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Tuesday, August 12, 2014

The Persona As The Mind: Is It REAL? 21 Day Investigation On Words and Behavior: Hey Day 2


June's Blog About The Word 'Hey'

Words: 
'Hey'
'Real'

1.
Someone who's a stranger calling me 'hey'

Thought:
Don't Call me 'hey', call me by my name,  June
Picture: A Stranger calling me

Mind Pattern
>don't call me 'hey', call me by my name,  June
>why is he calling me hey?
>I got to tell him to call me by my name
>but that's a tic

Behavior:
Turn my head my eyes looking at the person where the sound came from
Saying 'Don't call me 'hey', my name is June.

What's the fear?
Fear of family members not calling me by my name

This fear is not being looked at. The persona that I believe is me, is running away from this fear because in its estimation, if this is repeated in a family environment, I will lose the validation

Within this mind pattern, there is the idea that if he calls me by my name, we are more intimately connected compared to those who call each other 'hey'. So, there is comparison here too. There is also a belief that people who call each other 'hey' are strangers to each other.

There is a need to influence his way of calling me 'hey' to him calling me by my name which is a way of'
manipulation really to suit what is best for me - so I can stay within my mind and think about this idea and manipulate my way out of it. So then, I realized it's a tic which the mind sees as a habitual 'voice tic'
that the mind defined as some form of speech disorder which the mind believed is not really from the person but which arose from an unconscious voicing of something - so because there was a belief that it was not L as who I knew him to be, that was saying 'hey' I stopped reacting, which is still a belief because it could have been a word

The body is being manipulated to animate what I believed in my mind, my idea of what a name is, my belief of what the word 'hey' mean, and because the persona within my mind that i believed is me is not going to win in all this, it wants to manipulate the situation so it can win - so the persona who I believed is me, uses the body to animate this desire to win by turning my head with eyes looking at the person where the sound came from and saying, 'don't call me 'hey', my name is June'

I animate the illusion within my mind to make it look as if it is REAL

Is this what we can really call REAL?

The Word Web Definition of the word 'REAL'
Being or occurring in fact or actuality; having verified existence; not illusory

Expanding the Definition of the Word 'REAL'

Being or occurring in fact or in actuality - as someone/something standing for what is best for all; having verified existence; not illusory in a way that one's standing for what is best for all can be proven and are aligned to what is best for all life - humans, animals, plants ..

Benefitting the Whole:

Being or occurring in fact - has to be aligned to what is best for all, realizing that what  is best for all is also what is best for me or the individual

Benefitting the Individual: 
Being or occurring in fact - within what is best for the individual only, is self-interest and will not benefit the whole

We are parts of the whole - that is Life

The next time someone said 'hey', and you looked at the direction of the person saying 'hey' with your eyes and said,  'my name is '___', or there's a reaction within you, investigate if it is the persona that you think you really are, that said it or that persona behaved it or that persona reacted to it. If it is so, forgive and correct oneself. Let's be REAL, self-realization is really about that!

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Links


Leon's Blog About the Word 'Hey'
Day 1

Friday, March 1, 2013

Foundation of Who I Am: Physical Day 245


Parenting::Perfecting the Human Race

What is Self-forgiveness?
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Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself
that i have accepted and allowed myself
'as the physical'
to be split within myself
 my awareness
going to 
who i am 
in relation to energy
existing in relationship to the mind
in the form of
victimization
powerlessness
and suppression
relating to this world
in terms of 
my experience
of/as positive, neutral and negative energy 
rather than 
real living participation 
making this
the foundation of 
WHO I AM
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Self-Commitment Statements

I commit myself to 
when and as i see myself  
splittng myself
going to my awareness 
of who i am as energy
I stop
I breathe
I realize that 
who i am is not defined by energy 
who i am is here as breath
in every moment
I assist myself  
to accept and allow me to 
instead of relating myself to 
this world in terms of experiences 
to rather relate to this world 
in real living participation  

Thursday, February 21, 2013

The Word 'Mind' :Connected to Ego Day 242


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Redefining Words
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Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race
 Words
The Word 'Mind'

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'mind

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life


Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'mind' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.


Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word mind through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word mind through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word mind with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word mind with a negative value
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Positive Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word exist
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word exist

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word survive
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word survive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word think
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word think

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word analyze
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word analyze

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word thought
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word thought

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word energy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word energy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word exist
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word exist

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word function
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word function

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word movement
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word movement

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word  intelligence
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word intelligence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word identity
I forgive myself that i8 have accepted and allwoed myself to define the word mind within the word identity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word imagine
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word imagine

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allwoed myself to connect the word mind to the word power
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word power

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word feeling
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word feeling

I forgive myself thati  have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word sensation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word sensation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word chakra
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allwoed myself to define the word mind within the word chakra

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word consciousness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word consciousness

 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word  desire
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word  desire
 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word justify
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word justify

I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word backchat
I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word backchat

I frorgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word excuse
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word excuse

Negative Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word worry
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allwoed msyelf to define the woird mind within the word worry

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word ego
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word ego

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word control
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word control

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word lust
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word lust 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word sin
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word sin
  
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word problem
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word problem 


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word blame
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word blame

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word doubt
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind to the word doubt

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word blame
I forgive myself thati  have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word blame

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word fear
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word fear

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allwoed myself to connect the word mind to the word apathy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word apathy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word regret
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word regret

I forgive myself tyhat i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word boredom
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word boredom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allwoed myself to connect the word mind to the word grief
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind to the word grief

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word sadness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind to the word sadness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word reactive
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word reactive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word hate
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word hate

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word insane
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word insane

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word retarded
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word retarded

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word alzheimers
I forgive myself that i have  accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word alzheimers

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word amnesia
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word amnesia

I forgive myself that ihave accepted and allowed myself to connect the word mind to the word reaction
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word mind within the word reaction

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Commitment to Correction Script

I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating from the word mind
through giving it a positive or a negative value
I stop 
I breathe

I realized that giving this word a positive value is me 
as the mind wanting to win
in a world of competition
where i fear to lose
wanting to survive within/as information and knowledge etc.
wanting to evolve me as the mind  so i can have a positive energy experience

I realized that giving this word a negative value is me
as the mind fearing losing
in a world of competition
like when from that fear of surviving 
there arise doubt, thoughts etc.within me
then wanting to win 

I commit myself to before speaking this word be clear within myself 
and use this word as equal to my expression

I commit myself to show that the word 'mind' is just a word
that i have given positive and negative values to
It is to release myself from these mind values and 
use the word as an expression of who i am

seeing and realizing symbols as letters as words that form sentences

are symbol manifestations equal to who i am
and the key is to stop me as the illusion of energy i created 
trapped within these positive and negative definitions
to birth me here as who iam, how i am and what i am
living the redefined definitionsof words
as living words

I commit myself to accept and allow me to 
through my physical eyes see words as letters, as symbols 
and through my physical ears here ('hear')
pure sound

=== Quote: '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into  a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'
Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2 Interview by Sunette Spies
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
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Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that I gave positive and negative values 
connecting/defining the word 'mind'
to/within the following words

'as in

Positive Connections/Definitions

exist = +100
survive = +100
think = +50
thoughts = +10
analyze = +50
energy = +100
function =+10
movement = +100
intelligence= +100
identity= +100
imagine = +10

power= +10
feeling = +10
sensation = +20
cakra = +10
consciousness = +10desire= +10
 justify = -10
backchat = +10
excuse =+10

Negative Connections/Definitions
worry = -10
ego = -10
control= -10
lust = -10
sin = -50
problem =-50

blame =-10
doubt = -10
fear =-50
apathy = -50
regret= -10
boredom = -50
grief =-50
sadness =-50
reactive =-10
hate= -50
insane = -50
retarded = -50
alzheimers = -50

reaction =+10'

I realized that the positive and negative values i gave these words are mind values
that are not real

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application
birth myself here as who i am, what i am and how i am
equal to symbols as pure sound

I commit myself to flagpoint myself when and as i see myself 
presented with a problem that i need to analyze
or thoughts i believe ineed to think about 
or in a moment when i have to talk about the ego etc.
to assist myself to change my starting point from who i have become as the mind

to who i am as equal to my redefined definitions of words

I commit myself to assist myself to realize that words 
are symbols we sound as who we are
that resonate as we speak
from the smaller bubble to the bigger bubble 
creating 'my within' as the mind
and 'my without' as the world system

I commit myself to redefine the word and use it as equal to my expression
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Tuesday, July 10, 2012

2012: Redefining The 'I': Connections to Other Words: SF Part 9 Day 87

Related Blog:
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Guide To Redefining Words:

In this blog, i am doing self-forgiveness for separating myself from the letter 'I' by giving it a positive and a negative value - where i do not see it as what it really is.

