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The Guru Mathematics 1: Day 229 Fear : Survival: Postponement

 

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In this blog, i am looking at who i have become as a 'devotee'

or the follower of a guru - as i had been for 29 years in the 'past' - perceived separate from all - to through writing self-forgiveness and self-corrective application  birth me here as who i am 
equal to the physical/substance
as all that is here

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Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 
to participate in the design of/as

'fear of surviving  - as divinity'

fear that i will not self-realize and have eternal life

if  i don't have a 'guru'

to teach me what to be/do to have eternal life

fearing i will be doomed for eternity

 

not realizing

 i am here as breath

in every moment

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I commit myself to when and as i see myself 

fearing and needing a 'guru 'to self-realize

and have eternal life

I stop

I breathe

I realised that

i have given a mind value

that is

more than life to the ' guru'

as  the human

as for example

human 'as the guru' = giver of eternal life = +10

and has given a value 

less than life to the humans 'as devotees/followers of the guru'

where

humans 'as devotees of the guru' = not the giver of eternal life = -10

not realizing 

that these are mind values

that are NOT REAL

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Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Mind Values 
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Values Equal to Life

 i perceived the guru to be the giver of eternal life 

believing that being the giver of eternal life 

he is the giver of a positive energy experience

as bliss/eternal happiness

so i had given the 'guru' a mind value =  +10

and perceived the devotees as not givers of eternal life  

believing they are the ones 

 suffering 

believing they are the ones with a mind/ego   


connecting the mind/ego to a negative energy experience

connecting the mind/ego to suffering

and based on that belief

 i had given devotees/follower of the 'guru'

 a mind value = -10

not seeing  the REAL VALUE

of/as Life 

as who i am

 as the physical/body/substance

equal to the physical/body/substance of nature

equal to the physical/body/substance of animals

equal to the body/physical/substance of plants

not realizing that

the physical/body/substance of the 'guru'  has a value equal to Life

where

physical/body/substance of the 'guru' = Life

 

and that the

physical/body/substance of the 'devotees' has a value equal to Life

where

physical/body/substance of 'devotees' = Life

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I commit myself to bring myself back to 

who i am as the physical/body/substance

equal to all that is here

and just feel my heartbeat

just be with the pulse of my heart

and breathe

and just be here with myself in this moment

stabilize myself 

and continue expressing me here in what i do

remaining with the pulse of life

until i am the pulse of life

living as a living example

transforming life on earth

into rebirthing of real life

through the physical

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I commit myself to 

assist myself to accept and allow me to

see Life as what is HERE

as how this physical existence exist in/as the MOMENT

as one directly see within and as the' holding moment'

of the in - breath and the out-breath

'I Don't Care': ''Desiring Enlightenment:' :Day 194 Thought and Backchat Dimension

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'I Don't Care' Character

I am looking at the 'Fear that when i truly care i will have to take responsibility to/as all parts of me as life' , in this blog,  where because of this fear, i choose to 'not care' - using self-forgiveness and commitment to correction to recreate me as someone who can be trusted to always stand for what is best for all - as someone who in fact cares to birth me here  - as all Life.

                                                  THOUGHT DIMENSION:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to entertain and become preoccupied with the thought, 'i fear taking self-responsibility to/as all parts of me as life' that one thought can make me react as 'fear to take self-responsibility for/as all life'  that in that moment  i go within my mind - an alternate reality-  that is not what is here, as the physical - as what is real- and within that become 'unaware' of me as breath at that moment here in/as the land of real living.

I forgive myself that i haven't  accepted and allowed myself to in that thought of  'fear of taking self-responsibility for all parts of me as life ' i remove myself from the physical reality of here, which is 99% and the 1% as thought as 'fear of taking self-responsibility for all parts of me as life'   i participate in/as the mind - accepting and allowing me to separate me from what is here, as what is real - as this physical/body.

I commit myself to when and as i see a thought manifest in my mind as 'fear of taking self-responsibility to/as all' to in that moment stop and Breathe, and wake myself up and realise i am HERE in this breath,  in this body that is expressing, moving and functioning and with me accepting and allowing me to follow a thought that is 1% of what is here - i am missing another breath - where in that moment  i can stop my mind participation and direct myself in the physical and stop thinking that thought.

