Day 18 21 Days My Highest Potential PERSONALITY

Today, i am looking at the word PERSONALITY

Phonetics

PERSON   AL-l   IT

Expanding word meanings 

Expanding our expression

Day 18

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Masculinity and Femininity: My Mom and Dad

Me as a Child

My Dad was born with the male sex organ. He got married with my mom who was born with a female sex organ. I was born from the union of their egg and sperm cells. That's how 'scientific' it gets. 

Having a female sex organ like my mom, wearing female clothes like a dress  with 'flowy' designs, I bonded with her when I was growing up and copied more of the feminine roles she took on consciously, subconsciously or unconsciously.

In this blog, I will bring the memories back here of when my dad was with me - in my childhood so I can see how I changed my expression when I was with him to when I was with my mom. 

My experience with my dad is straight forward. He provided financial support for the family by going abroad - to work as an Engineer. He was not with us all the time when I was growing up. He came and stayed sometimes but most of the time he worked abroad.

He was 19 years older than my mom when they got married according to stories I heard from her. She said my dad did not ask her her to get married but he asked my grandmother permission instead. Then, when my grandmother conceded, she was assumed to 'yes' as well.

Their courtship was filled with stories about how my dad treated my mom and other relatives to the island where he lived and worked. 

My mom's story will be in my next blog. 

Day 5 Bitter Coffee Beans, Bitter Melon and Bitter Taste: 21 days Mind Investigation of Sugar

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What Is This Bog Is About?
Fear of eating raw chocolates with bitter coffee beans

Mind Pattern:
>I do not want the raw coffee flavored chocolate
>It's a bit bitter because of the coffee
>I can only eat a little bit of it
>I like a sweeter taste

What's the fear?
Fear of eating raw chocolates that has  coffee beans that tastes bitter

What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to dislike bitter taste and within that project my dislike of bitter tastes to the coffee beans, not wanting to eat it, and craving food with sweet tastes, believing that it gives me more pleasure when i eat it than eating food with bitter taste, justifying eating more sweets and connecting this to a memory of me eating bitter melon in the Philippines which is bitter when eaten raw just by itself, blaming the bitter melon for its bitter taste rather than looking at the bitter melon as what it is - a plant that i am using as food - to nourish the body, so instead of inflating the perceived negative experience of the past memory in the present through my aversion to bitter taste of coffee in the chocolate, be here as the breath within the body, present in this moment as I experience the bitter taste of the coffee.

Commitment To Correct Myself

I commit myself to when and as I see myself having aversion or dislike for the bitter taste of coffee when eating - i stop and breathe. I let myself experience the bitter taste and decide how much of it I will take in terms of portions to nourish the body, bring myself back to physical reality, release myself from the fear within my mind, where I interpret what I taste based from fears that I attached to a memory in the past charging it with a negative experience,  living the past in the present, where what is happening is, I am mentally reacting within my mind. So, I commit myself to be here as breath, aware of physical sensations in my mouth, the taste, as i eat or drink it, and see the coffee for what it is - as food.

Why am I expanding or redefining words?

Words are like microchips that has in it for example, thoughts, imaginations etc. that is an interpretation of reality in our mind. It is defined within what is best for us, as individuals, which is based on competition within survival of the fittest . So, in expanding or redefining a word our goal is to align its meaning to what the word is in physical reality - which is mutually beneficial for all of us, humans, plants, animals etc. as it is what the word is, realizing that we can forgive ourselves for the meaning we gave it and correct ourselves - giving it a meaning we can live and express ourselves as, in physical reality that aligns to what is best for all -  as Living Words.

Word Web:
Bitter
The taste experience when quinine or coffee is taken into the mouth

My expanded definition of the word 'Bitter'
The taste experience of when quinine or coffee is taken into the mouth
- where the taste experience is not a mind experience, but rather, a physical experience.

Coffee
A beverage consisting of an infusion of ground coffee beans 

My expanded definition of the word 'Coffee'

A beverage consisting of an infusion of ground coffee beans,that is part of the whole - that is life. It is being judged as ‘bad’ because we blame caffeine in the coffee for causing our disease or creating stress in our body when it is really us who are deciding how much of it to drink or not drink.

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Self-forgiveness For Mental Health: Cough Part 1

This Blog Is A Continuation of this Blog
Self-forgiveness For Mental Health: Disease Part 1

What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a picture in my mind of how others suffer when they have a disease and within that interpretation judge myself, others and the bacteria/virus when i have a disease according to my subjective view of how others suffered which is a distorted version of what happened in reality and not what it really is

I commit myself to instead of enlarging the picture of people suffering because of disease, in 'my within' as the mind, and connect it to fear, judgments, beliefs etc., i will rather look at what disease is in objective reality and assist in creating a world where all can have health care and look at the definition i gave the word 'disease', which i defined within a subjective view of health rather than seeing it as what it is from my objective view of reality - which includes social provisions for all to get the basic necessities like food etc. to be well, to survive.

