The Word 'Penis' Day 259 Word Connection Mathematics

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The Word 'Penis'                                        

Topic:

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'penis'
as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?
I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'penis' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

 Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
 http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application
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Self-forgiveness Statements:
Separation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word penis through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word penis through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word penis with a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word penis with a negative value  
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Positive Connections/Definitions 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word sex
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word sex

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word hard
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word hard

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word
dick
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word dick

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word
satisfaction
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word satisfaction

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word
long
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word long

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word baby
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word baby

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Negative Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word pain

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word short
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word short

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word long
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word long

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word pregnancy
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word pregnancy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word cum
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word cum

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word  anal
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word anal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word head
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word head

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word penis to the word odor
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word penis within the word odor

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to resonate and experience the word 'penis'
over and over again
into the very physical body
rippling through into the water
and actually program the very physical
from the depths of the physical itself

I commit myself to redefine the word 'penis'
and live the redefined meaning of the word
equal to my expression
as who I am, what I am and how I am

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Commitment to Correction Script

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness 
and self-corrective application
recreate myself 
by rescripting the movie in my mind
rewriting the book within myself
releasing the positive and negative charge
I had given the word
redefining the words i speak and write
redefining the word 'penis' 
and using it to mean that part
of the physical/body 
equal to the body of nature
equal to the substance 
that is equal to the substance all consist of
as who i am
using it as equal to my expression

to rather than define the word within
sex, satisfaction etc.
see the word 'penis' as what it is

develop an equal and one relationship with the physical/body
as who i am

I assist myself to before using the word 
be clear within myself
making sure there are no movements within myself
making sure i release the charge 
i had given the word
forgive myself and correct myself 
in my living participation
change my starting point
from self-interest to what is best for all life


I commit myself to when i fear losing
using the word 'penis'
to win
by giving the word a value more than life
desiring satisfaction and sex
rather than face my fear of pregnancy

I stop
I breathe

I assist myself to
realize i am not defined by the word 'penis'
change my starting point from fearof survival/loss
to what is best for all

I assist myself to 
accept and allow me to use pure sound
and integrate it
into a beingness physical level
in equality and oneness
that self will become that word
as a living remembrance of it
as who i am,how i am and what i am

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Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6
https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that i had given the word 'penis'
positive and negative values
through connecting/defining the word 
to/within other words
'as in

Positive Connections/Definitions

sex = +100

hard =+100
dick =+100
satisfaction = +100
long= =+10
baby=+100


Negative Connections/Definitions

pain =\-100
long = - 50
pregnancy= -100
short = -100
cum = -50
anal = -50
head = -50
odor = -50'

I realized that these values
i had given these words
are mind values
that are not real

Realizing that the word 'penis'
consist of letters as symbols
that we sound
as who we are, what we are and how we are
realizing that 
the definition
I give words
is how i see myself, others and this world

Realizing that the value of all that is here
including symboks as letters as words
is equal to Life

All = Life
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  Quote:
 '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'
Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2
 https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-2

21 Days Breathing: Solution Blueprint : Food, Plantain, Blogs and The Body JTL Day 151 Sept 11, 2012 21 Days Breathing Part 10 Day 8

My Animal Blogs:

 

About Writing/Blogging

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Store

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SELF-FORGIVENESS

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References:

21 Days Breathing

Daily Blogs

http://juneroca.com/my-process/the-21-days-breathing/

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Solution Blueprint Part 1

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/21-days-breathing-solution-blueprint1.html

Solution Bleprint 2

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/solution-blueprint-raw-food-shower.html

Solution Blueprint
'Late' Character

Routine
Sept 11, 2012

To Do Breath by Breath

/Call school of Nutrition
/Write Yesterday's Routine
/Shower
/Stretching  postures - with breath here
/Massage self -with breath here - as i  massage my body
/Delete Redefining Group - 10 each
xMake additional cheesecakes * decided not to as i see the commonsense of doing it the day after i deliver as i still have enough cheesecakes to deliver for this week