Imagination Dimension

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine how difficult it is to take self-responsibility - creating a relationship of fear - to taking full responsibility for/as all life - where the only things that i take responsibility for are  the ones that will make me flourish and prosper as an individual separate from all - within self-interest and have justified not taking self-responsibility for/as all life - having a picture of an enlightened and spiritually elevated me having lots of followers - not seeing realising and understanding that i am in fact just saving my ass - within that imagination - disregarding the rest of all parts of me as life - just the evil me hiding within the recesses of my mind - hiding behind the veil of self-realization and enlightenment - yet self-dishonest - as who i have become - as the nature of me within my mind - thinking no one will know - no one will find out - the truth of me - as the evil intention that i hide - wanting to just save my ass - desiring to self-realise by myself - not willing to take on each one as me and walk with/as them and go through the difficulty and pain and suffering that is the consequential outflow of me surviving only for i - me and myself 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not be willing to take on each one as me and walk with/as them - not wanting to go through the difficulty, pain, sadness  and suffering -  wanting the shortcut - choosing the easy way out - forming a relationship with the  picture within my mind - of me with followers - copying the gurus that crossed my path in this lifetime - not seeing and realising the self interest within that - by me just having my own enlightenment and leaving the rest of existence, to find their own way out - as the evil intention  as me within my mind -through this,  i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by my fear of taking self-responsibility for all of me as life - choosing the path of self-interest within my desire for enlightenment - not seeing and realizing the  evil nature of me wanting to be enlightened ahead of everyone - where i  pictured me as being more elevated spiritually and the rest not.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the picture of my guru and imagined him sitting on the top of my head with hands blessing me - who i meditated on for so long - about 29 years ,  in a mudra - a hand gesture ( a form of blessing) meditating on that on my sahasrara chakra - imagining him within my mind 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify not taking self-responsibility for/as all -by  sitting in meditation - just to have a calm mind - for myself  to feel good - not caring how the rest of humanity is doing within a system such as this one we've got - just interested in my own happiness and bliss - while i pity the majority of humans that i believed will not get enlightened - or will not self-realize - within blame - believing  in my mind - i will be enlightened and i will self-realize - and so i imagined me blissful as the enlightened one - within self-interest- within the recesses of my mind where the evil me resides - hidden, so no one will know - no one will find out the truth about my wanting to be enlightened - driven by fear of taking self-responsibility for all as me -  as life.

Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself imagining how difficult it is to take responsibility for all parts of me as life -  and desiring to not take responsibility because of that- i stop - i breathe and assist myself to  take self-responsibility anyway, as i am here as part of this one life 

I commit myself to when and as i see myself  justifying Not taking self-responsibility for/as all by siting in meditation and imagining someone to give me enlightenment - i stop - i breathe and realise that this is the alternate version of me desiring to be enlightened out of fear of taking responsibility for/as all life and fearing to establish a world that truly honors life where all will get the basic necessities to survive in dignity where plants and animals will not be slaughtered for food and profit - within self-interest. I stop. Instead of sitting in meditation - to look at ones  thoughts, imaginations, backchats, emotions, feelings etc.  and  through writing, self-forgiveness and commitment to correction - assist oneself to recreate oneself to someone who can be trusted to stand for what is best for all.

Backchat Dimension:

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to extend the thoughts and imagination to backchat and internal conversation, thinking,  

'I will do what the guru says and that's all that i need to do. I do not have to assist all life, that is too much, I can only do so much. I am just human, and fortunately i have a guru who promised to save me. he said to do meditation, yoga postures and eat sentient food without garlic, onion, egg or meat and then give food to the poor, then i will be liberated from the ego' 

- using words separate from me  - within my mind while having internal conversations of self-interest within my mind - fearing to take self-responsibility and surrendering to the guru to take responsibility in my behalf .

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not want to take self-responsibility as a mother to my kids - and instead left them in the care of their aunt and their father while i migrated to Australia - and justifying that by giving up, with the backchat:

'i do not have any means to support my kids, i cannot do this on my own'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give up - fearing taking responsibility for my kids' - and justifying that,  saying to myself,  ' i have to survive'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to surrender and rely on my guru to take responsibility for me - rather than me taking self-responsibility for me within self-interest and having the backchat, 'I will just meditate and hopefully Baba ( the guru) will help me make money and then i will get them and we will all live a happy life' - chosing the easy way out -  fearing suffering, difficulty and sadness

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself fearing pain, suffering and sadness - i stop and breathe - and change my starting point - to instead of fearing all of that - redefine the words, release the separation from the words and the charge i gave them - both positive and negative - through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application - and use the words as equal to my expression 

I commit myself to when and as i see myself imagining that i am a spiritually elevated personality - i stop - i breathe - to instead of imagining that - assist myself to see the commonsense that i am made of the same substance all are made of - equal to all that is here - to  through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application open up the fear that is driving the desire  - and correct myself in my living application.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself justifying giving up - saying that, 'i need to survive' - i stop - i breathe - and assist to establish a world that truly honors life based on equality as i cannot blame the system - i am the creator and the created. I can only take self-responsibility.