From:
Word Web
Disease
n.
An impairment of health or a condition of abnormal functioning

I commit myself to show that the bacteria and the virus is a part of the whole that is life, and is here to assist us to see what to forgive so we can correct ourselves realizing that they also have a function in this world within the collective unwritten agreement to stand for what is best for all.

I commit myself to look at the definition of the word 'health' from a 'holistic' body, mind, social living alignment and not from fear of having disease.

From:
Word Web
Health
The general condition of body and mind

I commit myself to change my starting point when i see myself having a disease, from fear of disease to desiring health, to first investigate where the fear started and look at the memories i connected to them in the past, release the fear i connected to it and do a quick self-forgiveness until i am clear and i am stable here as breath.

The Word 'Inferiority' Day 302 Connected to The Word Sickness

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Redefining Words    

Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

The Word 'Inferiority'                                         

Topic: 
Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'inferiority'
as who i am in relation to the symbols that are building blocks of words.
words that are building blocks of sentences
which i use to express me here
as i birth myself as Life

What is self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/

Separating From the Word Through Giving it a Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate from the word inferiority through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word inferiority through giving it a negative value

Charging The Word With A Positive and A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word inferiority with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word inferiority with a negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferiority to the word pity
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferiority within the word pity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word help
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word help

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word sympathy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word sympathy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word love
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word love

Negative Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word poor
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word poor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word poverty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself t define the word inferior within the word poverty

I forgive  myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word ugly

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word dirty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word dirty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word lose
I forgive myself that i h ave  accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word lose

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word pain

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior  to the word suffering
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word suffering

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word death
I forgive myself that i h ave accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word inferior to the word sickness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word inferior within the word sickness

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
resonate the word 'inferiority'
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water and actually program
the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself

Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to instead of connecting/defining the word 'inferiority'
to/within other words
that i have assigned positive and negative values to
that are my mind interpretation of reality
redefine it as equal to my expression as who i really am

I commit myself to through writing
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
rewrite myself
stopping the sentences in the book i have written within myself 
my whole life story
including the sentences that includes the word 'inferiority'
equal to and one with how i created myself 
through spoken words in my mind
creating myself through writing, speaking words 
and expressing myself through words

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
using the word 'inferiority'
within fear of losing
fearing suffering, fearing sickness, fearing death
desiring to win, desiring to be healthy, desiring life

I stop
I breathe through 
the fears and desires

I realized that my fear of losing
is fueling my desire to win 

desiring to be the best
desiring to be healthy,  to be happy etc.

to instead face 
the fear
of a negative energy experience 
i imagined/thought within my mind

to instead of desiring a positive energy experience/happiness
i imagined/thought within my mind

to instead of creating this stress in my body
the physical reacting to 
my beingness' reaction to that
which i fear
within my mind

I 'd rather assist myself to 
take self-responsibility for all parts of me as life
mapping out how i created 'my within' as the mind 
and 'my without' as this world system

standing equal with my mind

release my beingness 
that is trapped 
within my mind 
and within the physical
so as i release myself
in 'my within'
release myself as all in 'my without'

I assist myself to release words 
that are charged with positive and negative values
redefining words as equal to who i am, what i am and how i am

so as i redefine words
i redefine myself to that
who always stand for what is best for all

Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6

Sex: Dimensions of My Mind Day 270: Behavior: DRD

 From Relationship to Agreement

Agreement Course

Female Programming and Relationship Mathematics

My Food Blog

In this blog i am looking at the Behavior Dimension 

I am including a brief outline of the mind dimensions i will be working on

at the first part of this blog for reference purposes.

I am writing self-forgiveness for mind participation  here 
and commitment statements 
to correct myself - writing a script that will guide me in living life practically

Topic: Sex

Dimensions of The Mind:
Reference:

http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/the-dimensions-of-the-mind/

The Conscious Mind:

Thought: me being touched by the man who i am in a relationship with,  in the nipple

Imagination: the nipple hardening and my jade gate secreting fluid with the hard jade stalk inside my jade gate going in and out in a slow but firm motion alternating with deep thrusts and shallow thrusts that drives me to a point of orgasm

The Subconscious Mind: 

Backchat: (I decided to keep the details of this  private)

Reaction: me satisfied and happy feeling ecstatic- like a complete woman

The Unconscious Mind:

Body Movement/Behavior: my head turning right and left, screaming intermittently, gasping for my breath

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I am doing self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correction script in this blog

specifically on the Behavior  Dimension.

