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Friday, April 5, 2013

Sex: Dimensions of My Mind Day 267 : Imagination: DRD





In this blog i am looking at the Imagination Dimension. 
I am including a brief outline of the mind dimensions i will be working on
at the beginning of this blog for reference purposes.

Topic: Sex

Brief Outline:


The Conscious Mind:

Thought: me being touched by the man who i am in a relationship with,  in the nipple

Imagination: the nipple hardening and my 'jade gate' secreting fluid with the hard 'jade stalk' inside my 'jade gate' going in and out in a slow but firm motion alternating with deep thrusts and shallow thrusts that drives me to a point of 'orgasm'

The Subconscious Mind: 

Backchat: (I decided to keep this in my private blog)

Reaction: me satisfied and happy feeling ecstatic- like a complete woman

The Unconscious Mind:
Body Movement: my head turning right and left,
 screaming intermittently, gasping for my breath

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I am doing self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correction script in this blog
specifically on the IMAGINATION Dimension.
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Self-forgiveness Statement:


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate
in the design of fear of survival - as positive energy

imagine the nipple hardening and my 'jade gate' secreting fluid
with the hard 'jade stalk' inside my 'jade gate' going in and out
in a slow but firm motion alternating with deep thrusts
and shallow thrusts that drives me to a point of orgasm
believing that this is an experience of life
believing that ecstasy and bliss is life
believing that it is me as who i am, as self
who is experiencing this ecstasy and bliss
not seeing and realizing it is the alternate version of me
as who i have become as the mind

extending the thoughts within my mind
into/as imagination to evolve who i have become
as the personality
the alternate version of me
experiencing positive energy

believing there's more of me
than here
imagining pictures
and making a movie out of those pictures
as i connect them to my past and relive the energy
that entertains me as the mind
that gives me a positive energy experience
believing that the nipple is a source of positive energy experience
believing that the 'jade gate' is a source of positive energy experience
believing that the lips is a source of positive energy experience
believing that the saliva's warmth and the tongue of another poking in
and DRD's tongue playing with my tongue is a sensation
that gives me the 'moreness' of me
that gives me a positive energy experience
that gives me LIFE

using pictures and words within my mind
to animate the picture
so i can believe it
so it will seem real
so i can be entertained
so i can transcend my fear

not seeing and realizing the consequential outflow
of this in the physical body
as it is being resourced
to transform natural energy
to unnatural energy
so the mind can exist

not asking myself the question,
'could it be possible that
like a socket on the wall
connecting ones laptop
into it
that moment when one connects the wires or the electricity
the mind resource the body
this way also
transforming physicality to energy
so the mind can exist?'

and commonsensically answering that question

instead of realizing that the physical body
is an organism that is expressing itself here
equal to all the bodies in this world
the body of animals, of plants, of nature
and that physical interaction
is an interaction of my body
with another body
that is equal to who i am
that is equal to all that exist

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Commitment:: Correction Script

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
extending my thoughts to imaginations
imagining my nipples hardening and the things that follow to that

I stop
I breathe

I realize that  these pictures
that i imagine within my mind
is an interpretation of reality
which i connect to past memories
reliving the energy experiences
connected to that memory

I assist myself to see realize and understand
that these pictures in my mind have
no real physical existence
therefore an illusion

so it is to stop
animating these illusions
and interpretation of reality
to rather
be here as breath in every moment
as who i am
physically interacting with another as me
within having sex
expressing me within body movement
enjoying its sensations
as the breath here
that is physical and not
a picture or series of pictures
within my mind

I assist myself to wake myself up
be here as the breath in every moment

staying with the pulse of my heart
clapping my hand once
stomping my feet
when and as i see myself
going into imagination
when i see a man
that i connect to a positive experience in the past
when i see actors and actresses in a movie
that i connect to a positive experience in the past

to instead of imagining things within my mind
I stabilize me as breath
walk back and see where this started
and see the matrix
understand how i defined me into existence

to through writing, self-forgiveness
and self-corrective participation
realize how i created my mind
rewrite the script within myself
rewrite the story
in the book within myself
redefine words
and live their redefined meaning
so as i redefine words
redefine myself
to always stand for what is best for all
and live that
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that i have given values within my mind

'as in

imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = nipple hardening = bliss = +100

imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = 'jade gate' lubricating = bliss = +100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD =  jade stalk' inside me = bliss = +100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = him kissing me 'passionately' = + 100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = his tongue inside my mouth = +100
imagiining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = the warmth of my saliva and the warmth of his saliva = +100
imagining positive energy experience of me having sex with DRD = his body and my body touchiing with each other = +100

nipple hardening + jade gate lubricating + jade stalk inside me + him kissing me on the lips 'passionately' = positive energy experience = happy relationship = Life


orgasm = Life = +1000


Life = +1000'


I realized i have given mind values that are not real

I realized i have made up mind equations that are not real

I realized i imagined a picture of reality

interpreted that reality
and then connected that picture
to a positive energy experience
that i use to entertain me as the mind

I realized that when i have sex

i am trapped within/as my mind
not really seeing and interacting with another as me
but interacting with another within my mind
separating myself from reality
entertaining myself
within self-interest
instead of being here as breath
interacting with another as who i am
equal to another
enjoying the movement, presence and sensations
in every moment
in every breath

so, it is to realize that

the value  of the nipple = body/physical = Life
the value of the vagina = body/physical = Life
the value of the penis = body/physical = Life
the value of the lips = body/physical = Life
the value of the saliva = Life
the value of the tongue = Life

where All = Life

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