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21 Days Breathing: Solution Blueprint : Food, Plantain, Blogs and The Body JTL Day 151 Sept 11, 2012 21 Days Breathing Part 10 Day 8

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Solution Blueprint
'Late' Character

Routine
Sept 11, 2012

To Do Breath by Breath

/Call school of Nutrition
/Write Yesterday's Routine
/Shower
/Stretching  postures - with breath here
/Massage self -with breath here - as i  massage my body
/Delete Redefining Group - 10 each
xMake additional cheesecakes * decided not to as i see the commonsense of doing it the day after i deliver as i still have enough cheesecakes to deliver for this week

/Blog * did 2 Blogs :
The Story of Nature, Siopao, Chinese Noodles, the Elephant
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/food-siopao-chinese-noodles-nature-and.html
Solution Blueprint2 'Late' Character Sept 10, 2012
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/Assignment* corrected Part 1 and 2 emailed
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Food
Did not eat out
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Half a plantain cooked
/3 raw cinnamon raisin bread 2/12 by 2 inches with raisins
/ *Raw Beet Coconut Thai Soup 1/4 c Dehydrated to warm a bit

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***I started doing the self-forgiveness for the 'late' character points i saw today - but is not finished yet.
The self-forgiveness is about 'fear of being late and wanting to be early'.

* I started the day without a list - did the to do list by midday - that was a bit of a challenge
* Correcting Myself as I Go

Redefining The Word 'MANTRA' Day 128

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Redefining 'I Am That'  

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Mantra

This Blog is A continuation of These Blogs: 

Who Am I? The 'Tantrik Yogi' Character 

Self-correction SC: Stepping out of The 'Tantrik Yogi' Character Part 1

Miracles: Stepping Out of The 'Tantrik yogi' character part 2 

The Secret Mantra: Stepping out of The 'Tantrik Yogi' Character Part 3 
The Mantra: Initiation: SF abd SC: The 'Tantrik Yogi' Character Part 4
Mantra: Initiation: The 'Tantrik Yogi' Character Part 5

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Mantra

According to the dictionary, a mantra is a word or formula, as from the Veda, chanted or sung as an incantation or prayer.

(M-e   A-s  e-N-ergy  T-rying to run away from  R-e-A-lity) 

The dictionary's definition of this word is not an expression of who i am . 

The word mantra defined as - a word chanted and repeated or sung  as an incantation or prayer - where one believes it will expand ones mind to unite to what is believed as the 'supreme consciousness' - which is based on a belief - from the starting point of fear of not living eternally - so desiring to live eternally, uses a word as a tool to give oneself what one desires - wanting a positive energetic experience that makes one feel good about who one is as someone able to live eternally - judging the word as more than oneself and judging oneself as less than the word - where the word is not seen as what it is - a symbol - just like any other word which we give meaning to - to express who we are. One looks at who one is as the mind character and all that one has accepted and allowed - forgives oneself and commits to correct oneself in every moment - as one that stands for what is best for all - as the real character - as flesh - as blood - as the physical.

I am redefining this and giving it a meaning that expresses who i am - realizing that i am equal to all that exist as all came from the same substance all are made of. Seeing the commonsense 'as within so without' - assists in establishing a world that truly honors life

A mantra redefined as - a word that is being repeated that stands for who we are -  as equal to all that exist - used to express who one is as all life.

I am here

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Quotes:

'I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and embrace the clear certainty that the Beginning was the Word and that the Word was God, implying and stating that i as a creation and Creator of words are in fact The God of Words'

From: Creation's Journey To life Day 5

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-5-in-beginning-was-god.html

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'What is clear about words that are defined within and as self as polarized words, are that they are reactive in nature. Meaning when carrying a negatively or positively charged word within and as self, this polarity charged word will ‘react’ within its environment  seeking out designs of ‘homeostasis’ or ‘winning’.  The consequential outflows of negatively and positively charged words are predetermined in that they follow a specific pre-programmed path.'

'It is thus common sense to realize that, what we place as definitions within and as ourselves is what we manifest within the expression of ourselves. This is why we redefine words; to find the living expression evident in each word from the principle of oneness and equality. As we look at a word we are moving ourselves through the word to see what it represents and what it stands for as a living expression. By assigning a definition to the word we are developing our vocabulary by placing within the definitions, living definitions that stand free from polarity which are able to stand as living expressions of the words that we have redefined.' ~ 

'I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through the acceptance and allowance of the polarity game experience the positive polarity charge as a winning experience as well as the negative polarity charge as a losing experience within and as myself in the different contexts within which they presented themselves as.'

From Earth's Journey to Life Blog Day 6 

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/redefining-words-part-3-experience-of.html

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I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to purify my words from energy/experience of the negative, neutral and positive, and re-align my words into and as physical practical living; where the words no more exist within and as energy – furthering/evolving the Mind and influencing/affecting others within my world deliberately to evoke/initiate/instigate within them and/or me experiences of and as energy as the competition between the Minds within the weapons of words, used/abused in the interest and survival of and as the Mind of Energy only. But that the words I am exist as Living Substance/Living Flesh as the equal and one living of words visibly within and as me and my world, where the Words I speak stand absolute as who I am in and as my physical equality and oneness. To so also stop the separation existent within the very Words I use, where words I speak out loud – differ from the words I speak silently within; simply indicating the extent to which we exist in separation/two worlds of the Mind and the Physical, where we’re one personality of Mind within ourselves and another in the without of Ourselves.
From Heaven Journey To Life 65

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/femininity-and-masculinity-day-65.html