Self-forgiveness Statements:

Positive:
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the words June Roca
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the words June Roca


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word June
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word June


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the latter 'I' to the word love
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word love

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word special
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word special

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word favorite
I forgive myself that i have acceopted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word favorite

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word exist
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the lwtter 'I' within the wordexist

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word survive
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word survive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word life

i forgive myself  that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word right
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word right

I forgive mytself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I" to the word positive
I forgive myself that i have accepte and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word positive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word good
I forgive myself that i have acecpted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word good

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word me
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word myself
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word Identity
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word identity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word mother
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word mother

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I'  within the word life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word name
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word name

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word body
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' to the word body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word breath
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word breath


Negative

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word hate
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word hate

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to he word normal
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word normal

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word death
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word sickness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word sickness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word wrong
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word wrong

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word negative
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word negative

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word bad
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word bad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word Bap
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word Bap

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word Filipino
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word Filipino

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the letter 'I' to the word Philippines
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the letter 'I' within the word Philippines

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Giving The letter 'I' a positive value:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the letter 'I' with a positive value
Giving The letter 'I' a negative value:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the letter 'I' with a negative value

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Separating from the letter 'I' by giving it a positive value:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the letter 'I' by giving it a positive value
Separating from the letter 'I' by giving it a negative value:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the letter 'I' by giving it a negative value
Note: To be Continued: Self Commitment
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                                         'I' as the Character As All Characters In This World
Quotes:

This ‘character-creation’ of ourselves originated from and of the moment we as substance separated ourselves into and as an innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities, where substance took on the character of “There Must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than ME as HERE”.  And so within the creation/manifestation of that character from and of itself – Substance accordingly manifested/created the embodiments/manifestations of that character from, within and as itself that manifested as the MORE of itself as all the manifested/accumulated manifested-singularities into and as which it separated itself creating/manifesting the Illusion of MORE. And so separated itself from HERE into and as the accumulation of and as Energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive the MORE it separated itself from itself as HERE.
Thus, this Illusion of MORENESS manifested the MORE it separated itself from Itself and HERE. And so, substance as ourselves created/manifested our/its first Character embodiments/manifestations


http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/first-creation-of-character-day-79.html
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the character I build, is the Character I play in the Story of my Life, looking for an Audience to Love my character so that my character can be Validated by someone else, because then I can also Believe that my character is Real: as it must be Real if someone else can see my character and Love it - but if you dare to Not Accept my character, I will hate you, because you do not Love what I love – my character – as the character of me I created as my Memory, which creates me as a Character, and so I am in the Circle of my Life as My character, as my Memory, recreating myself as the character with Everything that defines me as character – over and over again, having the exact same experience as this character until I decide to create a New Character which will follow the exact same pattern, ending with me as the Character in my Memory, where the memory creates Me. Thus, if my Memory creates me, is my Memory God?
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I commit myself to be the One that takes on the Character of Each One Here as their Ego, and to destroy the Memory that created the Character so that the Real One may step forth and See the Real Mess being Created so we can sort out the Mess on Earth we have created together, while lost as characters in our own Illusion of Memory.

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-79-stepping-out-of-character.html

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All of us are walking around like zombies – following the thoughts in our minds and putting on the suites of the characters as our minds guide us to the next suite to wear and the next and the next. Yet all this time we are trapped within and as our mind were we are trying to live out the thoughts as characters that come up within and as ourselves. We fight for the survival of our characters as ‘it is mine’, ‘it is who I know myself as’ and ‘nothing you can say or do will change that’ is the backchat that arises when the suite as characters are challenged within and as self.
We have moments of opportunities to dent our characters to allow ourselves and another as ourselves to stop living as characters and to allow ourselves to take a breathand be here within and as the moment that is here. 

