SF Beliefs, Believing, The One Etc. Part 3

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself - as The One, The Heirarchy, to lead others to finish their process, when i myself have not finished mine - within self-dishonesty.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as The One, The Heirarchy, develop relationship with group members that is so picture perfect - within fear of survival - as money - that i compromised what team life is about and developed a group that is based on assistance - rather than self-support - as i am there when everyone needs help - not seeing and realizing that the key to finishing process is figuring out how to look at my problems and provide solutions to them - myself, going through that perceived 'crisis' - as it is how i support myself effectively.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as a member - believe that I am less than the Heirarchy, The One - believing that since i have no information about the dimensions, and i rely on information coming from the portal, i am inferior and the one who i perceived has more knowledge and awareness  - as superior

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as a member of the 'elite group' believe that I benefit from the information the portal is giving me that I defined the portal as more - in separation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as the Heirarchy, as The One, believe that because Bernard opened the portal - I am it.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as The One, believe that because  I have walked more years with Bernard in the physical i know him more than others - within superiority.