SF Beliefs, Believing, The One Etc. Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself - as a member - to believe that i am part of an 'elite group' that is special, separate from life - because we know what is going on inter-dimensionally, and that I cannot amount to anything without the group - without the information- which constitute my belief system - within separation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself - as a member - to feel helpless when no one is helping me believing that life is about that, not seeing and realizing that it is the result or consequence outflow of always needing help and within this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as The One - the Heirarchy, always wanting to help and assist - within fear of survival - as money, creating a consequence outflow of members who are entertained by the assistance - which is in conflict with what process is about - self-support.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to forget what my process is about because i am entertained by information coming from the portal - that i need to get help from Anu, etc. - losing myself within that - within powerlessness.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as The Heirarchy, The One - always wanting to help others - acting as a Savior for all, which is in itself me diminishing myself & others in their ability to look at their own mind and correcting themselves.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to point out other's mind and withold from others who i am as the mind because I am acting as The One - within Heirarchy and create a false image of myself to myself and others - within manipulation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compromise my standing and other's standing - within desire to help because i can see what they cannot see inter-dimensionally - within fear of survival - as money.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that groups are about developing relationships - which i have done so well that no one wants to even question me anymore forgetting that i am 'the group' - as within me resides trillions of cells.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - as a member, refuse to question the Heirarchy - The One - forgetting that in my blogs i committed myself to question all equally.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be mesmerized by entertainment - within new information coming from the portal that i lost myself within that and forget who i am as a part of the whole that is life in this physical existence - which is where the birthing happens - that even Lau Tzu and Bernard did not need a portal to help them finish their process - within belief.