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Self-forgiveness Statements
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to  participate in the design of 'fear of survival - as movement - as energy'

fear not having positive energy experience - when having sex
within body movements
desiring to have a positive energy experience  - when having sex
within body movements
believing that it is me as who I really am
directing these behaviors
not seeing and realizing that this is me as the mind
manipulating the body
to justify my desire
  my head turning right and left
screaming intermittently
gasping for my breath
as I participate in that orgasmic
mind positive energy experience
where the mind
becomes the factory for good and bad energies
where the positive is the accumulation of the negative

where my fear of not having good sex
is fueling the desire to experience
good sex with DRD
a positive energy experience
within my mind
manipulating my body
to behave a certain way when I have sex

where within all these
the body is being compromised
as the natural energy from the nutrients
I eat gets transformed to unnatural energy
for the mind to exist
just like a laptop connected to a socket on the wall
getting a stream of electricity flowing to the computer 

not seeing and realizing that
this is a holographic universe
and that what is created in the factory that is my mind
as good and bad energy
gets created in 'my without'
as good and bad products that
takes from nature etc.

creating a consequence outflow
so, we have to stop

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Commitment to Correction: Script

I commit myself to when and as I see myself
fearing not having good sex
desiring having good sex with DRD
I stop
I breathe

I realize that this is me as the mind
having fear of having bad sex
when not having good sex with a male 
desiring to experience good sex
like the one I had with DRD
so this is about competition
about winning and losing
within self-interest

I assist myself to look at my fears
walk back and see the origin of this
forgive myself and correct myself in my living participation
stop mind participation
breath by breath
moment by moment
and realize that
who I am is here
as breath in every moment
moving me
expressing me

I assist myself to instead of
turning my head left and right
when having physical interaction
within positive energy participation
I move me as breath

to instead of screaming intermittently
within positive energy participation when having
physical interaction
I move me as breath here
developing an equal and one relationship with 
pure sound
assisting me to accept and allow me
to birth me here
as the primal scream of Life

instead of gasping for my breath
within positive energy participation
during sex
I assist myself to accept and allow me
to see that I am the breath here
moving me
expressing me
having physical interaction with another as me
who is my equal
expressing myself as a female
equal to the male expression
enjoying me as breath
enjoying my expression
enjoying movement as me

I assist myself to instead of
resourcing the physical
develop an equal and one relationship
with the body/physical

I assist myself to instead of
competing
within self-interest
stand for what is best for all
so life will be worthwhile for all
while we live this one life

I assist myself to instead of desiring to complete myself
through having good sex with DRD
realize that I am equal to all that exist
as my body consist of cells
that consist of atoms
consisting of substance that all consist of
so I am part of Life
that wholeness
that is Life




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Sex: Dimensions of My Mind Day 269: Reactions: DRD

 From Relationship to Agreement

Agreement Course

Female Programming and Relationship Mathematics

My Food Blog 

In this blog i am looking at the Reaction Dimension 

I am including a brief outline of the mind dimensions i will be working on

at the first part of this blog for reference purposes.

I am writing self-forgiveness for mind participation  here
and commitment statements
to correct myself - writing a script that will guide me in my living participation

Topic: Sex

Dimensions of The Mind:
Reference:

http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/the-dimensions-of-the-mind/

The Conscious Mind:

Thought: me being touched by the man who i am in a relationship with,  in the nipple

Imagination: the nipple hardening and my jade gate secreting fluid with the hard jade stalk inside my jade gate going in and out in a slow but firm motion alternating with deep thrusts and shallow thrusts that drives me to a point of orgasm

The Subconscious Mind: 

Backchat: (I decided to keep the details of this  private)

Reaction: me satisfied and happy feeling ecstatic- like a complete woman

The Unconscious Mind:

Body Movement: my head turning right and left, screaming intermittently, gasping for my breath

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I am doing self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correction script in this blog

specifically on the Reaction  Dimension.