/Blog * did 2 Blogs :
The Story of Nature, Siopao, Chinese Noodles, the Elephant
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/food-siopao-chinese-noodles-nature-and.html
Solution Blueprint2 'Late' Character Sept 10, 2012
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/solution-blueprint-raw-food-shower.html
/Assignment* corrected Part 1 and 2 emailed
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Readings:
Read Journey to Life Blogs:
/Heaven's
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/
/Creations
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/
xEarth
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/
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Interview Listened To:
/Listen to Quantum Mind Part 5
http://eqafe.com/i/jroca-quantum-mind-self-awareness-step-6
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Vegetarian Class For This Month
xMake Poster for Vegetarian Class
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Video
/JTL Vlog *Done Updated
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House

/Sweep The Floor
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Food
Did not eat out
/Food I made and ate at home:
Half a plantain cooked
/3 raw cinnamon raisin bread 2/12 by 2 inches with raisins
/ *Raw Beet Coconut Thai Soup 1/4 c Dehydrated to warm a bit

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***I started doing the self-forgiveness for the 'late' character points i saw today - but is not finished yet.
The self-forgiveness is about 'fear of being late and wanting to be early'.

* I started the day without a list - did the to do list by midday - that was a bit of a challenge
* Correcting Myself as I Go

202: The Body Parts Judgments 1 Part 24 Day 65:

June Roca 

My Story

The Body Part 1

Timeline

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/p/timeline.html

In my last blog, i wrote about shyness, i saw that i connected it to certain parts of my body. Then, i saw Lindsay's blog where a quote about the body was posted from an eqafe interview that says the most important point  to do self-forgiveness is with ones  physical body. So, in this blog, i will do self-forgiveness for points i have with my body.

 Self-forgiveness for separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my physical body

Self-forgiveness for judging the Thigh:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my left thigh as less than myself and my right thigh as more than myself based on a belief that when the thigh have a scar - it looks bad and when it does not have a scar it looks good.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the scarred skin where my right breast was taken after the cancer operation as less than myself based on a belief

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the right thigh as more than my left thigh based on a belief that when a thigh has no scar on it looks good - and when it has a scar- it looks bad

Self-forgiveness for Judging the Breast and other related points:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my left breast as more than myself and my right breast as less than myself based on a belief that when the breast is removed because of surgery it looks bad and when the breast has not been removed because of surgery it looks good -

 not realizing that the surgery was done because of what i have accepted and allowed
 as i abuse my body 
 I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress me and my expression as the physical body
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  participate in comparison, judgment and jealousy - where i designed competition within my mind  etc. -desiring to be happy - and within that resource the physical and transform it to energy for the mind to exist

 instead of realizing that there is consequence for accepting and allowing mind participation
blaming substance/physical within spite 
 judging the breast - not realizing that the breast is made from substance - and so as i judge the breast - i judge substance- blaming it for expressing the way that it does - within spite
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress me and my expression
as the physical 
 believing that i have to do whatever the people who i defined as 'authority figures in my life' 
 say 
and within that take the consequential outflow of that suppression

Self-forgiveness for Judging the Skin:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my skin as less than myself and a young woman's skin as more than myself based on a belief that when the skin is elastic and young - it looks good and when it is wrinkly and old it looks bad.

Self-forgiveness for judging my Gluteus Maximus Muscles

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my gluteus maximus as less than myself and Leon's gluteus maximus  as more than myself - based on a belief that when a bum is firm and fleshy it looks good and when a bum is saggy and not fleshy it looks bad

Self-forgiveness for Judging my  Pelvis

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my pelvis as less than myself and Leon's pelvis as more than myself - based on a belief that when the pelvis is about 8- 10 inches more than the waist - it looks good and when the pelvis is 2-6 inches bigger than the waist or smaller than the waist it looks bad.

Self-forgiveness for Judging My abdominal Muscles

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my abdominal muscles as less than myself and Leon's abdominal muscles as more than myself based on a belief that when the abdominal muscles is firm and young it looks good and when the abdominal muscles is saggy, bulging and old it looks bad

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