hardening and the things that follow to that

I stop
I breathe

I realize that  these pictures
that i imagine within my mind
is an interpretation of reality
which i connect to past memories
reliving the energy experiences
connected to that memory

I assist myself to see realize and understand
that these pictures in my mind have
no real physical existence
therefore an illusion

so it is to stop
animating these illusions
and interpretation of reality
to rather
be here as breath in every moment
as who i am
physically interacting with another as me
within having sex
expressing me within body movement
enjoying its sensations
as the breath here
that is physical and not
a picture or series of pictures
within my mind

I assist myself to wake myself up
be here as the breath in every moment

staying with the pulse of my heart
clapping my hand once
stomping my feet
when and as i see myself
going into imagination
when i see a man
that i connect to a positive experience in the past
when i see actors and actresses in a movie
that i connect to a positive experience in the past

to instead of imagining things within my mind
I stabilize me as breath
walk back and see where this started
and see the matrix
understand how i defined me into existence

to through writing, self-forgiveness
and self-corrective participation
realize how i created my mind
rewrite the script within myself
rewrite the story
in the book within myself
redefine words
and live their redefined meaning
so as i redefine words
redefine myself
to always stand for what is best for all
and live that
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that i have given values within my mind
'as in

imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = nipple hardening = bliss = +100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = 'jade gate' lubricating = bliss = +100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD =  jade stalk' inside me = bliss = +100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = him kissing me 'passionately' = + 100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = his tongue inside my mouth = +100
imagiining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = the warmth of my saliva and the warmth of his saliva = +100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = his body and my body touchiing with each other = +100

nipple hardening + jade gate lubricating + jade stalk inside me + him kissing me on the lips 'passionately' = positive energy experience = happy relationship = Life

orgasm = Life = +1000

Life = +1000'

I realized i have given mind values that are not real
I realized i have made up mind equations that are not real

I realized i imagined a picture of reality
interpreted that reality
and then connected that picture
to a positive energy experience
that i use to entertain me as the mind

I realized that when i have sex
i am trapped within/as my mind
not really seeing and interacting with another as me
but interacting with another within my mind
separating myself from reality
entertaining myself
within self-interest
instead of being here as breath
interacting with another as who i am
equal to another
enjoying the movement, presence and sensations
in every moment
in every breath

so, it is to realize that
the value  of the nipple = body/physical = Life
the value of the vagina = body/physical = Life
the value of the penis = body/physical = Life
the value of the lips = body/physical = Life
the value of the saliva = Life
the value of the tongue = Life

where All = Life
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