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Self-forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
to participate in the design of

'fear of survival - as movement -as temperature - as energy'

fear feeling sad, incomplete and unsatisfied

desiring to have good sex with a male who knows how to give me pleasure

So, reactingwithin feeling happy, complete and satisfied

having sex with DRD

being touched at the points I wanted to be touched

being held the way I want to be held

having his saliva warm my mouth
when we kiss

and my tongue against his tongue

having his 'jade stalk'

inside my 'jade gate'

thrusting shallow and deep

fast and slow

the positive energy building up
starting from when he touched my nipples
to the time he kissed me
to the time he thrusts his 'jade stalk'
into my 'jade gate'
like a crescendo
that builds up to the point of orgasm
feeling satisfied, happy and complete
as a woman
as a female

believing that I can only get that happiness,
that feeling of being a complete woman
when I am in a relationship with DRD
as he is the only one who satisfied me in bed

believing he is special
believing I love him
believing I will not be complete without
a man like DRD

specializing him within my mind
as an individual separate from all

believing that even if he has a bad temper
and gets angry when he is jealous
pulling my hair to interrogate me asking
who called me that day
believing that because he is good in bed
that positive energy experience
is still more than  the negative experience
of when he gets physically abusive
and angry
believing that it is only when one loves someone that
one can react with anger
believing that when one does not care about someone
one does not care about what that someone does
so does not get angry
believing that that is a sign of too much love
when DRD gets angry at not finding out
who called me for the day
believing he loves me too much
and that he cares too much
connecting that to me being special
that someone cares about what I do
believing that that is not normal for men to get that jealous
and that being not normal
it is one of a kind
connecting that to me being one of a kind
a special woman being loved too much by DRD

believing that the physical abuse is a sign of love
believing that as a man
he cannot show his weakness
so he shows it through applying physical force
believing that physical force is a male energy
believing that this physical force complements the female's
softness and weakness
believing that it is a good thing

enjoying in one hand
the interplay of both that positive energy experience
of having sex in bed
and the negative experience
of when he becomes physically abusive
and on the other hand
feeling the physical pain
within my body

connecting that to a memory I had when I was young
of seeing my dad
embracing my mom when my mom is angry
and to get her out of anger
he would playfully embrace her
asking her, in a pretend angry tone:

'are you still angry?
If you are , i will throw you up the air!'
then he will laugh and both will be laughing together

seeing my mom gets amused with my dad's antics
laughing with my dad
and asking him to stop fooling around with her
believing that this interplay of positive and negative energy
is how one experience love

where the memory of my dad and mom
enjoying a positive and a negative experience
together in a relationship
directs me
rather than me directing me

not realizing that the positive comes from the negative

not realizing that the desire to be touched by DRD

comes from

fear of not having someone touching me

as I connected that to not being loved

not realizing that the desire to be held by DRD

comes from fear of not having someone to hold me to keep me safe

having connected it to loneliness and sadness

not realizing that the desire  to have a warm saliva inside my mouth

comes from fear of having a cold and dry mouth

having connected it to aloneness

not realizing that the desire to have his tongue 

playing with  my tongue

inside my mouth

comes from fear of not doing anything with my mouth

having connected it to boredom

not seeing and realizing that 
real love cannot be experienced
in the mind
nor physical sensations 
directed by the mind be real love
what is experienced in the mind are
positive and negative experiences
that has no real physical existence

REAL LOVE  is Life
one and equal to/as all
It does not require
participation in positive, neutral and negative energy experiences

It is to  realize that 

I am here as breath in every moment

moving me

expressing me

here

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Commitment to Correction: Script

I commit myself to when and as I see myself

fearing being sad, incomplete and unsatisfied
when I do not have good sex with a male
fearing losing my female personality

I stop

I breath

I realize that it is me as the mind
it is who I have become as the mind

thinking about pictures

imagining pictures within my mind

having internal conversations about
positive, neutral and negative  energy experiences

I had in the past, people in the past etc

always wanting the 'moreness of me'

in an alternate reality

within my mind

So, I assist myself to

accept and allow me to develop

a one and equal

relationship with my body

and see that I am here in a body

with trillions of cells
that I am here as the breath

Realizing that

fearing being alone
and fearing that I will lose my female personality
is an illusion I animate when I do not have a relationship/good sex with someone
is an illusion I made up within my mind

based on my fear of losing my female personality
within self-interest
to instead of fearing to lose that female personality
forgive and correct myself for defining myself within a limited
definition
rather than stand for what is best for all

to instead of believing beliefs are real
forgive my beliefs
and correct myself in my living application

to instead of believing physical abuse is love
realize that
pain is real
and what I experienced
when DRD pulled my hair is real

realizing that real love is
not an idea within my mind
believing an individual separate from another
feels a positive energy experience when one haves sex with
another separate from oneself
it is  to assist myself to have an equal and one relationship
with/as the body/physical
enjoying me as breath here

to instead of having a relationship with another separate from me
assist and allow me to be  self-intimate with myself
to then have an agreement with another as an equal
interacting physically
as breath here
birthing oneself as life
assisting in establishing a world that truly honors life based on equality
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