2012:Redefining the 'I' In 'Who Am I? Character Part 8 Day 86 The 'I' as the Character as All Characters In This World





Related Blogs:
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Redefining The 'I'
According To The Dictionary, the 'I' is

the nominative singular pronoun, used by a speaker in referring to himself or herself.

Redefining the 'I'

The 'I' is a letter used by the speaker or writer to refer to oneself - separate from everything and everyone - separate from the plant, the humans, the animals and other manifestations in this world.

This is a limited definition where one as the 'I' - as the character - act within self-interest - driven to survive in a world based on inequality - always seeking for the 'moreness of oneself' within accumulated positive energy - as one defines oneself within positive and negative energetic experiences as memories - fearing losing oneself as the character -  an illusion.

One looks at the world one is existing in/as - based on inequality - and sees the consequence of separation and living from the starting point of self-interest.

Realizing through ones process of self-perfection, that one is equal to all that is here as the substance/physical - forgives oneself and commits to correct oneself and birth oneself to stand for what is best for all.

*The I is a letter used by a speaker or writer in referring to oneself - standing equal to all that exist - humans, plants, animals etc. - where one forgives oneself for separating oneself from another and corrects oneself in every moment of breath - standing for what is best for all - as ALL LIFE.

Assisting oneself through blogging and vlogging to stop oneself from always desiring/seeking the 'moreness' of oneself and births oneself as that which stands for what is best for all life

As one realizes 'as within so without', assists in creating a world based on equality -  as plants, animals, humans and other manifestations/expressions living as equals- - until all is free and life is here forevermore.


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Redefining Words:
 http://juneroca.com/words/redefining-words/
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'I' as the Character
Quotes:

This ‘character-creation’ of ourselves originated from and of the moment we as substance separated ourselves into and as an innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities, where substance took on the character of “There Must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than ME as HERE”.  And so within the creation/manifestation of that character from and of itself – Substance accordingly manifested/created the embodiments/manifestations of that character from, within and as itself that manifested as the MORE of itself as all the manifested/accumulated manifested-singularities into and as which it separated itself creating/manifesting the Illusion of MORE. And so separated itself from HERE into and as the accumulation of and as Energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive the MORE it separated itself from itself as HERE.
Thus, this Illusion of MORENESS manifested the MORE it separated itself from Itself and HERE. And so, substance as ourselves created/manifested our/its first Character embodiments/manifestations


http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/first-creation-of-character-day-79.html
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the character I build, is the Character I play in the Story of my Life, looking for an Audience to Love my character so that my character can be Validated by someone else, because then I can also Believe that my character is Real: as it must be Real if someone else can see my character and Love it - but if you dare to Not Accept my character, I will hate you, because you do not Love what I love – my character – as the character of me I created as my Memory, which creates me as a Character, and so I am in the Circle of my Life as My character, as my Memory, recreating myself as the character with Everything that defines me as character – over and over again, having the exact same experience as this character until I decide to create a New Character which will follow the exact same pattern, ending with me as the Character in my Memory, where the memory creates Me. Thus, if my Memory creates me, is my Memory God?
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I commit myself to be the One that takes on the Character of Each One Here as their Ego, and to destroy the Memory that created the Character so that the Real One may step forth and See the Real Mess being Created so we can sort out the Mess on Earth we have created together, while lost as characters in our own Illusion of Memory.

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-79-stepping-out-of-character.html

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All of us are walking around like zombies – following the thoughts in our minds and putting on the suites of the characters as our minds guide us to the next suite to wear and the next and the next. Yet all this time we are trapped within and as our mind were we are trying to live out the thoughts as characters that come up within and as ourselves. We fight for the survival of our characters as ‘it is mine’, ‘it is who I know myself as’ and ‘nothing you can say or do will change that’ is the backchat that arises when the suite as characters are challenged within and as self.
We have moments of opportunities to dent our characters to allow ourselves and another as ourselves to stop living as characters and to allow ourselves to take a breathand be here within and as the moment that is here. 

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